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TSFU’s 12 Faves of Christmas: Ash Learns the Bible Ep. 7 - O Come, Let Us Adore Them Dec 20, 2025

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🎁 On the ninth day of Faves-Mas TSFU gave to me... Ash Learns The Bible: Ep. 7- Christmas Miracles (with Kristal and Ryan, Dec 2023)
Merry Christmas Cultlings! Or Happy Honda Days, Merry Chrysler, or whatever your jam is! This is our gift to you, ANOTHER PATREON EXCLUSIVE episode!
Did y'all know that Christmas isn't JUST about presents and lights and decorations? It's actually kind of mainly about this dude named Jesus. In this special holiday episode, Ash takes a stab at telling the story of Christ's birth and Kristal steps in to make it factual. We've got a 100 plus year old woman giving birth, and justice for Elizabeth, Zechariah and John the Baptist. Ash and Kristal start the St. John the Baptist fan club with a few hashtags and t-shirts to come, SAY HIS NAME!
And Ash shares her favorite Christian rock song with us at the end, if you've got gonorrhea on Valentine's Day or Christmas... "Why Don't You Look Into Jesus?"?!
Find Kristal on her Linktree, check her out on TheGram, and find more info about and tickets to for her live stand-up shows here.
-To hear all 25 episodes of Ash Learns the Bible, plus early access to regular content, and ad-free versions of all 600 episodes in our catalog, visit our Patreon!
-If you'd like to support my escape to Indonesia, check out the GOFUNDME :)
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-Research and storytelling by Kristal Adams.
-Co-hosting and audio editing by Ryan Pregent.
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TSFU’s 12 Faves of Christmas: Black Dahlia Breakdown Eps. 3&4 - O Hodel Tree, O Hodel Tree Dec 19, 2025

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🎁 On the eighth day of Faves-Mas TSFU gave to me... Black Dahlia Breakdown: Full Series Part II - Ep. 3: Tamar and Fauna Hodel & Ep. 4: George and Surrealism (with Megan from Give Us Morgue, Mar 2023)
This season was A LOT. So many people, places, incidents, etc. to keep track of, especially over the course of a month... so we've taken out the intros and outros from episodes 2, 3 and 4 so that you can just follow the story straight from start to finish. Listen to the Part I first to hear episodes 1 and 2!
Ash and Megan from Give Us Morgue explore the man behind the mystery of who most likely killed Elizabeth Short (aka The Black Dahlia), George Hodel; as well as the generational wake of terror and destruction that he left, causing members of his own family to name the podcast Root of Evil: The True Story of the Hodel Family and the Black Dahlia after him.
-In the third installment of Black Dahlia Breakdown, Ash and Megan talk about George's daughter Tamar and the legacy of pain she left in her wake. They also discuss Tamar's first born daughter Fauna, whose traumatic upbringing with her adoptive parents could have possibly been the lesser of two evils, because life with Tamar was a living hell for her other children.
Trigger Warning for SA and highly disturbing themes.
-In their last episode, Ash and Megan go over George's obsession with the surrealist art movement, which dictated his entire value system and way of life. Surrealism is described by Mark Nelson, author of The Exquisite Corpse, as “an interplay of irrationality, eroticism, and violence…”, super stuff to live by.
Trigger Warning for highly disturbing themes.
-Join us on PATREON for ad-free access to our entire catalog (including all 25 episodes of Ash Learns the Bible), Patreon exclusive episodes and updates and all of the behind the scenes deets! We've also just introduced a new Parasocial Bestie tier that's only $2.50 a month!
-If you'd like to support my escape to Indonesia, check out the GOFUNDME :)
-Ready for a virtual game night?! Head over to our Discord!
-Absolutely amazing research assistance by Celi Riojas.
-Audio editing by Nicole Peek and Jennifer Chen.
-Myuu - Santa's Tricks is under a YouTube Free license.
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TSFU’s 12 Faves of Christmas: Black Dahlia Breakdown Eps. 1&2 - Walking in a Winter Murderland Dec 18, 2025

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🎁 On the seventh day of Faves-Mas TSFU gave to me... Black Dahlia Breakdown: Full Series Part I - Ep. 1: The Murder of Elizabeth Short & Ep. 2: George Hodel (with Megan from Give Us Morgue, Mar 2023)
This season was A LOT. So many people, places, incidents, etc. to keep track of, especially over the course of a month... so we've taken out the intros and outros from episodes 2, 3 and 4 so that you can just follow the story straight from start to finish. Make sure to check out Part II to hear episodes 3 and 4 - out now!
Ash and Megan from Give Us Morgue explore the man behind the mystery of who most likely killed Elizabeth Short (aka The Black Dahlia), George Hodel; as well as the generational wake of terror and destruction that he left, causing members of his own family to name the podcast Root of Evil: The True Story of the Hodel Family and the Black Dahlia after him.
-In episode one, Ash and Megan dig into the murder of Elizabeth Short.
Trigger warning for SA and torture.
-In the second episode, Ash and Megan look into George Hodel, the Hollywood doctor who allegedly SA'd and murdered multiple women, and likely killed Elizabeth Short.
Trigger warning for SA and highly disturbing themes.
-Join us on PATREON for ad-free access to our entire catalog (including all 25 episodes of Ash Learns the Bible), early release content, Patreon exclusive episodes, and personal updates as well as all of the behind the scenes deets! We've also just introduced a new Parasocial Bestie tier that's only $2.50 a month!
-If you'd like to support my escape to Indonesia, check out the GOFUNDME :)
-Ready for a virtual game night?! Head over to our Discord!
-Absolutely amazing research assistance by Celi Riojas.-Audio editing by Jennifer Chen and Malissa Coulson.
-Myuu - Santa's Tricks is under a YouTube Free license.
https://www.youtube.com/myuuji
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TSFU’s 12 Faves of Christmas: Feisty Festivals Ep. 3 - Have Yourself a Merry Little Krampusnacht Dec 17, 2025

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🎁 On the sixth day of Faves-Mas TSFU gave to me... Feisty Festivals - Ep. 3: Fun Religious Festivities (with Michelle, Dec 2022)
Ash and Michelle kick off the season with a couple of wild December rituals! Krampusnacht, a European tradition where drunk men dress as Krampus aka "the Christmas devil", and chase children through the streets, whipping them with branches and sticks; and a Peruvian Christmas fight club called Takanakuy. Then the gals wrap things up with a Japanese springtime festival, Kanamara Matsuri, which revolves around worshipping giant steel phalluses!
-Join us on PATREON for ad-free access to our entire catalog (including all 25 episodes of Ash Learns the Bible), early release content, Patreon exclusive episodes, and personal updates as well as all of the behind the scenes deets! We've also just introduced a new Parasocial Bestie tier that's only $2.50 a month!
-If you'd like to support my escape to Indonesia, check out the GOFUNDME
-Ready for a virtual game night?! Head over to our Discord!
-Audio editing by Emma Bowen.
-Myuu - Santa's Tricks is under a YouTube Free license.
https://www.youtube.com/myuuji
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TSFU’s 12 Faves of Christmas: Ash Learns the Bible Ep. 1 - Silent Night, Forbidden Bite Dec 16, 2025

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🎁 On the fifth day of Faves-Mas TSFU gave to me... Ash and Michelle Do the Bible - Ep. 1: Genesis - The Garden of Eden (with Michelle, Dec 2022)
Ash and Michelle kick off the PATREON EXCLUSIVE series at the beginning with The Garden of Eden... creation, nudity and serpents, oh my!
Michelle was in a Pentecostal cult for many of her teen years and learned the Bible like the back of her hand, while Ash grew up with no religious affiliations whatsoever and doesn't know SH!T about it! Yet the Bible is the #1 best-selling book in the world, with over five billion copies sold. Its stories have shaped much of our history, as well as our culture and society today. The gals talk about many cults that sprout from fundamentalist Bible ideology and Ash feels like she should be a bit more informed, and honestly... there's just some crazy ass tales in there that she's dying to hear.
-Join us on PATREON for ad-free access to our entire catalog (including all 25 episodes of Ash Learns the Bible), early release content, Patreon exclusive episodes, and personal updates as well as all of the behind the scenes deets! We've also just introduced a new Parasocial Bestie tier that's only $2.50 a month!
-If you'd like to support my escape to Indonesia, check out the GOFUNDME
-Ready for a virtual game night?! Head over to our Discord!
-Research and storytelling by Michelle Mosher.
-Audio editing and research assistance by Ryan Pregent.
-Myuu - Santa's Tricks is under a YouTube Free license.
https://www.youtube.com/myuuji
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TSFU’s 12 Faves of Christmas: Binge or Bust? Ep. 5 - Jingle Bells, McAfee Smells Dec 15, 2025

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🎁 On the fourth day of Faves-Mas TSFU gave to me... Binge or Bust? - Ep. 5: Running with the Devil - The Wild World of John McAfee (with Michelle, Sept 2022)
Strap in folks because this one is a doozy, seriously, it should brighten your day! Ash reviews one of Netflix's million new true crime docs, Running with the Devil: The Wild World of John McAfee.
"Through raw, revealing footage and interviews with fugitive tech pioneer John McAfee, this documentary uncovers new layers of his wild years on the run." - Netflix
-Join us on PATREON for ad-free access to our entire catalog (including all 25 episodes of Ash Learns the Bible), early release content, Patreon exclusive episodes, and personal updates as well as all of the behind the scenes deets! We've also just introduced a new Parasocial Bestie tier that's only $2.50 a month!
-If you'd like to support my escape to Indonesia, check out the GOFUNDME
-Ready for a virtual game night?! Head over to our Discord!
-Audio engineering by Emma Bowen.
-Myuu - Santa's Tricks is under a YouTube Free license.
https://www.youtube.com/myuuji
Music powered by BreakingCopyright: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=copExincAKU&list=PLfP6i5T0-DkI87bsPOQ2GdqCpRvtextbb&index=5
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TSFU’s 12 Faves of Christmas: Ep 48 - Deck the Halls with Metal Dentures Dec 14, 2025

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🎁 On the third day of Faves-Mas TSFU gave to me... Ep. 48 - Mystery Island: Metal Dentures, Mayhem and Murder (with Cam, Apr 2021)
Ash and Cam talk about the nuts-o shenanigans that went down on the Galapagos island of Floreana in the early 1930s!
Ash covers nudist, Nietzsche obsessed, metal denture sharing, German couple Dr. Friedrich Ritter and his younger lover Dore Strauch, and what happened on the small, desolate island of Floreana shortly after their arrival. Arriving to a deserted and barren island, the pair quickly became internationally known as "the modern day Adam and Eve". They were enjoying their privacy until two unwanted parties arrived: the Wittmers, a German family of four, and a gunslinging, self-proclaimed Austrian Baroness, accompanied by her two adoring lovers/servants who, at her behest, battled daily for her affection. Everyone hated each other and madness ensued.
-Join us on PATREON for ad-free access to our entire catalog (including all 25 episodes of Ash Learns the Bible), early release content, Patreon exclusive episodes, and personal updates as well as all of the behind the scenes deets! We've also just introduced a new Parasocial Bestie tier that's only $2.50 a month!
-If you'd like to support my escape to Indonesia, check out the GOFUNDME
-Ready for a virtual game night?! Head over to our Discord!
-Co-hosting by Cameron Holly Dexter. Find Cam at cameronhollydexter.com.
-Audio engineering by Evette Darensbourg.
-Myuu - Santa's Tricks is under a YouTube Free license.
https://www.youtube.com/myuuji
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TSFU’s 12 Faves of Christmas: Ep 35 - Rockin’ Around the Ramsey Case Part II Dec 13, 2025

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Welcome to a festive rewind through 5.5 years of chaos, cults and crime!🎁
On the second day of Faves-Mas TSFU gave to me... Ep. 35 - Theory: An Intruder Did It- JonBeńet Ramsey Part II (with Cam, Dec 2020)
In the second part of this two part episode Cam wraps up the RDI theory with some potential scenarios in which Burke may have done it. Ashley goes over several other possible suspects, and presents the evidence suggesting that it may have been an intruder, or intruders, that committed the murder.
-Join us on PATREON for ad-free access to our entire catalog (including all 25 episodes of Ash Learns the Bible), early release content, Patreon exclusive episodes, and personal updates as well as all of the behind the scenes deets! We've also just introduced a new Parasocial Bestie tier that's only $2.50 a month!
-If you'd like to support my escape to Indonesia, check out the GOFUNDME
-Ready for a virtual game night?! Head over to our Discord!
-Research and co-hosting by Cameron Holly Dexter. Find Cam at cameronhollydexter.com.
-Audio engineering by Jamison Royce. Find Jamison at 2trkmedia.com.
-Myuu - Santa's Tricks is under a YouTube Free license.
https://www.youtube.com/myuuji
Music powered by BreakingCopyright: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=copExincAKU&list=PLfP6i5T0-DkI87bsPOQ2GdqCpRvtextbb&index=5
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TSFU’s 12 Faves of Christmas: Ep 34 - Rockin’ Around the Ramsey Case Part I Dec 12, 2025

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Welcome to a festive rewind through 5.5 years of chaos, cults and crime!
🎁 On the first day of Faves-Mas TSFU gave to me... Ep. 34 - Theory: The Ramseys Did It- JonBeńet Ramsey Part I (with Cam, Dec 2020)
In part one of this two part episode Cam presents the evidence which suggests that the Ramseys may have committed the murder, the evidence that has led to the infamous RDI (Ramseys Did It) theory. She will also briefly go over the family's history, and then dive into the timeline of events leading up to, and immediately following, the discovery of JonBeńet's body.
The gals then discuss possible scenarios in which someone in the family may have committed the murder, and what their potential motive could have been.
Make sure to tune in tomorrow, when Ash goes over the evidence which points to an intruder having done it, and other potential suspects!
-Join us on PATREON for ad-free access to our entire catalog (including all 25 episodes of Ash Learns the Bible), early release content, Patreon exclusive episodes, and personal updates as well as all of the behind the scenes deets! We've also just introduced a new Parasocial Bestie tier that's only $2.50 a month!
-If you'd like to support my escape to Indonesia, check out the GOFUNDME
-Ready for a virtual game night?! Head over to our Discord!
-Research and co-hosting by Cameron Holly Dexter. Find Cam at cameronhollydexter.com.
-Audio engineering by Jamison Royce. Find Jamison at 2trkmedia.com.
-Myuu - Santa's Tricks is under a YouTube Free license.
https://www.youtube.com/myuuji
Music powered by BreakingCopyright: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=copExincAKU&list=PLfP6i5T0-DkI87bsPOQ2GdqCpRvtextbb&index=5
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TSFU Ep. 182- GOBBLE, GOBBLE, GASP: The Thanksgiving Day Murder of Bill Nelson Nov 26, 2025

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Happy early Thanksgiving y’all... we’ve got a doozy for you this week! Kristen tells Ash the insane story of Omaima Nelson, who murdered her partner Bill Nelson on Thanksgiving Day in 1991...
Trigger warning: this episode is loaded with mutilation, bondage, decapitation and cannibalism... ummm, Happy Turkey Day?
Episodes 180 & 181 available NOW on Patreon! Join us over there for early ad-free access, Patreon exclusive episodes and updates and all of the behind the scenes deets! We've also just introduced a new Parasocial Bestie tier that's only $2.50 a month!
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-Research and reporting by Kristen Jones.

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