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131: When Birth Trauma Changes Your Family Plan with Kayleigh Summers Oct 20, 2026

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In this episode Amanda sits down with Kayleigh Summers, to discuss birth trauma, grief, having one child and so much other nuance.

Kayleigh’s story is about grief, acceptance, and discovering that the life she didn’t choose might actually be better than the one she had planned. This realization really surprised her and was fascinating to hear about.

Content warning: This episode discusses cardiac arrest, near-death experience, traumatic birth, hysterectomy, and medical trauma.

Some highlights from our conversation:

How Kayleigh always assumed she’d have two children
The process of waking up six days after giving birth to learn she’d had a hysterectomy
The initial response of avoiding grief through action: “I couldn’t touch the white hot grief of not being able to have another child... so I was like, yes, no, I’m gonna have another child. Like you’re not gonna stop me”
How pursuing surrogacy strained her marriage
The slow journey to acceptance
The unexpected shift in perspective: “What’s interesting is where I’m at now... it’s shifted majorly in the last year or two... I like our life better than I think I would if we had another kid”
On the power of questioning parenthood

Perhaps most powerfully, Kayleigh reflects on how trauma forced her to pause: “I would have never paused to say, hey, is another child a good idea for our family and our marriage? That would have never happened... I have had the opportunity to think very deeply about what it means to add a second kid.”

This is truly one of my FAVORITE conversations I have had on this podcast. Kayleigh’s story is so unique and filled with nuance and surprisingly a lot of hope. Don’t be scared by the content warning, its such a great episode!

You can follow Kayleigh on social media @birthtrauma_mama and online at thebirthtraumamama.com.

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133: The “Traditional” Family Never Actually Existed Oct 13, 2026

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Tired of hearing that “the way things used to be” was somehow better? A lot of what we romanticize as tradition is actually a tiny blip in history—and women have been paying the price for it.

In conversation, we tackle:

Why the 1950s weren’t the “traditional” family structure we think they were (and how weirdly specific that period actually was)
The wild history of dating, including the fact that some of the first women going on public dates were arrested for prostitution
How women became the default safety net for everyone from husbands to children to aging parents
The uncomfortable question: if your adult children are your retirement plan, what exactly did you do to prepare for your own life?
Why “I raised you” is NOT a lifetime debt—and what actual reciprocity between parents and adult children looks like
The connection between estrangement, divorce, and the classic “this came out of nowhere” excuse
Why community keeps getting asked to pick up the slack for men who simply aren’t showing up at home

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132: Cornell 7 & R*pe Culture Oct 06, 2026

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What does accountability look like when the systems meant to provide it don't? In this episode, we're talking about the Cornell fraternity case and the culture around it, including why we keep having the wrong conversation.

In conversation, we tackle:

Why "but she said she was fine" tells you nothing, and what most women already know about that
Sam's accountability video and the comment section that proved her point ("women don't take accountability either!")
The problem with teaching consent as a box to check
How brotherhood, hazing, and party culture set everyone up to fail
Jessica Valenti's call to get rid of frats entirely, and whether Greek life can be reformed at all
"Where were their mothers?" (funny how it always comes back to women)
What to do with the rage when you can't fix the whole thing

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131: What If Your Friends Actually Like You? with Blake Blankenbecler Sep 29, 2026

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When did friendship become something we have to optimize? In this episode, Amanda sits down with friendship specialist Blake Blankenbecler to talk about why we’re overthinking our friendships—and how therapy speak, social media, and the pressure to have “perfect” relationships might be getting in the way of actually enjoying them.

In conversation, we tackle:

Why your friends don’t need to be your therapists (and why that doesn't mean you shouldn't vent)
The friendship “test” that tells you to stop reaching out and see who comes looking for you
Why “I miss you” is often more vulnerable (and more useful) than a perfectly worded conversation about your unmet needs
The five-person “core friendship” idea—and why not every friend needs to know everything about you
Why “your friends like you” might be the radical reassurance we actually need
The case for bringing back hosting friends, parallel play, dumb jokes, snacks, and being together without turning every interaction into emotional work

Blake Blankenbecler is a therapist and friendship specialist. She is the creator of the Friendship Deck and practices at Fig Therapy. Follow her on social media @blakeblankenbecler and find her online at blakeblankenbecler.com.

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Want to join the conversation? EMAIL- podcast@therapyforwomencenter.com or LEAVE US A MESSAGE at 813-444-8683. We'd love to hear what you think!

130: What Nobody Says About Adult Sibling Relationships & Birth Order Sep 22, 2026

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In this episode we're getting into the pressure to be best friends with your sibling, why forcing it backfires, and why it's okay if you just don't like yours.

In conversation, we tackle:

Why Sam spent her entire childhood wishing her sister ill — and what shifted in 2020
Our advice to parents who want close kids: it has to be their idea, or do something dumb enough that you become the common enemy
Why treating "eldest daughter" as your whole personality is a horoscope with better branding
"That's cute when you're four. That's not cute when you're a grown adult with a functioning frontal lobe"
Why your memory of who was the good sibling and who was the mean one is basically worthless
How we've self-helped our way into believing any contention in a relationship is a red flag
Regulation is not perpetual calm — it's sitting in the feeling of wanting to throw up while you have the repair conversation

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130: Rerun - Not Everything is About You: The Bean Soup Theory Sep 15, 2026

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In this episode, we're tackling the internet phenomenon that's ruining actual discourse: the bean soup theory, aka "what about me-ism."

* The viral bean soup recipe that broke the internet—and why people demanding a bean-free bean soup is the perfect metaphor for online discourse right now
* How performative advocacy is drowning out actual advocacy
* The self-centered arrogance of assuming every piece of content must be caveated for YOUR specific experience
* How left-leaning echo chambers have created a "gotcha culture" where pointing out what someone missed becomes performative activism
* Why your anxiety is making you think everything is a mortal threat
* The difference between actually dangerous content and content you simply disagree with
* How we've weaponized words like "accountability" and "responsibility" so much that we can't talk about agency anymore
* The radical truth: not everything applies to you, and that's okay
* Why distraction is a valid coping skill

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129: Oreo Gate and the Anxious Parent Problem Sep 08, 2026

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What starts as our reaction to a lunchbox dispute turns into a conversation about how much of the world you're allowed to rearrange so you never have to be uncomfortable. In conversation, we tackle:

The leaked group chat where a mom asked five other moms to stop packing Oreos because her daughter got jealous and the reply that ended it
Why this is a textbook case of weaponized boundaries (she never used the word, but she didn't have to)
Sam's distinction between access and imposition
Why "my kid came home upset" is a you problem, and the conversation you're avoiding having with them
How the internet convinced parents that knowing about a risk makes them responsible for preventing it
Sam on her religious upbringing: nobody ever called her friends' parents to ban coffee
Why we both ended the episode deciding we're also the problem

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128: The Friction is the Point: Stop Trying to Optimize Yourself Out of Life Sep 01, 2026

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What if the thing making your life harder isn’t a sign that something is wrong — but proof that you’re actually doing something that matters? We’re talking about our obsession with eliminating friction, why “life hacks” can leave us less capable of handling life, and why the hard part might be the whole point.

In conversation, we tackle:

Why “friction maxxing” is an oxymoron (and why adding “maxxing” to everything turns even anti-optimization ideas into optimization)
The self-help pendulum from hustle culture to “rest more” — and what happens when you’re an ambitious person who actually wants to do more
Sam’s realization that the friction was the point while launching her group program
Why trying to fast-forward through the hard parts of life means you also fast-forward through the parts that make life meaningful
The uncomfortable question behind every goal: What are you willing to sacrifice for this?
Why getting stuck often has less to do with having no options and more to do with not taking the first step

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127: Anxiety, Intuition & the Pressure to Make the Perfect Choice Aug 25, 2026

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Are you actually listening to your intuition—or is your anxiety just screaming louder? Amanda and Sam get into the messy reality of telling the difference, especially when trauma, intrusive thoughts, and fear are in the mix.

In conversation, we tackle:

The problem with treating every intense thought or body sensation like it's a message you need to obey
How intrusive thoughts can convince you that a completely random thought says something terrifying about who you are
Why your values matter more than the intensity of a feeling when you're trying to figure out what you actually want
Sam's controversial realization that she does not want a dog (and why saying it out loud was weirdly freeing)
The pressure to make the "right" decision—and why most decisions aren't nearly as permanent or life-altering as social media makes them seem
Why trying to predict your entire future is useless, and how committing to the next step instead of the final outcome helped Sam completely rebuild her life

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126: Are we allowed to talk about Ariana Grande? Aug 18, 2026

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We're not talking about Ariana Grande's body. We're talking about the environment that's renormalizing the single biggest trigger for an eating disorder and what a public figure does or doesn't owe the rest of us.

* Why the total silence from her team might be the loudest part of this whole thing
* We banned the pro-ana sites in the 2000s. Now the algorithm just serves it to you and there's nothing to unfollow
* Karen Carpenter died at the exact age Ariana is right now
* The problem with GLP-1s and eating disorders
* The part nobody says out loud: eating disorders are addictive, and being told you look good is part of the high
* Where the responsibility of a tour manager, a wardrobe department, a music video set actually starts

This episode discusses eating disorders and disordered eating. Please take care of yourself and skip it if you need to.

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