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    Religion & Spirituality

    Cults to Consciousness

    For the curious & compassionate. Firsthand Survivor Stories of escaping cults, high-control groups & people. 

    The Cults to Consciousness Podcast (and YouTube channel) is Hosted by Shelise Ann Sola (a former devout Mormon / CSA survivor) and her Producer husband, Jonathan Rosales. Not anti-religious but firmly anti-abuse, they aim to shed light on manipulative practices and systems, while promoting understanding and accountability. C2C has attracted a kind and engaged community who thoughtfully support their guests. Hit follow to join them on their advocacy mission! 

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    Escaping My Authoritarian Romani Family Cult While Pregnant Aug 13, 2025
    Show notes

    In our previous interview, Gina exposed many ways in which she was trained from birth to scam as a fortune teller. Some of the schemes her family ran on unsuspecting or vulnerable people garnered over $100k. Gina explained how the American Romani family she was a part of, was not living up to the beautiful culture of her persecuted people, but were greedy, ab*sive and scammers. Forced to become one herself, or be beat*n for her noncompliance, she had no other choice but to succumb to their demands. However, once she got pregnant from an outsider, she knew in order to save the life of her chiId, she had to escape. Today we will talk about her life after running away from her family and how the made it in the world with no education past 12 years old.


    Click here to watch on YouTube


    Watch Gina's initial full interview here: https://youtu.be/lFD7FaWWWY4?si=gok4dXhuhM_HB_O9


    Find Gina:

    Book: Shay Bari

    IG: @_shaybari

    Tiktok: https://www.tiktok.com/@_ShayBari


    Subscribe to our C2C "CLIPS" Channel!


    Support C2C - Any donations are welcome and appreciated to support the making of this podcast.

    Find our FULL (uncensored) merch store here!

    Patreon https://www.patreon.com/cultstoconsciousness

    Venmo @sheliseann


    Find us on Social media!

    Instagram @cultstoconsciousness

    Host Instagram @sheliseann

    Co Producer / Host @jonathan.rosales_

    TikTok @cults.to.consciousness

    Twitter @cultstocon


    **Disclaimer: Thanks for joining us at Cults to Consciousness. This storytelling podcast is meant to be for entertainment purposes only and does not substitute for medical advice. We may discuss triggering topics and we ask that you make your personal mental health a priority. Lastly, the opinions of our guests do not necessarily reflect the opinions of the host.**

    See Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.


    FORCED to Scam as a Romani Fortune Teller Aug 12, 2025
    Show notes

    Gina Merino grew up in California with a very strict family which identifies as “Gypsies”. Her life was strictly controlled and she experienced harsh ab*se at the hands of her step mother. At elementary age, before being pulled out of school, she would begin telling fortune, understanding she was lying to people, but had no other choice. She uncovers ways in which her and her family scammed people out of thousands of dollars. When her father revealed a deep secret to his wife and family, both him and Gina were immediately treated like garbage. Gina was stuck, isolated in the family until years later when she made a daring escape and never looked back.

    Click here to watch on YouTube


    Find Gina:

    Book: Shay Bari

    IG: @_shaybari

    Tiktok: https://www.tiktok.com/@_ShayBari


    Take your personal data back with Incogni! Use code SHELISE at the link below and get 60% off an annual plan: https://incogni.com/shelise


    Subscribe to our C2C "CLIPS" Channel!


    Support C2C - Any donations are welcome and appreciated to support the making of this podcast.

    Find our FULL (uncensored) merch store here!

    Patreon https://www.patreon.com/cultstoconsciousness

    Venmo @sheliseann


    Find us on Social media!

    Instagram @cultstoconsciousness

    Host Instagram @sheliseann

    Co Producer / Host @jonathan.rosales_

    TikTok @cults.to.consciousness

    Twitter @cultstocon


    **Disclaimer: Thanks for joining us at Cults to Consciousness. This storytelling podcast is meant to be for entertainment purposes only and does not substitute for medical advice. We may discuss triggering topics and we ask that you make your personal mental health a priority. Lastly, the opinions of our guests do not necessarily reflect the opinions of the host.**


    Chapter Marks

    00:00:00 Intro

    00:03:56 The specific Romani group that Gina came from

    00:06:20 How Gina feels about using the G-word to refer to her people

    00:08:08 Stand out memories for Gina

    00:10:05 How Gina reacted to getting pulled out of school

    00:11:09 Why it was important to be pulled out of school

    00:13:56 How Gina was taught to scam at an early age

    00:20:30 How Gina felt having to lie at an early age

    00:23:50 The biggest scam Gina witnessed

    00:29:52 Growing up with an abus*ve stepmother

    00:38:21 Gina's father comes out as gay and it changes the course of her life

    00:41:44 Gina's last words to her father

    00:46:18 Gina was forced to go back

    00:51:53 Gina is in a painful place, and is put on a strict diet

    00:53:31 Gina is forced back to fortunetelling

    00:59:37 Gina plots her escape

    01:11:16 "I just needed more hugs"

    01:14:22 Did Gina ever make contact with her family again?

    01:15:56 What brings Gina joy now

    01:19:44 Linda, listen

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    Dark Secrets of Romani Fortune Telling Aug 11, 2025
    Show notes

    Born a Romani girl in the US, in a very insulated group, Paulina Stevens had her future laid out for her. She was set in an arranged marriage to her cousin at 14 years old and after her dowry was paid, her new family claimed they “owned her”. Things got dark and possessive very quickly and no one would help her. After having chiIdren and realizing she needed to escape, she would spend years fighting back against threats, legal battles and now the indoctrination of her own chiIdren by their father and his family. She still cherishes parts of the Romani traditions and educates people in the culture.

    Click here to watch on YouTube


    Book: Secrets of Romani Fortune Telling

    Website: https://www.romanistanpodcast.com/

    Instagram: @_paulina_v_

    Podcast IG: https://www.instagram.com/romanistanpodcast

    Subscribe to our C2C "CLIPS" Channel!


    Support C2C - Any donations are welcome and appreciated to support the making of this podcast.

    Find our FULL (uncensored) merch store here!

    Patreon https://www.patreon.com/cultstoconsciousness

    Venmo @sheliseann


    Find us on Social media!

    Instagram @cultstoconsciousness

    Host Instagram @sheliseann

    Co Producer / Host @jonathan.rosales_

    TikTok @cults.to.consciousness

    Twitter @cultstocon


    **Disclaimer: Thanks for joining us at Cults to Consciousness. This storytelling podcast is meant to be for entertainment purposes only and does not substitute for medical advice. We may discuss triggering topics and we ask that you make your personal mental health a priority. Lastly, the opinions of our guests do not necessarily reflect the opinions of the host.**


    Chapter Marks

    00:00:00 Intro

    00:03:28 Background on the Romani, Early Memories

    00:07:52 CW: Mentions of R*pe, C Marriages, Cultural History of the Romani People and How it Still Affects Them

    00:11:04 Paulina’s ChiIdhood and How She Was Denied a Traditional Education

    00:16:27 Fortune Telling, and Traditional Aspects of her Romani Group

    00:22:19 External Pressures That Led to Paulina to Get Married as a Teenager

    00:27:27 Double Standards in Paulina’s Romani Community and the Control They Impose Over Women

    00:32:54 CW: SA, Stark Differences Paulina Experienced in her In-Law's Family

    00:37:45 The Pressure To Have ChiIdren and Paulina’s Family's Involvement in Her Parenting

    00:41:25 Why She Decided To Leave Her Community & Her Experiences Fighting for Custody

    00:48:00 Paulina’s Struggles Fighting for Custody

    00:51:14 How Paulina’s ChiIdren Are Being Influenced By the Romani Community & How She Stays Involved in Her Heritage

    00:54:22 How Paulina was and Still is Negatively Treated by some in the Romani Community

    01:01:28 Paulina Shares About Her Life Now

    01:05:16 Final Thoughts and Linda Listen

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    The Cover-Up and Abuse at Bible Baptist Church ft. (Preacher Boys) Aug 08, 2025
    Show notes

    Today we are joined LIVE by former Independent Fundamental Baptist Eric, of the show @preacherboys, to discuss the Bible Baptist Church. It has a decades-long history of hiring, supporting, and protecting individuals credibly accused or convicted of sexual abuse and other serious crimes, especially against children.

    The church’s leadership, particularly Pastor Doug Duffett, has repeatedly minimized, concealed, or excused offenses, often blaming victims and discouraging transparency or outside intervention. We will dive into the list of notable abusers and church response, the institutional cover-up Tactics, the sermon excerpts illustrating leadership attitude, as well as the key examples of abuse and the institutional response.

    Click here to watch on YouTube

    Watch our original interview with Eric here


    Find and support Eric!

    Website: https://www.preacherboyspodcast.com/

    YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@PreacherBoys

    FB: https://www.facebook.com/preacherboysdoc/

    IG: @preacherboysdoc

    TikTok: @preacherboyspod


    Subscribe to our C2C "CLIPS" Channel!


    Support C2C - Any donations are welcome and appreciated to support the making of this podcast.

    Find our FULL (uncensored) merch store here!

    Patreon https://www.patreon.com/cultstoconsciousness

    Venmo @sheliseann

    Find us on Social media!

    Instagram @cultstoconsciousness

    Host Instagram @sheliseann

    Co Producer / Host @jonathan.rosales_

    TikTok @cults.to.consciousness

    Twitter @cultstocon


    **Disclaimer: Thanks for joining us at Cults to Consciousness. This storytelling podcast is meant to be for entertainment purposes only and does not substitute for medical advice. We may discuss triggering topics and we ask that you make your personal mental health a priority. Lastly, the opinions of our guests do not necessarily reflect the opinions of the host.**

    See Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.


    “The Mothers” Separated Me From My Parents at 4 Yrs Old (Being Loved a Sin) Aug 07, 2025
    Show notes

    CW: CA, ED. What happens when religion and power collide in the wrong hands? At Grenville Christian College, once one of Canada’s most prestigious private religious schools, the result was thousands of broken lives. Once ranked amongst Canada’s elite boarding schools, the impressive facade hid a far darker truth. Just three years after its opening, the college fell prey to the “Mothers” — leaders of a Cape Cod commune that would turn GCC into an institution of paranoia that brainwashed, abused, and terrorized its residents for decades.

    Staff and students alike were forced into terrifying “light sessions” where they were publicly attacked for their sins. Cruel punishments that demoralized and demeaned were commonplace, keeping residents captive to their shame — by a cult that was hidden in plain sight.

    The first “staff kid” to be born at GCC, Beth Granger was removed from her parents’ care at the age of 4, because they were deemed too sinful to raise her. When she was only 5, the leaders declared war on Beth’s “sin” of gluttony. It would take her three decades to muster the courage to escape. Six years after leaving, she helped spearhead a lawsuit against the school lasting 16 years, and won!

    Click here to watch on YouTube


    Find Beth on Social media:

    website: www.bethgranger.ca

    IG: @happygranger

    Book/Audible: Born and Razed

    Subscribe to our C2C "CLIPS" Channel!


    Support C2C - Any donations are welcome and appreciated to support the making of this podcast.

    Find our FULL (uncensored) merch store here!

    Patreon https://www.patreon.com/cultstoconsciousness

    Venmo @sheliseann


    Find us on Social media!

    Instagram @cultstoconsciousness

    Host Instagram @sheliseann

    Co Producer / Host @jonathan.rosales_

    TikTok @cults.to.consciousness

    Twitter @cultstocon


    **Disclaimer: Thanks for joining us at Cults to Consciousness. This storytelling podcast is meant to be for entertainment purposes only and does not substitute for medical advice. We may discuss triggering topics and we ask that you make your personal mental health a priority. Lastly, the opinions of our guests do not necessarily reflect the opinions of the host.**


    Chapter Marks:


    00:00:00 Intro

    00:05:20 Beth filed a lawsuit– the first historical ab*se case to go to trial in Canada– and won

    00:08:21 Beth's early years with the school, and how the Mothers took over

    00:14:24 Where the Mothers learned their technique

    00:19:30 The types of Christianity this school was based on

    00:21:14 How they intentionally separated chiIdren from their families

    00:25:37 CW: Beth was denied pay after she confessed her eating d*sorder

    00:31:08 Who the chiIdren were actually being raised by and the types of environments they fostered

    00:33:34 How harsh the pun*shments were for misbehaving

    00:38:35 Beth's banishment to another country as pun*shment

    00:43:03 The beautiful facade that hid pun*shing mind control tactics

    00:45:23 Confessions for normal human emotions that were rooted in self-h*tred

    00:46:56 Beth escapes the mind control

    00:47:53 Beth's marriage prospect and how an injury led to her physical escape

    00:51:06 What it was like for Beth to be in the outside world for the first time

    00:54:23 How Beth became part of the lawsuit and how it progressed her healing journey

    00:56:59 How normalized h*rmful behavior can take years to unlearn and unpack

    01:00:56 How Beth met her partner

    01:01:49 TW: ED - Beth's journey with heaIing and therapy

    01:04:36 TW: ED - Beth's experience with therapy (continued)

    01:07:44 How writing her book helped Beth trust people again

    01:10:49 What it means for Beth to be open about her story and how sharing it has helped others

    01:11:34 What brings Beth joy and peace today

    01:13:11 TW: ED

    01:14:46 Linda, listen

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    My Mother Sent Me to Get Conversion Therapy (Escaping the IBLP Cult) ft. @MatthewandPaulOfficial ​ Aug 06, 2025
    Show notes

    The Institute in Basic Life Principles, run by the predatory Bill Gothard, would turn thousands of families into their own isolated cults. Matthew Castle was trapped in his own family until his mid twenties. Shielded from the outside world and musically stifled, his talent on the violin was so impressive, multiple colleges including Juilliard tried recruiting him as a young teen. However, without choice in the matter, those dreams were quickly torn away. His mother was so strict and controlling, she even drove him to and from a local college ensuring he wasn’t led astray by the evil world. When she found his personal journal, revealing his sexuality, she immediately sent him to a cult approved conversion therapy conference. Learn how Matthew finally escaped, acclimated to the real world, and eventually found the love of his life– Paul.

    Click here to watch on YouTube

    Streaming platforms: Matthew Castle

    YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@MatthewandPaulOfficial

    Instagram: @matthewandpaul

    Paul’s books: https://paulcastlestudio.com/

    Subscribe to our C2C "CLIPS" Channel!

    Support C2C - Any donations are welcome and appreciated to support the making of this podcast.

    Find our FULL (uncensored) merch store here!

    Patreon https://www.patreon.com/cultstoconsciousness

    Venmo @sheliseann

    Find us on Social media!

    Instagram @cultstoconsciousness

    Host Instagram @sheliseann

    Co Producer / Host @jonathan.rosales_

    TikTok @cults.to.consciousness

    Twitter @cultstocon

    **Disclaimer: Thanks for joining us at Cults to Consciousness. This storytelling podcast is meant to be for entertainment purposes only and does not substitute for medical advice. We may discuss triggering topics and we ask that you make your personal mental health a priority. Lastly, the opinions of our guests do not necessarily reflect the opinions of the host.**


    Chapter Marks

    00:04:48 What Matthew's early education was like and how his parent's got involved in the Advanced Training Institute

    00:06:10 How the "Umbrella of Authority" and other IBLP teachings changed the family's way of thinking

    00:10:41 Matthew's s*xuality and the dichotomy between his feelings and what he was being taught

    00:14:34 Music in the IBLP movement and how even some classical composers were taboo

    00:17:52 How even classical music was a tie to the secular world for Matthew

    00:20:24 How Bill Gothard's beliefs prevented Matthew from attending the most prestigious music schools in the country

    00:26:18 Matthew's experiences at the IBLP institutes

    00:28:11 Matthew's opinion of Bill Gothard and the favoritism in the group

    00:29:01 Bill's pr*datory nature towards young women

    00:31:31 Bill's near fat*l encounter with Matthew's father

    00:33:30 The discovery of Matthew's journal and the beginning of the end

    00:37:31 Matthew's experience at a conversion conference

    00:41:42 Matthew's last straw and how he escaped

    00:43:24 What it felt like to leave and how Matthew started to discover himself

    00:48:22 Paul enters the chat!

    00:49:26 What it was like for Matthew to starting dating and meeting his partner Paul

    00:56:23 What secular things Paul has introduced to Matthew

    01:01:01 How Matthew has learned to identify his feelings and communicate after leaving IBLP

    01:03:59 What brings Matthew joy today

    01:06:38 Linda, listen

    See Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.


    Pregnant at 15: My Strict Mormon Mother Forced Me to Repent Aug 05, 2025
    Show notes

    Louise Roberts grew up in a strict LDS (Mormon) household where the messages of apostles’ quotes would echo throughout. One of them being “if you are ever in a position to be r*ped, ask to be k*lled.” Her mother was not aware that she had already been h*rmed as a chiId. This led to feelings of worthlessness and shame which had her seeking love and acceptance from boys in her school. When she found herself pregnant at 15, we discover how the LDS church handled it despite her and her family’s wishes. A tale of rejection, perseverance and resilience.

    Click here to watch on YouTube

    Subscribe to our C2C "CLIPS" Channel!

    Support C2C - Any donations are welcome and appreciated to support the making of this podcast.

    Find our FULL (uncensored) merch store here!

    Patreon https://www.patreon.com/cultstoconsciousness

    Venmo @sheliseann

    Find us on Social media!

    Instagram @cultstoconsciousness

    Host Instagram @sheliseann

    Co Producer / Host @jonathan.rosales_

    TikTok @cults.to.consciousness

    Twitter @cultstocon

    **Disclaimer: Thanks for joining us at Cults to Consciousness. This storytelling podcast is meant to be for entertainment purposes only and does not substitute for medical advice. We may discuss triggering topics and we ask that you make your personal mental health a priority. Lastly, the opinions of our guests do not necessarily reflect the opinions of the host.**


    Chapter Marks


    00:00:00 Intro

    00:04:35 Louise’s Family and Her Devout Mormon Upbringing

    00:12:17 More of Louise’s Mormon Upbringing & Deciding to Cut Ties With Her Mother

    00:16:00 Louise’s Defining ChiIdhood Memories

    00:21:50 Louise Becomes Pregnant at 15

    00:27:19 Louise Experience with LDS Family Services and Why She Didn't Give Her ChiId Up for Adoption

    00:31:28 Louise Talks About The Religious Repercussions of Getting Pregnant

    00:40:00 TW: CSA, Quotes from "The Miracle of Forgiveness" that Louise’s Mother Used to Teach Her

    00:45:42 Toxic Situation with Her Mother and with the Church

    00:56:44 Navigating Life After Having a ChiId, and Her Mother's Pressuring Her to Get Married

    01:00:11 The Pressure and Judgement Her Mom Put on Her and Her Husband

    01:09:25 Deconstructing Her Previous Faith

    01:14:59 Finally Being Able to Make Friends After Her Faith Deconstruction

    01:22:54 CW: CSA, Louise Shares A Few More Details About Her Family

    01:27:44 Louise’s Life Now and Linda Listen

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    The Darkside of Ex-Mormon Content Creating ft. ExmoLex Aug 04, 2025
    Show notes

    After 25 years of being a devout Mormon, when Lexi started questioning her faith, she had no support other than the online content made by ex-Mormon creators. When her father saw that she responded to and agreed with an ex-Mormon social media post, he snapped at her to keep her mouth shut about her opinions. This was the moment that fueled her to start her own ex-Mormon YouTube channel, and so Exmo Lex was born.

    Since then, the last 6 years as a content creator have been quite the ride. Each week she’s furthered uncovered the discrepancies in the Mormon church, all while on her own deconstructing journey. From dealing with hate comments, to being disowned by her husband’s parents… today Exmo Lex dives into the Darkside of creating ex-Mormon content, and why she’s now choosing to step away.

    Click here to watch on YouTube

    Exmo Lex’s goodbye video: I’m "Quitting" Ex-Mormonism

    Find Exmo Lex on Social media!

    YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@ExmoLex

    TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@exmolex

    TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@nossravi

    TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@thelittle.estfarm

    Subscribe to our C2C "CLIPS" Channel!

    Support C2C - Any donations are welcome and appreciated to support the making of this podcast.

    Find our FULL (uncensored) merch store here!

    Patreon https://www.patreon.com/cultstoconsciousness

    Venmo @sheliseann

    Find us on Social media!

    Instagram @cultstoconsciousness

    Host Instagram @sheliseann

    Co Producer / Host @jonathan.rosales_

    TikTok @cults.to.consciousness

    Twitter @cultstocon

    **Disclaimer: Thanks for joining us at Cults to Consciousness. This storytelling podcast is meant to be for entertainment purposes only and does not substitute for medical advice. We may discuss triggering topics and we ask that you make your personal mental health a priority. Lastly, the opinions of our guests do not necessarily reflect the opinions of the host.**


    Chapter Marks

    00:00:00 Intro

    00:04:22 Why Exmo Lex decided to start making ex-Mormon content 6 years ago

    00:07:24 What led Exmo Lex to leave Mormonism

    00:11:04 The CES Letter, and it's impact on Mormons starting their faith crisis

    00:18:53 How Exmo Lex decided on her specific brand of ex-Mormon content

    00:21:47 The darkside of being a content creator

    00:26:23 Exmo Lex on being an Ex Mormon content creator while still deconstructing

    00:32:11 How Exmo Lex's family felt about her creating ex-Mormon content

    00:43:04 Exmo's favorite response to "the members aren't perfect, but the church is"

    00:45:31 Exmo Lex's biggest "I can't believe I didn't know that about the church" moment

    00:50:50 When Exmo Lex decided to give up creating ex-Mormon content

    00:52:46 What it would take for Exmo Lex to get one video out a week

    01:01:44 What Exmo Lex will focus on now

    01:06:47 Linda, listen

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    Mormon Bishop Exploits Teen Girl for Years With “Worthiness Interviews” Aug 01, 2025
    Show notes

    In a church that requires confessions from ages as early as 8, to an untrained, inexperienced, randomly appointed man, it leaves a lot of room for a potential ab*se situation. In Taylor’s case, she developed scrupulously (religious OCD) and felt compelled to repent of every single thing that would be seen as a sin by the LDS church. Her bishop further took advantage of her, asking for explicit details of her intimate life with her boyfriend, including over text message and in his own home. This type of clergy ab*se is not the standard, but unfortunately not uncommon. Taylor describes living with this condition and the immense guilt and shame that followed her into her mission and beyond.

    Click here to watch on YouTube

    Find and Support Taylor!

    IG: @taylormaydemassage

    Subscribe to our C2C "CLIPS" Channel!

    Support C2C - Any donations are welcome and appreciated to support the making of this podcast.

    Find our FULL (uncensored) merch store here!

    Patreon https://www.patreon.com/cultstoconsciousness

    Venmo @sheliseann

    Find us on Social media!

    Instagram @cultstoconsciousness

    Host Instagram @sheliseann

    Co Producer / Host @jonathan.rosales_

    TikTok @cults.to.consciousness

    Twitter @cultstocon

    **Disclaimer: Thanks for joining us at Cults to Consciousness. This storytelling podcast is meant to be for entertainment purposes only and does not substitute for medical advice. We may discuss triggering topics and we ask that you make your personal mental health a priority. Lastly, the opinions of our guests do not necessarily reflect the opinions of the host.**


    Chapter Marks:

    00:04:53 Taylor’s ChiIdhood & Her Family's Relationship with Mormonism

    00:12:33 Some Background Information on the Mormon Church

    00:16:17 Taylor’s Traumat*zing Experiences with One-On-One Interviews & Her Relationships as a Teen

    00:22:07 CW: CSA, Eating D*sorders, More About Taylor's Experiences with Her Bishop and The Beginnings of Religious OCD

    00:29:45 Taylor’s Conflicting Feelings Surrounding The Mormon Church

    00:36:17 CW: SA, Taylor Opens Up About The Details Surrounding Being S*xually As**ulted

    00:40:36 CW: SA, Taylor Shares Her Experience Being Blamed For Being As**ulted Coupled with Religious Guilt

    00:46:20 More About Taylor's Guilt and Her Experience Leaving The Church

    00:49:35 Taylor Shares The Doctrinal Foundation for Her Religious OCD

    00:52:26 Taylor’s Church Leader's Opinion on Her OCD Diagnosis & More About Leaving the Mormon Church

    00:59:02 Taylor Describes How Her Mormon Mission Contributed to Her Leaving The Church

    01:05:14 Taylor Shares About Her Self-Exploration and Decisions Made After Leaving the Church

    01:08:33 Taylor's Journey and Healing with Religious OCD

    01:14:04 Final Thoughts & Linda Listen

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    The Handmaid’s Tale is Real (Ex Polygamist Cult Members React) ft. Growing Up in Polygamy Jul 31, 2025
    Show notes

    Join us with the amazing husband and wife team, Sam and Melissa from @GrowingUpinPolygamy as they blind react to plot points of the Handmaid’s Tale and tell us all the ways some of these exact things were and ARE still happening in the Fundamentalist Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints.

    Click here to watch on YouTube

    YouTube: @GrowingUpinPolygamy

    Website: https://www.growingupinpolygamy.com/

    Instagram: @growing_up_in_polygamy

    Email: growingupinpolygamy@gmail.com

    Resources for leaving Polygamy & volunteer opportunities

    If you or someone you love has left polygamy and needs assistance, please reach out to "Holding Out HELP" at 801-548-3492 or visit their website at www.holdingouthelp.org

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