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    Religion & Spirituality

    Cults to Consciousness

    For the curious & compassionate. Firsthand Survivor Stories of escaping cults, high-control groups & people. 

    The Cults to Consciousness Podcast (and YouTube channel) is Hosted by Shelise Ann Sola (a former devout Mormon / CSA survivor) and her Producer husband, Jonathan Rosales. Not anti-religious but firmly anti-abuse, they aim to shed light on manipulative practices and systems, while promoting understanding and accountability. C2C has attracted a kind and engaged community who thoughtfully support their guests. Hit follow to join them on their advocacy mission! 

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    Latest Episodes:
    How a “Tainted” Molly Mormon Was TARGETED for the OneTaste Orgasm Cult Sep 11, 2025
    Show notes

    Born and raised in a Mormon majority town, Katie was doing her best to be the most righteous and worthy Mormon she could be. Everything came crashing down when she was blamed by her mother and shamed by her bishop for being SA’d. They claimed her “purity was tainted” and she needed to repent. Upon graduation, she went to the Young Single Adults ward, where she was primed to be targeted by a “worthy priesthood holder” who tried to lure her into an orgasm cult with promises to “fix” her sexual trauma.

    Click here to watch on YouTube

    Watch pt 2 of Katie’s interview

    Subscribe to our C2C "CLIPS" Channel!

    Support C2C - Any donations are welcome and appreciated to support the making of this podcast.

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    Patreon https://www.patreon.com/cultstoconsciousness

    Venmo @sheliseann

    Find us on Social media!

    Instagram @cultstoconsciousness

    Host Instagram @sheliseann

    Co Producer / Host @jonathan.rosales_

    TikTok @cults.to.consciousness

    Twitter @cultstocon

    **Disclaimer: Thanks for joining us at Cults to Consciousness. This storytelling podcast is meant to be for entertainment purposes only and does not substitute for medical advice. We may discuss triggering topics and we ask that you make your personal mental health a priority. Lastly, the opinions of our guests do not necessarily reflect the opinions of the host.*

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    THE ORDER Incestuous Cult: Devastating Effects of ZERO Sex Ed for Women (ft. Amanda Rae Grant) Sep 10, 2025
    Show notes

    Amanda Rae joins us to talk about the ways in which her former polygamous cult weaponizes ignorance and purposely withholds information about reproduction to keep women submissive to their husband.

    Click here to watch on YouTube

    Watch Pt 2 on Amanda's channel: https://www.youtube.com/live/Q_vdflUQ69Y?si=oyE3eTaPp0QMpbim

    Find Amanda:

    YouTube: @TheAmandaRaeGrant

    IG: @amandaraegrant

    Subscribe to our C2C "CLIPS" Channel!

    Support C2C - Any donations are welcome and appreciated to support the making of this podcast.

    Find our FULL (uncensored) merch store here!

    Patreon https://www.patreon.com/cultstoconsciousness

    Venmo @sheliseann

    Find us on Social media!

    Instagram @cultstoconsciousness

    Host Instagram @sheliseann

    Co Producer / Host @jonathan.rosales_

    TikTok @cults.to.consciousness

    Twitter @cultstocon

    **Disclaimer: Thanks for joining us at Cults to Consciousness. This storytelling podcast is meant to be for entertainment purposes only and does not substitute for medical advice. We may discuss triggering topics and we ask that you make your personal mental health a priority. Lastly, the opinions of our guests do not necessarily reflect the opinions of the host.**


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    How One Man Inspired 200 KKK Members To Give Up Their Robes Sep 09, 2025
    Show notes

    Daryl Davis has spent decades infiltrating and befriending not only Klan members but Klan leaders, even going as far as to attend their rallies. On a quest to do nothing more than explore racism and gather information for his book, Klan-Destine Relationships, Daryl Davis eventually became the recipient of numerous robes and hoods given to him by Klan members who rescinded their beliefs after coming to know him. He had inadvertently stumbled upon a successful method of forming friendships between sworn enemies. His methods have made him the center of controversy in some circles where he is considered “politically incorrect,” but after proving his methods work, he has made supporters out of his detractors.

    As a race relations expert, Daryl Davis has received acclaim for his book, Klan-Destine Relationships and his work in race relations from many respected sources including CNN, NBC, Good Morning America, The Learning Channel, National Public Radio, The Washington Post, The Baltimore Sun and many others. He is also the recipient of numerous awards including the highly prestigious Elliott-Black Award and the Bridge Builder Award presented by the American Ethical Union and Washington Ethical Society respectively, to name a few. Filled with exciting encounters and sometimes amusing anecdotes, Daryl Davis’ impassioned lectures leave an audience feeling empowered to confront their own prejudices and overcome their fears, seeking to build a bridge and forge peace with their most unlikely adversaries.

    Click here to watch on YouTube

    Follow Daryl:

    IG: @realdaryldavis

    Website: https://www.daryldavis.com/

    Daryl’s book: The Klan Whisperer

    Subscribe to our C2C "CLIPS" Channel!

    Support C2C - Any donations are welcome and appreciated to support the making of this podcast.

    Find our FULL (uncensored) merch store here!

    Patreon https://www.patreon.com/cultstoconsciousness

    Venmo @sheliseann

    Find us on Social media!

    Instagram @cultstoconsciousness

    Host Instagram @sheliseann

    Co Producer / Host @jonathan.rosales_

    TikTok @cults.to.consciousness

    Twitter @cultstocon

    **Disclaimer: Thanks for joining us at Cults to Consciousness. This storytelling podcast is meant to be for entertainment purposes only and does not substitute for medical advice. We may discuss triggering topics and we ask that you make your personal mental health a priority. Lastly, the opinions of our guests do not necessarily reflect the opinions of the host.**

    Chapter Marks

    00:00:00 Intro

    00:06:12 Daryl’s First Time Experiencing Rac*sm

    00:10:43 The Question Daryl’s Tried to Answer His Entire Life

    00:15:42 Daryl’s Thoughts of Why Someone May Join A Group Like the Kl*n

    00:24:55 Daryl Shares About His First Positive Interaction with a Kl*n Member

    00:33:39 Daryl Explains the Hierarchy and Organization of the Kl*n

    00:38:15 Daryl’s Efforts to Interview Members of the Kl*n and Gives Some Definitions of Their Beliefs

    00:42:57 Daryl Speaks on the State of Civil Rights for POC and Women in the US and Among the Kl*n

    00:49:36 Daryl Tells of His Methods for Changing Peoples Perspectives & The Justifications Some Kl*n Members Use

    00:55:55 Daryl’s Perspective On How to Change Someone's Faulty Perspective

    01:02:43 Daryl’s Interactions with a Major Kl*n Leader and His Family

    01:09:06 More Interactions with Kl*n Members and Some More Background on the Systematic Rac*sm in America

    01:18:30 Why Daryl Still Feels Safe While Attending Kl*n Rallies and Events

    01:23:36 The Significance of Cross Burning in the Kl*n and about Their Supposed Christian Faith

    01:28:44 How Faulty Information Makes Its Way into Belief Systems

    01:34:14 Linda, listen

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    My Polygamous Father Exploited Religious AUB Rules to Terrorize Us Sep 08, 2025
    Show notes

    Isolated in the Apostolic United Brethren, Janae’s father went unchecked when exploiting the nature of the religious group. With 4 wives and over a dozen children, he misused his power to control them all. “Life lessons” laced in traumatic experiences would leave the girls feeling helpless, scared and vulnerable without him, even when he was the true source of danger. Essentially acting as a cult leader within an already restrictive cult, Janae’s father took advantage of the system which had lasting negative effects.

    Click here to watch on YouTube


    Find and Support Janae!

    IG: @janaedubose

    Facebook: Janae DuBose

    Book: “In The Cult Next Door”


    Subscribe to our C2C "CLIPS" Channel!


    Support C2C - Any donations are welcome and appreciated to support the making of this podcast.

    Find our FULL (uncensored) merch store here!

    Patreon https://www.patreon.com/cultstoconsciousness

    Venmo @sheliseann


    Find us on Social media!

    Instagram @cultstoconsciousness

    Host Instagram @sheliseann

    Co Producer / Host @jonathan.rosales_

    TikTok @cults.to.consciousness

    Twitter @cultstocon


    **Disclaimer: Thanks for joining us at Cults to Consciousness. This storytelling podcast is meant to be for entertainment purposes only and does not substitute for medical advice. We may discuss triggering topics and we ask that you make your personal mental health a priority. Lastly, the opinions of our guests do not necessarily reflect the opinions of the host.**


    Chapter Marks

    00:00:00 intro

    00:04:07 How the AUB split from the mainstream LDS church

    00:08:43 Hierarchy in the church and how Janae’s father affected their family's place

    00:10:34 What Janae's father was like and how he got involved with the AUB

    00:13:18 How Janae's father exploited AUB rules for his benefit

    00:14:48 CW: CA Janae's father's man*pulation and ab*se tactics

    00:25:31 Janae's mom's reaction to her chiIdren's ab*se and how the AUB predisposed her to marrying Janae's father

    00:30:03 CW: CSA Janae's father's openness about his pred*tory behavior

    00:33:05 How Janae's father's lack of self awareness led to a projection of his own feelings and issues

    00:35:20 The use of other religious beliefs in the household

    00:37:07 CW: SA How their father's ab*se affected the boys and their relationships with their sisters

    00:40:06 The cycle of ab*se (or lack thereof)

    00:41:43 The constant vulnerability in the house

    00:43:22 Inability to understand AUB

    00:46:57 Janae’s feelings on being a plural wife

    00:48:54 Janae's mother's search for answers led them to mainstream Mormonism

    00:56:03 CW: r*pe - Janae’s past left her vulnerable after escaping

    01:01:41 Learning to stand in your power as a woman

    01:04:13 How people from ab*sive situations can be targets for other ab*sers in the future

    01:08:47 Finding safety in yourself and life after a cult

    01:16:16 What makes Janae happy today

    01:17:50 Linda, listen

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    Daughter of a Polygamous Prophet: I Didn’t Want to Be a Sister Wife Sep 05, 2025
    Show notes

    In the Apostolic United Brethren, a break off from the mainstream Mormon (Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints), polygamy is not only expected, but a requirement to get into the highest level of heaven per the original prophet Joseph Smith. Women are also expected to “multiply and replenish the Earth”. In this 2nd part to Emily’s interview, she delves into what it was like getting married at the age of 17, realizing her father was in fact “evil”, her reaction to him rising up as “Prophet” of the AUB, as well as what her deconstruction process has been like, and what’s it’s been like speaking out in recent years.


    Click here to watch on YouTube

    Watch pt 1 of Emily’s interview

    Watch Emily’s sister, Melanie’s interview

    Melanie’s live


    Find Emily on social media!

    YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@Good-Enough-444

    IG: @good_enough_444


    Subscribe to our C2C "CLIPS" Channel!


    Support C2C - Any donations are welcome and appreciated to support the making of this podcast.

    Find our FULL (uncensored) merch store here!

    Patreon https://www.patreon.com/cultstoconsciousness

    Venmo @sheliseann


    Find us on Social media!

    Instagram @cultstoconsciousness

    Host Instagram @sheliseann

    Co Producer / Host @jonathan.rosales_

    TikTok @cults.to.consciousness

    Twitter @cultstocon


    **Disclaimer: Thanks for joining us at Cults to Consciousness. This storytelling podcast is meant to be for entertainment purposes only and does not substitute for medical advice. We may discuss triggering topics and we ask that you make your personal mental health a priority. Lastly, the opinions of our guests do not necessarily reflect the opinions of the host.**


    Chapter Marks:

    00:00:00 Intro

    00:03:51 Emotional damage from purity culture after CSA

    00:06:01 Was Emily pushed into getting married at a young age?

    00:12:12 Emily's parents told her and her siblings they all lived polygamy in their own ways

    00:16:08 How much Emily knew about s*x Ed and getting pregnant at 18

    00:19:28 When Emily started to deconstruct

    00:24:54 Has Emily discussed what happened to her with her chiIdren?

    00:31:07 What made Emily decide to tell her story

    00:37:13 The "Without a Crystal Ball" interview

    00:39:34 What brings Emily joy now

    00:46:53 Emily's kind words about C2C

    00:50:41 Linda, listen

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    Daughter of a Polygamous Prophet: Secrets, Rage & Neglect in the AUB Sep 04, 2025
    Show notes

    In the Apostolic United Brethren, a break off from the mainstream Mormon (Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints), polygamy is not only expected, but a requirement to get into the highest level of heaven per the original prophet Joseph Smith. Women are also expected to “multiply and replenish the Earth”. Emily’s mother (the second wife) had 11 chiIdren and had to work 3 jobs to put what little food on the table she could. Even with the best of intentions and all the love she gave her chiIdren, it often left them hungry, delirious and malnour*shed. Emily was babysitting infants and toddlers at just 7 years old with no milk to properly care for them. On top of this, the man who would later become the prophet of the AUB, her father, would come home and rage on all his chiIdren. An emotional and physical tort*re that left them scared and scarred for years to come.

    Click here to watch on YouTube


    Find Emily on social media!

    YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@Good-Enough-444

    IG: @good_enough_444


    Subscribe to our C2C "CLIPS" Channel!


    Support C2C - Any donations are welcome and appreciated to support the making of this podcast.

    Find our FULL (uncensored) merch store here!

    Patreon https://www.patreon.com/cultstoconsciousness

    Venmo @sheliseann


    Find us on Social media!

    Instagram @cultstoconsciousness

    Host Instagram @sheliseann

    Co Producer / Host @jonathan.rosales_

    TikTok @cults.to.consciousness

    Twitter @cultstocon


    **Disclaimer: Thanks for joining us at Cults to Consciousness. This storytelling podcast is meant to be for entertainment purposes only and does not substitute for medical advice. We may discuss triggering topics and we ask that you make your personal mental health a priority. Lastly, the opinions of our guests do not necessarily reflect the opinions of the host.**


    Chapter Marks

    00:00:00 Intro

    00:04:00 Emily explains the AUB

    00:06:42 Rac*sm when it's convenient

    00:12:19 Emily's family unit- How many moms/sister wives?

    00:16:37 CW: Depictions of CA- How Emily's father treated his chiIdren

    00:21:10 How their father's ab*se affected them long term

    00:27:13 Did Emily's mother try to step in to help?

    00:30:23 Core memory babysitting infants at 7 yrs old

    00:35:39 Limited access to food

    00:38:49 Effects of malnour*shment

    00:40:21 CW: CSA- why there is a high rate of CSA in the AUB

    00:51:13 Emotional dam*ge from purity culture after CSA

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    Surviving Childhood in the “Wild, Wild Country” Enlightenment Cult Sep 03, 2025
    Show notes

    Born in 1968, Sarito spent her formative years constantly on the move with her mother, a young hippie in search of spiritual meaning. At just nine years old, what was intended to be a brief summer trip to India took an unexpected turn. Sarito and her mother joined the ashram of Bhagwan Shree Rajneesh, transforming that fleeting visit into a seven-year journey within the commune—first in Pune, India, and later in the notorious city of Rajneeshpuram in Central Oregon. While in the commune, Sarito was submerged in a world where devotion and freedom clashed with man*pulation, s*xual misconduct, and neglect.

    After the fall of Rajneeshpuram in 1985, sixteen-year-old Sarito was abruptly thrust into the “real world.” In her book “In the Shadow of Enlightenment” is the gripping story of Sarito’s chiIdhood inside the Osho Rajneesh cult—one of the most controversial spiritual movements of the 20th century.

    Click here to watch on YouTube


    Follow Sarito on social media:

    Sarito’s memoir “In the Shadows of Enlightenment”

    Website: https://www.saritocarroll.com

    FB: https://www.facebook.com/saritoc

    IG: @saritocarroll

    TikTok: @saritocarroll_author


    Subscribe to our C2C "CLIPS" Channel!


    Support C2C - Any donations are welcome and appreciated to support the making of this podcast.

    Find our FULL (uncensored) merch store here!

    Patreon https://www.patreon.com/cultstoconsciousness

    Venmo @sheliseann


    Find us on Social media!

    Instagram @cultstoconsciousness

    Host Instagram @sheliseann

    Co Producer / Host @jonathan.rosales_

    TikTok @cults.to.consciousness

    Twitter @cultstocon


    **Disclaimer: Thanks for joining us at Cults to Consciousness. This storytelling podcast is meant to be for entertainment purposes only and does not substitute for medical advice. We may discuss triggering topics and we ask that you make your personal mental health a priority. Lastly, the opinions of our guests do not necessarily reflect the opinions of the host.**


    Chapter Marks

    00:00:00 Intro

    00:04:59 How Life Has Been Since the Release Of Sarito’s Book

    00:07:09 Sarito’s Family's Introduction to the Cult

    00:10:52 The Beginning of Sarito’s Time in India as a ChiId & Some of the Cults Practices

    00:17:50 CW: CSA, the Highly S*xual Nature of the Cult and the Attention Sarito Received

    00:21:15 Specifics About the Cult Leader

    00:25:59 The Cult Leaders Teachings on Materialism and Wealth

    00:32:30 The Us vs Them Mentality of the Cult

    00:36:58 CW: CSA, the Cult Settling into Oregon & the Beginning of Sarito Being Gr**med

    00:41:54 CW: CSA, More Details About the Gr**ming Sarito Received

    00:49:48 The Tumult of Growing Up without any Structure or Role Models

    00:53:23 The Excellent Organization of the Commune & Its Settling in Oregon

    01:00:50 The Stark Contrast in Wealth and The Cult Leader's Interactions with its Members

    01:10:40 The Conflict Between Different Members of the Cult & The Demise of the Cult

    01:15:58 Sarito’s First Steps Outside of the Cult at 16

    01:21:54 Sarito’s Interactions with The Cult After Leaving and Publishing Her Book

    01:28:43 Final Thoughts

    01:31:06 Linda, listen

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    Growing Up Gay “In My Super Fundamentalist Christian Church” Sep 02, 2025
    Show notes

    Kevin James Thornton grew up in a small Christian town in Indiana. His early life started at a Baptist church, but once he discovered a Mega Church focused on rock bands and the youth, he became enamored and doubled down on his faith. A Jesus loving, self motivated chiId then teen, he loved his fully immersive church and heavily partook in extremely questionable youth events, but something inside himself felt wrong. Driven by his desire to fit in and “fix himself” he wouldn’t even allow himself to have the thought that he was gay.

    He attended youth group bible study religiously and went to inner city parks in NYC dressed as “sin” clowns to perform “morality plays”. They even put on extreme HeII based haunted houses with graphic scenes played out by the youth. Things started to feel grim for Kevin once the group graduated high school and the boys he had crushes on coupled up and got married, leaving Kevin feeling more alone than ever. Always having buried who he really was, it wasn’t until he escaped to college and found himself in a new group within theater that the inner turmoil would subside.

    Kevin dives into what it was like selling everything to move to LA to become a comedian, and how he blew up on TikTok during the pandemic by sharing his old bible study memories (with a splash of autotune).

    Click here to watch on YouTube


    Tour dates and tickets:

    Websites: https://www.kevinjamesthornton.com/

    https://www.shamalahamala.com/


    Follow Kevin on social media:

    YT: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCNQbKNgL8bcuH8z4pzh9flw

    IG: @kevinjamesthornton

    TT: @kevinjamesthornton


    Subscribe to our C2C "CLIPS" Channel!


    Support C2C - Any donations are welcome and appreciated to support the making of this podcast.

    Find our FULL (uncensored) merch store here!

    Patreon https://www.patreon.com/cultstoconsciousness

    Venmo @sheliseann


    Find us on Social media!

    Instagram @cultstoconsciousness

    Host Instagram @sheliseann

    Co Producer / Host @jonathan.rosales_

    TikTok @cults.to.consciousness

    Twitter @cultstocon


    **Disclaimer: Thanks for joining us at Cults to Consciousness. This storytelling podcast is meant to be for entertainment purposes only and does not substitute for medical advice. We may discuss triggering topics and we ask that you make your personal mental health a priority. Lastly, the opinions of our guests do not necessarily reflect the opinions of the host.**


    Chapter Marks

    00:04:24 Kevin's early church experiences as a southern baptist

    00:06:58 How Kevin changed churches and why it appealed to him as a teenager

    00:09:40 How this mega church appeared to be less conservative but doctrinally the opposite

    00:10:50 What Kevin's parents thought about his dedication to church

    00:12:14 What the messages were like at the new church

    00:14:28 Youth group mission trips to inner cities

    00:19:10 Messages from the church and the pressure to proselytize and bring more people to the church through events

    00:22:35 Kevin's dissonance with his s*xuality

    00:26:56 The story about home bible study during youth group

    00:30:13 How people in the same situations can have different experiences

    00:33:25 The mega church's haunted houses for Halloween

    00:37:27 Kevin's feelings at the time on the haunted houses

    00:39:06 When Kevin started to realize there were issues with his church

    00:43:28 How seeing other gay people be acceptable helped Kevin accept himself

    00:47:14 How his old youth group felt about Kevin's new life in college

    00:49:56 How reaching out can make someone second guess the best path for themselves

    00:52:17 Kevin's shift from his old life into the comedy scene

    00:59:11 How an app and the pandemic changed Kevin's comedy

    01:06:08 How Kevin is doing today

    01:11:47 Linda, Listen

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    Ex-Mormon & Ex-Jehovah’s Witness React to LEAKED Upcoming Convention Tapes (ft. Altworldly) Aug 29, 2025
    Show notes

    Many of you have gotten knocks on your door lately (us included) by the Jehovah’s Witnesses inviting you to attend their upcoming weekend long convention in July. Our friend Jake at @altworldly found a LEAKED copy of their propaganda and promised it would deliver in absurdity and disgusting takes on the “apostates” who have left the religion. Join us as Shelise blind reacts to these videos.


    Click here to watch on YouTube

    Part 1 of the stream


    Follow @altworldly


    Other video collaborations:

    Ex-Mormon and Ex-Jehovah's Witness Compare CULTure (ft. @altworldly )

    Ex- Mormon and Ex-Jehovah's Witness Compare Doctrine (ft @altworldly)

    Fear of End Times: Ex-Jehovah's Witness Confessions ft. @altworldly

    An ex-Mormon and ex-Jehovah's Witness Compare Notes (w/ @CultstoConsciousness )


    Subscribe to our C2C "CLIPS" Channel!


    Support C2C - Any donations are welcome and appreciated to support the making of this podcast.

    Find our FULL (uncensored) merch store here!

    Patreon https://www.patreon.com/cultstoconsciousness

    Venmo @sheliseann


    Find us on Social media!

    Instagram @cultstoconsciousness

    Host Instagram @sheliseann

    Co Producer / Host @jonathan.rosales_

    TikTok @cults.to.consciousness

    Twitter @cultstocon


    **Disclaimer: Thanks for joining us at Cults to Consciousness. This storytelling podcast is meant to be for entertainment purposes only and does not substitute for medical advice. We may discuss triggering topics and we ask that you make your personal mental health a priority. Lastly, the opinions of our guests do not necessarily reflect the opinions of the host.**

    See Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.


    The Dark Side of Jehovah’s Witnesses: My Husband Refused to Let Me DIE Despite Blood Doctrine Aug 28, 2025
    Show notes

    As a 4th generation Jehovah’s Witness, Alissa Watson followed the path laid out before her and married young at a month past 19. Against the recommendation of the doomsday cult, she had chiIdren. During the birth of her first chiId, a pool of lost blood scared her husband into looking into the doctrine of blood transfusions being a punishable sin. Unwilling to lose the life of his wife or baby during the next delivery, he confessed to his wife that he would not be following the blood doctrine if it came down to it. Alissa agreed, but had no idea it had sent her husband down a slow and secret path of deconstruction, until she confronted him about his absence in the church. Research of rampant CSA coverups, a wishy-washy governing body leader under oath and more left her shocked. Their exit out of the religion was messy and hurtful, leaving behind their entire family who refused to even look at them due to the strict practice of shunning.


    Click here to watch on YouTube


    Why I Left the Jehovah's Witnesses: The Truth Behind My Exit


    Find Alissa on Social:

    YouTube: @athomewithalissa

    IG: @athome_withalissa

    TikTok: @athomewithalissa


    Take your personal data back with Incogni! Use code SHELISE at the link below and get 60% off an annual plan: https://incogni.com/shelise


    Subscribe to our C2C "CLIPS" Channel!


    Support C2C - Any donations are welcome and appreciated to support the making of this podcast.

    Find our FULL (uncensored) merch store here!

    Patreon https://www.patreon.com/cultstoconsciousness

    Venmo @sheliseann


    Find us on Social media!

    Instagram @cultstoconsciousness

    Host Instagram @sheliseann

    Co Producer / Host @jonathan.rosales_

    TikTok @cults.to.consciousness

    Twitter @cultstocon


    **Disclaimer: Thanks for joining us at Cults to Consciousness. This storytelling podcast is meant to be for entertainment purposes only and does not substitute for medical advice. We may discuss triggering topics and we ask that you make your personal mental health a priority. Lastly, the opinions of our guests do not necessarily reflect the opinions of the host.**


    Chapter Marks

    00:00:00 Intro

    00:04:27 What it was like growing up as a Jehovah's Witness (pressures & disfellowshipping)

    00:11:07 Why Alissa wanted to be homeschooled

    00:13:16 Alissa meets her husband at 17 and doubles down on the religion

    00:16:14 Dating as a Jehovah's Witness

    00:18:33 The pressures of being a teenage girl having to get married

    00:23:52 Alissa gets engaged, sins and thinks Satan is attacking her relationship

    00:26:51 Jehovah's Witnesses discourage having chiIdren

    00:30:43 The "no blood" rule causing a scare during birth

    00:37:23 Alissa's husband starts secretly deconstructing

    00:40:47 Was Alissa's husband filled with Satan??

    00:42:47 Why Alissa's testimony crumbled overnight

    00:47:59 What it was like when Alissa and her family were shunned

    00:57:31 Setting boundaries and making mental health a priority

    01:06:09 Why Alissa decided to start speaking out on social media

    01:14:53 How Alissa's life has changed for the better

    01:18:34 Linda, Listen

    01:20:40 Find and support Alissa!

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