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Dopey 492: Facing Death 21 Years Sober - R.I.P Tim Kelly. Recovery, Cancer, Grateful Dead, LSD, Kratom Aug 23, 2024

Show notes

This week on Dopey - we had a very special opportunity to spend some time with Tim Kelly - a super inspirational alcoholic/drug addict in recovery. Tim and I did this talk 3 weeks ago - he was basically on his death bed. Last Friday morning Tim finally succumbed to his cancer and died. This episode allows Tim to tell his story of what its like to face death sober. It was humbling and powerful and I was extremely grateful to be able to do it. PLUS John 'Sugar Bear' Bukaty got to travel to 'Tim Fest' where a bunch of Tim's friends - and legendary musicians like Anders Osborne, Ivan Neville, Jason Ricci and Alex Orbison went to see them play. John also got to talk to some of them as well as his friends! All that plus some Dopey emails and more on this heart wrenching new episode of that good ol Dopey Show!
AI SAYS:
While he was episode of Dopey is dedicated to Tim Kelly, a man with 21 years of recovery who was diagnosed with terminal cancer. Tim's friends organized Tim Fest, a concert event to celebrate his life. The episode features interviews with Tim and his friends, including musicians like Anders Osborne and Jason Ricci. Tim shares his journey of addiction, recovery, and his love for the Grateful Dead. The episode also includes stories from Dopey listeners and sponsors promoting addiction recovery centers. Tim shares his experiences of attending Grateful Dead shows and his struggles with alcoholism. He talks about his journey of finding spirituality through the 12-step program and the importance of willingness and vulnerability. Tim also discusses his current battle with cancer and his perspective on life and death. This conversation covers Tim Kelly's battle with cancer, his journey in recovery, and the impact he had on others. The themes include spirituality, family dynamics, addiction, sobriety, and acceptance. The conversation highlights the importance of support systems, the challenges of addiction and recovery, and the power of love and connection. The takeaways include the significance of living a meaningful life, the importance of being present, and the impact of Tim's legacy. The titles could be 'Finding Meaning in the Face of Adversity', 'The Power of Love and Connection', and 'Embracing Life's Challenges with Courage and Resilience'.
keywordsTim Kelly, addiction, recovery, cancer, Tim Fest, Grateful Dead, music, Dopey listeners, sponsors, Grateful Dead, alcoholism, spirituality, 12-step program, cancer, life, death, Tim Kelly, cancer, recovery, spirituality, addiction, sobriety, family dynamics, support systems, love, connection
takeaways

Tim Kelly, a man with 21 years of recovery, was diagnosed with terminal cancer
Tim Fest was organized to celebrate Tim's life and featured interviews with Tim and his friends
Tim shares his journey of addiction, recovery, and his love for the Grateful Dead
The episode includes stories from Dopey listeners and sponsors promoting addiction recovery centers The Grateful Dead played a significant role in Tim's life, and he attended numerous shows throughout the years.
Tim struggled with alcoholism and found solace and support in the 12-step program.
He emphasizes the importance of willingness and vulnerability in finding spirituality.
Tim is currently battling cancer and has a positive outlook on life and death. Living a meaningful life in the face of adversity
The importance of being present and embracing life's challenges
The power of love and connection in recovery
The impact of Tim Kelly's legacy

titles

From Addiction to Recovery: Tim's Journey
Stories of Hope and Healing from Dopey Listeners The Grateful Dead and the Impact on Tim's Life
Embracing Life and Death in the Face of Cancer The Power of Love and Connection
Finding Meaning in the Face of Adversity

Sound Bites

"Welcome to the show. Well, thank you for having me."
"I always say that AA, the Grateful Dead, and yoga have influenced my life."
"When I was at the top of Alpine Valley, I had arrived."
"John Belushi, I see the light."
"Violent Thumbs are opening up."
"People started coming around to me to get things done."
"And that's why I was so bummed. You know, obviously it was God's fucking tropical storm or whatever that, but I was so bummed because I, I never, don't say never. rarely go."
"Phenomenal man. Agreed. I want to talk more about, I want to talk about your son. Okay. Like when your son was at his worst, does he go straight to you? In two ways, in violent ways, and then when he's in remorse for help."
"But a wrestling altercation, you it's not punches, it's more wrestling. And he hates me. He hates me because he hates my recovery. He knows since then and he's made his amends to me. He says it was, I knew that's where I was going to be and you were cheating me."

Chapters
00:00Introduction and Sponsor Promotion
02:22Reflecting on Loss and Life
03:20Life's Challenges and Gravitas
04:14Impactful Stories from Dopey Listeners
06:06Humorous and Disgusting Stories
10:19Encouraging Listener Stories
11:13Sponsor Promotion and Introduction to Tim Kelly
12:41Tim Kelly's Journey and Tim Fest
14:07The Last Recording of Tim Kelly
15:06Interview with John Bucati at Tim Fest
20:16Interview with Tim Kelly
41:00The Influence of the Grateful Dead and Yoga
45:52Falling in Love with the Grateful Dead
46:51Conclusion and Sponsor Promotion
48:19Struggles with Alcoholism
56:02Finding Spirituality through the 12-Step Program
01:19:43Love and Relationships in Recovery
01:28:32Embracing Life and Death
01:33:17Embracing Unexpected Opportunities
01:34:44Family Dynamics and Addiction
01:36:41Navigating Recovery and Rebuilding Relationships
01:39:07Acceptance and Finding Support
01:42:03Spirituality and Facing Mortality
01:45:26Managing Pain and Medication in Recovery
01:48:49Living a Meaningful Life in the Face of Adversity
01:52:44Reflecting on Life's Challenges and Legacy

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Dopey Tuesday Patreon Teaser with Sugar Bear John Bukaty - Park City Song Summit, Recovery! Aug 20, 2024

Show notes

Tuesday Teaser with John Bukaty! We recap the park city song summit and talk drugs, addiction and dumb shit. A bunch of recovery - the horrible review and more!
summary: The conversation is a teaser for the Patreon show and includes discussions about the Park City Song Summit, DopeyCon tickets, TikTok series, and live painting. The hosts also talk about creativity and art in recovery, as well as the positive impact of Dopey on people's lives. The conversation ends with a song.
keywordsPatreon show, Park City Song Summit, DopeyCon tickets, TikTok series, live painting, creativity, art, recovery
takeaways

The Park City Song Summit was a great experience with amazing music and artists.
DopeyCon tickets are going on sale, and Patreon members can get a discount.
The hosts discuss the importance of creativity and art in recovery.
Dopey is a safe place for artists to share their stories and experiences.
The conversation ends with a song.

titles

A Musical Finale
Get Your DopeyCon Tickets

Sound Bites

"The Park City Song Summit was by far the best year"
"DopeyCon tickets are gonna go on sale to non-Patreon members"
"Dopey is a big cosmic ball of creativity through recovery"

Chapters
00:00Introduction
01:43Highlights from the Park City Song Summit
03:11Get Your DopeyCon Tickets
05:05The Power of Creativity in Recovery
07:20Dopey: A Safe Place for Artists
18:24A Musical Finale

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Dopey 491: DOPEY DAY SPECIAL! Chris's Mom and Sister Remember Chris for ChrisMiss 2024, Remembering All the Fallen Dopes! Aug 16, 2024

Show notes

This week on Dopey! It is Dopey Day Again! We are celebrating ChrisMiss and remembering Chris and all of our fallen friends. We are joined by Chris's mom and sister today to remember Chris! We hear about some of their favorite memories and listen to what it's like living on after you lose someone!

PLUS TONS OF VOICEMAILS, EMAILS, REMEMBERING THE FALLEN DOPES!

FROM AI:

This part of the conversation focuses on the ongoing impact of losing loved ones to addiction and the importance of remembering and honoring their memory. The hosts discuss their personal experiences of remembering those who have passed away and the comfort it brings. They also touch on the significance of anniversaries and milestones in relation to grief. The conversation transitions to Dopey Day, a holiday created to pay homage to those lost to addiction and celebrate those who are still fighting to stay alive. The hosts share messages and greetings from the Dopey Nation community, highlighting the support and connection within the community. They also discuss the grief and healing process, including visiting Chris's grave and engaging in activities that remind them of him. The chapter ends with a reflection on the complexity of addiction and the challenges of recognizing relapse in loved ones. In this part of the conversation, David and Arden discuss the pain and guilt that comes with losing a loved one to addiction. They reflect on their own experiences of not recognizing the signs and blame themselves for not being able to prevent the tragedy. They emphasize the importance of forgiveness and self-compassion in the healing process. They also discuss the difficulty of moving on and the bittersweet feeling of seeing others continue with their lives while their loved one is gone. They share their thoughts on how to support someone who has lost a child and offer advice on finding hope and healing after such a devastating loss. In this part of the conversation, Annie discusses her ambivalence towards the significance of the new year and reflects on her recovery journey. She shares her struggles with addiction, including relapses and the challenges of staying sober. Annie contemplates recommitting to the 12-step program despite her reservations about certain aspects of it. The conversation ends with messages from Dopey Nation members and a classic Dopey episode featuring Chris and Dave. In this final part of the conversation, David Manheim shares some personal stories and anecdotes about his experiences with drugs and recovery. He talks about his disease and the constant struggle to stay sober. He also discusses his experiments with psychedelics and the possibility of achieving similar experiences through meditation and spiritual practices. The conversation ends with various members of the Dopey Nation sharing their messages of love, remembrance, and gratitude. keywordsaddiction, grief, remembrance, Dopey Day, support, community, healing, relapse, addiction, loss, guilt, forgiveness, self-compassion, moving on, support, hope, healing, ambivalence, new year, recovery, addiction, relapse, 12-step program, messages, Dopey episode, personal stories, anecdotes, drugs, recovery, disease, sobriety, psychedelics, meditation, spiritual practices, love, remembrance, gratitude takeaways

Remembering and honoring loved ones who have passed away from addiction can bring comfort and a sense of connection.
Anniversaries and milestones can be significant triggers for grief and reflection.
Dopey Day is a holiday created to pay homage to those lost to addiction and celebrate those who are still fighting to stay alive.
The Dopey Nation community provides support and connection for individuals navigating addiction and recovery.
Visiting gravesites and engaging in activities that remind us of loved ones can be a way to feel connected and take care of their memory.
Recognizing relapse in loved ones can be challenging, especially when they are intelligent and convincing. Losing a loved one to addiction can bring feelings of guilt and self-blame, but it's important to forgive yourself and recognize that the outcome was out of your control.
It is not helpful or respectful to ask someone how they didn't know about their loved one's addiction. Each person's experience is unique, and blaming oneself or others does not change the outcome.
Over time, the acute grief and self-questioning may fade, but it can resurface on certain days or during difficult moments. It's important to give yourself time and space to process these emotions.
Seeing others move on with their lives can be bittersweet for those who have lost a loved one to addiction. It's a reminder of what could have been and can bring a mix of emotions, including hope and pain.
Finding support from others who have experienced similar losses can help alleviate feelings of loneliness and provide a sense of understanding and connection.
Engaging in acts of service and helping others can be a way to honor the memory of a loved one and find healing in the aftermath of loss. The new year may not hold significant meaning for everyone, and personal growth and change can happen at any time.
Recovery from addiction is a challenging journey with ups and downs, and it's important to seek support and make a commitment to change.
The 12-step program, while not perfect, can provide a supportive community and structure for recovery.
The Dopey Nation community continues to honor and remember Chris and Annie, and their stories inspire others to stay strong in their own recovery journeys. The constant struggle to stay sober and prioritize recovery
The potential for psychedelic experiences through meditation and spiritual practices
The importance of love, remembrance, and gratitude within the Dopey Nation

titles

Dopey Day: A Holiday of Remembrance and Celebration
Grief and Healing: Navigating the Loss of a Loved One Moving On and Finding Hope
Navigating Guilt and Self-Blame Messages from Dopey Nation
Contemplating the 12-Step Program Messages of Love, Remembrance, and Gratitude
The Struggle of Sobriety and the Disease of Addiction

Sound Bites

"To know that they're remembered in some capacity, I'm just assuming, you know what I mean?"
"Every August 16th, we celebrate Dopey Day, aka Christmas in August."
"Happy Christmas in August Dopey Day episode."
"The best gift they gave him is when we really suspected something was wrong, they said, doesn't matter what happened, we'll pay for the next rehab, we will get you, we will work with you so you get better."
"Even if we had known, even if we had the best interventionist and the best companion and the best treatment center, it doesn't matter, it still could have ended where it was."
"I don't think it's ever helpful to ask somebody, how don't you know? I actually find that really disrespectful and obnoxious and just not a helpful comment."
"How do you feel now we're coming up on the new year? Is the new year significant to you?"
"I've kind of decided I'm going to recommit to 12 step thing, which I'm not 100 % happy about."
"I would just like to wish the Dopey Nation a very, very happy new year and I hope to see you all at DopeyCon 2023."
"My disease is in the parking lot doing pushups, waiting for me to go out."
"I cannot imagine you found any sort of psychedelic experience without taking a hallucinogen."
"I got a bunch of this that DMT stuff it was what about dope stories the podcast with crazy Mike and the other guy from fish or whatever that thing I think that's ending didn't we see that was anything so yeah, we're gonna replace dope stories whatever that might be"

Chapters
00:00Remembering and Honoring: Finding Comfort in Remembrance
05:47Dopey Day: A Holiday of Remembrance and Celebration
14:20Grief and Healing: Navigating the Loss of a Loved One
27:01Visiting Graves and Engaging in Activities: Keeping Memories Alive
37:30Recognizing Relapse: The Challenges of Supporting Loved Ones
47:19Navigating Guilt and Self-Blame
56:19Finding Healing Through Acts of Service
01:36:28Reflecting on the Significance of the New Year
01:43:28Struggles and Commitment in Recovery
01:54:14Messages from Dopey Nation
02:17:15Classic Dopey Episode: The GHB Bottle
02:24:07Exploring Psychedelics and Alternative Spiritual Practices
02:37:38Coincidences and Strange Encounters
02:44:09Messages of Love, Remembrance, and Gratitude

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Dopey 490: Is Dead Head 1 Word or 2? Shooting Methadone and John W. Comerford's NYC Hippie Punk Rock Opus! MDMA, Recovery, Jail Aug 13, 2024

Show notes

This Week on a super new bonus Dopey Tuesday! We are joined by filmmaker and recovering addict John W. Comerford! We hear all about his super psychedelic path of addiction and recovery! John tells about his unsupervised nyc youth- we learn the secrets of old New York's music scene and Grateful Dead culture and much more on this super duper bonus episode of that good old Dopey Show!

More on John: www.linktr.ee/johnwcomerford

PLUS SHOOTING METHADONE VOICEMAIL!!!!! and MORE!

Emilia's Notes:
- brothers intervention
- realizing his mom was taking percs his whole childhood
- lsd at red rocks
- mdma sale arrest
- bill w and huxley
- bill w and belladonna
- brother's death

AI NOTES:

In this part of the conversation, David Manheim discusses the purpose of the Dopey podcast and emphasizes the importance of real recovery work. He also shares personal experiences, including being alone in his house for the first time, dealing with a hernia, and celebrating his nine years of sobriety. The conversation then transitions to a voicemail from a listener who shares his experience of shooting methadone and being prescribed benzos at a methadone clinic. The episode concludes with an interview with John Comerford, a film producer and music presenter, where they discuss their love for jazz and their experiences with alcohol and drugs. David Manheim reflects on his early experiences with music and drugs, including attending jazz shows and experimenting with acid at a young age. He discusses his identity formation and the role of feeling and experience in his life. He shares stories of his tumultuous family life and the impact of addiction on his brother. David also talks about his introduction to the Grateful Dead and the transformative power of their music. He delves into his own struggles with alcoholism and drug addiction, including selling ecstasy and his eventual decision to get sober. In this final part of the conversation, David and John discuss their experiences with addiction and recovery. They share personal stories of their struggles with drugs and alcohol, including John's time in jail and David's journey to sobriety. They also talk about the importance of community and support in the recovery process. David shares some of the projects he is currently working on, including a documentary about General Yamashita's gold and a character study of Sarah Jane Moore, the woman who attempted to assassinate President Ford. keywords: Dopey podcast, recovery work, personal experiences, hernia, sobriety, methadone, benzos, film producer, jazz, alcohol, drugs, music, drugs, jazz, acid, identity, addiction, family, Grateful Dead, alcoholism, sobriety, addiction, recovery, jail, sobriety, community, support, documentary, General Yamashita's gold, Sarah Jane Moore takeaways

The Dopey podcast is meant to be supplemental to someone with a recovery program and is not a substitute for real recovery work.
Personal experiences, such as being alone in the house, dealing with a hernia, and celebrating sobriety milestones, can be shared openly to reduce shame and judgment.
The listener's voicemail highlights the dangers of shooting methadone and the inappropriate prescribing of benzos at a methadone clinic.
The interview with John Comerford explores their love for jazz and their experiences with alcohol and drugs.
Music, such as jazz, can have a profound impact on emotions and enhance the experience of substances like cannabis and alcohol. Early experiences with music and drugs can shape one's identity and worldview.
Addiction can have a profound impact on individuals and their families.
The transformative power of music can provide solace and inspiration.
Recovery from addiction requires a shift in focus from the problem to the solution. Addiction can lead to serious consequences, including jail time and death.
Recovery requires a commitment to change and a willingness to seek help and support.
Community and connection are essential in the recovery process.
Sobriety opens up new opportunities for personal growth and fulfillment.
Projects like More Than Music Foundation aim to foster wellness and educational opportunities for musicians and audiences.

"titles"

The Importance of Real Recovery Work
Listener Voicemail: Shooting Methadone and Prescribed Benzos Finding Sobriety and a New Path
The Impact of Addiction on Family The Power of Community in Recovery
Finding Purpose and Fulfillment in Sobriety

Sound Bites

"Good morning, Dopey. Good morning, Dopey. Ay -ay -ay."
"This Friday is Dopey Day, AKA Christmas in August."
"I'm on the methadone program here in my state, in my home state, and I've been on it since 2013."
"What these guys are putting out there has magnitude, and it has power."
"I didn't really develop an intellectual life until I was like in my mid-late 30s."
"That's why she's an hour late all the time. That's why she doesn't know why I'm at Irving Plaza at 13."
"I mean, you jails, institutions and death is where we're headed. If we don't change it"
"I reapplied to Boulder. I got in because I told them the story of what happened."
"It's completely life-changing because I mean, Tommy had been my friend for a long time and was involved with the fellowship and always talked about how he wouldn't give up his sobriety for anything."

Chapters
00:00Introduction and Overview
01:15The Importance of Real Recovery Work
03:41Personal Experiences: Alone in the House and Dealing with a Hernia
09:09Listener Voicemail: Shooting Methadone and Prescribed Benzos
18:58Interview with John Comerford: Love for Jazz and Experiences with Alcohol and Drugs
36:04Early Experiences with Music and Drugs
39:01Family Dynamics and Addiction
44:12The Transformative Power of Music
46:04Navigating Addiction
57:45Selling Drugs and Consequences
01:08:13Finding Sobriety
01:11:01From Jail to Filmmaking
01:18:08The Power of Community in Recovery
01:21:00Uncovering Hidden Stories
01:27:19Finding Purpose and Fulfillment in Sobriety
01:34:15More Than Music: Fostering Wellness and Education

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Dopey 489: The Hollywood Dope Game with Reno from It's All Bad and Remembering Annie Ellie! Overdose, Heroin, Meth, Recovery, Death Aug 09, 2024

Show notes

This week on Dopey! We got horrible news that our dear friend, contributor and all around beloved OG favorite Dope - Annie Ellie died this week. We remember her and play her first voicemail which was, tragically and ironically all about a time she overdosed and almost died. We also play her review of DopeyCon 2022 and another thing she had sent in. Then Reno from the 'It's All Bad' podcast came to meet me at Jeremy's house when I was in Los Angeles - ironically for the Rich Roll show which aired last week! Reno tells his gnarly story of addiction and recovery! We hear all about his crazy beginnings in addict life and the hell he went through before it all got pretty good for him. Plus Dopey emails and much more on a brand new super tragic episode of that good old bitter sweet Dopey Show!

FROM AI:

yIn this episode of Dopey, Dave mourns the loss of Annie Ellie, a beloved member of the Dopey Nation who died of an overdose. He shares voicemails and memories of Annie, emphasizing the importance of reaching out for help and support. Dave also interviews Reno from the podcast It's All Bad, discussing their experiences with addiction and the challenges they faced. They talk about their early drug use, encounters with the law, and the journey to recovery. Reno shares his insights on navigating the prison system and finding a path to a better life. David Manheim shares his experiences with addiction and relapse, highlighting the importance of community and connectivity in recovery. He discusses his time in rehab and the intense group therapy sessions that helped him confront his character defects. David also talks about his Neapolitan background and how his natural skills of connecting with people served him both in his addiction and in his recovery. He reflects on the shame and guilt that came with his relapse and the impact it had on his personal and professional life. David emphasizes the importance of sharing stories of addiction and recovery to combat loneliness and provide hope to others. In this final part of the conversation, Reno reviews his drug use experiences, including his encounters with PCP, GHB, DMT, Ibogaine, and ketamine. He also shares a wild story about trying to access his tax refund while in the midst of addiction. Annie, a fan of the show, provides a review of DopeyCon 2022 and expresses her love for Brandon Novak. The episode concludes with Annie's tribute song to Brandon Novak. keywordsaddiction, overdose, mourning, support, recovery, podcast, interview, drug use, law, prison, life, addiction, recovery, community, connectivity, rehab, character defects, Neapolitan, shame, guilt, relapse, personal life, professional life, sharing stories, drug use, PCP, GHB, DMT, Ibogaine, ketamine, tax refund, addiction, DopeyCon, Brandon Novak takeaways

The loss of a loved one to addiction is a tragic reminder of the importance of reaching out for help and support.
Sharing memories and voicemails can be a way to honor and remember those who have passed away.
Early drug use and encounters with the law can be wake-up calls that lead to a desire for change and recovery.
Navigating the prison system can be challenging, but finding a community and seeking help can lead to a better life.
Recovery is a journey that requires commitment, support, and a willingness to change. Loneliness and disconnection are breeding grounds for addiction, while community and connectivity are essential for recovery.
Group therapy sessions in rehab can help individuals confront their character defects and work towards personal growth.
Natural skills, such as connecting with people, can serve both in addiction and in recovery.
Relapse can be a part of the recovery journey, and it's important to learn from it and seek help.
Sharing stories of addiction and recovery can combat loneliness and provide hope to others. Reno reflects on his experiences with various drugs, highlighting the dangers and consequences of addiction.
Annie's review of DopeyCon 2022 showcases the sense of community and connection among Dopey fans.
The tribute song to Brandon Novak demonstrates the impact and admiration he has among the Dopey Nation.

titles

Mourning the Loss of Annie Ellie
Finding Community and Support in Recovery Confronting Character Defects in Rehab
The Role of Community and Connectivity in Recovery A Tribute to Brandon Novak
Annie's Review of DopeyCon 2022

Sound Bites

"If you're using and you're really, you don't want to die and you don't want to get really hurt, call that number."
"I love Annie and I will totally miss her."
"Discover Recovery: An Amazing Treatment Facility in the Pacific Northwest"
"Addiction is a disease. Loneliness really thrives. Addiction really thrives in loneliness. Connectivity is one of the bigger things that unlocks addiction."
"They did this thing called the game where they would circle up chairs in the middle of a room and there were no rules whatsoever, except for no violence."
"I'm Neapolitan. And that's one of the characteristics. Is Neapolitan besides chocolate, vanilla, and strawberry?"
"Love all the acts, crack, smack, and Brandon Novak."
"Oh Mr. Novak, this is Mrs. Novak."
"Mr. Novak is good, Mr. Novak is kind, Mr. Novak don't care."

Chapters
00:00Mourning the Loss of Annie Ellie
10:48Recovery and Support
19:46Interview with Reno from It's All Bad
32:11Early Drug Use and Encounters with the Law
44:47Finding a Path to Recovery
46:59The Role of Community and Connectivity in Recovery
48:19Confronting Character Defects in Rehab
55:42The Impact of Relapse on Personal and Professional Life
01:14:46The Power of Sharing Stories of Addiction and Recovery
01:32:17Wild Drug Use Experiences
01:57:33Annie's Review of DopeyCon 2022
02:06:14A Tribute to Brandon Novak

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Tuesday Patreon Teaser: Cormac Chemical Corner - featuring Scott Wic plus Chris reads an email about FLAKKA plus a voicemail about Fenta Aug 06, 2024

Show notes

This week on Patreon Teaser! We first hear from Micro! Who tells us how he accidentally got addicted to fentanyl - then we take a walk down memory lane with Cormac and Scott Wic - and hear when Chris read Wic's first email all about Flakka!

DopeyCon 2024 Tickets only available on Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/dopeypodcast

Here is what AI says:

summaryIn this episode of Cormac's Chemical Corner, Cormac and Scott Wick discuss their experiences with drugs, including Flakka and cocaine. They share stories of addiction, paranoia, and the challenges they faced. The conversation also touches on the upcoming DopeyCon event and the celebration of Dopey Day in honor of Chris's birthday. The episode concludes with a musical performance by Scott Wick. keywordsCormac's Chemical Corner, drugs, addiction, Flakka, cocaine, DopeyCon, Dopey Day, celebration, music takeaways

Flakka is a synthetic street drug that can induce intense paranoia and hallucinations.
Addiction can lead to desperate and dangerous behavior, such as flushing drugs down the toilet in a panic.
DopeyCon is an upcoming event that offers savings for Patreon subscribers.
Dopey Day is a celebration of Chris's birthday and a show of solidarity with addicts in recovery.
Scott Wick showcases his musical talent with a performance at the end of the episode.

titles

Remembering Chris: Dopey Day Celebration
DopeyCon: A Gathering of the Dopey Nation

Sound Bites

"My thing is stored in Coke, but I did have a short run with a synthetic street drug called Flakka. It's a stimulant similar to Coke, but one tiny bump is probably equal to two huge rails of good Coke."
"As I am taking the second bump, there is a loud pounding at the door. I run to the people to see who it was, and I see what appears to be an entire SWAT team. Red lights flashing, dogs, detectives with megaphones, Raider trucks the whole night."
"Dopey Day, AKA Christmas in August, where we all put the Dopey logo over our eyes in solidarity with addicts who are still suffering, also celebrating addicts who are in recovery, and paying homage to those we lost, including Chris."

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Dopey 487: Potentially Gayer than all other Gayest Episodes Ever! Brian W. on Meth, Chemex, Sexual Trauma, Sex Sling andRecovery Aug 02, 2024

Show notes

This week on Dopey! We had the absolutely sweetest guest ever - filmmaker and Breathe Life Healing Center Regional LGBTQIA+ Outreach Representative - Brian Whisenant! Straight out of Mississippi and the Dopey Nation, Brian came to my dad's house to tell his insane tell of Meth Addiction, crazy chem sex, and heart breaking trauma! Brian's journey is one of the dopiest ever told! PLUS lots of nitrous, recovery and dumb shit! Plus loads of dumb shit including a 'sex sling! Loads of debauchery, heart break and recovery in the latesrt new episode of the good old Dopey show!
Summary: Brian Wisnand shares his personal story of growing up gay in Mississippi, experiencing molestation and rape, and the impact it had on his sexuality and addiction. He discusses the importance of addressing trauma and the stigma surrounding it. Brian also talks about his movie, which explores his experiences and the journey of healing and recovery. David Manheim shares his experience with meth addiction and the connection between meth use and sex parties in the gay community. In this final part of the conversation, Brian discusses his experience with sex parties and the fusion of drugs and sex. He talks about his struggles with meth addiction and his transition to using Adderall. Brian also reflects on his relationship with his mother and the challenges of coming out as gay. He shares his thoughts on Narcotics Anonymous (NA) and the importance of honesty in recovery. The conversation concludes with Brian discussing his short film, Wrath Mercy, and his hopes for its release.
KeywordsBrian Wisnand, Mississippi, gay, molestation, rape, trauma, addiction, healing, recovery, movie, meth addiction, sex parties, gay community, recovery, psychosis, sex parties, meth addiction, Adderall, coming out, Narcotics Anonymous, honesty in recovery, short film
Takeaways

Growing up gay in Mississippi in the 90s was challenging due to the lack of understanding and acceptance.
Brian experienced molestation and rape by an older man, which had a profound impact on his understanding of his own sexuality.
The trauma and confusion surrounding the abuse contributed to Brian's addiction and disassociation.
Addressing and sharing his story has been a crucial part of Brian's healing and recovery journey.
The stigma surrounding trauma and the need for open conversations and support are highlighted in Brian's experiences. Meth addiction can lead to engaging in risky sexual behavior, such as participating in sex parties.
The use of meth in the gay community is more common compared to other communities.
Meth use can lead to psychosis and paranoia, causing individuals to have distorted perceptions and beliefs.
Recovery from meth addiction often involves addressing underlying trauma and patterns of behavior.
The intertwined nature of meth use and sex parties can create a cycle of seeking pleasure and escape. Brian shares his experiences with sex parties and the fusion of drugs and sex
He discusses his struggles with meth addiction and his transition to using Adderall
Brian reflects on his relationship with his mother and the challenges of coming out as gay
He emphasizes the importance of honesty in recovery and shares his thoughts on Narcotics Anonymous (NA)
The conversation concludes with Brian discussing his short film, Wrath Mercy, and his hopes for its release

Titles

The Impact of Trauma on Sexuality and Addiction
Navigating the Challenges of Growing Up Gay in Mississippi The Impact of Meth Use on Mental Health and Perception
The Cycle of Seeking Pleasure and Escape in Meth Addiction The Power of Honesty in Recovery
Coming Out and Navigating Relationships

Sound Bites

"I was molested like a lot of people like when I was 15 years old"
"I didn't even know what rape was. I didn't know what any of these things were."
"I got triggered. Not triggered to use, but triggered to be traumatized."
"Why do some drug addicts live and some don't?"
"There may be a video of me out there wearing a wrestling outfit"
"I remember saying, 'Are you a homosexual?'"
"Sniffy's like, why did I even bring that up?"
"Sniffy's has sex parties"
"You unfuse meth, sex, and technology"

Chapters
00:00Introduction: Brian Wisnand's Story
30:17Growing Up Gay in Mississippi
38:09Trauma and its Impact
43:38Addressing Trauma and Healing
46:00The Connection Between Meth Addiction and Sex Parties
54:25Addressing Sexual Identity and Coming Out
01:05:34The Gay Pillowcase Story
01:19:16The Impact of Meth Use on Behavior
01:22:39The Role of Technology in Meth Use and Sex Parties
01:27:27The Intertwined Nature of Meth Use and Sexual Behavior
01:28:54Exploring the World of Sex Parties and Drug Use
01:33:13From Meth Addiction to Adderall: Brian's Journey
01:38:27Coming Out and Navigating Relationships
01:45:13The Power of Honesty in Recovery
01:49:59Wrath Mercy: Brian's Short Film and Future Plans

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Dopey Tuesday Patreon Teaser - Doug Bopst - The Gifts of Quitting Weed! Rich Roll Gratitude! CRAZY KIMBER KING VOICEMAIL! Jul 30, 2024

Show notes

This week on the Dopey Patreon Tuesday Teaser mini show we first take a moment of gratitude for Rich Roll and the Rich Roll Show for having me on! It was an unbelievably cool experience and welcome to any Rich Roll people!!!! Then we get into the usual Patreon Tuesday stuff! Join Patreon at https://www.patreon.com/dopeypodcast

Buy DopeyCon Tickets only on PATREON!!!!! Dopeycon is October 5th in New York City!

Then we hear a crazy Dopey story from Kimber King and read a nice note from the Dopey Nation before listening to a snippet from the super funny and informative talk with Doug Bopst!

Send in emails and voicemails to dopeypodcast@gmail.com

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SummaryIn this teaser episode of the Dopey podcast, David Manheim expresses his gratitude for being a guest on the Rich Roll show and welcomes listeners from the Rich Roll community. He promotes the Patreon episode with Dopey Fitness guru Doug Bopes and discusses the upcoming DopeyCon event. David also shares a voicemail from Kimber King, who tells a story about a drug-related incident involving her ex-boyfriend. The episode concludes with a conversation between David and Doug about the impact of quitting weed. KeywordsDopey podcast, Rich Roll, Patreon, DopeyCon, addiction, recovery, drug-related incident, weed Takeaways

David expresses gratitude for being a guest on the Rich Roll show and welcomes listeners from the Rich Roll community.
The Patreon episode features a conversation with Dopey Fitness guru Doug Bopes about the impact of quitting weed.
DopeyCon is an upcoming event that includes guests such as Hank Azaria, Jason Biggs, and John Joseph.
Kimber King shares a story about a drug-related incident involving her ex-boyfriend.
David and Doug discuss their experiences with weed and the challenges of quitting.

Titles

David and Doug's Conversation: Weed and Quitting
DopeyCon: An Exciting Event with Celebrity Guests

Sound Bites

"Welcome to any refugees who heard the Rich Roll show"
"Patreon is still the only place to buy tickets for DopeyCon 5"
"They're gonna stay on the phone with you while you use, and if you die, they're gonna send help"

Chapters
00:00Gratitude for Rich Roll and Welcome to Rich Roll Listeners
01:45Patreon Episode with Doug Bopes: The Impact of Quitting Weed
02:14DopeyCon: An Exciting Event with Celebrity Guests
04:09Voicemail Story: Kimber King's Drug-Related Incident
11:24David and Doug's Conversation: Weed and Quitting

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Dopey 486: Peter 'Chappy' Meyerhoff! Crazy Prison Episode! Running the Yard! Selling and Shooting Heroin! Turning Out the CO, ODing on Fentanyl, Recovery! Jul 26, 2024

Show notes

This week on Dopey! We are joined by 'Against All Odds' author, and 'Roll Call with Chappy' podcaster - Peter 'Chappy' Meyerhoff! We leave no stone unturned in this junky prison opus. Chappy gives us the good bad and the ugly from early incarceration to 12 long years in prison where he was the shot caller on multiple prison yards. His story goes nuts when he gets involved with a female corrections officer who smuggles him heroin which he deals then becomes hopelessly addicted to. I'm not gonna give it all away in this write up! But it's seriously beautiful and Chappy cries!

PLUS We commemorate the loss of Brian 'Hotwheelz' Connelly and play his first voicemail - plus poetic emails extra voicemails and much much more on this new prison flavored episode of that good old Dopey Show!

Summary: Peter 'Chappy' Meyerhoff, a former prisoner and recovering addict, shares his story and mission to help others in this episode of Dopey. He discusses his experiences in prison, his near-death fentanyl overdose, and his journey to sobriety. Chappie opens up about the challenges of aligning his past prison persona with his current role as a mentor and advocate for prisoners. He also reflects on the impact of becoming a father and the struggles he faces in navigating his new life. Despite the difficulties, Chappie remains committed to inspiring and supporting others in their recovery journeys. David Manheim discusses his strained relationship with his father and the decision to cut ties with him. He shares his experience of growing up in a dysfunctional family and the resentment he feels towards his father. David also opens up about his journey into drug addiction, starting from alcohol and weed at a young age and eventually progressing to harder drugs like crystal meth and heroin. He talks about his time in prison and the power dynamics and politics that exist within the prison system. David reflects on his past actions and the impact they have had on his life. Chappie shares his story of addiction, prison, and recovery. He talks about his early experiences with drugs and how he quickly became addicted. He describes his time in prison, including the challenges of withdrawal and the prison politics he had to navigate. Chappie also discusses his relapse after his first release from prison and the near-death experience that led him to finally get sober. He emphasizes the importance of staying sober and helping others, and how his perspective on God and spirituality has evolved throughout his journey. Keywordsprison, addiction, recovery, sobriety, near-death overdose, fatherhood, vulnerability, father-son relationship, drug addiction, prison, power dynamics, politics, addiction, prison, recovery, drugs, withdrawal, prison politics, relapse, sobriety, God, spirituality Takeaways

Peter Chappie Meyerhoff shares his experiences as a former prisoner and recovering addict
He discusses the challenges of aligning his past prison persona with his current role as a mentor and advocate for prisoners
Chappie reflects on the impact of becoming a father and the struggles he faces in navigating his new life
Despite the difficulties, Chappie remains committed to inspiring and supporting others in their recovery journeys David's strained relationship with his father led him to cut ties with him
He reflects on his journey into drug addiction, starting from alcohol and weed and eventually progressing to harder drugs
David shares his experiences in prison and the power dynamics and politics that exist within the system
He reflects on his past actions and the impact they have had on his life Addiction can quickly take hold and lead to a life of crime and incarceration.
Prison can be a challenging environment, but it can also provide an opportunity for self-reflection and growth.
Relapse is a common part of the recovery process, but it's important to learn from it and make a commitment to sobriety.
Spirituality and a belief in a higher power can play a role in recovery, even for those who were initially skeptical.
Helping others and staying connected to a supportive community are crucial for maintaining long-term sobriety.

Titles

Aligning Past and Present: Chappie's Transformation
Navigating the Challenges of Recovery and Fatherhood Journey into Drug Addiction
Power Dynamics and Politics in Prison From Addiction to Incarceration: Chappie's Story
Navigating Prison Politics: Chappie's Experience

Sound Bites

"I've been struggling in life lately, man, like... I have really, really bad imposter syndrome now."
"In recovery, vulnerability is strength."
"It's like real life stuff. And that's what me and my dad's relationship is still... tough, man."
"I don't need his shitty advice and to be honest I think he's fucking grumpy as shit"
"I'm just done with this relationship, you know?"
"He's whipped to her and she does whatever, he does whatever the hell she says and she runs shit"
"I felt like stuff is like just finally going to go my way when I got out"
"I had this argument with my mom the other day, because was like, know, depressed, been going through this shit. And mom was like, you're making more money than you've ever made in your life. like, the literal reverberating. Money doesn't make you fucking happy, mom."
"I was like, holy shit, maybe this is God's sign of showing, like, I'm gonna start catching some breaks now or something"

Chapters
00:00Introduction and Background
25:27Challenges of Aligning Past and Present
35:22Struggles of Recovery and Fatherhood
38:07Dealing with Depression and Imposter Syndrome
40:24Complicated Relationship with Father
41:24Strained Father-Son Relationship
48:31Journey into Drug Addiction
57:18Power Dynamics and Politics in Prison
01:06:57Reflecting on Past Actions
02:51From Addiction to Incarceration: Chappie's Story
23:01Navigating Prison Politics: Chappie's Experience
42:52The Near-Death Experience that Led to Sobriety: Chappie's Turning Point
01:02:46Evolution of Belief: Chappie's Journey with God and Spirituality
01:23:09Staying Sober and Helping Others: Chappie's Commitment to Recovery
01:56:04Conclusion

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Tuesday Patreon Teaser! "I don't think you know the difference between tonic water and seltzer." My Dad is Back with Erin plus a crazy voicemail from Wylie! Jul 23, 2024

Show notes

Alright Tuesday Lovers! Dopey Tuesday is back with a vengence! Go to https://www.patreon.com/dopeypodcast for the full episode! BUT - there is stuff here that is not available anywhere else!!! Like Wylie's insane voicemail and me bickering with my sweet father!

SummaryIn this conversation, David Manheim talks with his father about various topics, including toilet paper, tonic water, Patreon, DopeyCon, and a voicemail from a listener. They also discuss the difference between seltzer and tonic water, and David plays a song he wrote. Keywordsdrugs, addiction, dumb shit, toilet paper, tonic water, Patreon, DopeyCon, voicemail, seltzer, song Takeaways

The conversation covers a range of lighthearted topics, including toilet paper and tonic water.
They discuss the importance of supporting Dopey on Patreon and the upcoming DopeyCon event.
David's father shares his thoughts on the show and his experiences as a listener.
David plays a song he wrote, showcasing his musical talent.

Titles

A Voicemail from a Dopey Listener
David's Musical Talent: A Song Showcase

Sound Bites

"I don't think you know the difference between tonic water and seltzer."
"Somebody made a comment that you should be kinder to your father."
"I need some money, money in my pocket like this"

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