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HOLIDAY BONUS: HILF- History I'd Like to F**k: Titanic Part II Dec 15, 2023

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THIS IS THE SECOND PART OF A TWO PART EPISODE, YOU SHOULD PROBABLY LISTEN TO THE FIRST PART, AND THEN THIS EPISODE, OR YOU'LL BE TOTALLY LOST :)
Ash joined historian and comedian Dawn Brody on her show HILF: History I'd Like to F**k in June of this year. Now that it's winter, we thought it'd be a perfect time to bust out this Titanic episode for those of you who never got the chance to hear it on HILF!
Titanic is a history Rockstar. Lady Gaga. A subject so intriguing that even a partial, temporary exhibit can single-handedly rejuvenate a museum’s annual budget. Welcome aboard The Ship of Dreams. Put on your life-jacket and stretch because we're all going down together.Titanic. The infamous passenger ship that struck an iceberg in the North Atlantic in 1912, and slowly sank. About 2,200 people aboard, but only enough lifeboats to hold half of them - and that was if every lifeboat had been filled to capacity... which they weren’t. Whether you’re new to this story or can recite every word of dialogue from the 1997 film, we’re all getting wet with this one.

Find Dawn on her website Dawn Brod y
Find HILF on Instagram or email hilfpodcast@gmail.com
See Dawn on THE HISTORY CHANNEL: Crazy Rich Ancients and Histories Greatest Mysteries
HILF is now on Patreon!
Hear Dawn as a guest with Ashley on TSFU Presents: Jonesin' for Jonestown
HILF theme song composed and performed by Kat Perkins

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1912 Book: Sinking of the Titanic: The Greatest Disaster at Sea by Logan Marshall.
SINKABLE: Obsession, The Deep Sea, and The Shipwreck of The Titanic by Daniel Stone
Encyclopedia Titanica - An unsinkable amount of information, photographs and video. Wear protection, go deep.
UNSINKABLE - The Titanic Podcast hosted by L.A. Beedles

HOLIDAY BONUS: HILF- History I'd Like to F**k: Titanic Part I Dec 13, 2023

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THIS IS PART 1 OF 2, YOU SHOULD PROBABLY LISTEN TO THIS FIRST :)
Ash joined historian and comedian Dawn Brody on her show HILF: History I'd Like to F**k in June of this year. Now that it's winter, we thought it'd be a perfect time to bust out this Titanic episode for those of you who never got the chance to hear it on HILF!
Titanic is a history Rockstar. Lady Gaga. A subject so intriguing that even a partial, temporary exhibit can single-handedly rejuvenate a museum’s annual budget. Welcome aboard The Ship of Dreams. Put on your life-jacket and stretch because we're all going down together.
Titanic. The infamous passenger ship that struck an iceberg in the North Atlantic in 1912, and slowly sank. About 2,200 people aboard, but only enough lifeboats to hold half of them - and that was if every lifeboat had been filled to capacity... which they weren’t. Whether you’re new to this story or can recite every word of dialogue from the 1997 film, we’re all getting wet with this one.

Find Dawn on her website Dawn Brody
Find HILF on Instagram or email hilfpodcast@gmail.com
See Dawn on THE HISTORY CHANNEL: Crazy Rich Ancients and Histories Greatest Mysteries
HILF is now on Patreon!
Hear Dawn as a guest with Ashley on TSFU Presents: Jonesin' for Jonestown
HILF theme song composed and performed by Kat Perkins

1912 Book: Sinking of the Titanic: The Greatest Disaster at Sea by Logan Marshall.
SINKABLE: Obsession, The Deep Sea, and The Shipwreck of The Titanic by Daniel Stone
Encyclopedia Titanica - An unsinkable amount of information, photographs and video. Wear protection, go deep.
UNSINKABLE - The Titanic Podcast hosted by L.A. Beedles

TSFU PRESENTS: Nostalgic Nineties- Ep. 1: Monica Lewinsky and the Clinton-Lewinsky Scandal Dec 12, 2023

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Woohooo, we are back for a new season! We're pivoting away from fairy tales and back to more traditional true crime. The '90s took 2023 by storm this whole year so we thought what's a better way to wrap up this year than with those crazy crimes from that decade that we all remember so well!
Ash and Fallon kick off the season with one of the most well known cases on the 1990's, the infamous affair between 22 year old Monica Lewinsky and 49 year old then President of the United States Bill Clinton. Everyone knows about the blue dress scandal but what most people don't know is that Lewinsky was one of the first victims of global cyberbullying, and is a total badass.
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-Research assistance by Peggie Brott.
-Audio editing by Gaytrice Perdue.
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HOLIDAY BONUS: The 1987 Arkansas Christmas Week Murder Spree Dec 12, 2023

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We thought it would be fun to do a Christmas crime, but oh my fuck y'all, they are all SO depressing!
This week, Ash is joined by long time team member, research assistant and friend, Kesha Epperson. Kesha tells Ash about Ronald Gene Simmons Sr. murdered 16 people, and wounded several others, between December 22nd and December 28th in Arkansas in 1987. Fourteen of his victims were his own family members. Merry Christmas y'all!
🔪✨If you'd like access to over 125 episodes that aren't on the regular feed, and you'd like them all ad free, join our Patreon for as little as $5 a month! There is actually now a new FREE version that you can try with no commitment! https://www.patreon.com/TSFU
🚨Make sure to subscribe to our YouTube channel: https://www.youtube.com/@tsfuthepodcastlive
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-Research by Kesha Epperson.
-Audio editing by Dallas Hernandez.
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HOLIDAY BONUS: Ash and Alex Do Scientology vs NXIVM with Sarah Edmonson Dec 07, 2023

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We've been teasing this episode for awhile and here it finally is! Sarah Edmonson is a survivor of and whistleblower for the NXIVM cult. She now hosts the podcast A Little Bit Culty with her husband and fellow NXIVM whistleblower Nippy Aims, where they discuss cults and coercive groups with survivors and experts. She also wrote the bestselling book Scarred: The True Story of How I Escaped NXIVM, the Cult that Bound My Life!
This week, she's here to talk with Ash and Alex about how NXIVM compares to Scientology! They also play cult bingo, and Sarah and Alex discuss how they "sold their cults"!
Find Alex on his YouTube channel!
Support the channel: https://www.buymeacoffee.com/apostate...
🔪✨If you'd like access to over 125 episodes that aren't on the regular feed, and you'd like them all ad free, join our Patreon for as little as $5 a month! There is actually now a new FREE version that you can try with no commitment! https://www.patreon.com/TSFU
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TSFU PRESENTS: Fairy Tale Fckery- Ep. 4: The Origins of Common and Creepy Nursery Rhymes Dec 06, 2023

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Ash and Katy Hearne-Church from Queens Podcast wrap up this whacky season of TSFU Presents with plagues, beheadings, human sacrifices, a handsy king and all sorts of other little diddies that seem totally appropriate for kids!
Follow Katy and her co-host Nathan on Instagram and YouTube! They get boozy and talk historical queens, it's an absolute blast!
🔪✨If you'd like access to over 125 episodes that aren't on the regular feed, and you'd like them all ad free, join our Patreon for as little as $5 a month! There is actually now a new FREE version that you can try with no commitment! https://www.patreon.com/TSFU
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☕️Buy us a coffee: https://www.buymeacoffee.com/tsfuthepodcast
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-Incredible research on this whole season by Elizabeth Vandenbosch.
-Audio editing by Ophelia Stone.
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TRENDING TOPIC: Mary Kay Letourneau and the Grooming of Vili Fualaau and "May December" Dec 05, 2023

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Have you seen "May December" on Netflix? Hot garbage in our opinion... we really don't even know what that movie was trying to convey. This is an incredibly important story though. Ash recently spoke with Independent Fundamentalist Baptist (IFB) cult survivors, siblings Shelly Snow Pordea and Jon Snow on our YouTube channel (episode was also available slightly edited as audio only). Jon was incredibly brave and open and honest about his own abuse and we all agreed that the abuse of boys and men needs to be talked about much more than it is.
Find out more about Shelly here: https://www.shellysnowpordea.com/ and find Jon at https://linktr.ee/snoman74/! Follow Shelly and Jon on IG @Shellysnowpordea and @the_jon_snow!
In August of 2022, Ash and Michelle talked about the grooming of Vili Fualaau by his sixth grade teacher Mary Kay Letourneau.Michelle told Ash about the extremely inappropriate emotional and physical relationship between 34 year old elementary school teacher Mary Kay Letourneau and her 12 year old student, Vili Fualaau. They eventually got married and had children, but Mary Kay obviously always held the power. In this episode we'd like to highlight that women can absolutely be predators as well.
Trigger Warning for this episode and the YouTube interview: sexual abuse of children.
🚨Check out our new YouTube channel to see the interview with Jon and Shelly, and to hear Ash's thoughts on "May December" and MKL: https://www.youtube.com/@tsfuthepodcastlive
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-Audio engineering by Gaytrice Perdue.

TRENDING TOPIC: Abuse in the IFB Sect and "Let Us Prey" (YouTube Live) Dec 05, 2023

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Hey friends, have you heard yet that we're now live on YOUTUBE?! That's right, you can finally see our faces!*
TW: Basically all of the kinds of abuse possible.
Join Ash as she speaks with siblings Shelly Snow Pordea and Jon Snow, who both grew up in the Independent Fundamentalist Baptist (IFB) sect. Both are incredible survivors and advocates, and Shelly is also an author and Jon is an actor! The three chat about the new Investigation Discovery documentary "Let Us Prey", the rampant abuse of boys and men in the church that's rarely discussed and how the duo have worked hard to heal in their own ways.
Find out more about Shelly here: https://www.shellysnowpordea.com/ and find Jon at https://linktr.ee/snoman74/! Follow Shelly and Jon on IG @Shellysnowpordea and @the_jon_snow!
To find amazing support and resources around spiritual abuse visit https://www.igotout.org/ and https://www.tearsofeden.org/!
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*Please note that "YouTube Live" segments are not as curated as regular episodes. The sound is taken right from the video and only the beginning and end chat with the viewers is edited out.

Fairy Tale Fckery- Ep. 3: Disney Scandals Nov 29, 2023

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This week, Ash and Katy Hearne-Church from Queens Podcast are talking about scandals within the wonderful world of Disney.We've got racism, sexism (even SA, ewww what?!), psychedelics, Stockholm Syndrome, secret dicks drawn on castles and more!
Follow Katy and her co-host Nathan on Instagram and YouTube! They get boozy and talk historical queens, it's an absolute blast! And make sure to check out OUR NEW YouTube channel while you're at it!
Incredible research on this whole season by Elizabeth Vandenbosch!
🔪✨If you'd like access to over 125 episodes that aren't on the regular feed, and you'd like them all ad free, join our Patreon for as little as $5 a month! There is actually now a new FREE version that you can try with no commitment! https://www.patreon.com/TSFU
🚨Make sure to subscribe to our YouTube channel: https://www.youtube.com/@tsfuthepodcastlive
📲Subscribe to our podcast on Apple: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/thats-so-fcked-up/id1508752329
🎧or Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/2zo86q0aYvNSg8prn1k73N?si=590fae149eb24218
☕️Buy us a coffee: https://www.buymeacoffee.com/tsfuthepodcast
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-Audio editing by Gaytrice Perdue.
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Cult- Love Has Won and "Mother God" (PATREON VAULT RELEASE) Nov 27, 2023

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We have a special episode for y'all today in honor of HBO's release of Love Has Won: The Cult of Mother God. This puppy is from the Patreon Vault, enjoy!
Today we're taking you alllll the way back to May of 2021 when Ash and one of her amazing former co-hosts Cam talked about Colorado cult Love Has Won! At the time of the recording, "Mother God" had been found dead just weeks prior. It's not been two and half years and a great documentary just came out on HBO!
Check out the YouTube LIVE we did recently to talk about the documentary!
Watch Love Has Won: The Cult of Mother God here!
Ash covers Love Has Won and the mysterious death of its leader Amy Carlson, aka "Mother God". Before her death, Mother God was a belligerent and abusive alcoholic who claimed to be paralyzed from the waist down (videos prove otherwise). She and her group, including Jason Castillo, one of many "Father God"s over the years, had been doing daily livestreams on YouTube since the mid 2000s, gaining followers by selling magical phone healing sessions, "god squad" apparel, etc... the usual. But it appears that Love Has Lost, as Carlson's mummified corpse was found wrapped in a sleeping bag and Christmas lights, with glitter surrounding her hollow eye sockets, in a makeshift shrine less than three weeks ago.
🔪✨If you'd like access to over 125 episodes that aren't on the regular feed, and you'd like them all ad free, join our Patreon for as little as $5 a month! https://www.patreon.com/TSFU
🚨Make sure to subscribe to our YouTube channel: https://www.youtube.com/@tsfuthepodcastlive
📲Subscribe to our podcast on Apple: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/thats-so-fcked-up/id1508752329
🎧or Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/2zo86q0aYvNSg8prn1k73N?si=590fae149eb24218
☕️Buy us a coffee: https://www.buymeacoffee.com/tsfuthepodcast
🎉Support our work and get all kinds of nifty perks: https://www.patreon.com/TSFU
🩷Follow Ash on IG: https://www.instagram.com/ashleyloverichards/
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-Audio engineering by Evette Darensbourg.

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