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    The Rollercoaster Podcast

    Some things break you open in a way you never fully close back up. The Rollercoaster Podcast lives in that space: the aftermath of loss, trauma, and grief, and what it takes to keep living after everything falls apart.

    Host Tyler Hall sits down with people who’ve survived the unthinkable, from the death of a loved one to abuse, addiction, and mental health crises. No polished takes, no tidy lessons. Just honest stories of healing and rebuilding.

    One of the top trauma and grief podcasts in the world. New episodes weekly. 🎢

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    He Showed Me His New House - Then I Was Fighting for My Life Nov 10, 2026
    Show notes

    What happens when the person you trust most as a child becomes the person who destroys your innocence? And how do you find your way back when that pain follows you into adulthood?


    I sat down with Micah and Diana LaCerte for one of the most powerful conversations I've had on The Rollercoaster Podcast.


    For nearly a decade, Micah endured childhood sexual abuse at the hands of a trusted church leader who had become a father figure in his life. What followed was years of shame, depression, suicidal thoughts, and a desperate search for peace through fitness, success, and achievement.


    But behind everything he accomplished was a little boy who was still hurting.


    In this episode:

    • How a trusted father figure groomed and sexually abused Micah
    • The devastating impact of childhood trauma, shame, and suicidal thoughts
    • Why success and fitness couldn't heal his deepest wounds
    • How Diana helped him find safety, faith, and the courage to speak
    • The journey toward forgiveness, healing, and breaking the cycle of trauma


    What stayed with me most was Micah's courage to confront the very thing he'd spent his life hiding.


    His story is a reminder that what happened to you doesn't have to define who you become.


    Key Moments:

    00:00 The childhood abuse that stole his innocence

    03:01 How a trusted father figure began grooming him

    06:36 The night his childhood changed forever

    09:00 Why returning to his abuser nearly cost him his life

    12:09 The family that saved him from his darkest moments

    15:42 The hidden pain behind his success

    19:30 The grandfather who gave him a reason to keep going

    23:07 How one MySpace message changed everything

    26:43 The unexpected love story that led to healing

    30:17 The moment he finally revealed his childhood abuse

    33:49 The detective's phone call that brought everything back

    37:34 How he learned to forgive the man who abused him

    41:05 The moment he realised he wasn't alone

    44:59 Why he wouldn't change his painful past

    48:34 Why God allows pain and suffering

    52:13 Was God responsible for what happened to him?

    55:23 How childhood trauma creates lifelong wounds

    59:17 Why success couldn't heal his deepest pain

    1:01:07 His message to men suffering in silence


    Connect with Me:

    Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/tyler.hall/


    Connect with Micah and Diana:

    Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/mrhitchfit/

    Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/dianachaloux/


    I Didn't Kiss Him Goodbye - Now My Husband is Dead Nov 03, 2026
    Show notes

    What do you do when the person you love tells you “I love you,” and just minutes later, your entire world falls apart?


    On June 13, 2024, MaKela Allen lost her husband, Michael, to suicide. Just hours earlier, they were planning their future, preparing to move into a new home, and talking about having another child. There was no goodbye. No warning she could have recognized. Just a final text message that would haunt her forever.


    I sat down with MaKela for a deeply personal and emotional conversation about suicide, grief, domestic abuse, and the unimaginable reality of raising children after losing their father.


    In this episode:

    • The final moments before Michael took his own life
    • The warning signs MaKela never imagined could lead to suicide
    • How she told her three-year-old son his dad was gone
    • The complicated grief of loving someone who also hurt you
    • Finding the strength to rebuild a life after unimaginable loss


    What struck me most was MaKela’s ability to hold love, anger, heartbreak, and compassion all at once.


    Her story is a reminder that grief isn't something we simply overcome. Sometimes, surviving means learning to carry what we cannot change.


    Key Moments:

    00:00 My husband's final I love you before his death

    03:42 The family tragedy before everything fell apart

    07:42 The morning my husband took his own life

    10:24 I found my husband's car surrounded by police

    15:19 The moment doctors told me he was dead

    18:22 Telling my three-year-old his dad was gone

    21:14 The painful truth about our marriage and domestic abuse

    24:08 The suicide note my husband left behind

    27:59 Loving someone who caused you so much pain

    32:05 Were there warning signs I missed before his suicide?

    36:27 How I want my children to remember their father

    40:15 Surviving the worst day of my life

    43:00 Finding hope when grief feels unbearable


    Connect with Me:

    Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/tyler.hall/

    Connect with MaKela:

    Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/makelaallen/


    She Buried Her Son… Then Went Looking for Her Husband Oct 27, 2026
    Show notes

    Britt Del Toro lost her 10-week-old son, Zeppelin. Later, she survived her own suicide attempt and then lost her husband, Troy, to suicide. Britt talks with me about organ donation, the depression that deepened after the funeral, reaching for help, loving Troy through mental illness, and parenting when you can barely get through the day. She doesn't pretend she has grief figured out, and that's exactly why this conversation matters.


    If you're struggling or thinking about suicide, you're not alone. Call or text 988 (Suicide & Crisis Lifeline, US) or visit https://stayhere.live.


    Want to share your story on The Rollercoaster Podcast? Apply here: https://therollercoasterpodcast.com/guest-application


    If this episode meant something to you, please rate and review the show on Apple Podcasts or Spotify. It's the #1 way people who are hurting find these conversations.


    The Most Heartbreaking Story I've Ever Heard... Oct 20, 2026
    Show notes

    What happens to your faith when you witness suffering so horrific that you start asking God why He allows it? Alex Barbir, founder of Building Zion, has risked his life to stand with persecuted Christians in Nigeria, where families are being murdered and villages destroyed. He shares what he saw at massacre sites, the mother cradling her murdered son, and how rebuilding villages restores hope for survivors.


    Want to share your story on The Rollercoaster Podcast? Apply here: https://therollercoasterpodcast.com/guest-application


    If this episode meant something to you, please rate and review the show on Apple Podcasts or Spotify. It's the #1 way people who are hurting find these conversations.


    He Thought it Was a Headache - Now My Husband is Dead Oct 13, 2026
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    What happens when the person you've loved almost your entire life is suddenly taken from you?


    My guest today is Ashley Leatham, who lost her husband, Scott, a 39-year-old firefighter, to a rare and aggressive cancer called NUT carcinoma. What started as persistent headaches turned into a devastating diagnosis, and just five months later, Ashley was holding her husband's hand as he took his final breath.


    They had known each other since they were 12. They built a beautiful life, raised two children, and imagined growing old together. Then everything changed.


    Ashley opens up about the unimaginable pain of watching her husband fight for his life, the heartbreak of telling their children he was dying, and the final moments she'll never forget.


    In this episode:

    • The warning signs before Scott's devastating cancer diagnosis
    • How five months changed their family's lives forever
    • The heartbreaking final days before Scott passed away
    • Navigating grief, widowhood, and raising children after loss
    • Finding purpose, faith, and hope when life feels unbearable


    This conversation is a powerful reminder that tomorrow is never promised, the people we love are everything, and even in our darkest moments, there can still be a reason to keep going.


    Key Moments:

    00:00 The heartbreaking final moments of Scott's cancer battle

    03:01 A childhood friendship that became a lifelong love

    07:50 The headaches that revealed a deadly cancer diagnosis

    12:44 The hospital visit that changed everything

    16:14 The rare cancer diagnosis and desperate fight to survive

    20:11 When chemotherapy led to a terrifying emergency

    23:05 Seven organs failing and the fight to stay alive

    27:28 The devastating cancer prognosis that shattered their hope

    30:18 How facing death changes what matters most

    35:16 The powerful life lesson Scott left behind

    38:55 The suspected cancer risks inside the fire station

    43:23 The heartbreaking news that Scott had weeks to live

    46:16 The final family memories before saying goodbye

    49:09 Holding her husband's hand as he took his last breath

    52:35 The painful reality of grief after losing a spouse

    56:06 Finding purpose and hope after unimaginable loss


    Connect with Me:

    Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/tyler.hall/

    Connect with Nick & Cassie:

    Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/dsnyash/


    I Was Almost a Killer, Here's How I Got There... Sep 29, 2026
    Show notes

    There’s a point where you can’t blame your past anymore. You have to look in the mirror and decide who you’re going to become.


    My guest, Shane Goodbar, has lived both sides of that truth.


    Shane was sexually abused as a child, learned to hide behind a mask, and eventually found escape through alcohol and drugs. What started as a way to numb the pain spiraled into addiction, broken relationships, multiple DUIs, jail, and a moment where he came terrifyingly close to taking another man’s life.


    But this isn’t just a story about addiction. It’s about accountability, recovery, fatherhood, faith, forgiveness, and what happens when you finally stop seeing yourself as the victim of your own life.


    In this episode:

    • How childhood sexual abuse shaped Shane’s identity and need to escape
    • Why drugs and alcohol became a way to stop feeling
    • The rock-bottom moment that finally broke through years of denial
    • How a two-year therapeutic community completely rebuilt his life
    • Why recovery meant learning to love the man staring back in the mirror


    What stayed with me most was Shane’s willingness to own all of it. Not excuse it. Not hide from it. Own it.


    Because no matter how lost you’ve become, your past doesn’t have to be where your story ends. But eventually, you have to take the first step.


    Key Moments:

    00:00 The man behind the mask

    03:18 Hiding childhood sexual abuse

    06:02 When drugs became the escape

    09:41 Living two different lives

    13:15 Addiction starts taking over

    17:46 The relationship that changed everything

    21:07 Becoming a father changes the path

    24:49 The lie he told himself about fatherhood

    27:07 His fourth DUI and arrest

    30:04 Ten days after leaving jail

    33:09 When rock bottom finally hit

    36:03 Facing the man he had become

    39:01 Learning to love himself again

    42:03 The identity crisis facing men

    45:12 Finding God after years of pain

    48:26 Why surrender finally brought peace

    51:03 His message to anyone still lost

    53:02 What recovery actually gives you


    Connect with Me:

    Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/tyler.hall/

    Connect with Shane:

    Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/sr_goodbar/


    This Voicemail is All I Have Left of My Mom Sep 22, 2026
    Show notes

    There are some phone calls that divide your life into a before and an after.


    My guest, Kylie Hammonds, was just 26 when she received one of those calls. Her mom, Tabitha, had died suddenly, leaving Kylie and her brother searching for answers about what happened that night.


    Kylie takes me inside the events surrounding her mother’s death, the fentanyl discovered during the investigation, the questions surrounding her father, and the painful reality of grieving her mom while also grieving a father who was still alive.


    In this episode:

    • The phone call that changed Kylie’s life forever

    • The unanswered questions surrounding her mom’s sudden death

    • Why the investigation left Kylie and her brother searching for answers

    • How she learned to release the anger she carried toward her father

    • Why preserving the voices and memories of the people we love matters so much


    But this conversation became about so much more than loss.


    Kylie shares what three years of grief, anger, prayer and healing have taught her about forgiveness, giving yourself grace, and how easily we convince ourselves we’ll have more time with the people we love.


    Later, Kylie’s boyfriend Michael Curtis joins us to share how watching her navigate this unimaginable loss inspired him to create Forevermore, a platform designed to preserve the voices, stories and memories of the people we love.


    And at the very end, Kylie plays the only voicemail she has left of her mom.


    It’s only a few seconds long, but when it’s the only chance you have to hear someone you love again, a few seconds is everything.


    Key Moments:

    00:00 The phone call that changed everything

    05:13 Flying home without knowing the truth

    10:03 Why her brother warned her at the airport

    15:07 The heartbreaking scene inside the house

    20:05 Strangers caught entering her mom’s office

    24:48 Her father’s story starts falling apart

    29:10 The addiction Kylie never fully understood

    33:07 Fentanyl changes the entire investigation

    38:22 The discovery that changed how she saw her dad

    42:04 Grieving a father who is still alive

    49:21 What grief taught her about surviving loss

    57:30 The tragedy that shaped Michael’s view of loss

    1:02:00 How Kylie’s grief sparked a bigger idea

    1:12:00 Using AI to preserve a loved one’s voice

    1:17:00 The questions that uncover your life story

    1:25:16 Hearing a loved one’s voice after they’re gone

    1:32:12 What she’d give to hear her mom again


    Connect with Me:

    Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/tyler.hall/


    Connect with Kylie:

    Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/kylie_knh/


    Connect with Michael:

    Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/michaelrrcurtis/


    Two Spouses Lost to Cancer, One New Family | Nick & Cassie Rogers on Grief, Faith & Love Again Sep 15, 2026
    Show notes

    Nick lost his wife, Anna, to breast cancer. Cassie lost her husband, Cody, to pancreatic cancer just 66 days after his diagnosis. Then they found each other. Before Cody died, he told Cassie he was already praying for the man who would one day love her and help raise their kids. Nick and Cassie talk about losing a spouse to cancer, helping young children through grief, holding onto faith when nothing made sense, and finding love again.


    Want to share your story on The Rollercoaster Podcast? Apply here: https://therollercoasterpodcast.com/guest-application


    If this episode meant something to you, please rate and review the show on Apple Podcasts or Spotify. It's the #1 way people who are hurting find these conversations.


    I Gave Him the Best Week of His Life - Now My Cousin is Dead Sep 08, 2026
    Show notes

    A few days before 16-year-old Landon took his own life, he spent what felt like one of the best weeks of his life with his cousin, Landon Ashworth.


    They ate way too much sushi, played golf, shot guns, laughed, talked about life, and dreamed about the future. When the week ended, Landon told him how much he needed it. He seemed happy. He seemed okay.


    Then came the phone call that changed everything.


    I sit down with filmmaker, actor, writer, and creator Landon Ashworth for an incredibly raw conversation about suicide, autism, grief, survivor’s guilt, and the things we sometimes don't see until it's too late.


    In this episode:

    • Losing his 16-year-old cousin Landon to suicide

    • The warning signs he wishes he had recognized sooner

    • Growing up autistic, masking, bullying, and feeling misunderstood

    • The survivor’s guilt he still carries after Landon’s death

    • Turning grief into his deeply personal film Go On


    Landon opens up about experiencing suicidal thoughts himself and why he now isn’t afraid to directly ask someone if they’re thinking about taking their own life.


    We also talk about the painful reality of trying to help someone find their way out of the darkness, why emotional pain can feel impossible to escape, and the importance of finding something worth holding onto.


    This conversation is heavy. But more than anything, it’s about choosing to keep going.


    Key Moments:

    00:00 The week before everything changed

    03:03 When Landon’s future fell apart

    06:25 The week that made him feel okay again

    10:02 The phone call no one expected

    13:43 The guilt of missing the signs

    17:02 The suicide warning signs he missed

    20:23 The reality of masking autism

    24:00 Why other people’s opinions mean nothing

    29:39 What an autistic brain can feel like

    34:29 The Hollywood advice Landon couldn’t accept

    38:00 Why vulnerable people started finding him

    41:37 Turning Landon’s suicide into Go On

    45:01 Finding a reason to stay alive

    48:02 How to get out of emotional hell


    Connect with Me:

    Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/tyler.hall/


    Connect with Landon Ashworth:

    Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/landonashworthdirects/


    #SuicidePrevention #AutismAwareness #SurvivorsGuilt


    I Found a Lump in the Shower: My Breast Cancer Story | Mya Ludwig on Fighting for My Life Sep 01, 2026
    Show notes

    When I called Mya Ludwig, she'd had a double mastectomy and was halfway through chemo. I hung up feeling like she'd helped me. Mya opens up about finding the lump, what treatment is really like, losing her hair, and refusing to let cancer become her identity. We also talk about the traumatic brain injury that taught her lessons she never expected, and finding joy in the hardest seasons.


    Want to share your story on The Rollercoaster Podcast? Apply here: https://therollercoasterpodcast.com/guest-application


    If this episode meant something to you, please rate and review the show on Apple Podcasts or Spotify. It's the #1 way people who are hurting find these conversations.


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