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    Desert Fathers in a Year (with Bishop Erik Varden) – Exodus 90

    Modern life is like a desert—a parched and barren expanse where the soul thirsts for the living water Jesus promised at the well. Amid the ceaseless distractions and allurements of materialism, God can seem absent. As the Desert Fathers of old fled the noise of the world to seek God in silence, we too have been been called into the desert.

    Guided by Bishop Erik Varden, this year-long series—beginning January 1, 2025—invites listeners to encounter the profound wisdom of the Desert Fathers. Drawing from their timeless Sayings, Bishop Varden illuminates the lives of figures like St. Anthony of Egypt, exploring themes such as purity, humility, self-mastery, and repentance. Through their struggles in the wilderness, these early Christians uncovered the transformative power of God’s grace—lessons as relevant today as they were in their time.

    Though few of us are called to the monastic life, the spiritual combat of the Desert Fathers resonates with all who seek to follow Christ. As Jesus Himself entered the desert to confront temptation, their wisdom offers guidance for our own battles with distraction and despair, helping us find strength in prayer and discipline.

    Bishop Erik Varden, a Cistercian monk and Bishop of Trondheim, Norway, is one of today’s leading Catholic voices. A convert to Catholicism during his studies at Cambridge, he was drawn to the monastic life, ultimately joining Mount St. Bernard Abbey in England, where he eventually became abbot. Through his writing and teaching, Bishop Varden speaks compellingly to a secular world, using the language of beauty to reveal the centrality of our search for God—even when we wander astray.

    Join us as we step into the desert together, guided by the wisdom of the ancients, to rediscover the love of Christ that conquers all obstacles. Visit DesertFathers.com to learn more.

    We owe a special thanks to our partners. The Desert Fathers with Bishop Erik Varden…

    …written by Bishop Erik Varden. You can follow Bishop Varden on his blog, CoramFratribus.com
    …produced by EWTN Global Catholic Network
    …and brought to you by Exodus 90. Download the Exodus 90 app today and experience uncommon freedom in Jesus Christ with men from around the world.

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    Episode 25: The Source of Strength Jun 17, 2025
    Show notes

    Submit your question to Bishop Varden

    Episode Overview

    Join host Jamie Baxter from Exodus 90 for Episode 25 of Desert Fathers in a Year, titled “Amma Sara and the Battle Against Temptation.” This episode dives into the fifth chapter of the Desert Fathers’ systematic collection on lust, featuring a powerful saying from desert mother Amma Sara. Guided by Bishop Erik Varden, the episode explores how to face demonic temptations with fortitude and reliance on Christ, situating Christian spirituality within the pursuit of truth and freedom. Recorded during the Kings of Summer initiative, this reflection offers timeless wisdom for men seeking to conquer vice through virtue.

    Key Themes and Reflections

    • Amma Sara’s Saying: Amma Sara endured a 13-year battle with the demon of lust, never praying for the struggle to cease but simply asking, “My God, strengthen me.” When the demon, disguised as lust and later vanity, claimed defeat, she humbly replied, “Not I have vanquished you. Christ my Lord has,” showcasing reliance on Christ’s victory.
    • Role of Desert Mothers: Women like Amma Sara were equals or superiors to male monks, correcting flawed perspectives (e.g., a nun’s quip to a monk avoiding women: “Had you been a perfect monk, you wouldn’t have noticed that we are women”). A pure heart sees God’s image in all, free from passion.
    • Theology of Temptation: Temptations aren’t unfair disruptions but opportunities for growth, purifying and clarifying vulnerabilities. God allows them for salvation, not destruction, despite the devil’s suggestion of senselessness.
    • Our Father Debate: Liturgical shifts (e.g., “let us not enter temptation” vs. “lead us not”) reflect modern discomfort, but the Greek text affirms God’s purposeful allowance of trials, balanced by human frailty and divine plan.
    • Fortitude in Combat: Amma Sara’s ascesis and prayer model spiritual warfare, abiding in temptation as a crucible to emerge as “gold” through grace, rejecting both sensuality and vanity.
    • Modern Misconceptions: Secular culture demands comfort, viewing temptation as unjust, but God prioritizes truth and freedom, using trials to mature believers.

    Scriptural and Literary Connections

    • Galatians 3:28: “There is no longer Jew or Greek, slave or free, male and female,” reflected in the nun’s correction, emphasizing unity in Christ.
    • Our Father (Matthew 6:13): “Lead us not into temptation” expresses diffidence, acknowledging human limits while trusting God’s salvific purpose.
    • Athanasius’ Life of Anthony: Frames Anthony’s nuanced view of lust, setting the stage for Amma Sara’s similar reliance on Christ.
    • Bishop Varden’s Writings: His reflections on peace as conquered, not passive, align with Amma Sara’s active combat (cf. Chastity: Reconciliation of the Senses).
    • Mary of Egypt’s Life: Her holiness humbled monk Zosima, paralleling Amma Sara’s exemplary virtue.

    Action Items for Listeners

    • Adopt Amma Sara’s Prayer: Pray “My God, strengthen me” when facing temptation to rely on Christ’s power.
    • Reflect on Temptation’s Purpose: Journal how past trials have clarified weaknesses or spurred growth, fostering gratitude for God’s plan.
    • Pursue Purity of Heart: Practice seeing others as God’s image, not threats, through daily acts of reverence (e.g., kind words, blessings).
    • Engage with Kings of Summer: Join the Exodus 90 app’s challenge, meditating on King David and Christian kings to grow in virtue.
    • Submit Q&A Questions: Email hello@desertfathers.com with questions for Bishop Varden’s upcoming Q&A.
    • Share the Podcast: Recommend Desert Fathers in a Year to a friend and leave a review to support its mission.

    Call to Action

    • Visit DesertFathers.com to subscribe to the newsletter or submit questions for Bishop Varden’s Q&A (email: hello@desertfathers.com).
    • Share Desert Fathers in a Year with a friend and leave a review to grow the community.
    • Download the Exodus 90 app to join Kings of Summer, exploring Christ’s kingship through 1 Samuel and historical Christian kings.
    • Engage on social media with #DesertFathers to share insights on overcoming temptation.

    Episode Highlights

    • Amma Sara’s Fortitude: Her 13-year battle and humble reliance on Christ model spiritual warfare for modern Christians.
    • Desert Mothers’ Equality: Stories of Amma Sara and others reveal women’s integral role in asceticism, challenging male monks to greater holiness.
    • Temptation’s Role: Practical and theological insights reframe temptation as a path to truth and freedom, not mere disturbance.
    • Liturgical Nuance: The “lead us not” debate underscores God’s purposeful allowance of trials, balanced by human trust.

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    We owe a special thanks to our partners. Desert Fathers with Bishop Erik Varden is...

    • 🦉...written by Bishop Erik Varden. You can follow Bishop Varden on his blog, coramfratribus.com.


    • 🎥 ...produced by EWTN


    • 🧡...and brought to you by Exodus 90, download the Exodus 90 app today


    Bonus Roundtable: On Discernment: Three Approaches Jun 13, 2025
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    Have a question for Bishop Erik Varden?

    Bonus Roundtable Discussion - On Discernment: Three Approaches

    Join us for a special bonus roundtable discussion in Desert Fathers in a Year with host Jamie Baxter from Exodus 90, alongside Adam, Doyle, and Jared. In this episode, we dive into Abba Anthony’s profound teaching on the three bodily movements related to lust: natural, fueled by overindulgence, and demonic. The panel unpacks the Desert Fathers’ timeless wisdom, exploring how these distinctions reveal the battle for chastity, the role of technology in amplifying temptation, and the power of discernment in fatherhood and faith. Discover practical ways to guard your environment and live virtuously.

    Key Topics Covered:

    • Abba Anthony’s three bodily movements: natural, overindulgence-driven, and demonic
    • The psychological and spiritual insights of the Desert Fathers on human sexuality
    • How demons exploit disordered desires to break communion and fruitfulness
    • The role of fasting and asceticism in combating addiction, backed by modern science
    • Practical discernment for fathers to guide sons toward virtuous manhood
    • Overcoming modern temptations by guarding your environment and media consumption

    Why Listen?

    This dynamic discussion offers deep insights into battling lust and living freely in Christ, perfect for men and women seeking spiritual growth, practical faith, or guidance from the Desert Fathers. Learn how to apply Anthony’s wisdom to modern challenges like technology and fatherhood.

    Announcements:

    • Submit your questions for Bishop Erik Varden’s upcoming Q&A in July at desertfathers.com or email hello@desertfathers.com.
    • Join the Kings of Summer Challenge on the Exodus 90 app, meditating on King David and Christian kings to embrace your baptismal call.

    Subscribe for weekly episodes and share this podcast to explore the Desert Fathers’ wisdom with Bishop Erik Varden!

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    We owe a special thanks to our partners. Desert Fathers with Bishop Erik Varden is...


    • 🦉...written by Bishop Erik Varden. You can follow Bishop Varden on his blog, coramfratribus.com.


    • 🎥 ...produced by EWTN


    • 🧡...and brought to you by Exodus 90, download the Exodus 90 app today


    Episode 24: On Discernment: Three Approaches Jun 10, 2025
    Show notes

    Episode Overview

    Join host Jamie Baxter from Exodus 90 for Episode 24 of Desert Fathers in a Year, titled “On Discernment: Three Approaches.” This episode continues the exploration of the fifth chapter of the Desert Fathers’ systematic collection on lust, featuring a profound saying from Abba Anthony. Guided by Bishop Eric Varden, the episode situates Christian sexuality within human dignity and flourishing, distinguishing natural eros from destructive lust. Recorded during the Kings of Summer initiative, this reflection offers practical wisdom for men seeking to channel their desires toward Christ-like love.

    Key Themes and Reflections

    • Abba Anthony’s Saying: Abba Anthony identifies three types of bodily movement: (1) natural physical urges, neutral and good when guided by the soul; (2) lust fueled by overindulgence in food and drink, linked to gluttony; and (3) demonic impulses driven by spiritual malice, inducing sadness and despair. These distinctions provide a framework for discerning and combating lust.
    • Chastity and Human Flourishing: Bishop Varden emphasizes that the Desert Fathers were not opposed to eros or sex within marriage but condemned porneia (lust as transaction, akin to prostitution). Chastity aligns body and soul, fostering love and happiness, not stifling desire.
    • Reclaiming Anthony’s Wisdom: Contrary to Enlightenment views of Anthony as an unlettered ascetic, his letters reveal intellectual depth. His nuanced approach to lust—affirming natural urges while warning against imbalance and demonic influence—could prevent much pain if taught in seminaries and marriage preparation.
    • Body and Soul in Harmony: Anthony’s teaching rejects the notion that bodily urges are inherently sinful. The pursuit of chastity seeks to restore the fruitful complementarity of body and soul, made in God’s image, through discerning reason and disciplined habits.
    • Practical Discernment: To combat lust, Anthony advises moderating food and drink to equilibrate appetite, avoiding places of past sin, and limiting alcohol (e.g., “never take more than three cups”). Prayer and compunction drive out demonic impulses, elevating the mind toward God’s love.
    • Cultural Misconceptions: The episode challenges the view of Christian sexuality as puritanical, highlighting how lust sabotages self and others. By understanding lust’s roots—natural, indulgent, or demonic—men can redirect passions toward life-giving love.

    Scriptural and Literary Connections

    • Ephesians 5:18: “Do not get drunk with wine, for that is debauchery,” cited by Anthony to warn against lust fueled by excess.
    • Luke 21:34: Jesus’ command, “Be on guard so that your hearts are not weighed down with dissipation and drunkenness,” underscores the need for vigilance.
    • Athanasius’ Life of Anthony: Reveals Anthony’s rejection of pagan culture, not learning, affirming his intellectual depth.
    • Bishop Varden’s Chastity: Reconciliation of the Senses: Frames chastity as a path to flourishing, aligning with Anthony’s discernment of desire.

    Action Items for Listeners

    1. Discern Bodily Movements: Reflect on Anthony’s three types of lust. Are your urges natural, fueled by excess, or spiritually destructive? Journal your observations to grow in self-awareness.
    2. Moderate Appetites: Limit food, drink, or alcohol this week (e.g., skip a second helping, cap drinks at three) to equilibrate physical passions and reduce lustful impulses.
    3. Avoid Tempting Places: Identify and steer clear of environments (physical or digital) where you’ve struggled with lust, replacing them with virtuous activities like prayer or fraternity.
    4. Pray Against Demonic Influence: When sadness or despair accompanies temptation, pray a St. Michael prayer or practice compunction to expel spiritual attacks.

    Spiritual Context

    This episode deepens the discussion on lust during the Kings of Summer initiative, inviting men to meditate on King David and Christian kings via the Exodus 90 app. The reflection emphasizes discernment as a tool for virtue in a culture prone to vice, aligning with the Desert Fathers’ pursuit of perfection.

    Call to Action

    • Visit DesertFathers.com to subscribe to the newsletter or submit questions for Bishop Varden’s Q&A in early July (email: hello@desertfathers.com).
    • Share Desert Fathers in a Year with a friend and leave a review to support the podcast.
    • Download the Exodus 90 app to join Kings of Summer, exploring Christ’s kingship through 1 Samuel and historical Christian kings.
    • Engage on social media with #DesertFathers to share how you discern and combat lust.

    Notable Quotes

    • “The body’s movement, its erotic impulse, is fundamentally neutral, untouched by stains of immorality.” – Abba Anthony
    • “The pursuit of chastity is about reconquering the fruitful complementarity of body and soul.” – Bishop Eric Varden
    • “Lust is the death of love, reducing sexuality to mere transaction.” – Jamie Baxter

    Episode Highlights

    • Anthony’s Intellectual Depth: The episode corrects misconceptions of Abba Anthony as unlettered, highlighting his letters’ sophistication and relevance for modern chastity.
    • Threefold Discernment: Anthony’s framework—natural, indulgent, and demonic lust—offers practical clarity for navigating sexual temptation.
    • Practical Advice: Tips like limiting alcohol and avoiding sinful places provide actionable steps for men pursuing virtue.

    Next Episode Preview

    Join us next week for continued exploration of lust in the Desert Fathers’ collection. Submit questions for Bishop Varden at DesertFathers.com.

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    We owe a special thanks to our partners. Desert Fathers with Bishop Erik Varden is...


    • 🦉...written by Bishop Erik Varden. You can follow Bishop Varden on his blog, coramfratribus.com.


    • 🎥 ...produced by EWTN


    • 🧡...and brought to you by Exodus 90, download the Exodus 90 app today


    Bonus Roundtable: Lust Jun 06, 2025
    Show notes

    Do you have a question for Bishop Varden? Submit your questions here.

    Episode Overview

    Join host Jamie Baxter from Exodus 90 and guests Adam, Doyle, and Jared for the bonus roundtable discussion of Episode 23 of Desert Fathers in a Year, titled “Lust.” This episode marks the start of a new focus on the fifth chapter of the Desert Fathers’ systematic collection, exploring the timeless wisdom of Abba Poemen on combating lust and anger. With insights from Bishop Varden’s book Chastity: Reconciliation of the Senses, the discussion reframes chastity as a path to human flourishing, not a restrictive rule. Recorded during the Kings of Summer initiative, this episode offers practical guidance for men seeking transformation in Christ amidst a culture wounded by the sexual revolution.

    Key Themes and Reflections

    • Abba Poemen’s Saying: A brother, struggling with lust and anger, seeks advice from Abba Poemen, who references David’s triumph over the lion and bear (1 Samuel 17:34-36) to illustrate cutting off anger and squeezing out lust through labor. Poemen warns that lovers of pleasure and money cannot live according to God, emphasizing disciplined effort to redirect passions.
    • Chastity as Flourishing: Jared highlights Bishop Varden’s reframe of chastity as thriving, not a killjoy rule. Drawing from Deus Caritas Est by Pope Benedict XVI, he distinguishes eros (legitimate longing for love) from lust (self-focused distortion), countering cultural misconceptions that equate all desire with lust.
    • Cultural Crisis and Wounded Healers: The sexual revolution has wounded both society and the Church, creating timidity in teaching chastity due to scandals and cultural malaise. Jared notes that even Church leaders are “wounded healers,” yet the Church upholds human dignity through teachings like John Paul II’s Theology of the Body.
    • Lust vs. Fatherhood: Jared contrasts the vampire-like nature of lust—draining life for selfish pleasure—with fatherhood, which gives life through self-sacrifice. This aligns with Poemen’s call to redirect passions toward fruitful love, addressing the cultural confusion encapsulated in “love is love.”
    • Historical Parallels: Doyle draws from Greek and Roman sexuality, citing Plato’s Symposium and Aristophanes’ works to show that modern sexual confusion is not new. Socrates’ view of love as a pursuit of reason (logos, fulfilled in Christ) prefigures Christian chastity, offering hope that ancient struggles found resolution in truth.
    • Lust in Context: Adam shares a young man’s testimony that freedom from lust came not from fixating on it but by addressing deeper issues (e.g., anger, loneliness) through a holistic Christian life. Bishop Varden and Dorothy Sayers note the overemphasis on lust, neglecting other deadly sins like pride, which distorts virtue’s meaning.
    • HALT Acronym: Adam introduces the HALT acronym (Hungry, Angry, Lonely, Tired) as a tool to identify underlying triggers for sin, including lust. Addressing these root causes—hunger, anger, loneliness, or fatigue—helps men make better choices and fosters human flourishing.

    Scriptural and Literary Connections

    • 1 Samuel 17:34-36: David’s victory over the lion and bear, referenced by Poemen, symbolizes overcoming anger and lust through disciplined effort.
    • Deus Caritas Est by Pope Benedict XVI: Links eros and agape, affirming the legitimacy of human longing when ordered toward selfless love.
    • Theology of the Body by St. John Paul II: Roots Catholic sexual morality in human dignity, freedom, and flourishing, not shame.
    • After Virtue by Alasdair MacIntyre: Critiques modern morality’s reduction to feelings, highlighting the need to direct passions toward truth and goodness.
    • Dracula by Bram Stoker: Illustrates lust as vampiric, draining life, contrasting with life-giving fatherhood.
    • Inferno by Dante: Places lust early in hell’s circles, suggesting it’s less destructive than sins like wrath, offering hope for redemption.
    • Plato’s Symposium: Socrates’ view of love as a pursuit of reason prefigures Christ as the logos, fulfilling all desire.

    Action Items for Listeners

    1. Apply HALT: When tempted by lust or other sins, pause and assess: Are you Hungry, Angry, Lonely, or Tired? Address these root causes (e.g., eat, rest, connect) to make virtuous choices.
    2. Read Chastity: Dive into Bishop Varden’s Chastity: Reconciliation of the Senses to reframe chastity as equilibrium and flourishing. Links in show notes.
    3. Holistic Virtue: Expand your focus beyond lust to all seven deadly sins, especially pride. Reflect on how deeper struggles (e.g., anger, loneliness) influence your temptations.
    4. Seek Affirmation: Build affirming relationships through fraternity (e.g., Exodus 90) to heal emotional deprivation that fuels distorted desires.

    Spiritual Context

    This episode launches the discussion on lust during the Kings of Summer initiative, inviting men to meditate on King David and Christian kings via the Exodus 90 app. The hosts pray for listeners’ spiritual protection and invoke St. Michael, emphasizing the battle for virtue in a culture of vice.

    Call to Action

    • Visit DesertFathers.com to subscribe to the newsletter or submit questions for Bishop Varden’s Q&A in early July (email: hello@desertfathers.com).
    • Share Desert Fathers in a Year with a friend and leave a review to support the podcast.
    • Download the Exodus 90 app to join Kings of Summer, exploring Christ’s kingship through 1 Samuel and historical Christian kings.
    • Engage on social media with #DesertFathers to share how you combat lust and pursue chastity.

    Notable Quotes

    • “The Christian condition is the art of striving to answer a call to perfection while plumbing the depth of our imperfection without despairing and without giving up on the ideal.” – Bishop Varden
    • “Chastity is a coming home to yourself, an equilibrium within the tensions we all experience.” – Bishop Varden
    • “Love is love? No. One love is destructive, another builds up and gives life.” – Jared

    Episode Highlights

    • Book Recommendation: Bishop Varden’s Chastity: Reconciliation of the Senses is lauded as a modern spiritual classic, reframing chastity as flourishing.
    • Testimony: A young man’s breakthrough from lust came by addressing deeper struggles within a holistic Christian life, not fixating on chastity alone.
    • HALT Tool: Adam’s introduction of HALT (Hungry, Angry, Lonely, Tired) provides a practical framework for identifying sin’s triggers.

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    We owe a special thanks to our partners. Desert Fathers with Bishop Erik Varden is...

    • 🦉...written by Bishop Erik Varden. You can follow Bishop Varden on his blog, coramfratribus.com.


    • 🎥 ...produced by EWTN


    • 🧡...and brought to you by Exodus 90, download the Exodus 90 app today


    Episode 23: Lust Jun 03, 2025
    Show notes

    Submit your questions to Bishop Erik Varden by emailing hello@desertfathers.com.

    Episode Overview

    This episode delves into the Desert Fathers' insights on lust, drawing from Abba Poemen’s counsel to a brother wrestling with lust and anger. We explore how the Fathers understood lust (porneia) as distinct from eros, emphasizing its self-centered nature and its opposition to true freedom in Christ. The discussion challenges modern cultural myths about sexual liberation and situates Christian teachings on sexuality within a broader vision of virtue and human flourishing.

    Key Quotes

    • Abba Poemen: “On account of this David said, ‘I smote the lion, I strangled the bear,’ which is to say, I cut off anger and by labours I squeezed the life out of lust.”
    • Abba Poemen: “You cannot live according to God if you are a lover of pleasure and a lover of money.”
    • Dorothy L. Sayers (1941, The Other Six Deadly Sins): “Perhaps the bitterest commentary on the way in which Christian doctrine has been taught in the last few centuries is the fact that to the majority of people the word ‘immorality’ has come to mean one thing and one thing only.”

    Discussion Points

    1. Christian Teaching on Sexuality: Christian moral doctrine focuses on thriving, dignity, and freedom in Christ, not merely restriction. The Desert Fathers help reframe sexuality within this holistic vision.
    2. Lust vs. Eros: The Fathers used porneia to describe lust, a self-focused desire akin to prostitution, contrasting it with eros, which seeks mutual connection. Lust isolates, while eros yearns for another.
    3. Cultural Narratives: Modern culture often views lust as liberating, but the Fathers saw it as blinding, locking individuals in self-centeredness. Has “sexual liberation” truly freed us?
    4. Lust’s Deeper Roots: Poemen links lust to anger, suggesting it may reflect deeper passions like rage or greed. This perspective sheds light on societal issues like sexual abuse and manipulation.
    5. Transcendence and Meaning: In a secular age, sex is often a substitute for transcendence. The Fathers invite us to redirect desire toward God, fostering true freedom over fleeting pleasure.

    Reflection Questions

    • How do cultural views of lust as “freedom” shape our understanding of intimacy?
    • What might underlying emotions like anger reveal about struggles with lust?
    • How can the Desert Fathers’ wisdom help us live out a balanced Christian approach to sexuality?

    Further Reading

    • Bishop Erik Varden, Chastity: Reconciliation of the Senses
    • Dorothy L. Sayers, The Other Six Deadly Sins (1941, Public Morality Council address).
    • The Sayings of the Desert Fathers, focusing on Abba Poemen’s teachings.
    • The Book of Job, for reflections on embodied desire for God.

    Connect with Us

    Share your thoughts or questions by emailing Bishop Erik Varden at hello@desertfathers.com. Join us for the next episode as we continue our journey with the Desert Fathers.

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    We owe a special thanks to our partners. Desert Fathers with Bishop Erik Varden is...


    • 🦉...written by Bishop Erik Varden. You can follow Bishop Varden on his blog, coramfratribus.com.


    • 🎥 ...produced by EWTN


    • 🧡...and brought to you by Exodus 90, download the Exodus 90 app today


    Bonus Roundtable: Austerity at Home, Charity Abroad May 30, 2025
    Show notes

    Desert Fathers in a Year: Episode 22 Bonus Roundtable - Austerity at Home, Charity Abroad

    Episode Overview:

    In this Bonus Roundtable for Episode 22 of Desert Fathers in a Year, host Jamie Baxter, joined by Adam Doyle and Jared, dives into the profound saying of Abba Makarios from the Systematic Collection of the Desert Fathers. The discussion explores the balance between personal austerity and communal charity, reflecting on how the Desert Fathers’ wisdom challenges modern tendencies toward vanity and self-centeredness. This episode concludes the series’ focus on self-mastery before transitioning to the topic of lust next month.

    Key Discussion Points:

    Abba Makarios’ Saying: Abba Makarios accepted wine from his brethren to honor their hospitality but compensated by abstaining from water for a day per cup consumed—a severe act of hidden austerity. His disciple intervened, urging the brethren to stop offering wine to prevent Makarios from over disciplining himself.

    Reversing Vanity: Jamie highlights the human tendency to be indulgent at home while projecting austerity in public, driven by vanity. The Desert Fathers challenge this, urging hidden discipline and outward charity, aligning with Christ’s call to avoid performative piety (Matthew 6:16-18).

    Charity as the Goal: Jared emphasizes that asceticism is not an end but a means to cultivate love for God and neighbor. The Fathers’ practices, like relaxing disciplines for others’ sake, reveal a deeper purpose: fostering communion over self-display.

    Learning from the Body: Adam reflects on how the body’s natural longing for food mirrors the heart’s desire for God. Asceticism trains us to prioritize spiritual hunger, countering modern distractions that dull this longing.

    Hospitality and Discernment: The panel discusses the importance of receiving others’ gifts with gratitude, even if they conflict with personal disciplines. Jamie shares Bishop Varden’s insight: “Principles are important, but more beneficial still is readiness to transcend one’s individual fixed ideas.”

    Practical Challenges: Adam recounts personal anecdotes—offering a beer to a fasting Byzantine priest and a Benedictine monk eating unpalatable hot sauce out of courtesy—illustrating the need to prioritize others’ feelings over rigid rules. These stories echo the Fathers’ emphasis on joyful acceptance.

    Avoiding Empty Practices: Jamie cites Bishop Varden’s warning that public displays of austerity can render practices meaningless, squandering spiritual rewards. He references a Newman sermon on St. John, who built his eternal inheritance through hidden sacrifices.

    Practical Takeaways:

    Receive with Gratitude: When offered food, drink, or hospitality, accept it with joy, even if it doesn’t align with your preferences or disciplines. Offer any discomfort as a small act of self-denial.

    Practice Hidden Austerity: Follow the Fathers’ example by keeping your spiritual disciplines private, avoiding the temptation to showcase your piety.

    Discern with Charity: When faced with conflicts between personal rules and communal needs, prioritize love for others, discerning when to relax or uphold your practices.

    Reflect on Intentions: When offering hospitality, consider the recipient’s needs rather than your own desires. Ensure your actions build communion, not self-satisfaction.

    Memorable Quotes:

    “Principles are important, but more beneficial still is readiness to transcend one’s individual fixed ideas.” – Bishop Erik Varden

    “A true ascetic will rejoice more in occasions to mortify self-will than in displaying the rigor of his or her observance.” – Bishop Erik Varden

    “When we put on a show, we lose the reward. It loses its meaning.” – Jamie Baxter

    Call to Action:

    Subscribe: Visit DesertFathers.com to join our email newsletter and submit questions for Bishop Varden’s upcoming Q&A in early July. Email questions to hello@desertfathers.com.

    Share the Podcast: If this episode blessed you, share it with a friend and leave a comment or review to support the show.

    Join Kings of Summer: Embrace your baptismal call to kingship in Christ with Kings of Summer on the Exodus 90 app. Meditate on King David and Christian kings to cultivate virtue. Download the app or visit exodus90.com.

    Resources:

    Learn more about Desert Fathers in a Year at DesertFathers.com.

    Explore Kings of Summer and other spiritual exercises at exodus90.com.

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    We owe a special thanks to our partners. Desert Fathers with Bishop Erik Varden is...


    • 🦉...written by Bishop Erik Varden. You can follow Bishop Varden on his blog, coramfratribus.com.


    • 🎥 ...produced by EWTN


    • 🧡...and brought to you by Exodus 90, download the Exodus 90 app today


    Episode 22: Austerity at Home, Charity Abroad May 27, 2025
    Show notes

    Austerity at Home, Charity Abroad

    In Episode 22 of Desert Fathers in a Year, we continue our journey into the wisdom of the Desert Fathers, focusing on self-mastery through the lens of Abba Makarios’ life. This episode explores the delicate balance between personal asceticism and communal charity, drawing from a saying in the Systematic Collection of the Desert Fathers. Host Jamie Baxter and Bishop Erik Varden reflect on how the Fathers discreetly practiced austerity while prioritizing love and fellowship with others.

    Key Themes

    • Self-Mastery and Speech: The Desert Fathers emphasized controlling speech, as it reflects the heart’s state. Examples include Abba Anthony’s visitor likening careless speech to an unkept donkey, Abba Aqilas spitting out an evil word turned to blood, and Abba Sarapion’s transformative confession.
    • Hidden Austerity: Inspired by Christ’s teaching in Matthew 6:16-18, the Fathers hid their ascetic practices to avoid vanity. Abba Makarios exemplifies this by accepting wine from his brethren but secretly compensating with extreme self-discipline.
    • Charity Over Rigidity: The Fathers valued courtesy and fellowship over strict adherence to personal rules. Refusing hospitality, like declining food during Lent, could dishonor hosts and reflect self-satisfaction rather than humility.
    • Balancing Love and Discipline: Abba Makarios’ story illustrates accepting others’ kindness (e.g., drinking wine) to honor their generosity while privately maintaining his spiritual purpose through acts of renunciation, like abstaining from water for a day.
    • Discernment in Charity: The episode cautions against using charity as an excuse for indulgence. Abba Sissos advises seeking rational, love-driven answers when navigating social obligations, avoiding intemperance.

    Featured Story: Abba Makarios

    Abba Makarios, when offered wine by his brethren, accepted it joyfully to honor their fellowship, despite its potential to hinder his prayer. To maintain his ascetic commitment, he disciplined himself by forgoing water for a full day per cup of wine consumed—a radical act in the desert’s harsh climate. His disciple, noticing the toll, urged the brethren to stop offering wine, revealing Makarios’ hidden austerity. This story underscores:

    • The importance of accepting hospitality to build community.
    • The need for personal discipline to remain true to one’s spiritual goals.
    • The value of discerning higher goods, prioritizing others’ honor over self-display.

    Additional Insights

    • Hospitality and Intent: The episode challenges listeners to consider whether their acts of kindness are truly for others or for personal gratification.
    • Humility in Action: A story of Abbot John highlights choosing humility over correction, as he endured a night lost in the desert to avoid shaming his guide.
    • Practical Application: Listeners are encouraged to practice tactful acceptance of others’ offerings and to discern when to relax or uphold personal disciplines for the sake of love.

    Spiritual Takeaway

    The Desert Fathers teach us to balance personal austerity with communal charity. True asceticism lies not in rigid rule-following but in discerning when to set aside practices for love’s sake and when to take them up again in pursuit of self-mastery. As we approach Easter’s fifty-day season, let us emulate Abba Makarios’ example of hidden discipline and outward charity.

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    We owe a special thanks to our partners. Desert Fathers with Bishop Erik Varden is...

    • 🦉...written by Bishop Erik Varden. You can follow Bishop Varden on his blog, coramfratribus.com.


    • 🎥 ...produced by EWTN


    • 🧡...and brought to you by Exodus 90, download the Exodus 90 app today


    Bonus Roundtable: Necessary Words May 27, 2025
    Show notes

    Desert Fathers in a Year: Episode 21 Bonus Roundtable - Necessary Words

    Overview

    In this bonus roundtable discussion for Episode 21 of Desert Fathers in a Year, host Jamie Baxter and guests Adam, Doyle, and Jared dive into the fourth chapter of the systematic collection of the Desert Fathers, focusing on self-mastery. The episode explores a powerful saying attributed to Abba Serapion, highlighting the liberating power of confession, the importance of vulnerability, and the role of spiritual fathers in overcoming sin. The discussion emphasizes the timeless wisdom of the Desert Fathers and its relevance for modern Christian life, encouraging listeners to embrace truth, communion, and accountability.

    Key Themes and Insights

    1. The Power of Confession and Vulnerability

    • Saying Summary: Abba Serapion, as a young monk, secretly stole rusks (hard bread) after meals, unable to resist the urge due to shame and silence. When visitors prompted his elder, Abba Theanas, to speak about hiding thoughts and self-control, Serapion was convicted, confessed his sin, and experienced a dramatic spiritual liberation, symbolized by a fiery lamp and sulfurous stink leaving his chest.
    • Liberating Truth: The panel reflects on the transformative power of confessing sins, which breaks the isolation and despair fostered by hidden habits. Serapion’s confession not only freed him but became a testimony passed down through generations (from Abba Theanas to Abba Moses to Abba Cassian).
    • Modern Relevance: In an individualistic culture valuing privacy, the saying challenges listeners to reject the “demonic” tendency to withhold weaknesses, emphasizing vulnerability as a path to communion with God and others.

    2. The Role of Spiritual Fathers

    • Relational Healing: Jared highlights Bishop Varden’s insight that Serapion’s sin created a relational wedge between him and his spiritual father. Confession restored this communion, underscoring the necessity of spiritual fathers to guide and reflect God’s fatherly love.
    • Communal Beings: As bodily and social beings, humans need earthly mentors to embody divine accountability and love. The panel contrasts this with modern dualism, where one might rely solely on a distant “heavenly Father” without earthly guidance.
    • Father Wound: The absence or rejection of spiritual fathers can hinder spiritual growth, mirroring the impact of a biological father wound.

    3. The Unity of Desert Tradition

    • Legacy of Names: Doyle notes the saying’s chain of attribution (Cassian, Moses, Serapion, Theanas), reflecting the Desert Fathers’ humility and unity. They sought no personal fame, blending into a cohesive tradition rooted in St. Anthony, as Bishop Varden emphasized.
    • Timeless Words: The careful preservation of these names and words, despite the “tsunami” of modern information, underscores their spiritual power, memorized and transmitted for 1,700 years.

    4. Fraternity and Accountability

    • Confession as Icebreaker: Doyle shares a personal experience from an Exodus 90 Freedom Summit, where men’s vulnerable confessions of struggles (anger, alcohol, lust) united 200 participants, proving that shared accountability fosters communion and healing.
    • Reciprocal Vulnerability: In small groups, leading with openness (e.g., Doyle’s sharing of past struggles with drugs and alcohol) sets a tone for authentic sharing, countering surface-level conversations.
    • Bishop Varden’s Warning: Hidden habits and half-truths give the “hater of good” (the devil) an opportunity. Bringing sins to light through confession is the path to freedom.

    5. Providence and Courage

    • God’s Disposition: Adam reflects on Serapion’s realization that God orchestrated the visitors’ conversation, prompting his confession. This “disposition of God who loves mankind” reveals divine providence in painful circumstances.
    • Courageous Response: Serapion’s choice to confess, seeing God’s hand in the moment, models the courage needed to respond to grace, leading to his liberation and potential sainthood.
    • Application Today: The panel encourages listeners to trust God’s providence in their struggles, responding with perseverance and faith for transformation.

    6. Practical Takeaway: Communal Accountability

    • Adam’s Exercise: Form a group text with trusted friends to confess sins (e.g., pornography, gluttony) by texting “I failed.” Within 24 hours, group members fast from a meal for the person’s good. This practice:
    • Facilitates self-examination by tracking habitual sins.
    • Fosters communion through reciprocal love and support, as St. Thomas Aquinas defines it).
    • Brings light to hidden struggles, breaking the devil’s strategy of isolation.
    • Habit Formation: Small, consistent acts of confession and fasting can lead to profound spiritual growth, echoing the Desert Fathers’ emphasis on daily discipline.

    7. The Danger of Habits

    • Jared’s Reflection: Both good and bad habits, done daily, shape one’s life. Unchecked sins, dismissed as “just one time,” can lead further astray, while consistent virtues draw one closer to God, offering hope for transformation.

    Memorable Quotes

    • “Beware if you find yourself developing clandestine habits… You may be giving the hater of good an opportunity that he does not deserve.” – Bishop Varden

    Call to Action

    • Join the Kings of Summer Challenge: Download the Exodus 90 app or visit Exodus90.com to participate in a summer challenge reading 1 Samuel, focusing on the virtues of King David and Saul to overcome spiritual malaise.
    • Engage with the Podcast: Visit desertfathers.com to subscribe to the newsletter, submit questions for Bishop Varden’s Q&A, or share the podcast with a friend. Leave a comment or review to support the show.
    • Practice Accountability: As Adam suggested, form a trusted group to confess sins and fast together, growing in holiness through communal support.


    Episode 21: Necessary Words May 20, 2025
    Show notes

    Necessary Words: Confession, Freedom, and the Danger of Silence

    🏜️ Welcome to Desert Fathers in a Year!

    In today’s episode, we explore the powerful story of Abba Serapion, who struggled with a seemingly small vice—secretly stealing rusks after meals. What unfolds is a deeply human and spiritual lesson in shame, secrecy, and the liberating power of confession.

    When Serapion finally confesses his hidden sin to Abba Theonas, he is immediately freed from its grip, spiritually and even physically. His story shows how silence can become a prison, and how naming our sin—however small—can break the devil’s hold on us.

    We also contrast this with Abba John Kolobos, who fled rather than utter a single angry word, highlighting that while some words must be withheld, others must be spoken—for the sake of the soul.

    Key Themes:

    • Hiding thoughts from spiritual guides: Why it damages us and delights the enemy
    • Confession as liberation: The act of speaking the truth frees us from spiritual bondage
    • The illusion of small sins: Why seemingly minor habits (like stealing dry bread) can form deeply ingrained patterns
    • Subtle bondage: How secrecy fosters isolation, shame, and spiritual despair
    • Spiritual psychology of the Fathers: Insight into how habits harden and how grace intervenes
    • Right speech and restraint: Knowing when to speak—and when silence is an act of virtue

    Quote of the Episode:

    “By speaking out about yourself, you have slain the demon that wounded you through your silence.” – Abba Theonas

    Related Scripture & References:

    • James 5:16 – “Confess your sins to one another and pray for one another, that you may be healed.”
    • John Cassian’s Conferences – Source of today’s account
    • Proverbs 28:13 – “Whoever conceals his transgressions will not prosper, but he who confesses and forsakes them will obtain mercy.”

    Reflection Questions:

    1. Are there small habits in my life that I excuse or hide?
    2. Do I have someone I can speak honestly with—a spiritual director, a confessor, a trusted friend?
    3. Am I holding on to silence that is wounding me?
    4. When have I experienced the healing power of confession or accountability?

    Challenge This Week: Take five quiet minutes today and ask the Lord: “Is there a word I need to speak?” Whether to Him, a priest, or a friend—step into the light, and say what needs to be said.

    Subscribe & Share: If this story challenged or encouraged you, share it with someone who needs to be reminded that God’s mercy meets us in truth—and sets us free.

    We owe a special thanks to our partners. Desert Fathers in a Year is...

    • 🦉...written by Bishop Erik Varden. You can follow Bishop Varden on his blog.

    • 🎥 ...produced by EWTN

    • 🧡...and brought to you by Exodus 90, download the Exodus 90 app today


    Bonus Roundtable: Words that Wound May 15, 2025
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    Desert Fathers in a Year: Episode 20 Bonus Roundtable - Words That Wound

    Episode Overview

    Welcome to the bonus roundtable discussion for Episode 20 of Desert Fathers in a Year, hosted by Jamie Baxter from Exodus 90. In this episode, titled "Words That Wound," Jamie is joined by Adam, Doyle, and Jared to explore a powerful saying from Abba Achillas in the Desert Fathers' systematic collection, focusing on the theme of self-mastery. The discussion delves into the spiritual, literary, and practical implications of overcoming the temptation to respond to hurtful words with bitterness, drawing parallels to Christ’s example of sacrificial love.

    Key Themes and Reflections

    • The Saying of Abba Achillas: An elder visits Abba Achillas and sees him spitting blood, which Achillas explains is the result of a brother’s wounding words. Rather than speaking the hurtful word, he prayed for God’s grace, transforming the word into blood, which he spat out, finding peace and forgetting his grief. This vivid imagery highlights the spiritual discipline of resisting sinful speech and absorbing pain for the sake of love.
    • Self-Mastery and Christian Heroism: The hosts contrast the classical heroism of Achilles in The Iliad—driven by rage and resentment—with the Christian heroism of Abba Achillas, who absorbs betrayal and pain in imitation of Christ. Jared reflects on Hebrews 12:4, noting that resisting sin to the point of shedding blood can mean taking on personal suffering rather than inflicting it on others.
    • Breaking the Cycle of Violence: Drawing on René Girard’s scapegoat theory, Doyle discusses how mimetic rivalry fuels cycles of violence, which only an innocent party—like Christ—can break. Abba Achillas’ choice to “let the evil stay with me” mirrors this, stopping the cycle of verbal violence through self-control and charity.
    • Words as Weapons: The hosts explore how sarcasm, gossip, and backbiting can wound deeply, especially when coming from those closest to us. Adam shares a workplace story of being publicly blamed via email, illustrating the temptation to retaliate and the wisdom of pausing before responding.
    • Philosophical Insights: Doyle engages Friedrich Nietzsche’s critique of Christian morality as disguised resentment, arguing that Abba Achillas’ actions refute this by demonstrating genuine virtue rooted in love, not bitterness. Bishop Varden’s reflection underscores that acting on passions projects a “sick vision of the world,” while overcoming them reflects spiritual health.
    • Practical Struggles: Jamie shares a personal story about reacting angrily on the golf course and later in family life, highlighting how petty annoyances can trigger uncharitable speech. He also recounts receiving constructive criticism from his wife about his podcast delivery, initially reacting defensively but ultimately embracing humility to improve.

    Scriptural and Literary Connections

    • Romans 12:17-21: “Repay no one evil for evil… If your enemy is hungry, feed him… Overcome evil with good.” This passage frames the discussion of transforming wounds into acts of love, likened to heaping “burning coals” that purify rather than shame.
    • Hebrews 12:4: “In your struggle against sin, you have not yet resisted to the point of shedding your blood.” This verse connects Achillas’ blood imagery to the Christian call to suffer for righteousness.
    • The Iliad: The hosts contrast the rage of Achilles with Abba Achillas’ self-mastery, redefining heroism as sacrificial love.
    • Lord of the Rings: Jamie likens Achillas’ stand against evil to Gandalf’s confrontation with the Balrog at the Bridge of Khazad-dûm, symbolizing the choice to absorb evil for the sake of others.

    Action Items for Listeners

    1. Examine Your Speech: Incorporate a review of your words in your nightly examen. Reflect on moments where you spoke charitably or uncharitably, and seek grace to grow in self-mastery.
    2. Pause Before Responding: When emotionally triggered, especially in written communication like emails, wait until the next day to respond. This prevents reactive, wounding words.
    3. Redirect Gossip: When conversations veer into backbiting, intentionally say something positive about the person being discussed to redirect the dialogue toward charity.
    4. Embrace Silence: Building on last week’s action item, practice silence in conversations to cultivate patience and avoid hasty, hurtful speech.

    Spiritual Context

    This episode airs during the Easter season, a time of sustained joy and celebration of Christ’s resurrection. The hosts also express gratitude for the recent election of Pope Leo XIV, lifting him up in prayer. The discussion is framed by prayers for humility, integrity, and protection against idle chatter, invoking St. Michael the Archangel.

    Call to Action

    • Visit DesertFathers.com to subscribe to the newsletter or submit questions for the next Q&A with Bishop Varden.
    • Share Desert Fathers in a Year with a friend and leave a review or comment to support the podcast.
    • Download the Exodus 90 app to join the Easter 50 spiritual exercise, designed to deepen your joy and freedom in the resurrection.

    Closing Prayer

    The episode concludes with a prayer for grace to follow Abba Achillas’ example, to overcome wounding words, and to imitate Christ’s love. The hosts pray for Pope Leo XIV, the podcast community, and spiritual protection, closing with the St. Michael prayer.

    Quote of the Episode

    “This evil stays with me. I will not pass it on.” – Bishop Varden, summarizing Abba Achillas’ resolve.

    Next Episode Preview

    Join us next week for more wisdom from the Desert Fathers. Submit your questions for Bishop Varden at DesertFathers.com.

    Saints of the Episode

    St. Achillas, pray for us!

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    We owe a special thanks to our partners. Desert Fathers with Bishop Erik Varden is...


    • 🦉...written by Bishop Erik Varden. You can follow Bishop Varden on his blog, coramfratribus.com


    • 🎥 ...produced by EWTN


    • 🧡...and brought to you by Exodus 90, download the Exodus 90 app today


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