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Members Preview | 805: Dismantling the Dark System of Abuse Oct 30, 2025

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When deliverance stops being theory and starts manifesting in the room, the polite veneer of “therapy” shreds. In this conversation, Kelly Hawley opens the door to a world most churches refuse to touch; survivors of SRA, programmed dissociation, and the long, deliberate war on bloodlines. What begins as testimony turns into a field report from the frontlines: parts and personas formed by trauma, counterfeit “trees” built in the soul, and the odd, terrible calm of activations meant to weaponize the broken. Through it all, Kelly keeps returning to the same center; Jesus, Holy Spirit authority, and the slow work of healing that refuses to charge the wounded a dime. It’s dark. It’s real. It’s happening. And it demands a response.
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804: Crossing Realms on Soul Retrieval Missions Oct 28, 2025

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Patrick and Patti’s story is one of deep entanglement with the supernatural—and an even deeper redemption. Years of shamanic practice, soul retrievals, and spiritual power left them facing darkness masquerading as light. But when every false god failed, they found what they had been searching for all along: the real authority of Jesus Christ. What followed was a radical breaking of covenants, a cleansing of their past, and a surrender that brought true peace for the first time. This conversation isn’t about religion; it’s about the moment deception shatters, and truth finally takes its place.
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RELOADED | 512: Desert Portal Death Cult Oct 27, 2025

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In Episode 512: we are joined by James, who moved to Hollywood recently to help his career in the film industry after previously working out of Atlanta. One night, James and his friend went out to a bar where they met a guy who wanted to take them to another place to drink. Once they arrived at the new location, James' friend was so weirded out by the people he saw that he bailed and left James alone with his new acquaintance, who talked James into going to yet another party out in the desert, in a place called Joshua Tree, outside of Los Angeles. James wound up spending over 24 hours at that location, and he witnessed so many out-of-this-world things. There were vampires, cloaked figures around pentagrams, flying people, and portals opening up - and it all seemed to be focused around the guest of honor, James himself. As the danger rose, James found himself running for his life through the desert to escape these people who seemed to be grooming him as a sacrifice that night. This is one of the wildest stories we have ever had on The Confessionals, and James tells a riveting story, which could be chalked up to a tall tale by many - but James comes with the receipts that point to this event being very real.
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Members Preview | 803: The Digital Abyss Oct 23, 2025

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In this off-the-cuff studio sit-down, Tony, Derek, and Jack step away from structure and let the conversation go where it wants, faith, fear, mystery, and the unseen forces moving beneath it all. What starts as laughter turns into reflection, and what feels ordinary becomes anything but. It’s a rare glimpse behind the curtain, where stories, experiences, and convictions collide in ways that can’t be scripted or explained.
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802: Aleister Crowley The Double Agent Sorcerer Oct 21, 2025

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Was Aleister Crowley truly the wickedest man alive, or a covert double agent hiding behind the mask of the occult? In this deep-dive with Joel Thomas of Free the Rabbits, he unpacks Crowley’s shadowy connections to British intelligence, the Golden Dawn, and secret wartime missions that blurred the line between sorcery and spycraft. The conversation drifts into the strange parallels between his sketch of LAM and modern alien imagery, whispers of early mind-control experiments, and a web of influence that may have stretched from ancient rituals to world wars. In the end, Crowley emerges not as a man torn between good and evil, but as one who fully embraced the dark to serve his hidden masters.
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RELOADED | 321: The Elemental Cat Oct 20, 2025

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In Episode 321: The Elemental Cat, we talk with "Evan Kail the Pawn Man" about what it's like growing up in an extremely active home. Evan is a TikTok influencer with over 200,000 followers, and when he decided to share his haunting experiences from his childhood, he went viral. As people listened to his stories, several of our listeners told him to contact The Confessionals and share with us! Evan has experienced things disappearing in the home, entities showing themselves, objects moving and breaking, and ouija board experiences that amped up the activity to a whole new level! He also shares an EVP with us that is one of the most clearly recorded vocals you'll ever hear, and the situation surrounding the capture of the EVP will leave you trying to figure out what language is being vocalized.
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Members Preview | 801: Dogman Guarding Death's Gate Oct 16, 2025

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A few weeks after sharing her testimony of witchcraft and deliverance, Tailah returned, this time bringing her sister Lexi and husband Jericho to Nashville. What unfolded wasn’t just a family reunion, but a descent into the supernatural. Lexi revealed her chilling Dogman encounter near a Tennessee cemetery, while Jericho shared a terrifying night when chanting witches appeared outside their home. The four of them connect the dots between witchcraft, the demonic, and unseen realms, one truth cuts through the chaos; some doors, once opened, don’t easily close.
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800: Doorways to Darkness in the Invisible War Oct 14, 2025

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What if the battle for your identity began before you could even understand what was happening? In this raw conversation, Tailah exposes how early rejection and seemingly harmless spiritual curiosity can open doors to something much darker. The story winds through second-heaven warfare, violent deliverance moments, and the slow, painful work of inner healing. When Tailah shares how witchcraft posed as self-discovery and how freedom came piece by piece, eerie coincidences begin to look more like a calculated plan. By the end, you’ll be asking what unseen forces might still be shaping your own life.
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RELOADED | 528: Virginia Mountain Dracula Oct 13, 2025

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In Episode 528: Virginia Mountain Dracula we are joined by Glen. He emailed the show to tell of a wild encounter he had as a child that involved the seemingly dead body of Dracula in the mountains of Virginia. On the surface with the limited information we had in the email, we thought the story was a little far-fetched. But, there were some things in the email that left us thinking there might be something to the story. As he and I started talking he filled in the gaps of information that he left out of the email which made this scenario all the more plausible in my mind. Mainly, his grandfather was a very powerful warlock practicing a very dark and sinister form of black magick.
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Members Preview | 799: Behind The Sound of Freedom Oct 09, 2025

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What happens when a billionaire financier walks away from the boardroom and steps straight into the darkest rooms on earth? Paul Hutchinson, primary investor and executive producer of Sound of Freedom, recounts going undercover through 70+ missions, exposing trafficking pipelines, corrupt officials, and the blackmail machinery that preys on children. Tony and Paul push into the spiritual war beneath the headlines, from Haiti’s voodoo strongholds to border influxes and the porn economy that feeds demand; asking why those with power keep burying the truth. Brace for a hard look in the mirror: rescuing the innocent begins with confronting the darkness buried deep within humanity itself.
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