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    Cults to Consciousness

    For the curious & compassionate. Firsthand Survivor Stories of escaping cults, high-control groups & people. 

    The Cults to Consciousness Podcast (and YouTube channel) is Hosted by Shelise Ann Sola (a former devout Mormon / CSA survivor) and her Producer husband, Jonathan Rosales. Not anti-religious but firmly anti-abuse, they aim to shed light on manipulative practices and systems, while promoting understanding and accountability. C2C has attracted a kind and engaged community who thoughtfully support their guests. Hit follow to join them on their advocacy mission! 

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    My Father Impregnated Me 5 Times Jul 23, 2025
    Show notes

    CW: Incestuous CSA, CA- Aziza Kibibi was isolated at home with her siblings, homeschooled, yet with impeccable education compared to her cousins. Her father began to introduce ways of life that would cause chaos, ab*se and pain. He declared modern medicine and doctors would not be used, even for his wife who would go on to have 11 children. He implemented polygamy and brought girlfriends around the house, even having children with them. He used his children for labor to build a home in the New Jersey winter. Worst of all, he started to SA his daughters, claiming that’s just what fathers did; purposely impregnating them to create what he called “blue blood” children. Aziza survived years and years of horrendous abuse at the hands of her father and now she helps to educate parents on CSA prevention. A true warrior.

    Click here to watch on YouTube

    Watch pt 2 here: https://youtu.be/difM2Gl5WMI?si=FMLV4peinYqirTsI

    Find Aziza on social media:

    IG: @azizakibibi

    https://linktr.ee/1azizakibibi

    Donate to Aziza’s Non profit to help end CSA - Precious Little Ladies: PreciousLittleLadies.org

    We want to meet you in real life! Come adventure with us on our 2nd C2C VACATION! Click here to go to the official booking page

    Subscribe to our C2C "CLIPS" Channel!

    Support C2C - Any donations are welcome and appreciated to support the making of this podcast.

    Find our FULL (uncensored) merch store here!

    Patreon https://www.patreon.com/cultstoconsciousness

    Venmo @sheliseann

    Find us on Social media!

    Instagram @cultstoconsciousness

    Host Instagram @sheliseann

    Co Producer / Host @jonathan.rosales_

    TikTok @cults.to.consciousness

    Twitter @cultstocon

    **Disclaimer: Thanks for joining us at Cults to Consciousness. This storytelling podcast is meant to be for entertainment purposes only and does not substitute for medical advice. We may discuss triggering topics and we ask that you make your personal mental health a priority. Lastly, the opinions of our guests do not necessarily reflect the opinions of the host.**

    Chapter Marks

    00:00:00 Intro

    00:04:44 What Aziza's life was like before her father became ab*sive

    00:09:06 How Aziza's father led the family to a polygamist lifestyle

    00:13:40 How different religions affected Aziza's family

    00:15:23 Aziza's education, social interactions, and health are impacted by her father's control

    00:22:03 CW: s*xual ab*se Excuses for ab*se were made from the very beginning

    00:23:42 CW: s*xual ab*se

    00:25:28 Aziza's father moves the family to an unfinished house away from family

    00:31:18 Pregnancy in Aziza's family and giving birth at home- without proper medical care

    00:33:01 How Aziza's mother reacted to the ab*se

    00:33:51 CW: s*xual ab*se

    00:39:24 Aziza's life with her siblings and chiIdren in one home as a chiId herself

    00:44:10 Aziza's birth experience

    00:48:26 CW: s*xual ab*se

    00:49:52 The first escape attempt

    00:57:34 Health issues begin to appear in Aziza's chiIdren

    01:02:24 Aziza's family moves out of their house and to southern New Jersey

    01:04:01 ChiId services gets involved

    01:14:35 Aziza finally has the opportunity to get help

    01:19:32 Aziza gets a lawyer and is finally reunited with her chiIdren

    01:23:01 Aziza's crash course in life that led to her foundation

    01:31:13 Linda, listen

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    “One Tree Hill” TV Star Coerced into Marrying Cult Leader’s Son Jul 22, 2025
    Show notes

    In the early 2000s, after years of hard work and determination to break through as an actor, Bethany Joy Lenz was finally cast as one of the leads on the In the early 2000s, after years of hard work and determination to break through as an actor, Bethany Joy Lenz was finally cast as one of the leads on the hit drama One Tree Hill. Her acting career was set to soar, but her personal life was beginning to unravel in ways her fans could never imagine. Unknown to the millions of viewers and even her costars, Lenz led a secret double life within a cult.

    As an only chiId seeking belonging, Lenz thought she found a safe haven in a Bible study group with fellow Hollywood creatives. However, the group morphed into something more sinister—a web of manipulation and fear under the guise of a church covenant called The Big House Family. Piece by piece, Lenz surrendered her autonomy, eventually moving to the Family’s Pacific Northwest compound overseen by a domineering minister who convinced her to marry his son and secretly drained millions from her TV income without her knowledge. Family “minders” assigned to her on set, “Maoist struggle session”—inspired meetings in the basement of a filthy house, and regular counseling with “Leadership” were just part of the tactics used to keep her loyal.

    Only when she became a mother did Lenz find the courage to escape and spare her chiId from a similar fate. After nearly a decade (and with the unlikely help from a devoted One Tree Hill fan), she broke free from the family’s grip, beginning her healing journey from deep trauma that reshaped her faith and identity.

    The One Tree Hill star opens up about everything in her New York Times bestselling memoir, Dinner for Vampires.

    ⁠Click here to watch on YouTube⁠

    Watch Part 1: ⁠https://youtu.be/idrKmytaYdU?si=DCq0RJtPQXHnjuYW⁠

    Find Bethany Joy Lenz & her book:

    ⁠www.instagram.com/msbethanyjoylenz/⁠

    ⁠https://linktr.ee/bethanyjoylenz⁠

    We want to meet you in real life! Come adventure with us on our 2nd C2C VACATION! ⁠Click here to go to the official booking page⁠

    Subscribe to our⁠ C2C "CLIPS" Channel!⁠

    Support C2C - Any donations are welcome and appreciated to support the making of this podcast.

    ⁠Find our FULL (uncensored) merch store here!⁠

    Patreon ⁠https://www.patreon.com/cultstoconsciousness⁠

    Venmo @sheliseann

    Find us on Social media!

    Instagram ⁠@cultstoconsciousness⁠

    Host Instagram ⁠@sheliseann ⁠

    Co Producer / Host ⁠@jonathan.rosales_ ⁠

    TikTok ⁠@cults.to.consciousness ⁠

    Twitter ⁠@cultstocon⁠

    **Disclaimer: Thanks for joining us at Cults to Consciousness. This storytelling podcast is meant to be for entertainment purposes only and does not substitute for medical advice. We may discuss triggering topics and we ask that you make your personal mental health a priority. Lastly, the opinions of our guests do not necessarily reflect the opinions of the host.**

    NO CHAPTER MARKERS AVAILABLEhit drama One Tree Hill. Her acting career was set to soar, but her personal life was beginning to unravel in ways her fans could never imagine. Unknown to the millions of viewers and even her costars, Lenz led a secret double life within a cult.

    As an only chiId seeking belonging, Lenz thought she found a safe haven in a Bible study group with fellow Hollywood creatives. However, the group morphed into something more sinister—a web of manipulation and fear under the guise of a church covenant called The Big House Family. Piece by piece, Lenz surrendered her autonomy, eventually moving to the Family’s Pacific Northwest compound overseen by a domineering minister who convinced her to marry his son and secretly drained millions from her TV income without her knowledge. Family “minders” assigned to her on set, “Maoist struggle session”—inspired meetings in the basement of a filthy house, and regular counseling with “Leadership” were just part of the tactics used to keep her loyal.

    Only when she became a mother did Lenz find the courage to escape and spare her chiId from a similar fate. After nearly a decade (and with the unlikely help from a devoted One Tree Hill fan), she broke free from the family’s grip, beginning her healing journey from deep trauma that reshaped her faith and identity.

    The One Tree Hill star opens up about everything in her New York Times bestselling memoir, Dinner for Vampires.

    ⁠Click here to watch on YouTube⁠

    Watch Part 1: ⁠https://youtu.be/idrKmytaYdU?si=DCq0RJtPQXHnjuYW⁠

    Find Bethany Joy Lenz & her book:

    ⁠www.instagram.com/msbethanyjoylenz/⁠

    ⁠https://linktr.ee/bethanyjoylenz⁠

    We want to meet you in real life! Come adventure with us on our 2nd C2C VACATION! ⁠Click here to go to the official booking page⁠

    Subscribe to our⁠ C2C "CLIPS" Channel!⁠

    Support C2C - Any donations are welcome and appreciated to support the making of this podcast.

    ⁠Find our FULL (uncensored) merch store here!⁠

    Patreon ⁠https://www.patreon.com/cultstoconsciousness⁠

    Venmo @sheliseann

    Find us on Social media!

    Instagram ⁠@cultstoconsciousness⁠

    Host Instagram ⁠@sheliseann ⁠

    Co Producer / Host ⁠@jonathan.rosales_ ⁠

    TikTok ⁠@cults.to.consciousness ⁠

    Twitter ⁠@cultstocon⁠

    **Disclaimer: Thanks for joining us at Cults to Consciousness. This storytelling podcast is meant to be for entertainment purposes only and does not substitute for medical advice. We may discuss triggering topics and we ask that you make your personal mental health a priority. Lastly, the opinions of our guests do not necessarily reflect the opinions of the host.**

    NO CHAPTER MARKERS AVAILABLE

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    How Cult Leader Found a Following in Hollywood (One Tree Hill Star Speaks Out) Jul 22, 2025
    Show notes

    In the early 2000s, after years of hard work and determination to break through as an actor, Bethany Joy Lenz was finally cast as one of the leads on the hit drama One Tree Hill. Her acting career was set to soar, but her personal life was beginning to unravel in ways her fans could never imagine. Unknown to the millions of viewers and even her costars, Lenz led a secret double life within a cult.

    As an only chiId seeking belonging, Lenz thought she found a safe haven in a Bible study group with fellow Hollywood creatives. However, the group morphed into something more sinister—a web of manipulation and fear under the guise of a church covenant called The Big House Family. Piece by piece, Lenz surrendered her autonomy, eventually moving to the Family’s Pacific Northwest compound overseen by a domineering minister who convinced her to marry his son and secretly drained millions from her TV income without her knowledge. Family “minders” assigned to her on set, “Maoist struggle session”—inspired meetings in the basement of a filthy house, and regular counseling with “Leadership” were just part of the tactics used to keep her loyal.

    Only when she became a mother did Lenz find the courage to escape and spare her chiId from a similar fate. After nearly a decade (and with the unlikely help from a devoted One Tree Hill fan), she broke free from the family’s grip, beginning her healing journey from deep trauma that reshaped her faith and identity.

    The One Tree Hill star opens up about everything in her New York Times bestselling memoir, Dinner for Vampires.

    Click here to watch on YouTube

    Watch Pt 2: https://youtu.be/jUuqpRd0t_Q?si=E4oDhrdQ5_HBH4xt

    Find Bethany Joy Lenz & her book:

    www.instagram.com/msbethanyjoylenz/

    https://linktr.ee/bethanyjoylenz

    We want to meet you in real life! Come adventure with us on our 2nd C2C VACATION! Click here to go to the official booking page

    Subscribe to our C2C "CLIPS" Channel!

    Support C2C - Any donations are welcome and appreciated to support the making of this podcast.

    Find our FULL (uncensored) merch store here!

    Patreon https://www.patreon.com/cultstoconsciousness

    Venmo @sheliseann

    Find us on Social media!

    Instagram @cultstoconsciousness

    Host Instagram @sheliseann

    Co Producer / Host @jonathan.rosales_

    TikTok @cults.to.consciousness

    Twitter @cultstocon

    **Disclaimer: Thanks for joining us at Cults to Consciousness. This storytelling podcast is meant to be for entertainment purposes only and does not substitute for medical advice. We may discuss triggering topics and we ask that you make your personal mental health a priority. Lastly, the opinions of our guests do not necessarily reflect the opinions of the host.**

    Chapter Marks

    00:00:00 Intro

    00:03:00 Joy Dives into Her ChiIdhood and Early Religious Experiences

    00:07:41 Joy Explains the Way Being an Actress Affected Her Religious Life

    00:13:16 Joy’s Very Positive Experience with a Home Church in New York

    00:18:25 Joy’s Introduction to the Home Church Cult in LA & Red Flag Moments

    00:24:14 Joy Expounds on the Cult's Manipulation & Giving Up Her Autonomy

    00:29:39 Joy Shares How She Changed and How Others in Her Life Reacted

    00:34:01 Joy Shares Her Balancing of Religion and Acting and Discusses Mormonism With Shelise

    00:40:07 Joy Talks About Cult Behaviors, Hierarchies, & Need for Control

    00:44:56 Joy Shares Her Perspective on Fear

    00:50:33 Linda, Listen

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    An Ex-Mormon & Ex-Order Cult Member Compare Notes (ft. Amanda Rae Grant) Jul 21, 2025
    Show notes

    Joined again today in studio with Amanda Rae ( @TheAmandaRaeGrant ) we compare and contrast what it was like growing up in The Order Vs Mormon.

    Click here to watch on YouTube

    Watch our last live streams here:

    https://www.youtube.com/live/zxeJbi0B76Q?si=uMsA6iXifjvnYx-a

    https://www.youtube.com/live/Wc3DK44vP38?si=XvElYTPZxGvYQ4jy

    Find Amanda!

    YouTube: @TheAmandaRaeGrant

    IG: @amandaraegrant

    Resource for help leaving polygamy https://holdingouthelp.org/

    Remove your records from the LDS church Quitmormon.com

    We want to meet you in real life! Come adventure with us on our 2nd C2C VACATION! Click here to go to the official booking page

    Subscribe to our C2C "CLIPS" Channel!

    Support C2C - Any donations are welcome and appreciated to support the making of this podcast.

    Find our FULL (uncensored) merch store here!

    Patreon https://www.patreon.com/cultstoconsciousness

    Venmo @sheliseann

    Find us on Social media!

    Instagram @cultstoconsciousness

    Host Instagram @sheliseann

    Co Producer / Host @jonathan.rosales_

    TikTok @cults.to.consciousness

    Twitter @cultstocon

    **Disclaimer: Thanks for joining us at Cults to Consciousness. This storytelling podcast is meant to be for entertainment purposes only and does not substitute for medical advice. We may discuss triggering topics and we ask that you make your personal mental health a priority. Lastly, the opinions of our guests do not necessarily reflect the opinions of the host.**

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    The Dark Reality of Birth Defects in an Incestuous Cult ft. Amanda Rae Grant Jul 18, 2025
    Show notes

    What happens when you marry your niece and half sister when you reproduce? Amanda Rae walks us through the shocking realities of incestuous polygamous with offspring.

    Click here to watch on YouTube

    Click here to watch the live we did on Amanda’s channel immediately after!

    Find Amanda!

    YouTube: @TheAmandaRaeGrant

    IG: @amandaraegrant

    Resource for help leaving polygamy https://holdingouthelp.org/

    Remove your records from the LDS church Quitmormon.com

    We want to meet you in real life! Come adventure with us on our 2nd C2C VACATION! Click here to go to the official booking page

    Subscribe to our C2C "CLIPS" Channel!

    Support C2C - Any donations are welcome and appreciated to support the making of this podcast.

    Find our FULL (uncensored) merch store here!

    Patreon https://www.patreon.com/cultstoconsciousness

    Venmo @sheliseann

    Find us on Social media!

    Instagram @cultstoconsciousness

    Host Instagram @sheliseann

    Co Producer / Host @jonathan.rosales_

    TikTok @cults.to.consciousness

    Twitter @cultstocon

    **Disclaimer: Thanks for joining us at Cults to Consciousness. This storytelling podcast is meant to be for entertainment purposes only and does not substitute for medical advice. We may discuss triggering topics and we ask that you make your personal mental health a priority. Lastly, the opinions of our guests do not necessarily reflect the opinions of the host.**

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    Incestuous Polygamy Cult: Amanda Rae Grant SPEAKS OUT Jul 18, 2025
    Show notes

    Going deeper on the shadows within the incestuous polygamy of the Kingston Clan Cult and answering questions you left in the comments! Join us live for priority. We can't wait to have a culty chat with you!

    Click to watch on YouTube

    Catch the original interview here:

    Part 1: https://youtu.be/TYXd6KEutIM

    Part 2: https://youtu.be/tFCzKyaN12w

    Find and support Amanda!

    YouTube: @TheAmandaRaeGrant

    IG: @amandaraegrant

    We want to meet you in real life! Come adventure with us on our 2nd C2C VACATION! Click here to go to the official booking page

    Subscribe to our C2C "CLIPS" Channel!

    Support C2C - Any donations are welcome and appreciated to support the making of this podcast.

    Find our FULL (uncensored) merch store here!

    Patreon https://www.patreon.com/cultstoconsciousness

    Venmo @sheliseann

    Find us on Social media!

    Instagram @cultstoconsciousness

    Host Instagram @sheliseann

    Co Producer / Host @jonathan.rosales_

    TikTok @cults.to.consciousness

    Twitter @cultstocon

    **Disclaimer: Thanks for joining us at Cults to Consciousness. This storytelling podcast is meant to be for entertainment purposes only and does not substitute for medical advice. We may discuss triggering topics and we ask that you make your personal mental health a priority. Lastly, the opinions of our guests do not necessarily reflect the opinions of the host.**

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    Why This Gay Man Wasn’t Allowed to Make His Own Decisions Until 26 Jul 17, 2025
    Show notes

    With an early chiIdhood in Somalia, Magan Magan moved to Australia with his mother, who would lie about his father and wrongfully keep them apart. Her narcissistic tendencies combined with the power Islam gave her over her chiIdren, would lead to emotional, spiritual and even physical ab*se. Under it all, Magan was grappling with the reality that he was gay, in an extremely homophob*c household where gay people were seen as sub-human and worthless. Understanding that in Islam, it’s written that gay men should be unalived by horrible means. He wouldn’t come to make his own decisions until around 26 years old and finally lean into his true self and find happiness outside of his mother’s grasp.

    Click here to watch on YouTube

    Find and support Magan:

    Magan’s collection of poems “Stop All the Clocks”

    Inner self rising podcast: https://www.youtube.com/@maganmagan9422

    Instagram: @innerselfrising

    Resource for those leaving Islam and need help: https://www.freeheartsfreeminds.com/

    We want to meet you in real life! Come adventure with us on our 2nd C2C VACATION! Click here to go to the official booking page

    Subscribe to our C2C "CLIPS" Channel!

    Support C2C - Any donations are welcome and appreciated to support the making of this podcast.

    Find our FULL (uncensored) merch store here!

    Patreon https://www.patreon.com/cultstoconsciousness

    Venmo @sheliseann

    Find us on Social media!

    Instagram @cultstoconsciousness

    Host Instagram @sheliseann

    Co Producer / Host @jonathan.rosales_

    TikTok @cults.to.consciousness

    Twitter @cultstocon

    **Disclaimer: Thanks for joining us at Cults to Consciousness. This storytelling podcast is meant to be for entertainment purposes only and does not substitute for medical advice. We may discuss triggering topics and we ask that you make your personal mental health a priority. Lastly, the opinions of our guests do not necessarily reflect the opinions of the host.**

    Chapter Marks

    00:00:00 Intro

    00:03:14 Magan's ChiIdhood & Leaving Somalia

    00:07:01 Magan Introduces His Mother's Narcissistic ab*se

    00:12:10 Magan Speaks on the Islamic Teachings His Mother would Weapon*ze Against Him

    00:16:09 CW: CA

    00:18:23 Turning 15 and Discovering Sexual*ty

    00:22:21 Magan Talks About Being Gay as a Teenage Muslim

    00:25:57 Magan Talks About The Danger of Being an Apostate

    00:27:19 CW: Religious v*olence

    00:29:22 Magan shares more about his mother's need for control

    00:33:18 Magan's Mother Loves making herself a vict*m

    00:35:58 Magan's Long Road to Freedom

    00:38:40 Magan Loves the Taste of His Newfound Freedom

    00:41:26 Magan Recognizes Inconsistencies in the Quoran

    00:44:41 Magan Shares about growing up in a single parent household

    00:48:36 Magan Discusses Forming His Own Moral Philosophy

    00:53:14 Magan's First Kiss as a Gay Man

    00:57:19 Magan On Where He is Now, and What the Future Holds

    01:02:47 Magan's "Linda Listen"

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    The Tragic Outcome of Being First Openly Gay Islamic Clergy (ft. Infidel Noodle) Jul 16, 2025
    Show notes

    Joined by ExMuslim content creator Infidel Noodle, we discuss the tragic events that lead to the murd*r of Muhsin Hendricks who was the first openly gay Imam (islamic religious leader).

    Click to watch on YouTube

    Watch "Why This Gay Man Wasn’t Allowed to Make His Own Decisions Until 26"

    Find Infidel on social:

    YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@InfidelNoodle

    IG: https://www.instagram.com/infidel.noodle/

    Resource for those leaving Islam and need help: https://www.freeheartsfreeminds.com/

    We want to meet you in real life! Come adventure with us on our 2nd C2C VACATION! Click here to go to the official booking page

    Subscribe to our C2C "CLIPS" Channel!

    Support C2C - Any donations are welcome and appreciated to support the making of this podcast.

    Find our FULL (uncensored) merch store here!

    Patreon https://www.patreon.com/cultstoconsciousness

    Venmo @sheliseann

    Find us on Social media!

    Instagram @cultstoconsciousness

    Host Instagram @sheliseann

    Co Producer / Host @jonathan.rosales_

    TikTok @cults.to.consciousness

    Twitter @cultstocon

    **Disclaimer: Thanks for joining us at Cults to Consciousness. This storytelling podcast is meant to be for entertainment purposes only and does not substitute for medical advice. We may discuss triggering topics and we ask that you make your personal mental health a priority. Lastly, the opinions of our guests do not necessarily reflect the opinions of the host.**

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    15 Yr Old Held Captive By Her 37 Yr Old Husband Jul 15, 2025
    Show notes

    After enduring extensive clergy ab*se at the hands of her community’s trusted imam in her own home (detailed in part 1), Layla’s family gave her as a young bride to a 37 year old man. Rather than reporting the imam for the CSA, her family kept it a secret so it wouldn’t affect the marriage prospects for Layla and their other chiIdren. The man she was given to was extremely ab*sive in every way, keeping her captive in her own home by not allowing her to have keys or gate fobs, or access to a phone. Every action was monitored and he weaponized their Islamic religion, using it as permission to continuously hurt her.

    Click here to watch on YouTube

    Watch part 1 here

    Support Layla

    YouTube: https://youtube.com/@I_am_not_your_sister?si=9lmUX36MAvhmkgkR

    We want to meet you in real life! Come adventure with us on our 2nd C2C VACATION! Click here to go to the official booking page

    Subscribe to our C2C "CLIPS" Channel!

    Support C2C - Any donations are welcome and appreciated to support the making of this podcast.

    Find our FULL (uncensored) merch store here!

    Patreon https://www.patreon.com/cultstoconsciousness

    Venmo @sheliseann

    Find us on Social media!

    Instagram @cultstoconsciousness

    Host Instagram @sheliseann

    Co Producer / Host @jonathan.rosales_

    TikTok @cults.to.consciousness

    Twitter @cultstocon

    **Disclaimer: Thanks for joining us at Cults to Consciousness. This storytelling podcast is meant to be for entertainment purposes only and does not substitute for medical advice. We may discuss triggering topics and we ask that you make your personal mental health a priority. Lastly, the opinions of our guests do not necessarily reflect the opinions of the host.**

    Chapter Marks

    00:00:00 Intro

    00:03:26 TW: Married at 15 -Layla's official marriage

    00:12:42 TW: R*pe-Layla's wedding night

    00:15:08 Layla's expectations as a young bride

    00:22:22 How Leah's husband reacted when she told him about the ab*se she went through

    00:25:36 How Layla escaped her marriage

    00:33:16 Layla starts to deconstruct Islam

    00:43:11 How Layla is doing now

    00:46:53 Linda, Listen

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    Islamic Clergy Grooms & Marries Teen for $1 with "Loophole" Jul 15, 2025
    Show notes

    A young girl raised as a Jehovah’s Witness by a strict and ab*sive mother, ends up living on the streets before converting to Islam. The family she ends up with is honored that the Imam (Islamic religious leader) chose her to “tutor”. Using religious loopholes and justifications, the Imam gives her $1 to claim her as his plural wife which led to SA under the roof of her own home. Their family was so afraid of their reputation and repercussions, they kept the ab*se a secret and protected the pred*tor. Speaking out anonymously, she has chosen the name Layla.

    Click here to watch on YouTube

    Support Layla

    YouTube: https://youtube.com/@I_am_not_your_sister?si=9lmUX36MAvhmkgkR

    Click here to watch on YouTube

    Check the pinned comments on YouTube for the Daily Mail article.

    Catch Jared and Ashley's Mormon Stories interviews:

    Jared and Ashley Jones Pt. 1 | Ep. 1767

    Confronting the Mormon Church - Jared and Ashley Jones Pt. 2 | Ep 1768

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    Chapter Marks

    00:00:00 Intro

    00:05:03 How Layla chose her alias

    00:10:12 When Layla started becoming distant from her abus*ve mother

    00:14:47 Layla's time at a homeless shelter

    00:19:19 Life after the homeless shelter and introduction to Islam

    00:25:30 How Layla met her “husband”

    00:30:59 TW: S*xual abuse-Layla's abus*ve marriage to an older man

    00:37:18 Layla's escape from her abus*ve marriage

    00:46:29 Layla tries to expose her abus*r

    00:53:03 Outro

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