Stay ConnectedA Self-Help Podcast for the Uninitiated/Lazy/Perpetually Nomadic.
If you’re here, it’s because, for one reason or another, you’re now aware that maybe you’ve been procrastinating for a while, putting off actions that could be propelling you into a more positive realm –
but instead, you’re glued to the latest TV show you’ve committed to binging on.
I’m the laziest one in the room, so if I can do it, you certainly can too.
So let’s hold each other accountable. Accountabilibuddies.
I've been thinking about this episode for a while, and since it's coming up soon, I decided some reflection is good after a few years. Today is my thousandth day of sobriety. Does that mean that I wrote and recorded this episode in advance? Yes. Yes, it does.
well, here we are. nearly 5 months on the road, and this season, it feels different. last year, i was blissfully unaware of how much money i was spending without replenishing for around the first 4 months. then the last 2 months became so stressful that i couldn't wait to get home. this season, i left about 2 months earlier, and by month 3, i was already feeling that paycheck-to-paycheck dread that had me moving money out of my investments and racking up credit card debt to try to get out of.
If you've ever wanted to live in your van, but you've thought, "How in the hell can I make money on the road?" then this episode is for you.
so it's been a while since i've been motivated to put something together for you all. i've spent most of my free time trying to build my business and teaching myself something new almost every day. it's caused a bit of burnout from time to time, so i have to remember to put the work away and give myself a break.
so i'm not gonna lie, craig - i'm past the point of empty right now.
i'm exhausted mentally.
every day, 7 days a week from before sun up to past sunset, i am at my computer working.
there are so many gears going at once, and i have to constantly switch them up that i feel like i'm not being efficient with my time.
even right now, as i record this, and probably even while i'm listening to it back in editing, i'll be thinking, "there are other things that i need to be doing right now."
but the truth is, i'm realizing that this little project that you're listening to has always been more about putting my intentions out into the world and using that to hold myself accountable.
happy february everybody. i did the thing i said i was gonna do. i fired myself.
i'll be honest, this is the only time i've ever left a job without having "another job" lined up. not to say i don't have big plans, but this is the only time i've ever planned to not get a traditional job again.
but blue, have you lost your damn mind? is this some kind of mid life crisis where you desperately cling to delusions of no responsibilities no working make hippie amanda something something?
yes! and no! i don't know yet!
if it sounds like i recorded this episode while buried underground, it's because i did. spooky.
so i think i quit my job. and i don't have another job lined up. follow along as i contemplate throwing myself into a den of lions in this episode of "what the fuck have you done, blue?"
this is a van life episode. i'm gonna answer a few of the weird questions i get when people find out i live in my great white shark.
some of my favorites are:
"what do you like, do in here?"
"doesn't it get hot?"
"how do you poop?"
and my favorite assumption -
"sooo i guess you don't shower?"
i think on a previous episode, i spoke about how i'm always pushing several balls forward, very slowly, but it's happening. some balls roll forward for days and weeks, months even, while some balls get left behind. i'll glance over my shoulder at those couple of sad balls, but instead of abandoning them like i probably should, i give them a couple of nudges forward, hoping that will be enough to give them a purposeful life. but it's fruitless. sometimes it's for naught. did i use that correctly?
Our TOPPODCAST Picks 
