The Confessional with Nadia Bolz-Weber

Meg Lavery, Storyteller and Teacher May 19, 2021

“I knew that I had to do something, I was going to have to let him know, but I didn't let him know. I became paralyzed with fear of telling him.”

Meg lives in a conservation community in the Chicago suburbs with her wife, daughter, and menagerie of rescue animals. She is a middle school Health teacher and coach whose passion is helping kids become good humans. Teaching important topics like mental health, consent, communication, and empathy are her jam. She told her first story at the Wild Goose Festival in Hot Springs, NC in 2015, and is featured on The Moth podcast.

Instagram: @meha1010

Crushed Episode 1: The Feel-Good Story May 12, 2021

In 1998, fans across the country fell in love with the home run race as Mark McGwire and Sammy Sosa chased baseball immortality. Sportswriter Joan Niesen recounts her memories of that summer, examines the history and mythology of the home run and asks why people across the country wanted to believe they were watching heroes.

Crushed is a production of Religion of Sports and PRX. Listen to the full season now at apple.co/crushed.

Rev. Jeff Grant, Minister and Co-Founder of Progressive Prison Ministries May 05, 2021

“I was dressed up looking the part, but deep inside, I was just vacant. I just was not someone I was proud of anymore.”

Jeff Grant, J.D., M.Div. is Co-Founder of Progressive Prison Ministries, Inc., the one of the world’s first ministries serving the white collar justice community. Jeff co-hosts with Babz Rawls Ivy the Criminal Justice Insider podcast and hosts the White Collar Week podcast. He also leads a weekly online confidential White Collar Support Group.

Prisonist.org

Twitter: @RevJeffGrant

Wilhelm Verwoerd, Researcher and Facilitator Apr 28, 2021

“We would also be very conscious of preaching anti-communism because people were saying that the African National Congress, you know, former President Mandela's political party, they were really not liberation fighters, they were terrorists.”

Wilhelm is a facilitator and researcher based at Stellenbosch University in South Africa. A dedicated peace activist, he is also the author of several books, including most recently Verwoerd: My Journey Through Family Betrayals.

Nadia Bolz-Weber: "Panic on the Road to Jericho" Apr 21, 2021

“I spent the entire time praying, and cursing, and praying and cursing.”

Enjoy this bonus episode featuring a story Nadia Bolz-Weber told live at a Moth storytelling event in New York City in 2015.

The Confessional is produced in conjunction with The Moth, a non-profit dedicated to the art and craft of storytelling. The organization hosts storytelling events throughout the U.S.

Subscribe to The Moth podcast to hear more true stories from real people.

Twitter: @TheMoth

Elizabeth Lesser, Co-Founder of Omega Institute Apr 14, 2021

"And that was the moment ... where I was like, 'Girl, you can be a good mother and a happy, embodied woman, but you can't be a good mother and a liar.'"
Elizabeth Lesser is a bestselling author and the co-founder of Omega Institute, the renowned conference and retreat center located in Rhinebeck, New York. Elizabeth’s first book,The Seeker’s Guide, chronicles her years at Omega and distills lessons learned into a potent guide for growth and healing. She is also the author of Cassandra Speaks: When Women are the Storytellers, the Human Story Changes; Marrow; and Broken Open.

elizabethlesser.org

Instagram: @elizlesser

Dr. Ray Christian, Storyteller and Fulbright Specialist Apr 07, 2021

"I got the super squad, the dirty dozen. Nobody needs to know what's going on here; I'm handling everything."

Dr. Raymond Christian is a retired US Army paratrooper who grew up on the poverty-ridden streets of Richmond, VA. He has taught African American History and Storytelling at Appalachian State University and is a 12-time Moth Story Slam Champion and winner of the 2016 National Storytelling Festival Story Slam. Ray is a Fulbright Specialist Scholar as an expert in Education and Storytelling Narrative, and the host and producer of the podcast “What’s Ray Saying?”

Drraychristian.com

Twitter: @whatsraysaying

Joshua Harris, Storyteller and Author of "I Kissed Dating Goodbye" Mar 31, 2021

"If you can call people to a higher standard and tap into that fear, that ‘I'm not trying hard enough. I'm not really loving God enough. I'm not sacrificing enough,’ there is always going to be another person coming along with a book or a conference to sell that is going to tap into that and say, ‘You're right. You're not doing enough. Let me show you how you can do more.’”
Joshua Harris is a storyteller and owner of the marketing company Clear and Loud. He is a former pastor and author of the now unpublished book "I Kissed Dating Goodbye." He told his story in the DOCSology film I Survived I Kissed Dating Goodbye.
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Twitter: @HarrisJosh

Claire Bidwell Smith, Grief Therapist and Author Mar 24, 2021

“I just remember the feeling of having his arms around me, and I just felt so sickened that I had chosen this instead of my mother.”

Claire Bidwell Smith is a therapist specializing in grief and the author of three books about grief and loss. Visit her website to find her offerings including courses, meditations, one-on-one grief sessions and more.

clairebidwellsmith.com

Instagram: @clairebidwellsmith

Sarah Edmondson, Actor and Former Member of NXIVM Mar 17, 2021

“I essentially told her to override that very important internal compass called your gut instinct. And I told her that that wasn't accurate. She was just scared and that this is normal, that you hit up against fears that are going to stop you from your true potential … I told her to trust me, and I just, I wonder where she would be now if she’d just stayed in Vancouver and not done ESP.”

Sarah Edmondson is a Canadian actress who has starred in the CBS series Salvation and more than twelve films for the Hallmark Channel and Lifetime. In 2019, Sarah published Scarred: The True Story of How I Escaped NXIVM, the Cult that Bound My Life, with Kristine Gasbarre.

She and her husband Anthony “Nippy” Ames host the podcast A Little Bit Culty.

sarahedmondson.com

Instagram: @sarahedmondson
Twitter: @sarahjedmondson

Maria Hinojosa, Journalist Sep 22, 2020

“You know, it comes down to a human error, but one of massive proportions because you're dealing with humanity and people's lives.”

Maria is the host of Latino USA and one of the most respected journalists in the country. She also has a new memoir. It’s called Once I Was You: A Memoir of Love and Hate in a Torn America.

https://twitter.com/Maria_Hinojosa/

https://www.instagram.com/maria_la_hinojosa

This episode marks the end of season two, and the show going on a brief hiatus. But I promise we’ll be back with a third season three in the not too distant future.

Amber J. Phillips, Storyteller and Reproductive Justice Activist Sep 15, 2020

“My attachment to success prevented me from doing the one thing that I value the most in my life, which is showing up for other black women.”

Amber is a storyteller, creative content strategist, and reproductive justice activist whose work imagines a world where Black womanhood is an expansive overwhelming experience of safety, pleasure, and joy.

https://twitter.com/amber_abundance

https://www.instagram.com/amberabundance/

The book I mention in the intro to this episode is I’m Still Here: Black Dignity in a World Made for Whiteness by Austin Channing Brown.

When you’re done listening to this one, I recommend watching this video of Sonya Renee Taylor performing her poem “What Women Deserve.”

Jonathan Williams, Writer and Pastor Sep 08, 2020

“So what I ended up doing was being an incredible dick to my father. That's what I ended up doing.”

Jonathan Williams is the Lead Pastor of Forefront Church in Brooklyn, New York. He co-wrote his first book She’s My Dad: A Father’s Transition and a Son’s Redemption with his father Paula Stone Williams.

https://twitter.com/the_jonathanw

Joel Leon, Storyteller Sep 01, 2020

“But like being a father, I have to excel at that because a lot of people were expecting me not to.”

Joel was born and raised in the Bronx. He is the author of A Book About Things I Will Tell My Daughter and God Wears Durags Too. His recent TED talk on co-parenting is recommended viewing for everyone who listens to this episode.

https://twitter.com/joelakamag

https://www.instagram.com/joelakamag

Kasey Anderson, Singer/Songwriter Aug 25, 2020

“I truly believed that we had gotten Bruce Springsteen to commit to this benefit compilation. And so when I went to present that to the group, I went back through my emails and there was no such communication.”

Kasey currently serves as a program coordinator for a recovery services nonprofit in Portland, Oregon. Between around 2004 and 2013, he was best known as a recording artist, releasing a string of three solo albums and two with his band Kasey Anderson and the Honkies.

https://twitter.com/leasdef

https://www.instagram.com/leasdef/

Abby Wambach, Soccer Star Aug 18, 2020

“I didn't feel like, oh, I need to call my lawyer or anything like that. I felt like I was totally with it. And then I did the breathalyzer and I can't remember exactly what number I blew, but it was like, I think, two times the legal limit. And I thought, this machine is broken.”

When Abby retired from professional soccer in 2015, she was a two-time Olympic gold medalist, World Cup champion, and the all-time leader in goal scoring for the U.S. Women’s National Team. Today, she is also known for her speaking, activism, and writing.

https://twitter.com/AbbyWambach

https://www.instagram.com/abbywambach/

Darin Strauss, Writer Aug 11, 2020

“And then all the emotions sort of flowed and I started crying in a way I don't think I have since or probably didn't before. I was just sort of heaving and then I thought, wow, this is going to ruin me. This is the end of my life. You know?”

Darin lives in New York City. His memoir Half a Life won the National Book Critics Circle Award for Autobiography in 2011, and his latest book is called The Queen of Tuesday: A Lucille Ball Story.

https://twitter.com/Darinstrauss

Wilhelm Verwoerd, Researcher and Facilitator Aug 04, 2020

“We would also be very conscious of preaching anti-communism because people were saying that the African National Congress, you know, former President Mandela's political party, they were really not liberation fighters, they were terrorists.”

Wilhelm is a facilitator and researcher based at Stellenbosch University in South Africa. A dedicated peace activist, he is also the author of several books, including most recently Verwoerd: My Journey Through Family Betrayals.

Forgiveness and Reconciliation with Rabbi Danya Ruttenberg Jul 21, 2020

“So it's not necessarily an overnight thing. And the only person, the only person or people who get to decide if a person should be forgiven, are the ones harmed.”

Season two of The Confessional is coming very, very soon. In the meantime, I invited my good friend Rabbi Danya Ruttenberg on the show to offer a different perspective on repentance and forgiveness.

Danya is the author of seven books including most recently Nurture the Wow: Finding Spirituality in the Frustration, Boredom, Tears, Poop, Desperation, Wonder and Radical Amazement of Parenting.

https://twitter.com/TheRaDR

https://www.instagram.com/rabbidanyaruttenberg/

Melissa Febos, Memoirist Jun 09, 2020

“You know, it was like very hot - with that particular hotness of a terrible, terrible thing driven by desperation beyond the immediate situation.”

Melissa is a literary phenom who has won a gazillion awards for her incisive, honest, colorful writing. Her third book, Girlhood comes out in the Spring of 2021. I was her camp counselor for 3 years when she was in middle school.

https://twitter.com/melissafebos

https://www.instagram.com/melissafebos/

Mishka Shubaly, Singer/Songwriter Jun 02, 2020

“I held Nate's face as far away from me as I could so that he couldn't hit me. And then with my right hand I tried to destroy him”

Mishka has an MFA in writing, but prefers to live out of his van while touring as a musician. He is a storyteller, a songwriter, and a shipwreck survivor.

https://twitter.com/MishkaShubaly/

https://www.instagram.com/mishkashubaly/?hl=en

Amy Brenneman, Movie Star May 26, 2020

“I just was super hungry sexually. I was super out there. I just didn't want to be the victim. You know, I wanted to run the show. And I did.”

Amy has a degree in comparative religion from Harvard, but most folks know her as a famous actress. She’s a mom, a producer, an activist and the host of The Challengers Podcast.

https://twitter.com/AmyBrenneman

https://www.instagram.com/amybrenneman/

R Eric Thomas, Columnist at Elle.com May 19, 2020

"So I just googled, 'how to tell if your boyfriend is a Satan worshiper.'"

Eric lives in Baltimore with his husband. He’s a playwright, a columnist for Elle, and the author of Here For It, a book of essays about how to save your soul in America.

https://twitter.com/oureric

https://www.instagram.com/oureric/

Theresa Thames, Dean of the Chapel at Princeton University May 12, 2020

“On the playground, people would be singing this song, Yo Mama's on Crack Rock. … And I love that song because I love chanting it and everything. And I also loathe that song because it was my truth. I grew up in the height of crack cocaine in poverty, and my mother was on crack rock.”

Theresa lives in Princeton, NY with her beloved Kenny and their insane dog. Having a Doctorate, a Masters and a faculty position at Princeton is cool and everything, but Theresa believes there should be more curvy Black women leading yoga classes and as such, has just completed her Yoga teacher training.

https://twitter.com/TsThames

https://www.instagram.com/beautyyaya/

Chris Schuhmacher, Software Developer May 05, 2020

“I came into software development relatively late in life. You know, I'm in my mid 40s and my training actually started in 2014 inside the walls of San Quentin.”

Chris is the founder and developer of Fitness Monkey, an app that encourages the physical fitness of addicts in recovery.

https://twitter.com/nukeSchuhmacher

https://www.instagram.com/nukeschuhmacher/

Lenny Duncan, Lutheran Pastor Apr 28, 2020

“I run into someone in Boulder, and they're like you want to do some speed? And I was like, ‘hell, yeah.’ And I do some speed, and I just fall off the map.... I didn't see my daughter for 13 years after that.”

Lenny now lives in Vancouver, Washington where he is doing the crazy thing of starting a new church. His book, Dear Church, a Love Letter From A Black Preacher to The Whitest Denomination in America, is alternately tender and scathing and non-stop truth-filled.

https://twitter.com/lennyaduncan

https://www.instagram.com/lennyduncan/

Megan Phelps-Roper, Former Member of Westboro Baptist Church Apr 21, 2020

“We would see something terrible that happened, like if there was an earthquake or a fire or floods or hurricanes, or a celebrity died. Everybody around me, my family, the church members, we'd be celebrating and making plans to go and protest the funerals. And, you know, at the same time on Twitter, I'm seeing people mournful and grieving.”

Megan’s memoir of growing up in, and eventually leaving the Westboro Baptist Church, is beautifully written and absolutely captivating. She lives in South Dakota with her husband, Chad (who she met on Twitter) and her magical baby girl, Solvieg.

https://twitter.com/meganphelps

https://www.instagram.com/meganmarie/

The Confessional Trailer Apr 14, 2020

The first season of The Confessional with Nadia Bolz-Weber will drop weekly starting April 21.

Do you have something you’re not proud of that you’d like to confess? Leave a voicemail at 618-CONFESS, that’s 618-266-3377, and we may play it on an upcoming episode.

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