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    Religion & Spirituality

    Cults to Consciousness

    For the curious & compassionate. Firsthand Survivor Stories of escaping cults, high-control groups & people. 

    The Cults to Consciousness Podcast (and YouTube channel) is Hosted by Shelise Ann Sola (a former devout Mormon / CSA survivor) and her Producer husband, Jonathan Rosales. Not anti-religious but firmly anti-abuse, they aim to shed light on manipulative practices and systems, while promoting understanding and accountability. C2C has attracted a kind and engaged community who thoughtfully support their guests. Hit follow to join them on their advocacy mission! 

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    Latest Episodes:
    ULTRA ORTHODOX: Hasidic Cult Turns on Hasidic Writer For Exposing SA Injustices May 13, 2025
    Show notes

    Elad, a college student searching for answers to the mysteries of the universe, found mystical answers within a strict Hasidic community. A secular Jew up until that point, he fully embraced the theology, rules and culture. Little did he know, just how controlled his life would soon be and how much scandal he would unearth once his journalism career within the community started to take off. The cover ups, silencing and shaming was too much to ignore.


    Click here to watch on YouTube


    Find Elad on Social media:

    IG @eladnehorai https://www.instagram.com/eladnehorai?igsh=MzRlODBiNWFlZA==

    Substack: https://eladnehorai.substack.com/?fbclid=PAZXh0bgNhZW0CMTEAAabXOk7qJmywOIOi5YQsWahZSKZrhsNDhLH676jKVYOcLeLUScGyrFvqSro_aem_rrCp42zF1D9A8hnQpoZe8w


    We want to meet you in real life! Come adventure with us on our 2nd C2C VACATION! Click here to go to the official booking page


    Subscribe to our C2C "CLIPS" Channel!


    Support C2C - Any donations are welcome and appreciated to support the making of this podcast.


    Find our FULL (uncensored) merch store here!


    Patreon https://www.patreon.com/cultstoconsciousness


    Venmo @sheliseann


    Find us on Social media!

    Instagram @cultstoconsciousness

    Host Instagram @sheliseann

    Co Producer / Host @jonathan.rosales_

    TikTok @cults.to.consciousness

    Twitter @cultstocon


    **Disclaimer: Thanks for joining us at Cults to Consciousness. This storytelling podcast is meant to be for entertainment purposes only and does not substitute for medical advice. We may discuss triggering topics and we ask that you make your personal mental health a priority. Lastly, the opinions of our guests do not necessarily reflect the opinions of the host.**


    Chapter Marks

    00:00:00 Intro

    00:02:41 Understanding and uncovering systemic ab*se in high demand religions

    00:03:09 Elad's parents and how the family practiced Judaism during Elad's childhood

    00:04:45 How Elad found this Hasidic group appealing

    00:11:14 How Elad's near death experience and diagnosis of bipolar disorder led to a Hasidic Rabbi

    00:16:57 Seeking answers from a popular Rabbi

    00:21:05 How thought terminating arguments were used as a powerful tool

    00:23:13 Think critically but come to the same conclusion

    00:24:44 How Elad began to realize the high control nature of Hasidic Judaism

    00:26:30 Hasidic rules make their way into the bedroom

    00:29:47 Being taught to self-shame in the Hasidic community

    00:31:57 How speaking up about mental health was perceived in the Hasidic community

    00:33:52 How men were permitted to study Judaism and how it aided in their goal of every Jew becoming Hasidic

    00:35:16 Elad begins to unravel his beliefs

    00:37:31 How Elad's encouragement of creativity rocked the Hasidic world

    00:42:46 Elad gets pushback for publishing stories from his community

    00:45:54 How a conservative community can attract a liberal or progressive person

    00:47:09 How the different application of morals among a community can crumble a person's faith

    00:50:41 How a friend's divorce became Elad's last straw

    00:54:03 Feeling God for the first time again

    01:00:37 How further isolation was necessary for growth

    01:04:12 How Elad navigates spirituality today

    01:12:48 Linda, listen

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    Rabbi’s Ex-Wife Breaks Down PURITY Standards ft. Beatrice Weber May 12, 2025
    Show notes

    Certain Ultra Orthodox communities are considered high control groups by former members. Today, Beatrice Weber, who was a wife to a Rabbi and mother of 10 inside a Hasidic sect, takes us through the book of modesty that they were expected to follow. She will share just how much control she was under when it came to her appearance and every day expectations.


    Click here to watch on YouTube

    Watch pt 1 here: https://youtu.be/LGXNrG7kIec?si=0IbiLk6h7XQ0jtZO

    Watch pt 2 here: https://youtu.be/6MXpJm_aRoU?si=L67psW-uh-nOcwJX


    Resources for help leaving Orthodox communities

    Footsteps https://www.footstepsorg.org/

    Rights and Religion Forum https://rarforum.org/


    Find and support Beatrice!

    Linktree https://linktr.ee/bweber

    Website: https://beatriceweber.com/about/


    We want to meet you in real life! Come adventure with us on our 2nd C2C VACATION! Click here to go to the official booking page


    Subscribe to our C2C "CLIPS" Channel!


    Support C2C - Any donations are welcome and appreciated to support the making of this podcast.


    Find our FULL (uncensored) merch store here!


    Patreon https://www.patreon.com/cultstoconsciousness

    Venmo @sheliseann

    Find us on Social media!

    Instagram @cultstoconsciousness

    Host Instagram @sheliseann

    Co Producer / Host @jonathan.rosales_

    TikTok @cults.to.consciousness

    Twitter @cultstocon


    **Disclaimer: Thanks for joining us at Cults to Consciousness. This storytelling podcast is meant to be for entertainment purposes only and does not substitute for medical advice. We may discuss triggering topics and we ask that you make your personal mental health a priority. Lastly, the opinions of our guests do not necessarily reflect the opinions of the host.**

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    ULTRA ORTHODOX: The Unexpected Price of Leaving with 10 Children May 09, 2025
    Show notes

    After decades of suffering in silence and submission in the Hasidic community with 10 children, Beatrice carefully plotted her escape. With some of her children already adults, she snuck out with the youngest 4 who were still very young. The community and older children immediately turned on her and tried to take the youngest kids away in court. After years of custody battles, she kept access to her kids, but the court ordered one son stay in a Hasidic school which gave him no secular education. Beatrice sued the NYC for not regulating the religious Hasidic schools and won! This is how she deconstructed her ideology.


    Click here to watch on YouTube


    Watch pt 1 here: https://youtu.be/LGXNrG7kIec?si=fnWrmXDKdLKSy3ZF


    Resources for help leaving Orthodox communities

    Footsteps https://www.footstepsorg.org/

    Rights and Religion Forum https://rarforum.org/

    Marlene Winell Journey Free- Recover From Toxic Religions https://www.journeyfree.org/


    Find and support Beatrice!

    Linktree: https://linktr.ee/bweber

    Website: https://beatriceweber.com/about/


    We want to meet you in real life! Come adventure with us on our 2nd C2C VACATION! Click here to go to the official booking page


    Subscribe to our C2C "CLIPS" Channel!


    Support C2C - Any donations are welcome and appreciated to support the making of this podcast.


    Find our FULL (uncensored) merch store here!


    Patreon https://www.patreon.com/cultstoconsciousness


    Venmo @sheliseann


    Find us on Social media!

    Instagram @cultstoconsciousness

    Host Instagram @sheliseann

    Co Producer / Host @jonathan.rosales_

    TikTok @cults.to.consciousness

    Twitter @cultstocon


    **Disclaimer: Thanks for joining us at Cults to Consciousness. This storytelling podcast is meant to be for entertainment purposes only and does not substitute for medical advice. We may discuss triggering topics and we ask that you make your personal mental health a priority. Lastly, the opinions of our guests do not necessarily reflect the opinions of the host.**


    Chapter Marks

    00:00:00 Intro

    00:03:47 Part 1 recap

    00:05:33 Getting the court system involved for protection from her ex-husband and even chiIdren

    00:10:04 The difficulties of having to leave some chiIdren behind

    00:11:31 Beatrice makes a big mistake in court

    00:16:21 How Chavie's case impacted others and how Beatrice regained custody

    00:19:19 Beatrice can't ignore the corruption any longer and decides to heal from it

    00:20:50 It's never really "just hair"

    00:21:33 The continuous journey of healing

    00:22:57 Tackling the lack of education in the Hasidic community

    00:24:27 Discrepancies in what the courts are saying about Beatrice's case

    00:25:33 The school refuses to accept Beatrice's son again

    00:27:38 How Beatrice's case changed the school system

    00:29:58 Beatrice's children's varying reactions to their mother not just leaving the community, but also making large scale change

    00:31:35 Has Beatrice ever talked to her older chiIdren about what happened?

    00:33:20 Why it's sometimes easier for people stay in their oppressive communities

    00:35:21 What made Beatrice leave the Hasidic community altogether?

    00:38:22 TW: ED

    00:40:30 How others who have left high demand religions helped Beatrice heal

    00:45:15 How people in the Hasidic community use Beatrice's story to perpetuate harmful ideologies

    00:46:39 Things Beatrice misses from being in the community

    00:50:05 Losing your community for your freedom

    00:52:22 What makes Beatrice feel fulfilled?

    00:54:32 Huffington Post article sneak peek

    00:58:38 Exploring yourself as you are, not as someone has told you to be

    01:01:20 Resources for leaving high demand religious groups

    01:05:00 Linda, listen


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    ULTRA ORTHODOX: Life Imprisoned As a Submissive Rabbi’s Wife May 09, 2025
    Show notes

    Beatrice Weber was told her only goal in life should be getting married to a respectable Hasidic man and bearing as many children as possible. After being “rebellious” as a young teen, she was sent abroad to a strict religious school where she was meant to learn to behave. As soon as she returned, her parents set her on a path to marry a Torah scholar for a hefty price. She was only 18 years old. She would then not be allowed to use birth control and go on to having 10 children. Suffocated in the lifestyle with little to no help from her husband, she began plotting her escape.

    Click here to watch on YouTube

    Watch pt 2 here: https://youtu.be/6MXpJm_aRoU?si=L67psW-uh-nOcwJX

    Resources for help leaving Orthodox communities

    Footsteps https://www.footstepsorg.org/

    Rights and Religion Forum https://rarforum.org/

    Find and support Beatrice!

    Linktree https://linktr.ee/bweber

    Website: https://beatriceweber.com/about/

    We want to meet you in real life! Come adventure with us on our 2nd C2C VACATION! Click here to go to the official booking page

    Subscribe to our C2C "CLIPS" Channel!

    Support C2C - Any donations are welcome and appreciated to support the making of this podcast.

    Find our FULL (uncensored) merch store here!

    Patreon https://www.patreon.com/cultstoconsciousness

    Venmo @sheliseann

    Find us on Social media!

    Instagram @cultstoconsciousness

    Host Instagram @sheliseann

    Co Producer / Host @jonathan.rosales_

    TikTok @cults.to.consciousness

    Twitter @cultstocon

    **Disclaimer: Thanks for joining us at Cults to Consciousness. This storytelling podcast is meant to be for entertainment purposes only and does not substitute for medical advice. We may discuss triggering topics and we ask that you make your personal mental health a priority. Lastly, the opinions of our guests do not necessarily reflect the opinions of the host.**

    Chapter Marks

    00:00:00 Intro

    00:03:35 Beatrice's conservative community

    00:05:40 What it was like growing up with extra rules and eating by stricter kosher standards

    00:10:16 The consequences for eating the wrong color popscicle

    00:14:12 Dressing modestly to the extreme

    00:18:03 Interactions with the opposite s*x and how birthday celebrations where considered "immodest"

    00:22:15 How isolated was Beatrice's chiIdhood?

    00:23:50 How to Holocaust influences modern Jewish life

    00:26:15 How the community's set up perpetuates corporal punishment

    00:27:59 The Ritual Bath and its problematic nature

    00:31:08 Lack of s*x education in the Hasidic community

    00:32:22 Beatrice's family moves and changes her education

    00:35:29 How the focus on actions prevents original thinking

    00:38:03 The preceived importance of lingeage in the Jewish community and how long Beatrice was at seminary school

    00:39:32 Beatrice prepares for marriage and how she felt about it

    00:41:59 Beatrice's experience with the Hasidic Jewish marriage process

    00:47:55 S*x education and new rules after marriage

    00:54:19 The rules around s*x and Beatrice's ex-husbands controlling nature

    00:56:55 How did Beatrice manage with 10 kids?

    00:59:06 Getting birth control in the Hasidic Jewish community

    01:01:44 Beatrice rebells and goes to therapy

    01:05:45 When did Beatrice start to question?

    01:08:58 Beatrice realizes the only option

    01:10:46 How Beatrice had to time her escape to create the best outcome for her chiIdren

    01:13:24 Linda, listen

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    The Aftermath of Narrowly Escaping Sharia Law (Dubai to UK) ft. Nuriyah Khan May 08, 2025
    Show notes

    We are joined LIVE today with Nuriyah Khan to continue her harrowing story of escaping Sharia Law in Dubai and the ensuing aftermath.

    Click here to watch on YouTube

    Watch the initial interview with Nuriyah Here: https://youtu.be/9wgTdTU1Ay0?si=ErnHxBvAI520iKqq

    Find Nuriyah on youtube: https://www.youtube.com/@HolyHumanist

    We want to meet you in real life! Come adventure with us on our 2nd C2C VACATION! Click here to go to the official booking page

    Subscribe to our C2C "CLIPS" Channel!

    Support C2C - Any donations are welcome and appreciated to support the making of this podcast.

    Find our FULL (uncensored) merch store here!

    Patreon https://www.patreon.com/cultstoconsciousness

    Venmo @sheliseann

    Find us on Social media!

    Instagram @cultstoconsciousness

    Host Instagram @sheliseann

    Co Producer / Host @jonathan.rosales_

    TikTok @cults.to.consciousness

    Twitter @cultstocon

    **Disclaimer: Thanks for joining us at Cults to Consciousness. This storytelling podcast is meant to be for entertainment purposes only and does not substitute for medical advice. We may discuss triggering topics and we ask that you make your personal mental health a priority. Lastly, the opinions of our guests do not necessarily reflect the opinions of the host.**

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    The Unbelievable Aftermath of Escaping Two Abusive Iraqi Men May 08, 2025
    Show notes

    We had an incredible conversation with Ellaf Al-Tamini about her harrowing time in Iraq, forced to marry an ab*sive man as a chiId bride. Join us today as we dive deeper into the unbelievable aftermath of her incredible escape against all odds.


    Click here to watch on Youtube


    Watch her full interview here: https://youtu.be/4dWpPKAA5MQ?si=Vm8FeP15YWTGlPIw


    Connect with Ellaf:https://allmylinks.com/ellafaltamimi2012


    IG @ellaf_altamimi https://www.instagram.com/ellaf_altamimi


    We want to meet you in real life! Come adventure with us on our 2nd C2C VACATION! Click here to go to the official booking page


    Subscribe to our C2C "CLIPS" Channel!


    Support C2C - Any donations are welcome and appreciated to support the making of this podcast.


    Find our FULL (uncensored) merch store here!


    Patreon https://www.patreon.com/cultstoconsciousness


    Venmo @sheliseann


    Find us on Social media!

    Instagram @cultstoconsciousness

    Host Instagram @sheliseann

    Co Producer / Host @jonathan.rosales_

    TikTok @cults.to.consciousness

    Twitter @cultstocon


    **Disclaimer: Thanks for joining us at Cults to Consciousness. This storytelling podcast is meant to be for entertainment purposes only and does not substitute for medical advice. We may discuss triggering topics and we ask that you make your personal mental health a priority. Lastly, the opinions of our guests do not necessarily reflect the opinions of the host.**

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    Her Confining Teenage Life Growing Up in Saudi Arabia ft. Jasmin Faulk May 07, 2025
    Show notes

    After an incredible conversation with Jasmin Faulk-Dickerson about her story of escaping Saudi Arabia without legal ramifications, today we are joined with her LIVE to further discuss the difficulties she faced as a teenager growing up as an Italian-Arab in a fundamentalist Islamic family.


    Click here to watch on Youtube


    Watch our initial interview with Jasmin: https://youtu.be/Qc3mJ9hIuVw


    Find and Support Jasmin!

    IG: jasmin.faulk https://www.instagram.com/jasmin.faulk?igsh=MTRtbHo2dzVnd3VoMA==

    Website: http://www.jasminfaulk.com/

    Book: The Last Sandstorm Amazon: https://amzn.to/4eDElIB

    Podcast: I Want you to Meet https://www.jasminfaulkdickerson.com/iwantyoutomeet


    We want to meet you in real life! Come adventure with us on our 2nd C2C VACATION! Click here to go to the official booking page


    Subscribe to our C2C "CLIPS" Channel!


    Support C2C - Any donations are welcome and appreciated to support the making of this podcast.


    Find our FULL (uncensored) merch store here!


    Patreon https://www.patreon.com/cultstoconsciousness


    Venmo @sheliseann


    Find us on Social media!

    Instagram @cultstoconsciousness

    Host Instagram @sheliseann

    Co Producer / Host @jonathan.rosales_

    TikTok @cults.to.consciousness

    Twitter @cultstocon


    **Disclaimer: Thanks for joining us at Cults to Consciousness. This storytelling podcast is meant to be for entertainment purposes only and does not substitute for medical advice. We may discuss triggering topics and we ask that you make your personal mental health a priority. Lastly, the opinions of our guests do not necessarily reflect the opinions of the host.**

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    PANICKED Mormon Apostles Spoke This Weekend— EVERYTHING You Should Know May 07, 2025
    Show notes

    The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints (formerly known as the Mormon church) holds a General Conference for its members twice per year, where the Apostles and Prophet give direction and inspiration as received by God. Today, led by the fabulous ex-mormon content creators and Mormon challengers, Julia & Jennie, we will discuss their commandments around women's reproduction, population control, reconversion of apostates and more. These themes will paint a clear picture as to why the leaders are so panicked. Join us for all the tea from this past weekend's talks.

    Click here to watch on YouTube


    Make sure to follow Jennie & Julia's NEW podcast and check out their socials below! https://www.youtube.com/@UCm8C7xksoeTqpoGRERabJwg


    Julia with Analyzing Mormonsim

    IG @analyzing.mormonism

    https://www.instagram.com/analyzing.mormonism?igsh=NTc4MTIwNjQ2YQ==

    TikTok @analyzing.mormonism

    https://www.tiktok.com/@analyzing.mormonism?_t=ZT-8tQ3BW3QPfv&_r=1

    YouTube https://www.youtube.com/@analyzingmormonism

    Julia's video: Blood Atonement: The Fatal Occult Ritual of Early Mormonism https://youtu.be/Fv0CvpwZzQo


    Jennie

    TikTok @lifetaketwo https://www.tiktok.com/@lifetaketwo?_t=8oifKuMyiQY&_r=1

    IG @lifetaketwojennie https://www.instagram.com/lifetaketwojennie?igsh=MWQ1ZGUxMzBkMA==

    YouTube @lifetaketwo7662 https://m.youtube.com/@lifetaketwo7662

    Linktree https://linktr.ee/lifetaketwo


    Jennie's videos:

    The Dark Side of Growing Up a Girl in the Mormon Church

    https://youtu.be/qqcVYErkLXc

    Barely Surviving a Painful Life As a Mormon TRAD WIFE

    https://youtu.be/n_N_P5RHhfM


    We want to meet you in real life! Come adventure with us on our 2nd C2C VACATION! Click here to go to the official booking page


    Subscribe to our C2C "CLIPS" Channel!


    Support C2C - Any donations are welcome and appreciated to support the making of this podcast.


    Find our FULL (uncensored) merch store here!


    Patreon https://www.patreon.com/cultstoconsciousness


    Venmo @sheliseann


    Find us on Social media!

    Instagram @cultstoconsciousness

    Host Instagram @sheliseann

    Co Producer / Host @jonathan.rosales_

    TikTok @cults.to.consciousness

    Twitter @cultstocon


    **Disclaimer: Thanks for joining us at Cults to Consciousness. This storytelling podcast is meant to be for entertainment purposes only and does not substitute for medical advice. We may discuss triggering topics and we ask that you make your personal mental health a priority. Lastly, the opinions of our guests do not necessarily reflect the opinions of the host.**

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    Barely Surviving a Painful Life As a Mormon TRAD WIFE May 06, 2025
    Show notes

    CW: DV & suicide attempt. After being spiritually manipulated to marry a stranger, Jennie did whatever she could to be the woman her new husband wanted. Fitting herself into a tight, Mormon, Trad wife box, if began to suffocate her. One year in she almost had an out, as her husband was also unhappy and asked for a divorce. However, the high leaders in the church said no, and threatened their eternal salvation if they were to even consider breaking their temple covenants. What she would uncover 20 years later would leave her hanging on by a thread.

    Click here to watch on YouTube


    Watch pt 1: The Dark Side of Growing Up a Girl in the Mormon Church


    Find Jennie!

    TikTok @lifetaketwo

    IG @lifetaketwojennie

    YouTube @lifetaketwo7662

    Linktree https://linktr.ee/lifetaketwo


    We want to meet you in real life! Come adventure with us on our 2nd C2C VACATION! Click here to go to the official booking page


    Subscribe to our C2C "CLIPS" Channel!


    Support C2C - Any donations are welcome and appreciated to support the making of this podcast.


    Find our FULL (uncensored) merch store here!


    Patreon https://www.patreon.com/cultstoconsciousness


    Venmo @sheliseann


    Find us on Social media!

    Instagram @cultstoconsciousness

    Host Instagram @sheliseann

    Co Producer / Host @jonathan.rosales_

    TikTok @cults.to.consciousness

    Twitter @cultstocon


    **Disclaimer: Thanks for joining us at Cults to Consciousness. This storytelling podcast is meant to be for entertainment purposes only and does not substitute for medical advice. We may discuss triggering topics and we ask that you make your personal mental health a priority. Lastly, the opinions of our guests do not necessarily reflect the opinions of the host.**


    Chapter Marks

    00:00:00 Intro

    00:02:55 Previous episode recap

    00:03:32 Jennie's traumatic Mormon temple ceremony experience

    00:13:27 Endowment session/temple marriage

    00:19:37 Jennie's difficult wedding night

    00:26:48 Struggling to be perfect for her stranger husband

    00:35:11 Jennie abandoning her self worth and placing it on her achievements

    00:39:52 The invisible shock collar of Mormonism & high generational expectations

    00:42:09 **We are not against someone CHOOSING to be a trad wife**

    00:44:24 Jake takes Jennie to a meeting with a high authority to drop a HUGE bomb

    00:52:27 Jennie found out her husband had a double life

    00:57:26 Jennie turned to the church for help & lost her faith instead

    01:03:25 Uncovering the lies and deception from the Mormon church

    01:06:36 TW: Su*c*de attempt- How Jennie's mental health took a dive after losing everything

    01:12:32 The wild sychronistic way Jennie met her now husband

    01:21:31 Linda, Listen


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    The Dark Side of Growing Up a Girl in the Mormon Church ft. Jennie Gage May 05, 2025
    Show notes

    Known for her uncensored TikTok @lifetaketwo, Jennie Gage expresses the dark side of being raised in the Mainstream Mormon church. She was groomed to be a stay at home wife and mother, with so much emphasis placed on virtue and virginity. When she was assaulted at 14, she was told to repent and read a book authored by a high LDS authority which said she would be better off dead than without her virtue. When she didn’t succeed, she gave her life even more to the church and when leaders, years later, told her to marry a man/stranger who had also just taken advantage of her, she called off her engagement to the love of her life and complied. Though devout and active members of the church, her parents were not allowed to attend her temple wedding due to extreme poverty making them unable to pay tithing.

    Click here to watch on YouTube


    Watch pt 2 here: https://youtu.be/n_N_P5RHhfM?si=dHeLa0ROKsXkRDU3


    Find Jennie!

    TikTok @lifetaketwo https://www.tiktok.com/@lifetaketwo?_t=8oifKuMyiQY&_r=1

    IG @lifetaketwojennie https://www.instagram.com/lifetaketwojennie?igsh=MWQ1ZGUxMzBkMA==

    YouTube @lifetaketwo7662 https://m.youtube.com/@lifetaketwo7662

    Linktree https://linktr.ee/lifetaketwo


    We want to meet you in real life! Come adventure with us on our 2nd C2C VACATION! Click here to go to the official booking page


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    Chapter Marks

    00:00:00 Intro

    00:03:40 The meaning behind Jennie's TikTok handle "Life Take Two"

    00:05:04 It starts with Jennie's parents' involvement with the Mormon Church (mother devout, father a non believer)

    00:11:39 Jennie's mother and father's different stances on pre martial s*x

    00:13:08 Growing up with Mormon purity culture and object lessons

    00:16:37 Thin line between needing to be attractive, and being considered a "sIut"

    00:22:29 The Mormon men in her college past not respecting boundaries

    00:24:50 14 yr old Jennie's mother reads her diary, and blames her for a boy forces himself on her

    00:27:42 Jennie goes to see the bishop, is blamed and reprimanded

    00:29:33 As penance, Jennie has to read The Miracle of Forgiveness

    00:30:27 TW: Suic*de attempt

    00:32:06 An LDS therapist is assigned to Jennie, mom explains the attempt was worse than the r*pe for her salvation

    00:35:28 More pun*shment came in the form of public shaming

    00:39:04 The No-Kissing pack Jennie made when she went off to college

    00:41:13 Jennie dated a lot in college

    00:42:37 Jennie felt she had no other choice than being a wife and mother

    00:44:35 Jennie's BYU counselor advised she take "Marriage and Dating" class

    00:46:21 2 months after college Jennie had her first marriage proposal

    00:49:18 Jennie's fiancé went to serve a mission, and she never saw him again

    00:53:46 What caused Jennie to break off the engagement

    00:55:31 How Jennie felt she was indoctrinated

    00:58:38 How a stranger replaced himself as her fiancé, and married her within 6 weeks

    01:15:28 Jennie's parents weren't allowed to attend the temple ceremony because they were behind on tithing

    01:21:44 What pt 2 to Jennie's story looks like

    01:25:03 Linda, listen


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