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292. Just Between Us: Period Pain, Medical Gaslighting & the Sh*t Women Put Up With Nov 11, 2026

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Last episode Dr. Somi told us that pain during sex is common but not normal, and we haven’t stopped thinking about it. So this week it’s just us, no doctor in the room, talking about all the other shit we’ve been told to soldier through as women.

Cass is currently bleeding through an IUD because of a fibroid (hi, it’s graphic, sorry), but her endometriosis story goes back more than a decade, with upwards of 15 doctors and multiple surgeries. Em gets into her appointment from hell, where she worked up the courage to say “my sex drive is gone” and was told to drink some wine and “just try” for 10 minutes.

We get into the weeks we spend rehearsing what to say to a doctor, the absolute bullshit we’re met with anyway, and the pain we endure because it feels like it’s not worth the time or the co-pay. Plus why a man with a sore peepee gets a full investigation while we get “it’s just cramps,” and what Cass wants to teach her daughter about pain (and what Em is taking forward from all of it).

If you’ve ever left an appointment feeling gaslit, defeated, or wondering if you’re just making it all up... this ep is for you, booboo.

We’re also resharing Dr. Somi’s resource for finding a doctor who won’t gaslight you.

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291. Painful Sex, Low Libido & Medical Gaslighting with Dr. Somi Javaid Nov 04, 2026

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If sex hurts, you’ve stopped wanting it, or it just doesn’t feel like it used to, there’s a good chance a doctor has gaslit you into thinking that’s normal. NOT ON OUR WATCH. Dr. Somi Javaid, a board-certified OB/GYN, menopause and sexual health specialist, and founder of HerMD, spent two decades treating these exact issues, and she’s here to say you don’t have to live this way. She joins Em and Cass for a conversation about painful sex, mismatched sex drives, and the two FDA-approved medications for low desire (she took one herself when her own drive disappeared). They also get into how to find a doctor who takes you seriously, and why perimenopause can start earlier than you think.

What you’ll learn:

Why painful sex is common but NOT normal, plus the 19-question quiz and the details that get a doctor to take you seriously
The fixes nobody’s talking about: moisturizers, localized hormones, a vibrator you use before sex, and pelvic floor PT you can do from your couch
Why birth control, breastfeeding, and perimenopause can all leave you dry (and why perimenopause can actually start in your early 30s)
Why a mismatched sex drive doesn’t mean you’re broken, and what to try before reaching for medication (audio erotica, a clitoral pump, and more)
Why Viagra was approved in six months, while the first drug for low desire in women took six years (and the “wine or sex” contract women had to sign)
One of the top reasons women struggle to orgasm (it’s not what you’d guess)
How to find a specialist who won’t gaslight you, filtered by zip code and by whether they take your insurance

Connect with Dr. Somi and listen to her podcast HERE!

Wanna hang out IRL? Come to our event in Portland, OR on Nov. 14th 2026. Click HERE for tickets!

290. Listener Confession: "My Ex Boyfriend Told Me I Have A Wide Vagina..." Oct 28, 2026

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“My ex told me I have a wide vagina. Am I normal?” That’s this week’s listener confession. And after six years of reading listener messages, we can tell you with certainty that some version of “is my vagina normal?” is the single most-asked question we get. SO HERE WE GO. We dive into the medical facts (we looked them up), the biology, and the much bigger issue we need to be addressing: why men go straight for comments about our bodies when they want to hurt us and how to stop letting it get to you.

We Cover:

The medical truth on “wide set vaginas” (spoiler: Mean Girls lied, it isn’t a real term, and here’s what Dr. Jennifer Wider actually says about vaginal diameter)
Why your physiology (aka AROUSAL) might be the reason he felt “less friction”
The reason insulting a woman’s body is a shitty man's go to when they want to hurt you
The reframe every vagina owner NEEDS to internalize... your vagina is normal, your labia are normal, your taste and smell are normal, all of it
What to actually do if there IS a real size mismatch in a relationship (there are a thousand solutions, we cover a few)
AND why even if you DO have a wide vagina it literally doesn't matter, and you are perfection personified

If you're in the Portland, OR area don't forget to join our "Portland, OR Girlies" group chat in our Instagram bio!

289. The 4-Minute Practice That Will Change Your Sex Life, Relationships, and Confidence with Laura Rubin Oct 21, 2026

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Rock-solid confidence, sex you genuinely enjoy, and healthier relationships all start with actually knowing yourself. This week, Em & Cass are talking with Laura Rubin, a creative coach, journaling expert, and founder of AllSwell Creative. She’s led breakthrough writing workshops for tens of thousands of people, been covered by The New York Times, Washington Post, Vogue, and Forbes, and built a career blending neuroscience and mindfulness to prove that writing by hand actually rewires how you think and feel. She joins Em and Cass to share how journaling can become the catalyst for confident decisions, healthier relationships, and better conversations in bed.

If you're thinking...

“I always start a journal, go hard for a week, and quit.” Laura's got a 4-minute practice that will literally rock your world and make journaling feel practical and accessible.
“I don't even know what I would write about." Laura shares specific prompts to help you navigate your trickiest intimacy moments (when you don’t like how you look naked, when you have no idea what turns you on, when you can’t tell what’s yours vs. what you’ve been told to want).
“Isn’t this just more wellness bullshit?” Laura didn't come here to BS. She's sharing the science-backed, FREE methods to actually change your life both in the bedroom and beyond.
“Will this actually change anything in my sex life or my relationships?” Yes. Press play already.

Connect with Laura and AllSwell Creative on Instagram and on her website.

288. Just Between Us: Our (Unqualified) Secrets to a Thriving Sex Life & Relationship Oct 14, 2026

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Last week, a top couples therapist presented us with the research. This week it’s just us, no therapist in the room, trading what has actually worked in our own long-term relationships (and what has very much not). Cass gets into her current trying-list for keeping sex alive when she's tired, parenting, and has nothing left. Em gets into how she ruined sex for herself in past relationships without even realizing it. Cass opens up for the first time, with her husband’s permission, about his bipolar diagnosis and the “my person wouldn’t do that” story she had to let go of to stay married. For anyone who felt called tf out by last week's episode and wants the unqualified besties version.

What you’ll learn:

The two “secrets” we’re actually using to keep our relationships alive and thriving (tbh therapists might not agree lol)
Cass’s current trying-list for keeping sex alive 10 years into her long-term love (pink pill, non-sexual touch, accountability for her desire, and actually using the resources we talk about)
Why using sex as a repair tool is the fastest way to kill it, and what to use it for instead
How to tell when you’ve slipped into a story about your partner (“they don’t get me,” “my person wouldn’t do that”) and how to quit before it ruins your relationship
Our actual rules for what you can and can’t tell your friends about fights with your partner
The habits we each need to kick to feel like adults in our relationships (one of us is lazy, one of us is a control freak)
The very petty list of what the men we’ve slept with need to start doing to qualify as grownups

287. "Is My Sex Life Supposed to Feel Like This?" Zach Brittle on Long-Term Relationships, Scheduled Sex & What Actually Works Oct 07, 2026

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Zach Brittle is a Gottman-certified couples therapist in Seattle, host of Marriage Therapy Radio, and author of the upcoming book Nothing Changes If Nothing Changes. He's been happily married for 27 of 30 years (as in he GETS IT and has actually done the work) and has interviewed hundreds of couples, which means when he talks about relationships, he's not guessing. He joins Em and Cass for a no-bullshit conversation about what actually makes long-term love work.

What you'll learn:

How to actually build a thriving long-term relationship (and the two things most couples get wrong)
Why "spontaneous sex" is a lie you've been mourning for no reason, and what to replace it with
The exact sex negotiation one of his couples swears by (and how to steal it)
Why learning the difference between physical intimacy that isn't sexual and sexual intimacy that isn't physical will completely change your sex life
How to spot negative sentiment override in your own relationship (and why it's turning every "how was your day" into a fight)
The one mindset shift that will change everything: why your relationship is NOT a zero-sum game, and nobody has to lose for you to win

Find Zach at @marriagetherapyradio on Instagram, listen to Marriage Therapy Radio every Tuesday, and pre-order Nothing Changes If Nothing Changes out in April.

286. Listener Confession: "I Fear I'll Never Truly Feel Sexy..." Sep 30, 2026

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One of you confessed: "I fear I'll never truly feel hot or sexy, and admitting that makes me feel even more lame." Em and Cass dive into why hotness feels like a make-or-break game we literally can't win: the impossible standards, the "hot girls are just born that way" myth, the way our attractiveness has been sold to us as our only real form of power, and why insecurity itself has somehow become the ugliest thing you can admit to. They get into the "am I f*ckable" question at the root of it all, the glow-up TikToks we've all saved, the effort we don't want to have to put in, and the small practices that have actually made them feel better (and hotter).

Introducing our new monthly segment where YOU send in the anonymous confessions you can't tell anyone else, and we give you the honest reaction, advice, and pep talk you'd get if you sent it to your group chat. Submit yours at the link in our bio or HERE!

285. Honey Archive: Stop Feeling Behind: Comparison, Confidence & Self-Worth with Anna Kai Sep 23, 2026

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We’re digging into the Honey Archives to bring back one of our favorite conversations, and one we think everyone could use a little refresher on.

Anna Kai, creator of Maybe Both and one of our favorite internet hype women, joins us for a brutally honest conversation about confidence, self-worth, comparison, and figuring out who the hell you are when life doesn’t look the way you thought it would.

If you’ve been feeling behind, questioning your worth, comparing your timeline to everyone else’s, or simply need a reminder that you don’t have to earn your right to feel good about yourself... consider this episode your confidence reset.

In this episode, we cover:

What we should ACTUALLY be focusing on in our 20s
How to build self-worth when yours feels nonexistent
What to tell yourself when everyone else seems “ahead”
Navigating rock bottom and finding your footing again
Getting off the comparison train
Letting go of the need to be liked by everyone
Embracing the freedom of your 20s — single OR partnered

An oldie, a goodie, and your reminder to stop measuring your life against everyone else’s. 💛

Connect with Anna:

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Visit her website HERE!

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284. "Should I Just Burn It All Down?" Aja Vines on Trusting Your Gut, Pivoting Publicly & Why You Don't Need Permission Sep 16, 2026

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Aja Vines... intuitive guide, oracle reader, and self-appointed "rebirth doula" who has personally survived approximately 100 identity pivots and expects to survive 100 more before she leaves this earth. She joins Em and Cass for a shamelessly real conversation about big pivots. Together they unpack why leaving something without a backup plan is sometimes the most sane thing you can do, why publicly changing your mind feels humiliating (and you should absolutely do it anyway), and how to tell the difference between burnout that needs rest and a real 'this chapter is over' kind of moment.

Emma unpacks her year of unemployment, Cass gets called out on tearing herself down mid-pivot, and Aja closes with a live oracle reading for anyone on a journey right now (or about to start one).

Find Aja on TikTok @ajavines and book a reading with her here!

283. Let's F*cking Date with Serena Kerrigan Sep 09, 2026

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Serena F*cking Kerrigan... your favorite creator and soon to be new favorite author of the upcoming book Let's F*cking Date. A dating bible for all our girlies who are currently in the "trenches" of the dating world and looking for a way to "become the prize, enjoy the ride, and never settle again." She joins Em and Cass for a ZERO BS breakdown of everything we're getting wrong about dating, from why "waiting for your person" is a trap that will basically ruin your life, to how having a roster will kill off any remnants of your scarcity mentality. Plus, Emma reports back on the date she went on SPECIFICALLY to try out Serena's rules, and they rapid-fire the red flags every 30-something should probably already know. Find Serena on Instagram at @serenakerrigan and pre-order Let's F*cking Date wherever you get your books.

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