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    I’m Not a Monster Presents… Where is Austin Tice?

    Josh Baker enters a dangerous world of fear, greed and betrayal as he sets out to uncover the truth behind one of the biggest missing-person cases of our time – the abduction of American journalist Austin Tice.

    Josh – creator of two of the BBC’s most award-winning and widely listened-to investigative podcasts, I’m Not a Monster and The Shamima Begum Story – returns for his most ambitious chapter yet, in a major new series from BBC Radio 4 and NPR’s Embedded.

    This is not the retelling of a closed case. It is a real-time investigation into a disappearance that has remained unsolved for more than a decade, conducted in close contact with Austin’s family.

    What started out as a personal effort to help a mother find her son has turned into a multi-year journalistic investigation stretching from the corridors of power in Washington DC to the depths of the Syrian security state.

    Austin Tice is a journalist, law student and former Marine officer, who vanished in Syria in 2012. Since then, competing stories have emerged about his fate. In some, he is alive – held in a cell and waiting to be rescued. In others, he was smuggled out of Syria and hidden away. In the darkest versions, he died long ago.

    His disappearance has reached the highest levels of power – from presidents to popes – yet remarkably little is known about what happened to him.

    Investigative journalists Josh Baker and Sara Obeidat begin following Austin’s trail long before the fall of the Syrian regime. Then everything changes. The regime collapses, and the black box of Syria’s intelligence state opens. Sources step forward, unprecedented leaks arrive and doors to secret bases that had been sealed for years open. Josh and Sara speak to spies, search secret prisons and track down alleged war criminals in hiding, uncovering information that has never been made public and making discoveries that generate international headlines. The audience follows every breakthrough as the investigation closes in on those who may know the truth – while Syria is transformed and powerful interests compete to shape what happens next.

    Some claim Austin was working for the CIA. Others say he was simply a young journalist trying to make his name in war reporting.

    His fate has become entangled in secret negotiations and geopolitical power struggles that are still unfolding. At the centre of it all is his mother, Debra Tice, who has never stopped searching for her son.

    There are people who know exactly what happened to Austin.

    Some of them do not want the truth to come out.

    So where is Austin Tice?

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    I'm Not A Monster: 7. On American Soil Jan 18, 2021
    Show notes

    As Josh starts to uncover more about the family’s past, Sam tries to explain away some of the many discrepancies in her story. Then, a connection to the FBI raises new questions about her.

    If you know something that you think might help the investigation please email notamonster@bbc.com

    Reporter: Josh Baker Written by: Josh Baker and Joe Kent Producers: Joe Kent and Max Green Production assistant: Lucie Sullivan Composer: Sam Slater Mixed by: Tom Brignell Series Editor: Emma Rippon

    Commissioning Executive: Dylan Haskins Commissioning Editor: Jason Phipps

    ARCHIVE:

    ITV News: Filthy and overcrowded': Islamic State families stuck in 'no man's land' CBS News: CBS News goes inside Syrian refugee camp filled with ISIS supporters

    “I’m Not a Monster” is a collaboration between BBC Panorama and FRONTLINE (PBS) and is a BBC Radio Current Affairs production for BBC Sounds.


    I'm Not A Monster: 6. Now I’m Calling the Shots Dec 28, 2020
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    A torture prison, buying slaves and a dramatic escape: Sam continues her account of her years in Raqqa.

    This episode includes references to sexual abuse, extreme violence and some upsetting moments involving children.

    Reporter: Josh Baker Written by: Josh Baker and Joe Kent Producers: Joe Kent and Max Green Production assistant: Lucie Sullivan Composer: Sam Slater Mixed by: Rod Farquhar Series Editor: Emma Rippon

    Commissioning Executive: Dylan Haskins Commissioning Editor: Jason Phipps

    If you've been affected by any of the issues in this series, please contact support organisations in your own country.

    For a list of organisations in the UK that can provide support for survivors of sexual abuse, go to bbc.co.uk/actionline

    “I’m Not a Monster” is a collaboration between BBC Panorama and FRONTLINE (PBS) and is a BBC Radio Current Affairs production for BBC Sounds.


    I'm Not A Monster: 5. We Had a Great Life Dec 21, 2020
    Show notes

    Josh is face-to-face with Sam after a year trying to track her down. On a military base in Syria, she begins to tell her side of the story. She says it all started as a family holiday.

    Reporter: Josh Baker Written by: Josh Baker and Joe Kent Producers: Joe Kent and Max Green Production assistant: Lucie Sullivan Composer: Sam Slater Mixed By: Tom Brignell Series Editor: Emma Rippon

    Commissioning Executive: Dylan Haskins Commissioning Editor: Jason Phipps

    “I’m Not a Monster” is a collaboration between BBC Panorama and FRONTLINE (PBS) and is a BBC Radio Current Affairs production for BBC Sounds.


    I'm Not A Monster: 4. She’s Like My Mother Dec 14, 2020
    Show notes

    A young boy in the mountains of Northern Iraq makes Josh question what he knows about Sam. Then ten days searching war-torn Syria lead to an offer of help, but can it be trusted?

    This episode includes descriptions of violence and some upsetting moments involving children.

    Reporter: Josh Baker Written by: Josh Baker and Joe Kent Producers: Joe Kent and Max Green Production assistant: Lucie Sullivan Composer: Sam Slater Mixed by: Tom Brignell Series Editor: Emma Rippon

    Commissioning Executive: Dylan Haskins Commissioning Editor: Jason Phipps

    ARCHIVE:

    CBS News: Are Yazidis facing genocide at the hands of ISIS? (August 2014)

    “I’m Not a Monster” is a collaboration between BBC Panorama and FRONTLINE (PBS) and is a BBC Radio Current Affairs production for BBC Sounds.


    I'm Not A Monster: 3. My Name is Yusef Dec 07, 2020
    Show notes

    The Islamic State group forces Sam’s son Matthew to spread its propaganda. Josh searches the woods of Idaho looking for a man on an elk hunt. Then an obscure tweet leads him to Syria to try to find the family.

    If you know something that you think might help the investigation please email notamonster@bbc.com

    Reporter: Josh Baker Written by: Josh Baker and Joe Kent Producers: Joe Kent and Max Green Production assistant: Lucie Sullivan Composer: Sam Slater Mixed by: Tom Brignell Series Editor: Emma Rippon

    Commissioning Executive: Dylan Haskins Commissioning Editor: Jason Phipps

    This episode includes strong language, descriptions of violence and some upsetting moments involving children.

    ARCHIVE:

    NBC News: Boy In ISIS Propaganda Video Claims To Be 10-year-old American | TODAY (August 2017) Sky News: Battle for Raqqa: The uneasy alliance fighting IS. Foreign Affairs Editor Sam Kiley reports (2017) France 24: Syria: Islamic state group counter-attacks in Raqqa as fierce fighting rages (2017) Channel 4 News: Battle for Raqqa: is Isis about to be driven out? Lindsey Hilsum reports. (2017)

    “I’m Not a Monster” is a collaboration between BBC Panorama and FRONTLINE (PBS) and is a BBC Radio Current Affairs production for BBC Sounds.


    I'm Not A Monster: 2. Read Between the Lines Nov 30, 2020
    Show notes

    A man who says he’s a people smuggler offers to help the family, while a drive around a suburb in Indiana reveals their past. Sam’s father adds a new twist on who his daughter really is.

    This episode includes descriptions of violence and some upsetting moments involving children.

    Reporter: Josh Baker Written by: Josh Baker and Joe Kent Producers: Joe Kent and Max Green Production assistant: Lucie Sullivan Composer: Sam Slater Mixed by: Tom Brignell Series Editor: Emma Rippon

    Commissioning Executive: Dylan Haskins Commissioning Editor: Jason Phipps

    ARCHIVE:

    Fox News: ISIS uses purported American boy in latest propaganda video (August 2017) NBC News: Boy In ISIS Propaganda Video Claims To Be 10-year-old American | TODAY (August 2017) CBS News: ISIS claims boy in propaganda video is American (August 2017)

    “I’m Not a Monster” is a collaboration between BBC Panorama and FRONTLINE (PBS) and is a BBC Radio Current Affairs production for BBC Sounds.


    I'm Not A Monster: 1. I Love You, I Miss You Nov 23, 2020
    Show notes

    A suicide bombing in Iraq and a home video from inside the ISIS caliphate begin the search for a family trapped in Syria. A desperate plea arrives from an American woman who says she wants to escape the Islamic State group with her young children.

    This episode includes descriptions of violence and some upsetting scenes involving children.

    Reporter: Josh Baker Written by: Josh Baker and Joe Kent Producers: Joe Kent and Max Green Production assistant: Lucie Sullivan Composer: Sam Slater Sound Design and Mix: Tom Brignell Series Editor: Emma Rippon

    Commissioning Executive: Dylan Haskins Commissioning Editor: Jason Phipps “I’m Not a Monster” is a collaboration between BBC Panorama and FRONTLINE (PBS) and is a BBC Radio Current Affairs production for BBC Sounds.


    I'm Not A Monster: Trailer Nov 13, 2020
    Show notes

    An American mother living in the heart of the ISIS caliphate. Her husband an ISIS sniper. Her 10-year-old son forced to threaten the U.S. president in a propaganda video shown around the world. She claims she was tricked into taking her young children to war-torn Syria, but where does her account end and the truth begin?

    Over four years journalist Josh Baker unravels a dangerous story where nothing is as it seems. From the depths of Raqqa’s infamous torture prison to an elk hunt in Idaho, he uncovers secrets, lies and the lasting consequences.

    “I’m Not A Monster” is the story of one family’s journey from Indiana to the Islamic State group and back.

    Reporter: Josh Baker Written by: Josh Baker and Joe Kent Producers: Joe Kent and Max Green Production assistant: Lucie Sullivan Composer: Sam Slater Series Editor: Emma Rippon Commissioning Executive: Dylan Haskins Commissioning Editor: Jason Phipps “I’m Not a Monster” is a collaboration between BBC Panorama and FRONTLINE (PBS) for BBC Sounds.


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