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New York Noir- Ep. 1: The Sarah Lawrence College Cult Oct 03, 2022

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In the first episode of That's So F*cked Up Presents: New York Noir, exoneree, journalist, public speaker, author and host of the podcast Labyrinths, Amanda Knox, joins Ash as she tells the story of the Sarah Lawrence College Cult.
When Talia Ray's recently released ex-convict father, Larry, was brought into Slonim Woods 9 dorm at Sarah Lawrence College, it was under the pretense that he'd only be there for a short while as he got back on his feet. But Larry long outstayed his welcome with this vulnerable group of college kids, billing himself as a “truth teller” and "counseling" them, and one by one, sucking them into his evolving cult. Government corruption, molestation, mental illness, forced labor and sex work ensue.
Check out Amanda's show wherever you listen to podcasts, https://pod.link/1494368441, and find everything Amanda at amandaknox.com!
-Crave more New York crime? Look no further than these episodes!
*Episode 29- Cult: The Birth of NXIVM
https://pod.link/1508752329/episode/8645e3606fd4cf8489dda5ab47d5846c
*Episode 30- Cult: The Death of NXIVM
https://pod.link/1508752329/episode/2a0a51991228a876a74ba540a17410c9
*Episode 31- Wrongfully Imprisoned: Kalief Browder, with Defense Attorney Paul Prestia
https://pod.link/1508752329/episode/98c970f9d3c3f59d3ac531b88af0b199
*Episode 59- Extreme Squalor and Hoarding: The Edie Beales of Grey Gardens and the Collyer Brothers
https://pod.link/1508752329/episode/06792bee1953f20ade8f10c528e33a2d
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-Sources:
https://nymag.com/intelligencer/2022/03/larry-ray-trial-facts.html
https://www.thecut.com/2022/04/larry-ray-sarah-lawrence-students.html
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sarah_Lawrence_College
https://www.yourtango.com/2019324100/who-lawrence-ray-new-details-on-sex-cult-leader-sarah-lawrence
https://gravelocator.cem.va.gov/ngl/ngl
https://nypost.com/2022/04/06/sarah-lawrence-sex-cult-trial-for-larry-ray-verdict-reached/
https://www.songfacts.com/facts/the-who/baba-oriley
https://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-10643835/Sarah-Lawrence-sex-cult-trial-resumes.html
http://www.innercitypress.com/sdny4cjlimanrayicp071822.html
https://www.sarahlawrence.edu/financial-aid/undergraduate/tuition.html
https://nypost.com/2022/03/29/sarah-lawrence-sex-cult-funneled-money-to-dem-campaign-witness/
https://nypost.com/2022/04/06/sarah-lawrence-sex-cult-trial-for-larry-ray-verdict-reached/
https://nypost.com/2021/01/29/cohort-of-alleged-sarah-lawrence-sex-cult-honcho-indicted/
https://nymag.com/intelligencer/2022/03/larry-ray-trial-evidence.html
https://nymag.com/intelligencer/2022/03/larry-ray-courtroom-emergency.html
https://nymag.com/intelligencer/article/larry-ray-sarah-lawrence-trial.html
https://nymag.com/intelligencer/2022/03/larry-ray-trial-testimony.html
https://open.spotify.com/show/03KFUs5MWz8U8RMZE9JmWE

Binge or Bust?- Ep. 6: House of Hammer- Part I Sep 30, 2022

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Hey kids! We'll be back with episode 112 and a very intimate interview next Tuesday, in the meantime, here's a new 'Binge or Bust?' to keep you entertained!
"A shocking Hollywood scandal rips open the Hammer family's perfect façade; from rape allegations against Armie Hammer to years of deceit at the hands of his great-grandfather, the family's dark secrets finally come to light." - Discovery+
TW for this episode: major themes of sexual assault.
Starting in October, we'll be back to a nice, consistent schedule:
Mondays- That's So Fucked Up Presents
Every other Wednesday- 'Binge or Bust?'
Fridays- That's So Fucked Up
-If you’d just like to support your gals and the show, you can head over to patreon.com/TSFU and join for as little as $5 a month! That's less than a latte!
-Come hang out in our Discord! Here's your special invite: discord.gg/UYbR58B8nP!
-Check out our sweet merch at tsfuthepodcast.com/merch!
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-Audio engineering by Gaytrice Perdue.

Binge or Bust?- Ep. 7: House of Hammer- Part II Sep 30, 2022

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Hey kids! We'll be back with episode 112 and a very intimate interview next Tuesday, in the meantime, here's a new 'Binge or Bust?' to keep you entertained! This is the second part of a two part episode so if you haven't listened to part 1 yet, get on that before you listen to this!
"A shocking Hollywood scandal rips open the Hammer family's perfect façade; from rape allegations against Armie Hammer to years of deceit at the hands of his great-grandfather, the family's dark secrets finally come to light." - Discovery+
TW for this episode: major themes of sexual assault.
Starting in October, we'll be back to a nice, consistent schedule:
Mondays- That's So Fucked Up Presents
Every other Wednesday- 'Binge or Bust?'
Fridays- That's So Fucked Up
-If you’d just like to support your gals and the show, you can head over to patreon.com/TSFU and join for as little as $5 a month! That's less than a latte!
-Come hang out in our Discord! Here's your special invite: discord.gg/UYbR58B8nP!
-Check out our sweet merch at tsfuthepodcast.com/merch!
-Follow us @tsfuthepodcast on Instagram, Twitter and Facebook and on TikTok @thatssoeffedupnews!
-Audio engineering by Emma Bowen.

Colorado Carnage- Ep. 4: Serial Killer Thomas Edward Luther Sep 26, 2022

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In the final episode of That's So F*cked Up Presents: Colorado Carnage, author and forensic psychologist, Dr. Joni Johnston, joins Ash, as they co-tell the story of serial killer Thomas Edward Luther.
Thomas Edward Luther was a brutal rapist and serial killer active from the 70's to the 90's in Colorado, Vermont, West Virginia and Pennsylvania. Join Ash and serial killer expert, Dr. Joni Johnston as they break down his story and psychology!
Find all things Dr. Johnston on her website, drjonijohnston.com, and make sure to check out her books, including Serial Killers: 101 Questions True Crime Fans Ask!
-Crave more Colorado crime? Look no further than these episodes!
*Episode 25- Murder: Chris Watts and the Murder of Shanann, Bella and CeCe Watts
https://pod.link/1508752329/episode/44c2beddd244eef7f2985db17ccf786c
*Episode 34- Theory: The Ramseys Did It- JonBeńet Ramsey Part I
https://pod.link/1508752329/episode/a1b4700114d17501c4e13a1878120d7f
*Episode 35- Theory: An Intruder Did it- JonBenét Ramsey Part II
https://pod.link/1508752329/episode/b006ab4f0cb2d98c6dffd2d4af0955a8
*Episode 53- Cult: Amy Carlson and Love Has Won
https://pod.link/1508752329/episode/26a1acfdda778aa644e4566689b1bf86
*Episode 78- Murderer and Cannibal: Alferd Packer, The Colorado Cannibal
https://pod.link/1508752329/episode/27ecb629a2415dd31386d953a658e978
-If you’d just like to support the show, you can head over to patreon.com/TSFU and join for as little as $5 a month! That's less than a latte! AND ELEVEN ad-free episodes a month!
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-Audio engineering by Emma Bowen.
Sources:
https://www.reddit.com/r/LetsNotMeet/comments/9bx7v1/i_was_driven_home_from_my_bfs_house_dozens_of/
https://www.nydailynews.com/news/crime/monster-brutally-raped-killed-women-decade-article-1.3908056
http://murderpedia.org/male.L/l/luther-thomas.htm
https://www.westword.com/news/facing-the-monster-5055853?showFullText=true
https://www.onlyinyourstate.com/colorado/tom-luther-murders-colorado/
https://ourcommunitynow.com/local-culture/5-notorious-serial-killers-with-ties-to-colorado/4?utm_content=Next&utm_campaign=5%20Notorious%20Serial%20Killers%20With%20Ties%20to%20Colorado&utm_source=ocn_story&utm_medium=website
http://maamodt.asp.radford.edu/Psyc%20405/serial%20killers/Luther,%20Thomas%20Edward.pdf

TSFU Throwback: Ep. 68- Serial Killer: Jeffrey Dahmer, The Milwaukee Cannibal- Part I Sep 21, 2022

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In honor of Netflix's Wednesday release of "Monster: The Jeffrey Dahmer Story", created by Emmy Award winner Ryan Murphy (creator of American Horror Story, one of Ash's all-time faves) and starring one of Ash and Michelle's biggest celeb crushes, Evan Peters, we've decided to re-release our two-parter on Dahmer!
This is an oldie but goodie with Ash and former co-host Cam, so if you're a new listener or revisiting the story, enjoy!
This week the gals talk about the infamous Milwaukee Cannibal, Jeffrey Dahmer. Jeepers Creepers!
In the first part of this special two part episode Cam goes over Dahmer's childhood and adolescence, from his early obsession with dissecting animal and his realization that he was gay, to how he began drinking heavily at a young age and acting out in school as the class prankster. During his senior year, Dahmer is left to live alone for a short time, giving him the perfect opportunity to commit his first murder, just three weeks after high school graduation. Dahmer would spend the next nine years trying to keep his dark fantasies of murder and necrophelia at bay, earning a reputation around the gay bars and bathhouses for drugging and molesting men... and he did just that until he began his murderous reign in 1987.
-If you’d just like to support your gals and the show, you can head over to patreon.com/TSFU and join for as little as $5 a month! That's less than a latte!
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-Audio engineering by Evette Darensbourg.

Introducing: "Sins of Our Mother"- A Netflix Docuseries from Skye Borgman Sep 21, 2022

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"When Lori Vallow's kids vanished, the search for them unearthed a trail of suspicious deaths, a new husband who shared her doomsday views - and murder." - Netflix
Watch the limited Netflix docuseries from acclaimed director and friend of the podcast, Skye Borgman ("Abducted in Plain Sight", "Girl in the Picture", "I Just Killed My Dad"), now at netflix.com/title/81300060! And find Skye at skyeborgman.com.
"If you haven't watched this yet, you're sleeping on one of this year's best true crime docuseries!"-Ash
-If you're a fan of Skye's work, we did a 'Binge or Bust?' episode on "I Just Killed My Dad", that can be found anywhere that you listen to podcasts, at https://pod.link/1508752329/episode/f894e71e0f61e7133662f069efc1fa6a (spoiler alert: no surprise here, but it was a 'Binge')!
-Ash and her former co-host, Cam, also did an episode on the Brobergs, based primarily off of "Abducted in Plain Sight", which can be found at https://pod.link/1508752329/episode/1684e2f9cf3884c75cf8e8b2804798b5.
-If you're a fan of podcasts about Lori Vallow, check out Cam's coverage of Vallow at https://pod.link/1508752329/episode/645f0997e782aafa03bfe5353ee8e578.

TSFU Throwback: Ep. 69- Serial Killer: Jeffrey Dahmer, The Milwaukee Cannibal- Part II Sep 21, 2022

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In honor of Netflix's Wednesday release of "Monster: The Jeffrey Dahmer Story", created by Emmy Award winner Ryan Murphy (creator of American Horror Story, one of Ash's all-time faves) and starring one of Ash and Michelle's biggest celeb crushes, Evan Peters, we've decided to re-release our two-parter on Dahmer!
This is an oldie but goodie with Ash and former co-host Cam, so if you're a new listener or revisiting the story, enjoy! Also... this is part 2, if you're here without listening to part 1 first, why?? Trust us, the story is much better when you hear it from beginning to end!
Today the gals finish talking about the infamous Milwaukee Cannibal, Jeffrey Dahmer!
Ash covers Dahmer's second through seventeenth victims. After committing his first murder just three weeks after his high school graduation in 1978, Dahmer kept his murderous tendencies under wraps for the next nine years. He killed his second victim in a hotel room in a reported blackout in 1987 and continued to ramp things up from there. He initially murdered and dismembered victims in grandma's basement, but when young Dahmer got a place of his own, what started off as some casual necrophelia soon turned into cannibalism, and he eventually started going down the infamous human-zombie-sex-slave road. The gals also discuss how Dahmer was finally caught and how his own murder took place!
-If you’d just like to support your gals and the show, you can head over to patreon.com/TSFU and join for as little as $5 a month! That's less than a latte!
-Come hang out in our Discord! Here's your special invite: discord.gg/UYbR58B8nP!
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-Audio engineering by Evette Darensbourg.

Colorado Carnage- Ep. 3: The Denver Spider-Man Sep 19, 2022

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In the third episode of That's So F*cked Up Presents: Colorado Carnage, Lindsay Mitchell, host of the upcoming hit podcast UNjustice the Podcast, joins Ash, as they co-tell the story of the murder of Phillip Peters by Theodore Coneys aka The Denver Spider-Man.
An "old friend" planned on stopping by the home of Phillip Peters, but when he got there, instead of knocking on the door, he waited until no one was home and made a home in Phillip and his wife's attic. Ok I think that's enough info... just know that this became known as "the ghost slaying", Denver at its wildest.
Find Lindsay on Facebook at facebook.com/UNjusticethepodcast for updates on when the show will be released! Coming to a podcast app near you soon!
-Crave more Colorado crime? Look no further than these episodes!
*Episode 25- Murder: Chris Watts and the Murder of Shanann, Bella and CeCe Watts
https://pod.link/1508752329/episode/44c2beddd244eef7f2985db17ccf786c
*Episode 34- Theory: The Ramseys Did It- JonBeńet Ramsey Part I
https://pod.link/1508752329/episode/a1b4700114d17501c4e13a1878120d7f
*Episode 35- Theory: An Intruder Did it- JonBenét Ramsey Part II
https://pod.link/1508752329/episode/b006ab4f0cb2d98c6dffd2d4af0955a8
*Episode 53- Cult: Amy Carlson and Love Has Won
https://pod.link/1508752329/episode/26a1acfdda778aa644e4566689b1bf86
*Episode 78- Murderer and Cannibal: Alferd Packer, The Colorado Cannibal
https://pod.link/1508752329/episode/27ecb629a2415dd31386d953a658e978
-If you’d just like to support the show, you can head over to patreon.com/TSFU and join for as little as $5 a month! That's less than a latte! AND ELEVEN ad-free episodes a month!
-Come hang out in our Discord! Here's your special invite: discord.gg/UYbR58B8nP!
-Check out our sweet merch at tsfuthepodcast.com/merch!
-Follow us @tsfuthepodcast on Instagram, Twitter and Facebook and on TikTok @thatssoeffedupnews!
-Audio engineering by Emma Bowen.
Sources:
https://history.denverlibrary.org/news/tale-denver-spider-man
https://www.google.com/amp/s/www.9news.com/amp/article/life/stranger-than-fiction-the-denver-spiderman-and-his-moncreiff-place-murder/73-27410997
https://morbidology.com/theodore-edward-coneys-the-denver-spiderman/
https://www.ranker.com/list/theodore-coneys-facts/jacob-shelton

TSFU Listenersode 19 Sep 16, 2022

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We're going on a break! Well kind of. Over the next couple of weeks we will only be releasing 'Binge or Bust?' and That's So Fucked Up Presents: Colorado Carnage. All of us at TSFU could use a little breather and we want to give y'all a chance to catch up on, get to know, snuggle up with, whatever... our newest segment and show!
This week Ash and Michelle tell Elea's story, who survived a cult as a teen, and Heidi's story, who tells us about a water ride at a theme park in Australia gone terribly wrong!
-Do you want to be featured on a TSFU Listenersode? Send us your stories to tsfuthepodcast@gmail.com!
-Do you want to host a Listenersode with us? Sign up at the Guru level and that co-host spot is yours, along with two free mugs, a t-shirt, and a whole bunch of other nifty stuff!
-Come hang out in our Discord! Here's your special invite: discord.gg/UYbR58B8nP!
-Check out our sweet merch at tsfuthepodcast.com/merch!
-Follow us @tsfuthepodcast on Instagram, Twitter and Facebook!
-Audio engineering by Emma Bowen.

Binge or Bust?- Ep. 5: Running with the Devil- The Wild World of John McAfee Sep 14, 2022

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'Binge or Bust?' will now be released on a bi-weekly basis, every other Wednesday!
Strap in folks because this one is a doozy, seriously, it should brighten your day. Ash reviews one of Netflix's million new true crime docs "Running with the Devil: The Wild World of John McAfee". "Through raw, revealing footage and interviews with fugitive tech pioneer John McAfee, this documentary uncovers new layers of his wild years on the run." - Netflix
-If you’d just like to support your gals and the show, you can head over to patreon.com/TSFU and join for as little as $5 a month! That's less than a latte!
-Come hang out in our Discord! Here's your special invite: discord.gg/UYbR58B8nP!
-Check out our sweet merch at tsfuthepodcast.com/merch!
-Follow us @tsfuthepodcast on Instagram, Twitter and Facebook and on TikTok @thatssoeffedupnews!
-Audio engineering by Emma Bowen.

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