Cults to Consciousness

Escaping SAUDI ARABIA: How She Became FIRST Documented Ex-Muslim Woman to Flee Without Repercussion Nov 04, 2024

A product of the first generation of bi-ethnic children in Saudi Arabia, as an Italian-Arab, Jasmin Faulk-Dickerson faced new challenges. She lived a double life. One which was very Western, liberal and open and another which was Eastern, focused on Islamic law and extremely strict. Her heart yearned for a western life, but situation didn’t allow for it. Determined to flee to America with a man she fell in love with, she tricked her father into giving legal permission for her to travel on her own. He didn’t know she would never return. Find and Support Jasmin! IG: @jasmin.faulk.dickerson Website: https://www.jasminfaulkdickerson.com Book: The Last Sandstorm Use “sandstorm” code for 15% off through the end of July! Amazon Podcast: I Want you to Meet
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Chapter Marks 00:00:00 Intro 00:03:13 Growing up with a progressive Italian mother and conservative Saudi father 00:08:14 The difference between culture, race, and religion 00:14:00 Jasmin's upbringing, and the value of a woman 00:16:56 When young girls officially become "women" 00:18:35 Jasmin hid the fact that she had gotten her period 00:20:48 Jasmin clarifies about her region-specific experience 00:23:35 Why young Jasmin thought she had to wear a veil 00:25:15 The s*xualization of chiIdren 00:27:40 Did Jasmin's progressive mom embrace Muslim culture? 00:29:50 What teen life was like for Jasmin 00:32:27 Did Jasmin believe in the religious doctrine? 00:36:28 The shame and guilt 00:38:36 Jasmine breaks down engagements, weddings, marriage from the woman's perspective 00:47:37 Trying to escape by getting married young 00:57:52 How Jasmine tricked her father into getting permission to leave 01:00:57 The tense moment at the airport during Jasmine's escape 01:07:09 Life in Wyoming with her 2nd husband 01:09:09 Jasmine's life turning upside because of 9II 01:11:47 Jasmine finding her own identity 01:16:05 What came of Jasmine's relationship with her family? 01:18:39 Women need male guardian's to give them permission 01:24:07 A devastating end to her 2nd husband's life 01:27:35 Jasmine's new life with her current husband 01:29:03 What brings Jasmin joy now 01:33:31 Linda, listen Theme Song Produced and Composed by Christian Guevara **Disclaimer: Thanks for joining us at Cults to Consciousness. This storytelling podcast is meant to be for entertainment purposes only and does not substitute for medical advice. We may discuss triggering topics and we ask that you make your personal mental health a priority. Lastly, the opinions of our guests do not necessarily reflect the opinions of the host.**

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I Fell in Love with a Professional Predator Nov 02, 2024

Blinded by what appeared to be special psychic gifts and years of professional accreditation, Lauren Geertsen fell hard for an energy worker who manipulated her emotionally, financially and spiritually. A predator who had many other victims simultaneously. This is the story of a whistleblower who risked it all and lost almost everything to expose him. Check out Lauren's book: The Scorpion and the Lion Find and support Lauren: YT: @LaurenGeertsen IG: @body_connection_coach
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Chapter Marks 00:00:00 Intro 00:03:34 Spiritual truth paradox 00:05:30 Defining grooming 00:09:11 When someone is unable to give informed consent 00:11:32 Lauren's upbringing and how it laid the groundwork for future ab*se 00:16:16 How religious and purity culture prevents awareness of signs of a predator 00:22:14 S*xual repression in Purity Culture 00:26:06 Going from one end of the spectrum to the other 00:28:04 A divine pathway and higher purpose 00:31:26 The signs of grooming 00:36:50 Spiritual gaslighting 00:40:54 Using spiritual power as a manipulation tactic 00:45:20 Figuring out the truth 01:00:20 Using trauma as an excuse for toxic and bad behavior 01:04:13 Having to dissolve the business 01:08:17 Friendships during the healing journey 01:12:37 Being an example for others on the same journey 01:18:19 How Lauren is doing today 01:22:25 Linda, listen 01:23:07 Outro Theme Song Produced and Composed by Christian Guevara **Disclaimer: Thanks for joining us at Cults to Consciousness. This storytelling podcast is meant to be for entertainment purposes only and does not substitute for medical advice. We may discuss triggering topics and we ask that you make your personal mental health a priority. Lastly, the opinions of our guests do not necessarily reflect the opinions of the host.**

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Groomed to Practice Polygamy in Incestuous Cult as a Gay Man Nov 01, 2024

One of the most sacred tenants of The Order, a fundamentalist polygamous break of sect of the mainstream mormon/LDS church, is living polygamy. Nephi knew he was gay, but hid it most of his life because living authentically was never an option for him. He was essentially assigned a wife at a young age and had 7 children before he realized he couldn’t pretend anymore. His father, who had 14 wives and over 160 children was pushing him to take another wife, so he came out to him. Nephi was told he was gay for various reasons such as eating too much chicken and he needed to stay faithful lest he go to the depths of Hell. Thankfully, he didn’t listen, got out and isn’t hiding his true self any longer.

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Chapter Markers: 00:00:00 Intro 00:02:13 Nephi's polygamous family dynamic 00:03:59 Oldest of 13 kids in immediate family- parentification at 8-10 yrs old 00:05:40 Women are responsible for the chiIdren and income 00:08:42 ChiId labor in The Order 00:11:22 What Nephi's dad Daniel was like 00:15:03 Pre-destined families 00:20:28 Dance cards for betrothals at 16 yrs old 00:26:30 Allowed genres and dance styles for the dances 00:28:08 Being gay was not an option 00:29:55 TW: suic*de ideation 00:32:28 The struggles of being gay with no support 00:34:07 Daniel chose Nephi's college major 00:38:35 The courting process of The Order- no dating till engaged 00:41:53 Nephi's engagement 00:43:28 Plural wives get to make up their last name 00:45:09 Getting married & being pressured to take another wife 00:52:07 Nephi's mom's medical negligence 00:58:19 How Daniel reacted when Nephi came out to him 01:06:45 Nephi's family's reaction to him coming out and leaving 01:09:22 Conversion therapy? 01:15:21 When Nephi left to start a new life, what was it like? 01:18:35 How Nephi is doing now 01:20:28 Linda, Listen Theme Song Produced and Composed by Christian Guevara **Disclaimer: Thanks for joining us at Cults to Consciousness. This storytelling podcast is meant to be for entertainment purposes only and does not substitute for medical advice. We may discuss triggering topics and we ask that you make your personal mental health a priority. Lastly, the opinions of our guests do not necessarily reflect the opinions of the host.**

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How Incestuous Polygamy Cult Led Her to Dangerous Toxic Relationships (ft. @TheAmandaRaeGrant ) Oct 31, 2024

Amanda Rae ( @TheAmandaRaeGrant ) shares 3 of her most prominent and shocking post-cult relationships, full of betrayal and manipulation. High control groups, by design, eliminate intuition, manipulate people into doing things they don’t want to do, and make them believe they are freely choosing that lifestyle. This can also happen in relationships. It’s far too common for cult survivors to fall prey to people who can take advantage of their vulnerabilities. Check out Shelise’s horror stories on Amanda’s channel Find and support Amanda! YouTube: ⁠⁠ @TheAmandaRaeGrant IG: @amandaraegrant If you or someone you love has left polygamy and needs assistance, please reach out to "Holding Out HELP" at 801-548-3492 or visit their website at www.holdingouthelp.org

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Chapter Marks 00:00:00 Intro 00:03:00 Are bad relationships due to daddy issues? 00:06:43 What it was like growing up in The Order 00:14:29 Living in different mental worlds 00:16:22 The impact of a parent's prejudice on their chiIdren 00:18:14 Issues from the cult that lingered after getting out 00:21:11 Amanda's box of clothes 00:22:54 Cult men and narcissistic tendencies 00:25:01 Amanda's still in the cult mindset after leaving 00:27:32 Spiritual manipulation in relationships 00:29:00 A narcissist's lack of empathy and awareness 00:33:13 Leaving narcissistic relationships vs leaving The Order 00:36:35 Continuously in bad relationships after leaving a cult 00:37:28 Amanda's 2nd toxic relationship 00:45:20 Amanda's toxic behavior 00:51:19 Amanda's 3rd toxic relationship 00:52:02 Issues with love-bombing 00:54:21 Amanda's qualifications for relationships now 00:55:41 Amanda's most recent relationship 00:58:26 Little things that add up 01:01:09 The last straw 01:11:17 The good that came of it and meeting Winston's ex 01:14:00 The saga continues... in court 01:27:37 Emotional intelligence and accountability 01:31:45 What helped Shelise? 01:35:09 Listen, Linda 01:35:47 Outro Theme Song Produced and Composed by Christian Guevara **Disclaimer: Thanks for joining us at Cults to Consciousness. This storytelling podcast is meant to be for entertainment purposes only and does not substitute for medical advice. We may discuss triggering topics and we ask that you make your personal mental health a priority. Lastly, the opinions of our guests do not necessarily reflect the opinions of the host.**

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Jealous Cult Leader Attempts to Sabotage Her Engagement Oct 30, 2024

Lindsey Williams of the hit Amazon Prime docu-series, “Shiny Happy People”, was an eager 18 year old when she was hand-picked by cult leader Bill Gothard to work at IBLP headquarters. After grooming her as one of his “Gothard Girls” Gothard would get too close in his one-on-one prayer sessions with her. After being kicked out for kissing a boy, forced to do free labor and write an apology letter to his parents, she finally reconnected with her love. Bill then tried to sabotage her engagement so he could have her in “single years of service” for longer. Watch pt. 1 of Lindsey's interview here

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00:04:06 How Lindsey ended up at the Training Center 00:05:36 IBLP's "Umbrella of Authority" 00:08:46 Arriving at the Training Center 00:10:15 The free labor she was expected to do 00:14:14 How her health was negatively impacted by the trauma 00:20:33 Lindsey decided to sneakily reconnect with Bryce 00:28:10 Bill Gothard personally tried to sabotage her marriage 00:39:00 "Single service" years? 00:44:31 They finally got the green light to court each other 00:52:16 The beautiful path to Lindsey's new career 01:05:26 What Lindsey wishes they would have aired in the "Shiny Happy People" documentary 01:09:17 What brings Lindsey joy now 01:11:52 Linda, listen

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Preyed On at 18 by “Shiny Happy People” Cult Leader Oct 30, 2024

Today we are joined by Lindsey Williams of the hit Amazon Prime docu-series, “Shiny Happy People”, exposing the Duggars and Bill Gothard’s IBLP practices. Lindsey dives deep into the lack of education growing up with Gothard’s ATI religious home school program, how she wanted to leave her ab*sive household at 18 and join the famous Gothard (who was seen as a prophet) at head quarters, and how Gothard began to groom her as one of his “Gothard Girls” once he had her alone. IG: @thecultchronicles Lindsey’s hair and make up page Lindsey’s link tree Support Shelise Any donations are welcome and appreciated to support the making of this podcast

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Twitter @cultstocon Chapter Marks 00:00:00 Intro 00:03:37 IBLP and Bill Gothard, explained 00:07:28 Modesty rules for women in the IBLP 00:11:02 Lindsey explains her home school education with the Words of Wisdom booklets 00:13:19 What Lindsey feels now is lacking from the Words of Wisdom 00:16:23 What the day to day education was like 00:21:11 Did Homeschool ATI-ers have to take a state test? 00:25:04 How Lindsey's parents reacted to the changes made at home 00:28:06 Does Lindsey feel she had a happy chiIdhood? 00:35:50 Lindsey plays a recording of her 18 year old self giving her Testimony at head quarters 00:47:52 Corporal pun*shment is encouraged in the IBLP 00:52:58 How Lindsey ended up at head quarters with Bill Gothard 00:58:18 Gothard preys on Lindsey 01:15:51 Gothard inserts himself as Lindsey's spiritual father (tries to get her mole removed) 01:19:32 Lindsey accidentally had some men sent away, and she was blamed 01:26:17 How Lindsey met her husband (and why he was sent home by Gothard) 01:33:46 After "the kiss" Lindsey is sent to a Training Center 01:36:52 Linda, listen Theme Song Produced and Composed by Christian Guevara **Disclaimer: Thanks for joining us at Cults to Consciousness. This storytelling podcast is meant to be for entertainment purposes only and does not substitute for medical advice. We may discuss triggering topics and we ask that you make your personal mental health a priority. Lastly, the opinions of our guests do not necessarily reflect the opinions of the host.**

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Confronting the "Shiny Happy People" Compound He Was Imprisoned In at 16 Sep 24, 2024

Joined in the studio is friend, comedian, and ex-IBLP “cult kid” Davey Jackson. Having spent his childhood homeschooled by his mother, at 12, his parents decided to incorporate Bill Gothard’s practices into his education. As a form of punishment for having a girlfriend, at 16, Davey was sent to an intense IBLP training center. Instead of correcting his “bad” behavior, Davey further rebelled, which ultimately led him to spend 7 days in the Prayer Room, the center’s solitary confinement, which only had a bible. Davey recounts his losing-touch-with-reality experience, his attempts at escape, and now, all of these years later, going back to the center where the source of his decades of living with trauma began. (Also, Jonathan takes his first shot at a solo interview.)

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Chapter Marks 00:04:15 What the Shiny Happy People docu-series was like for those that grew up in the IBLP 00:06:47 IBLP explained 00:09:50 What homeschool and ATI was like for Davey growing up 00:11:09 When Davey started questioning his religious home school education 00:12:47 Davey's parents send him to an education center as a form of punishment 00:16:06 Davey was not allowed to listen to music 00:19:08 What it was like for Davey at the IBLP Training Center 00:23:35 What led Davey to solitary confinement at 16 00:25:51 Similarities within IBLP, IFB, and the "troubled teen" industry 00:27:40 Solitary confinement 00:28:34 Davey tries to break out from the window 00:32:36 The rest of Davey's time at the Training Center 00:34:45 Coming back broken 00:36:06 Davey confronts his parents afterward 00:38:52 Davey using drugs and alcohol to escape and disassociate 00:45:01 When things started looking brighter for Davey 00:46:40 Davey revisits the Training Center all of these years later 00:58:37 It hits Davey once he sees the prayer room windows

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Son of FLDS “Prophet” Reveals Terrors of Living Through Texas Raid Sep 23, 2024

With immense pressure being one of the sons of the FLDS prophet Warren Jeffs, Ammon would do anything to earn the approval of his father. When he was finally “worthy enough” to be called to the holy land (YFZ Ranch in Texas), he was worked up to 22 hours per day doing hard labor for the church. Assuming Warren truly spoke for God, when he prophesied that the government wanted to come take away the chiIdren, the people were only further convinced he was a prophet considering the 300 police who did just that. Ammon explains how the raid was traumatic for all involved and what it was that finally opened his eyes to who his father really was. Connect with Ammon! IG @ammonjeffs Ammon’s Book Texas Raid If you or someone you love has left polygamy and needs assistance, please reach out to "Holding Out HELP" at 801-548-3492 or visit their website at www.holdingouthelp.org

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Chapter Marks 00:03:43:05 Ammon's childhood as Warren Jeffs' son 00:05:04:21 Warren marries his father, Rulon Jeffs’ wives after dies 00:06:04:08 How many chiIdren did Warren have? 00:06:45:12 Warren becomes prophet during Ammon's chiIdhood 00:07:37:16 FLDS prophet immortality 00:09:57:11 Crisis after Rulon's passing 00:10:58:20 Ammon's father becomes prophet 00:12:37:08 Warren implements changes 00:14:07:18 Warren stops major ordinances 00:15:16:20 FLDS members start to disappear 00:17:43:04 Ammon's mom's health declines 00:22:42:05 Ammon is called to move to the Texas Ranch 00:26:45:08 Ammon's job on the Ranch 00:27:49:05 Warren orders a large compound to be built 00:29:27:18 Were Warren's chiIdren treated differently on the Ranch? 00:31:26:10 Religious pun*shments and atonement 00:34:35:11 Was Warren Jeffs' just putting on a show? 00:36:46:23 Warren Jeffs' is caught by law enforcement 00:38:38:06 The Texas Raid 00:39:20:20 Allegations of abuse from a resident at the Ranch 00:41:30:05 Who called CPS? 00:43:40:07 The Raid in a chiId's point of view 00:47:17:04 Only those worthy enough can be on temple grounds 00:49:18:18 Evidence found 00:50:32:04 After the raid 00:51:49:19 Ammon in charge at the boys camp 00:53:05:14 Living conditions at the boys camp 00:54:44:02 Birthday at the boys camp 00:56:20:14 Sneaking off the boys camp at night 00:57:37:17 Going back to the FLDS ranch in Texas 00:59:15:13 Communication with Warren in the months after the raid 01:00:00:18 New requirements and revelations from Warren while in prison 01:03:36:22 Warren's information control from prison 01:08:00:00 Becoming an apostate 01:09:37:00 Warren starts meetings again 01:10:30:10 Warren excludes Ammon and most members from the meetings 01:11:49:06 Ammon's sisters leave 01:12:41:11 Warren's most recent revelations 01:14:50:19 Ammon's youngest sister visits apostate family members 01:17:53:07 TW: SA 01:19:03:13 Ammon learns the truth 01:20:53:12 TW: CSA 01:23:44:08 How Ammon is doing now 01:28:57:20 Linda, listen!

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Warren Jeffs Punishes from Prison (How 13th Wife of FLDS "Prophet" Escaped) Sep 20, 2024

As the 13th wife of FLDS leader Warren Jeffs, Ada Marie was extremely devout in her faith and belief in her prophet and husband. Even from prison, the entire church population was conditioned to believe he was innocent and persecuted by the government. However, as the years went on, Ada explains how his prophesies and commandments would get more and more odd and demanding. He would continue splitting up families, send people all over different states, disfellowship, then re-baptize and for some, completely cut them off. Ada was sent away for what was supposed to be 10 months. Five years later, she realized even if he allowed her back home, she wouldn’t go. This is the slow process of how she deconstructed from the fundamentalist Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints. Watch pt. 1 of Ada's interview here

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Chapter Markers: 00:04:13 Does Warren believe his own theatrics? 00:10:04 How Warren treated Ada Marie 00:15:27 How many wives Warren had and how they always had to be "ready" 00:23:10 Warren's wild instructions from prison 00:26:22 Warren gave revelation to take away certain foods 00:30:25 The rollercoaster of Warren's revelations- forced to move 00:35:56 Ada Marie's mother is pun*shed and sent away as a "forever non-member" 00:41:44 Warren doesn't let a woman get lifesaving healthcare 00:43:59 Warren sends Ada Marie away from the "faithful" 00:50:06 She had to find her first job in her 30s in the "outside world" 00:52:34 When she first wore pants instead of her FLDS dress 00:55:59 Learning that outsiders were good people 00:57:53 TW: CSA- Warren m*lested his own daughters 00:59:50 Ada Marie starts to wonder if she actually wants to go back 01:14:39 How Ada Marie is doing now! 01:19:39 Linda, Listen

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Cult Leader’s Ex-Polygamous Wife Reveals Secret Group Sex Ritual Requirements Sep 19, 2024

Warren Jeffs, currently in prison for CSA, is the leader of the Fundamentalist Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints, otherwise known as the FLDS. He claims that God commanded him to take dozens of wives, some of whom were as young as 12 years old. In his enormous temple/compound that his members built in Texas, he conducted what he called “heavenly sessions” which were essentially big orgies with his wives, which he taped. Ultimately, his disturbing records is what got him put into prison, but he continues to send revelations, which get more and more outlandish, to his faithful members on the outside.

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His Mormon Father with Schizophrenia Claimed to Be New Messiah (Wrote 2242 Page Scripture) Sep 18, 2024

An ex-Muslim man converts his entire family to Mormonism when missionaries knock on his door. His stroke of genius combined with schizophrenia and tendency towards extreme punishments and every type of ab*se, created a cult-like environment for his chiIdren. He created his own religion and wrote a 2422 page manuscript of his own holy text. We take a look at his mindset and life through the lens of his son Adrian. Adding further clarification and commentary on generational trauma, Sami, Adrian’s daughter, joins us. Find Sami on social media: YouTube @mildwestsami IG: @mild_west_sami Support Shelise Any donations are welcome and appreciated to support the making of this podcast **FULLY BOOKED** Our C2C vacation where we can meet you in real life and go on adventures together has sold out! However, you can add yourself to our waitlist in case of cancellations. Click here to go to the official booking page Find our FULL (uncensored) merch store here! Patreon Venmo @sheliseann Find Shelise on Social media! Instagram @cultstoconsciousness Host Instagram @sheliseann TikTok @cults.to.consciousness Twitter @cultstocon Theme Song Produced and Composed by Christian Guevara Adrian's father's chiIdhood in India and transition to America Effraim's mental illness impact Adrian's traumatic chiIdhood dynamics Adrian's guilt and shame and its breeding ground for Mormonism Growing up with drugs in the home TW: CSA How boys and girls were treated differently Converting to Mormonism How things changed in Adrian's household after converting Justifying Mormon beliefs Adrian's father becomes a prophet What Effraim's Book of the Priesthood of God contains The Table of Contents Is Effraim's Book historically accurate? Effraim becoming God TW: Suicide ideation Adrian standing up to his father's abuse Adrian's relationship with his mom during all everything happening with his father Sami's chiIdhood and the impact of Mormonism Leaving Mormonism and becoming authentic What happened with Adrian's father? **Disclaimer: Thanks for joining us at Cults to Consciousness. This storytelling podcast is meant to be for entertainment purposes only and does not substitute for medical advice. We may discuss triggering topics and we ask that you make your personal mental health a priority. Lastly, the opinions of our guests do not necessarily reflect the opinions of the host.**

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The BRUTAL Truth About The Founder of Mormonism, Joseph Smith ft. Carah Burrell Sep 17, 2024

Outsiders often criticize Mormonism for its wild beliefs and the scandalous actions of the founding prophet Joseph Smith, but the member of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints are left in the dark about the truth of it history. Carah Burrell @CarahBurrell and Shelise, examine the life and actions of Joseph Smith from a non-faith promoting, historical view, different from their Mormon upbringing. From the ugly truth about polygamy, a Mormon Militia, and original secret temple rituals to Joseph Smith’s personal hit man, we cover it all! Carah's Greece opportunity has passed Find Carah on social media: YouTube IG @nuancehoe

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Ex-Muslim Opens Up About Sex and Islam in Saudi Arabia | The Story of Apostate Aladdin Jun 03, 2024

*Content Warning: self harm, physical abuse* Anonymous YouTuber Apostate Aladdin shares his story of becoming a man in an environment that used fear to keep boys and girls and men and women separated. This intense fear that men need to be kept away so they don’t act on their uncontrollable desires, left him feeling scared, targeted, alone and shameful. Here we learn about purity culture through a different lens and how he was able to overcome his fear of interacting with women so he could create positive friendships and relationships.
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Live episodes together where we discuss the similarities and differences between Islam and Mormonism:
Part 1
Part 2
Part 3
Find Apostate Aladdin
YouTube: @apostatealaddin
IG: @apostatealaddin
LinkTree
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Why AA wears a mask and has a pseudonym
Specifically AA's experience & not every Muslim's experience
Apostate as a derogatory term
What kind of interactions were allowed with the opposite sex
A young AA getting in trouble for liking a girl
TW: CA- What happened when AA was caught texting a girl
Vague rules within the purity culture he experienced
Even young boys weren't allowed certain places alone
What these restrictions did to the minds of boys and men
The nightmare of puberty
What happened when AA realized masturbation was considered a sin
The pilgrimage- feeling unworthy
Was dating allowed?
Does the hypersexualizaiton create odd turn ons?
When did AA start pushing the boundaries?
When did AA begin to have healthy interactions with women?
What did AA find about Islam that he didn't resonate with?
Did he convert his GF to being a Muslim?
Where did AA land in his spirituality and relationships?

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14 Yr Old Taken From U.S. to Iraq to Be Bride to Abusive Man Jun 02, 2024

*Content Warning: Many mentions of physical abuse & sexual abuse* Tricked into moving to Iraq at age 14, Ellaf was separated from her mother and forced into a chiId marriage by her father who felt she was too much of a burden to raise. Ellaf’s husband was even more controlling than her father and knew that he could get away with hurting her in many ways, because she was alone in an unfamiliar country and didn’t know the culture or the language. Forbidden to use birth control, she had 3 chiIdren before she was 21 years old and after years of suffering, courageously stood up to both her husband and father and got away. This is her story of perseverance and victory against all odds.
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IG @ellaf_altamimi
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Forced to Marry Al Qaeda: Confessions of an “Ex-Muslim” ft. Yasmine Mohammed May 31, 2024

*Content Warning: Domestic Violence, SA, CA* Determined to fight for the human rights of the oppressed, Yasmine Mohammed speaks out and shares her experiences with Islam extremism. Her mother forced her to marry a terrorist and it wasn’t until she fell pregnant with a daughter that made her realize she had to escape in order to secure her a better life. In search of freedom, she also found her voice and now she platforms countless other people who share their experiences.
Find and support Yasmine!
Her book: “Unveiled: How Western Liberals Empower Radical Islam”
The Yasmine Mohammed Podcast
YouTube: @yasminemohammedxx
Non-Profit: Free Hearts Free Minds
Website: https://www.yasminemohammed.com/
IG @yasmohammedxx
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Why is critiquing Islam is such a sensitive subject?
What are some of the dangers of speaking out against Islam?
Muslims vs the Islamic religion as a whole
Yasmine on the current situation in Gaza
TW: R*pe, SA- prisoners of war
How does this relate to Islamic doctrine?
The nuance of Islam vs Palestine
Some of the good that has happened
How Yasmine’s mother got more fundamentalist
Forced to marry a member of Al-Qaeda
What were some of the rules Yasmine had to follow as a chiId?
TW: CA & SA- What was her stepfather like outside of his religious adherence?
Did Yasmine ever fully believe in Islam?
TW: DV& r*pe- Yasmine's first week of marriage
How did racism effect Yasmine's ability to get help?
Yasmine gets pregnant and has a daughter
How University opened her mind
What was the deconstruction process like for Yasmine?
Creating your own values and morals after leaving a high demand religion
How did Yasmine's daughter impact her drive to change their lives?

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How “A WELL TRAINED WIFE” Narrowly Escaped Extreme Christian Patriarchy with 4 Kids May 26, 2024

**Content Warning: DV, rape, SA** Tia Levings discusses her dark reality in Christian fundamentalism, with evangelical patriarchy and religious trauma. Having appeared in the Amazon docu-series, Shiny Happy People, and written a harrowing memoir, A Well-Trained Wife she reveals how she had to save herself and her family and details the ways that extreme views can manifest in a marriage.
Recruited into the fundamentalist Quiverfull movement as a young wife, Tia Levings learned that being a good Christian meant following a list of additional life principles––a series of secret, special rules to obey. Being a godly and submissive wife in Christian Patriarchy included strict discipline, isolation, and an alternative lifestyle that appeared wholesome to outsiders. Women were to be silent, “keepers of the home.” But in the patriarchy, a woman with opinions is in danger, and eventually, Tia faced an urgent and extreme choice: stay and face dire consequences, or flee with her children.
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IG: @tialevingswriter
The Anti-Fundamentalist

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How Tia was raised that led to falling prey to her husband
Did Tia's parents read her book?
Nightmarish doctrine Tia learned in her youth
All that's needed is a submissive and willing spirit
You will drown in a lake of fire if you are not pleasing to God
Selling the patriarchal movement to women- what that literally means
Not allowed to have anything for yourself as a woman
TW: Domestic ab*se- calling it a "correction"
How Tia emerged from the isolation through secret online communication with women
What it was like being a mother within this ab*sive reality
Tia decided to escape when she saw how it was hurting her chiIdren
Tia's escape story
How Tia's children handled it all
When did Tia feel safe enough to deconstruct and begin healing?
Advice for someone going through a similar situation

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Is the Military A Cult? Ex-Cult Members / Active Military & Veteran Discuss May 24, 2024

Daniella grew up in the Children of God and Mike in Scientology. Together they discuss ways that the military, of which they were both in for many years, is cultic and their differing perspectives.
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Find Mike!
YouTube: @mikebrown101
Mike’s Interview: “How Scientology Almost Killed His Elderly Mother”
Find Daniella!
IG: @daniellamyoung_
TikTok: search #groupbehaviorgal
Website: https://www.uncultureyourself.com/
Amazon: "Uncultured: A Memoir"
Previous episodes with Daniella
“Her Horrific Childhood in the CHILDREN OF GOD S*x Cult ft. Daniella”
“Her Parallels Between Children of God S*x Cult & the US Military ft. Daniella Mestyanek Young”
“Escaping CHILDREN OF GOD, the Aftermath (ft. Daniella Mestyanek Young)”

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Daniella's cult backstory
Mike's cult backstory
When Daniella redefined what a cult was after learning about non Christian cults
Comparisons Mike drew between Scientology and the Military upon joining
Daniella's culty comparisons of the military and Children of God cult
Difference in cultic experiences based on gender
Mike's thoughts on r*pe culture in the military- Daniella responds
Difficulties of a misogynistic environment
When the "process" works
When "the process" to protect women doesn't work and why
Combat barbie and her non-regulation hair
Is the Military a cult? Daniella's perspective- Mike's perspective
Group motivation in cult think
The issue with talent management
Is the fix giving back individualism and identity?
Change? Mike says why the military isn't like a cult
Daniella's differing opinion on camaraderie
Mike acknowledges why Daniella had a different experience than him
Does the military HAVE to be like a cult for max effectiveness?

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Groomed to be the Submissive Wife of Her Father’s Choosing May 23, 2024

Cait West was completely under her father’s rule down to all her decisions. She was told he would even make the biggest decision of her life for her— who she was going to marry. She was gr**med to be a submissive wife under the patriarchy movement and stay-at-home daughters movement. Her homeschooling was completely unregulated and not much attention was paid to her education, because her sole purpose was to be a mother who eventually belonged to her husband. Terrified that anything less than strict obedience would land her in the fiery depths of Hell, she felt she had no choice but to go along with it well into her 20s. This is how she gained her independence and escaped that lifestyle.
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What is the patriarchy movement and where does it come from?
What were some of the gender roles her dad believed in?
How isolating was Cait's childhood?
How did Cait's religion focused education impact her life?
Did Cait ever yearn for a better education while being homeschooled?
How did Cait's fear begin and impact her life?
How did Cait's religious upbringing view mental health?
Cait's scrupulosity and taking communion
Cait learned s*x ed from movie reviews
Feelings for men outside of a courtship
What was courtship like for Cait?
What is the Stay-At-Home Daughter Movement?
What was Cait's parents' relationship like?
How did Cait's dad become their church's courtship expert?
When did Cait start to understand what she actually wanted?
How did Cait's husband help her find her way?
What was it like for Cait to discover her sexuality?
What are some resources for those who are struggling?
What was Cait's first

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Forced Into Submission: Trapped in the Stay-at-Home Daughter’s Movement May 18, 2024

Isolated in a cult within a cult within a cult, Ashley was completely sheltered from the outside world. From infancy she was labeled as unruly and even demon-possessed. Determined to break her as a toddler, then later brag about it, her pastor grandfather took it too far. She would be forced into submission and gr**med to be a “stay-at-home daughter” until her father transferred authority to her betrothed husband. This is how she accidentally escaped the prison in her mind.
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Find and support Ashley!
https://www.ashleyeaster.com/
IG @iamashleyeaster
Twitter: @ashleymeaster
Cults Hidden In Plain Sight- FREE Ebook:
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Courage 365: A non-profit for ab*se survivors:
https://www.courage365.org/
Watch Ashley’s TEDx Talk: Why You Could Be Vulnerable To A Cult | Ashley Easter
https://youtu.be/eDvhN7rSLK4?si=uv9J4CYkuTZZVx3p
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Ashley's IFB background
IFB vs Southern Baptists
Drum Beats and Racism
Was there scripture to back their racism?
What types of music was Ashley allowed to listen to?
What it was like being isolated in the IFB home school
The Patriarchy Movement
What is the 200 year Quiverfull plan?
How did submitting to these types of men affect Ashley?
Ashley's grandfather locks her in the basement
Ashley's trauma responses
Starting the blog, The Stay-At-Home-Daughter
Ashley's relationship with her mom
How many siblings did Ashley have?
What was Ashley's big goal?
What was courtship like for Ashley?
"I kissed dating goodbye"
Were courtship relationships transactional?
What was Ashley's breaking point?
How Ashley's husband held space for her
How is Ashley doing now?

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Scientology Forced 12 yr Old to Audit Adults & Rehabilitate Pedophile May 17, 2024

Scientology doesn’t believe in the young. They teach that they are trillion year old beings in small bodies. Therefore, they are not treated developmentally correct. Neglected, exploited for work and severely mistreated, they suffer the most in this organization. Serge Del Mar tells his story of growing up in Scientology and his advocacy work to make people wake up and listen to the lost souls who are begging silently for help.
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Find Serge on Social!
YouTube: @literallyserge
IG @literallyserge
If you need help escaping Scientology, visit:
https://www.theaftermathfoundation.org/
https://sptvfoundation.org/

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The Bad Cadet: Growing Up in the Church of Scientology's Sea Organization May 14, 2024

At age six, Katherine Spallino is separated from her parents and sent to train for her future in the Church of Scientology’s clergy—the Sea Organization. She rarely sees her parents and never goes to a normal school. Later, Katherine is sent to live at a secluded ranch with other young prospective Sea Org members, called cadets, where she studies Scientology and does manual labor—weeding fields, digging trenches, and works in the galley. The indoctrination escalates, and her family slips even farther into the background. But as she enters her teenage years, a host of new, more immediate concerns emerge, along with fantasies of what else life has to offer. Should she commit herself to the church, or reject everything she’s ever known for a chance at a different life?

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Find Katherine on Social!
IG @thebadcadet
Her Book: The Bad Cadet: Growing Up in the Church of Scientology's Sea Organization

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Katherine was born in a Scientrology building with no SSN
At a young age, Katherine saw L Ron Hubbard as a God
Confimation bias when it comes to having super powers
Did Katherine know she was growing up differently?
Katherine joins a bootcamp for youth who want to become Sea Org members
The jobs Katherine had to do as a SeaOrg member
Incentivized to write knowledge reports (snitch on each other)
The youth ran themselves, which is how they were kept in line
Scientology getting around labor laws
Katherine gets shamed for only being able afford 1 pair of underwear
Did Katherine have non-scientologist extended family?
Racism was so bad, she thought she was a completely different race as a kid
Some medical care was provided among neglect
What made Katherine want to leave the Sea Org
High school shock- not like the movies
How she ended up back in LA with other ex-cadets
Why Katherine was declared a suppressive person
How she started writing "The Bad Cadet"
Katherine tries to reconnect with family after being cut off
How Katherine's family treats her today
How Katherine is doing now

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How Scientology Almost Killed His Elderly Mother May 13, 2024

Raised by Scientology and forced into the Sea Org and labor intensive youth camps, Mike Brown didn’t have a choice but to be indoctrinated and used by the organization. After he managed to escape, leaving behind his mother and wife, years later he learned of the extreme elder ab*se that was happening. Determined to save his mother who was quickly being worked to death, he devised a plan to break her out and nurse her back to health before it was too late. Click here to watch on YouTubeFi... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

Sentenced to Torturous Christian Extremist Boarding School for 365 days May 12, 2024

The troubled teen industry has been in the limelight lately for its more than questionable tactics to “reform” kids. Add in a heavy dose of religious extremism and you have the sometimes fatal Independent Fundamental Baptist all-girl’s school Ashley attended. The most common sentence was 1 year of brutal manual labor, peer-inflicted punishments and psychological warfare. Click here to watch on YouTubeFind Ashley on Social!IG @ashfilet Facebook https://www.facebook.com/ashley.kellam**FULLY BOO... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

Let Us Prey: Exposing the Circle of Hope Girls' Ranch & the Troubled Teen Industry May 11, 2024

Disguised as a wholesome Christian school for troubled youth, was a house of horrors for those unlucky enough to be placed there. Diabolical and dangerous punishm*nts, intense physical labor left these girls scarred in more ways than one. The documentary “Let Us Prey”, finally started to expose the secrets behind the walls of the school and within the IFB (Independent Fundamental Baptist) churches as a whole. Amanda shares her story, as a young one of parents who ran one of these school... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

The Erasure of Gays in the AMISH & Mennonite Settlements Apr 08, 2024

Joined for a second time by Mary (former Amish) and Hannah (former Holdeman Mennonite), we discuss the ways in which being gay/bi in their settlements harshly affected them and how queer plain people are generally erased from society. Bringing awareness and visibility to the LGBTQ community, they share their experiences openly and shed light on the disproportionate harm they faced.Watch Mary's original episodeWatch Hannah's original episodehttps://www.lgbtamish.com/The Trevor ProjectHannah's ... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

Forced into AMISH Settlement, Narrowly Escaped Bishop Abuser Apr 06, 2024

*Content Warning : SA, CA, CSA, mentions of rape* After enduring an excruciating youth at the hands of her mother and step father, isolated on a mountainside, Misty was forced into an Amish settlement at 18 years old. Though in many ways this new lifestyle was far more liberating than what she was used to, it came with darker days than she could’ve ever imagined. Hurt and blamed by those most trusted she took a risk and tried to escape. Http://www.Change.org/childrightsact to sign Misty’s pet... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

AMISH: How Growing Up in the Strictest Settlement Led to Drugs and Sex Work Apr 05, 2024

*Content Warning: sexual assault, rape, prostitution, attempted murder* Due to lack of education when she left the strict Swartzentruber settlement, Naomi slipped into exotic dancing, prostitution, drugs, and almost getting murdered. In this episode, she opens up about her trials and tribulations with growing up Amish, her dark reality afterward, and eventually finding the light at the end of the tunnel.Naomi’s book: The Amazing Adventures of an Amish StripperFind and support Naom... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

They tried to claim my sexuality, I fought back Apr 03, 2024

*Content Warning: eating disorders, mentions of homophobia* In this follow up episode we’re going to continue with Oceana’s story growing up under the strict Institute in Basic Life Principles run by Bill Gothard who was recently exposed for preying on young girls. She opens up about coming home from the IBLP training camps, her parents’ reaction, how it led to further untreated eating d*sorders, how all of the programming and IBLP culture permeated into her adult life, and how it’s sti... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

Surviving IBLP Training Center at 15 Years Old & 90 lbs Apr 02, 2024

*Content Warning: eating disorders, self harm* Further shedding light on the Institute in Basic Life Principles run by Bill Gothard who was recently exposed for preying on young girls, is Oceana who grew up living by their rules. Extreme patriarchy, silencing and sexualization of women and blaming those who are being hurt, are just a few things that create compounded trauma. Oceana fought through untreated eating d*sorders, because therapists were considered sinful, as well as the mental heal... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

“Let Us Prey” | Survivors Seek Justice Against IFB Youth Pastors Mar 15, 2024

The Independent Fundamental Baptist church is known for having extreme views on “worldly” things. Women are over-sexualized to the point where even the very young are blamed and punished for “temping” men into hurting them. Kathy was one of those young women. Her pastor purposely protected the perp and she was ostracized by family, friends and other church members. Our previous episode with her (linked below) illustrates the awful details of her childhood. In this episode, we speak more on th... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

My IFB Youth Pastor Groomed Me. I Was Blamed. Mar 14, 2024

*Content Warning: child sex abuse, child abuse, rape, mentions of attempted suicide* When purity culture is front and center in a strict religious organization, youth are blamed for being preyed on by adults. It creates an unsafe environment for those who don’t understand boundaries, consent, grooming, or have any s*x education at all to even have proper vocabulary for what might be happening to them. Kathy Durbin explains this harmful culture and how she was ultimately a survivor of it. She ... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

A Sinister Look into the Controlling IFB Church ft. Preacher Boys Podcast Mar 06, 2024

The cult doc “Let Us Prey” on HBO, highlights the issues within the high control religious group Independent Fundamental Baptist, of which Eric was a part of. From the covering up of predatory behavior of the leaders, to extreme patriarchal control which blames victims and breeds perpetrators, Eric walks us through what his life was like being isolated in this group until his adult years. Which eventually led him and his wife to belong to another cult like group!Watch this episode on YouTube ... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

Prosecuting Yoga “Guru” BIKRAM for Sexual Assault & Blacklisting Mar 05, 2024

*Content Warning: rape and sexual assault* Yoga instructor Larissa Anderson took yoga “guru” Bikram Choudhury to court for s*xual assault and blacklisting her yoga business after Larissa rejected a s*xual advance by Bikram (who had r*ped her before). He refused to promote her studio and she was blacklisted from the Bikram Yoga community.At the time of the s*xual assault, Bikram had already personally approved her studio down to the floor plan and knew that Larissa had begun negotiating ... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

Falling Prey to BIKRAM: Yoga Guru, Founder, Predator Mar 04, 2024

“Guru” Bikram was responsible for bringing hot yoga to the states and popularizing it. Without realizing, Larissa Anderson was slowly groomed by her then boyfriend and yoga studio owner to seamlessly fall right into Bikram’s hands. He would eventually request massages from Larissa in front of hundreds of students and get more and more bold when they were alone together.Larissa underwent the intense 9 week bootcamp-style training to become an official Bikram yoga teacher so that she coul... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

How Narcissistic Yoga Guru Jagat Exploited Her Followers Feb 24, 2024

First, there was Guru Bhajan. A self proclaimed master of what he called Kundalini Yoga. Later known as an ab*ser on every level, he died and left a gaping hole in the Western market for the next “master” to step in as a celebrity Guru. Enter Guru Jagat. A charismatic female leader who started her own school, attracting young, enthusiastic millennials who wore all white with turbans to her classes. Filled with promises of enlightenment, abundance and more, one of her followers, Charlotte, bec... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

Mormons Vs Ex Mormons: Who REALLY Won This Cringey Debate? ft. Mormon Stories Feb 23, 2024

Is Mormonism a cult? Jubilee’s “Middleground” had on a panel of current believing Mormons and ex-Mormons to debate this and other nuanced topics. Join us, along with one of the ex-Mormon panelists, Dr. John Dehlin of @mormonstories as we dive deeper into some of the more “cringeworthy” responses, and un-aired behind the scenes details, to decide who really won.Click here to watch this episode & see on screen photosCheck out Jublilee's "Can Mormons and Ex Mormons See Eye ... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

I Married a Yoga Guru Con Man Feb 21, 2024

Harvard graduate Joelle Tamraz, was young, enthusiastic and a perfect target for a fake yoga guru. Seeking enlightenment, purpose and peace, she came across a man who swept her off her feet and used spiritual manipulation to eventually exploit her and her family out of thousands of dollars. He told wild stories of channelling and inhabiting someone else’s body to justify cheating right in front of her face. Find out how after 18 years, despite having built a yoga studio together, she was able... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

THE CULT of Grant Cardone: Ex-Member Exposes Fake Guru Feb 20, 2024

Ben John: "As a beginner entrepreneur/business owner in 2019, I was introduced to a book by Grant Cardone(The 10X Rule) that lured me into mentorship from him. After 3.5 years and $250k spent with Grant & his organization, I realized that I had ignored all the signs in that environment that encouraged me to idolize Grant as a God, seek him for success, disconnect with those who don’t align with him or me, chase money, deceive, & manipulate others to get what I want. I later foun... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

My Mom Discloses Secret Mormon Temple Rituals Feb 10, 2024

The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints (LDS or Mormon Church), has long been known for their secret temple rituals that only the worthy saints can participate in. Shelise grew up in this mainstream Mormon Church, learning that going to the temple was the ultimate goal, that if she could only be worthy enough, she might even get to see Jesus himself walking the halls. The picture that is painted to it’s members (because NOTHING is disclosed ahead of time) is vastly different than what... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

Daughters of the Cult Leader Reveal Un-Aired Details Feb 09, 2024

Celia was a daughter of the cult leader Ervil LeBaron, who practiced a fundamentalist Mormon teaching called Blood Atonement which meant taking lives in the name of God. Things got even more out of control when he was put in prison for his crimes and a hit list he created was beginning to be carried out by some of his younger followers. Thankfully, the practice of blood atonement, by way of the LeBarons has been disavowed today, but the effects of these tragic teachings still linger in the li... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

Warren Jeffs’ Dangerous “Revelations” from Prison ft. Growing Up in Polygamy Feb 08, 2024

Polygamist, Fundamentalist Mormon (FLDS) leader, Warren Jeffs, is currently serving a life sentence in prison for CSA which he claims was revelation from God. He currently still has a few thousand members of his church who believe he was wrongly convicted and completely innocent. A man God being”persecuted” because he’s a true prophet, they would say. Years and years have gone by and he continues to give dangerous "revelations" to his followers including telling his own daughters to stop eati... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

What She Did with Her Cult Leader’s Mansion Feb 07, 2024

Narrowly escaping out of her window where she was held prisoner, Briell, the 65th wife of FLDS cult leader Warren Jeffs, continued to be on the run from her family who wanted to k*ll her. Warren was in prison and he knew she would testify against him, so he ordered people to take her down. After years of seeking safety and peace of mind, she returned to the hometown of the cult and was able to claim Warren’s 45 bedroom mansion. This is what she decided to do with it…Watch pt 1 with Briel here... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

I Married FLDS Cult Leader, Warren Jeffs Feb 07, 2024

**TW: CSA, Suicide, threats of murder** Born into the Fundamentalist Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints (FLDS/Mormon), Briell was groomed at a very early age to one day become a plural wife to the prophet Warren Jeffs. Her parents wept when they found out the prophet’s plans, but had no choice but to give her, at 18, to the over 50 year old man as his 65th wife. When Briell saw what Warren was doing with his 12 year old wives in Texas, she was mortified and resisted Warren’s at... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

Daughters of the Cult Leader, Ervil LeBaron, Tell All Jan 27, 2024

As seen in the new and popular Hulu documentary “Daughters of the Cult”, Anna LeBaron shares with us stories the documentary missed as well as some additional details to her story as Ervil LeBaron’s daughter. We discuss blood atonement, her childhood being moved from place to place with little money for food, shelter or clothing among the plural wives and their kids, as well as conspiracy theories for how her father Ervil actually died in prison.Book: The Polygamist’s Daughter: A MemoirIG: @A... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

Abandoned with 20+ Kids: The Reality of a PLURAL WIFE in the FLDS Jan 12, 2024

At only 17 years old, Ceci was assigned to become a plural wife and instant mother to 5 children before having her own child 5 months later. She then became 1 of 5 plural wives in this Fundamentalist Latter Day Saint (polygamous Mormon break off) community led by Warren Jeffs who is now in prison for CSA. Warren had a tendency to separate families for seemingly no reason and one night, she was told her husband and the other 4 wives were being sent away to “repent”, leaving the 20+ kids solely... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

Children of God SEX CULT: My Grandfather Was the Founding Prophet (ft. Faith Jones) Dec 26, 2023

Raised primarily in rural China, Faith Jones went a myriad of ab*ses before finally escaping The Children of God cult to pursue higher education. The cult is known for its far too liberal views on s*xuality which ended up being forced polyamory and free love, even extending to the young members of the communes. She grew up singing on the streets or performing in restaurants to make money for “the family” as none of the adults had jobs. Once she left, she was able to become a lawyer and now sp... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

The Horrific Childhood of a Boy in the CHILDREN OF GOD Sex Cult Dec 24, 2023

Spending most of his young life in India, Philip endured unspeakable things at the hands of his own parents and other adults in the COG cult. These principles and disciplinary actions were taught directly by the leader David Berg, who twisted the Bible to hurt a lot of people, including the young. This is a graphic story of what he faced and how he managed to escape and create a new life. Find Philip on Social IG: @phil_seibel Website: https://www.philipseibel.com/https://www.my-print.ch/His ... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

Escaping CHILDREN OF GOD, the Aftermath (ft. Daniella Mestyanek Young) Dec 23, 2023

Growing up abroad in the COG cult meant that Daniella Mestyanek Young was isolated from birth to be a subservient, s*x item for the men in the group. At 15, a few months before she was about to be "on the menu" she realized she needed to get out. We talk about how difficult it can be when leaving a cult and rediscovering one's identity along with learning how the world works. Daniella Mestyanek Young is an Author, a TEDx Speaker, a s*x-cult survivor, a US Army Combat Veteran, an extremely adv... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

How Mormon Church Lawyers Protect Perpetrator: The Chelsea Goodrich Case Dec 22, 2023

Chelsea Goodrich endured years of CSA from her Mormon Bishop father John Goodrich. Chelsea and her mother Lorraine went to the Mormon/LDS church for help in prosecuting him, but they let her down at every turn, despite making it seem they wouldn’t. What seemed like a good faith payment for Lorraine’s rapidly deteriorating health due to all the stress, ended up being disguised as a gag order given by the LDS church. This is a layered and complicated case that has been frequently misrepresented... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

Mormon Bishop Exposed for Years of Sexually Abusing His Daughter, Chelsea Goodrich Dec 17, 2023

After years of committing CSA with his own daughter, Mormon bishop John Goodrich confessed his sins to a higher authority called the Stake President. However, the information was never passed to his wife, Chelsea’s mother, or the authorities, and the CSA continued. Years later, Chelsea confided in her mother about what had happened in her childhood which led to a series of more unfortunate events. We go into depth about her hardships and confusion after deconstructing these traumatizing event... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

How Mormon Bishop’s Council Led to Repeated Child Sex Abuse Amongst Siblings Dec 16, 2023

Born and raised in the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints, Katie's home life was less than perfect. However, her parents remained very loyal to the teachings and the gospel of the LDS Church. After years of SA from an older brother, Katie's sister reported it to the Bishop during a confession. The Bishop advised to keep it a secret from everyone, including her parents, as the shame the perpetrator would have faced being forced to come home early from his LDS mission... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

Why a Mormon SA Survivor was Blamed and Punished for her “Sin” Nov 30, 2023

**Content Warning: rape and self harm** It's well known that pre-marital s*x among members of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints is a huge sin. This is the shocking story of what happened to a member of 18 years old, who's "virtue" was stolen from her. Not only did she have to recount every detail of her traumatic experience alone to multiple men, she was eventually disfellowshipped for her "sins". Years later, after trying again as a faithful, devout, Mormon mom, Kris realized s... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

How This 18 year old JUST Escaped Her Family Cult in Ecuador Nov 28, 2023

Her father, who got many ideas from his time in the Embassy of Heaven cult, claims to be a prophet. In his paranoia and attempts to escape the US government, he moved his family from state to state and then eventually to Ecuador. Determined it was the right thing to do as ordered by God, his family was completely isolated from proper education and mainstream society. At 18 years old, just 7 months ago, Ella realized she was in a cult and was able to escape.Click here to watch on YouTube Our C... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

Our Not So Mormon Wedding Film (1930s style) Nov 27, 2023

**THIS EPISODE IS MEANT TO BE WATCHED- THIS IS TO INFORM YOU TO HEAD OVER TO YOUTUBE TO SEE THE WHOLE THING AFTER THE INTRO**CLICK HERE TO WATCHWe can't wait to share with you footage from our Old Hollywood Glamour themed wedding, set in the Historic 1930s Movie Palace! It was a dream lost in time. First, you'll see our actual 5 min wedding film created by the ever so talented couple at Amora Cinema. Next, you'll get to see the 1930s B&W silent short film rendition of our love story which... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

The Extremely Isolated Life of Growing Up Jehovah's Witness (ft. OwenMorganTelltale) Nov 27, 2023

Jehovah's Witnesses make it a point to separate themselves from "worldly" things which creates a social isolation within mainstream society. Unfortunately, this rule applies to members of all ages. Owen Morgan shares his experience growing up being completely cut off from having friends who were outsiders and explains how JWs now use animated propaganda to perpetuate these rules to young people. Find and Support Owen!YouTube: @OwenMorganTelltale @owensfiresidechat &n... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

Jehovah’s Witness: The Inhumane Practice of Familial Isolation Nov 19, 2023

Creative expression is part of our human nature. When belonging to a high control group, one of the first things that is sacrificed is individuality, freedom of self expression, and education about the world outside of the group. Scott was always craving creativity, especially when it came to music. After breaking through the chains of Jehovah’s Witness restrictions, he found continued solace in music. However, that came with the high cost of extreme shunning from his former friends and immed... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

Inside the Mind of Warren Jeffs and His FLDS Polygamous Cult (Insider Speaks Out) Nov 13, 2023

Two young teens fell into a forbidden love. After being shunned from their fundamentalist Mormon polygamous community, they had the option to be welcomed back, only if they got married immediately. Seven little ones later, Chris had been living in fear of losing his family since dozens of men were sent away to repent for unknown reasons. One day, the call came. He was being excommunicated. Click here to watch on YouTubeResources for those escaping polygamy:https://holdingouthelp.org/ https://... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

Polygamous Mormon Cult “Lost Boys” (a former member takes them in) Nov 11, 2023

Ben grew up in the FLDS (Fundamentalist Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints) living with 2 moms and 28 siblings. He started working on a construction site around 8 years old and had his own crew by 16, despite only having a 3rd grade education from the private FLDS school. After realizing the outside world ISN’T all evil, he escaped the cult around age 18 and became the go-to person (along side his now-wife Wendy) for other “Lost Boys” to seek out for help. Ben and Wendy explain what ... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

The Harms of Undiagnosed Autism in a Strict Catholic School Nov 10, 2023

Kelly recounts her difficult childhood growing up Catholic as an undiagnosed autistic girl. There were good times and traumatic times that completely shaped her life path and who she is today. She spent 3rd grade through high school in a private catholic school mostly run by nuns who weren’t happy about Vatican II and she explains how they often took out their frustrations on the children. Now, as a mother, after trying Catholic school for her own children, she recounts the things she wishes ... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

Catholic Priest Prescribes KNEELING ON FINGERS to Cast Out Sexual Demons Nov 09, 2023

Homeschooled in a Traditional Catholic co-op, Anthony was given extreme guidance from a priest which has had negative long term ramifications. He explains the difference between traditional Catholicism and mainstream Catholicism and how one operates using common mind controls tactics. We also discuss themes of how purity culture can be damaging to men also, creating an unspoken dutiful contract between husband and wife. Click here to watch on YouTubeResource for SA statistics: https://www.rai... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

Her Dark Reality After “Escaping Polygamy” ft. Amanda Rae Oct 30, 2023

From the TV show “Escaping Polygamy”, Amanda Rae is known for calling out The Order, which is the incestuous polygamous cult she was born and raised in. She goes into depth on her channel about the stories of the men who have nearly 200 children with multiple women. However, everyone is dying to know how SHE has been coping since escaping the cult at 18 years old. We explore the all-too-common toxic relationship dynamics that can result from leaving a high-control group and how to find a heal... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

FORCED BACK to “The Order” Incestuous Polygamous Cult at 16 After Escaping Oct 29, 2023

After begging for a proper education at 14, Allison had to take things into her own hands. Knowing she was about to be forced into polygamy, she went around her parents at every turn to give herself a different future. One that didn’t involve reproducing with 1/2 siblings or cousins. A road block at every turn didn’t dissuade her from listening to the little girl inside of her who just wanted out. Resources for those escaping polygamy:https://holdingouthelp.org/https://www.hopeafterpolygamy.o... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

“Escaping Polygamy TV Show Literally Saved My Life” Oct 26, 2023

Manipulated into saying yes to a betrothal to her cousin at 8 yrs old, Michelle knew there was no way she would raise her future family in this incestuous polygamous cult. Her father had 16 wives including half sisters and nieces (one of which was her mother). The horrible treatment in the group caused her to plot her escape and get emancipated at 17. Who knows what would’ve happened if her cousins from the TV show “Escaping Polygamy” didn’t come to help her when they did.Click here to watch ... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

The Reality of a Dangerous Incestuous Father of 200+ Oct 21, 2023

**Content Warning: Multiple depictions of child abuse and infant death** This incestuous polygamous Mormon sect promotes and endorses extreme punishments. Michelle had a father who took pleasure in these punishments. Aside from that, her first job was at 4 yrs old which grew to 3 jobs by the time she was in Jr High. Against all odds, she graduated High School at 15 years old, then college a few days after her 18th birthday. Make sure to subscribe and hit the bell so you don’t miss when part 2... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

Escaping “THE ORDER” Incestuous Polygamy Cult (Un-Aired Details) ft. Shanell Snow DeRieux Oct 18, 2023

*Content Warning: Sexual Abuse, Domestic Violence, Attempted Suicide, Rape* Growing up in a cult known for its incestuous polygamy and grooming for marriage at 3, Shanell was set up for failure from the beginning. After being coerced into choosing a husband at 18, she married her first cousin and everything quickly went downhill. Her relationship was so dangerous, her husband went to jail and she fled her home to safety, eventually deciding to leave The Order as well. Three years later,... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

INCESTUOUS Polygamy Mandatory for Salvation: Growing Up In “The Order” Oct 13, 2023

**Content warning: multiple depictions of child abuse** Growing up with 14 moms and nearly 200 siblings in an insulated community with very strict rules, proves to be extremely challenging and confusing. Shanell wasn’t even supposed to know who her biological father was, but was smart enough to figure it out. Not allowed to go to High School, she had what they considered the “privilege” of getting a job instead, to earn money that she needed permission to access. A second mother to her 11 sib... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

AMISH Mother Shunned for Protecting Her Daughters from Their Father Oct 12, 2023

Forced into the Amish lifestyle, Audrey had no choice but to conform to the strict Amish standards. She married young, and later found out her husband had been hurting their daughters in unimaginable ways. Most Amish mothers side with their husbands in this situation, but not Audrey. After taking her soon to be ex husband to court, the entire community shunned and stalked her and her family. Resources for those in need:Generations Unleashed Facebook: https://m.facebook.com/Generations.Unleash... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

Swartzentruber AMISH: The Unknown SINISTER Side of the Strictist Settlement Oct 11, 2023

An expert witness for Amish and Mennonite court cases, Lizzie explains the rules of her intense settlement before taking us through her unbelievable story of disaster, lethal betrayal, tragedy, abandonment and perseverance. She even gives us a glimpse of the strange dating practice which takes place in the woman’s bedroom. Resources: https://www.theplainpeoplespodcast.com/resourcesWebsite: https://www.lizziehershberger.com/Her book: “Behind Blue Curtains: A True Crime Memoir of an Amish Woman... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

AMISH: Her Unlicensed Midwives Used Veterinary Tools Oct 06, 2023

*Content warning: SA, beastiality, DV, infant death, miscarriage** Having been blissfully unaware of the methods of control and "ownership" of women growing up in the Amish, Elizabeth was not prepared for the dark and brutal marriage that followed. Her husband forbid her to going to the hospital for her 8 births which left her in questionable and dangerous hands. After she finally got the courage to get police involved, her community put her in shunning for 4 years straight, before she realiz... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

Her ISOLATION in a Strict Mennonite Cult Led to Madness Oct 05, 2023

From an atheist household to strict Mennonite, Jasper had an incredible amount of adjusting to do as a teenager. Her love for riding horses and asking questions branded her with “unruly” and “rebellious”. Anyone who got close to her was shipped away and eventually, due to lack of socialization and acceptance, her mental health quickly deteriorated. She now hosts “The Plain People’s Podcast” where she platforms former Mennonite and Amish so they may tell their stories.Click here to watch on Yo... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

Growing Up in an Incestuous Mormon Cult Sep 25, 2023

The reality of having multiple mothers can be a dark one. The little ones are the ones who suffer the most. Within this clear imbalance of power lies an eldest son, laden with far too many responsibilities. Eventually, Val is kicked out of his own community, partly due to his sexual preferences. Although, he was well on his way out to freedom and happiness within the "normal world".Click here to watch on YouTubeResource for those escaping polygamy:https://holdingouthel... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

Mormon Polygamist Cult EXPLOITS Minors at 25 Cents per Hour Sep 24, 2023

Apostolic United Brethren prophesied this now comedian would restore the true LDS (Mormon) church to the earth. In Ben's case, 2 moms prove to be far more difficult than convenient, as he was dealing with working long hours for little to know money at 8. Click here to watch on YouTubeFollow Ben on Social:Instagram @thefreshkingbenjaminhttps://www.instagram.com/thefreshkingbenjaminwww.thefreshkingbenjamin.comOur Merch! Patreon: Patreon.com/cultstoconsciousnessVenmo @sheliseannAny d... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

Narcissistic Parents Did the Unspeakable to Their Young Daughter (ft. Isami Daehn) Sep 12, 2023

**Content warning: CHILD SA, ANOREXIA, CA, TRAFF*CKING** At 9 Years Old, Isami Daehn was traded by her narcissistic mother, in exchange for piano lessons for her and her siblings. Isami now speaks out about the horrors of growing up in a narcissistic, high demand family, while being raised an Independent Fundamentalist Baptist in Japan. Not all high control groups are major churches or large corporations. Sometimes, certain personality disorders, when combined with strict religiosity, c... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

The Expert Witness Who TOOK DOWN Danny Masterson Sep 11, 2023

Once a top ranking Scientologist, now a former, Claire Headley was called to testify in the 2nd, most recent trial of Danny Masterson on his SA convictions of 3 women. As an Expert Witness, her testimony helped the jury understand why Scientology itself played a crucial role in the suppression of evidence. He has just been found guilty, and sentenced to life in prison. Claire now speaks out on the details of her time on the stand.Click here to watch on YouTubeFind and Suppor... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

The Reality of Growing Up with PURITY CULTURE in a Sex-Obsessed World Sep 03, 2023

**Content warning: Open dialogue around sex & mentions of SA & Rape** Purity culture seems innocent and shiny on the outside, but when you look closer, understanding there are two sides to every coin, it gets dark and dangerous. Kendra and I take an honest look at the intentions of purity culture and how it often backfires and creates more issues including abuse and self hatred. Click here to watch on YouTubeEpisodes with the Ex- Mormon Sex Therapist:LDS Sex Therapist Ousted for Views... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

The DANGEROUS Lengths Scientology Went to Destroy Marc Headley Sep 01, 2023

Scientology Sea Org employees who work at the headquarters in Southern California, are treated like prisoners. After Marc was falsely accused of embezzling money, they threatened to take hime away from his wife to put him in a rehabilitation center. His only other option was a dangerous escape off of the property. Learn how a civilian saved his life, and how Scientology began to stalk and harass Marc and his family for speaking out about the abuses within the organization. Click here to watch... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

SCIENTOLOGY: When A Coerced Child Joins A Cult to Survive (ft. Marc Headley) Sep 01, 2023

His mother converted to Scientology when he was 6 years old and his life changed forever. When he rejected the teachings, she kicked him out of the house and he was forced to find friends to live with which was never permanent. At 15 years old with no place to live, no money, no job and no real world experience having only an education at a Scientology school, he caved and joined the Sea Org. His audio/visual skills were immediately put to work at Golden Era Productions at headquarters in Sou... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

Top SCIENTOLOGY Commercial & Film Director Reveals UNEXPECTED Insider Secrets Aug 27, 2023

Commercial director Mitch Brisker was scouted by Scientology to put them on the map and he did! His Dianetics commercials were a huge hit and mostly responsible for selling millions of copies of the books. They convinced him to go work at Golden Era Productions where he turned around the entire film department and started making good quality work for training and marketing purposes. Shelise shares how she was on set around the same time as an actor in a few Scientology films. Most surprisingl... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

Her BRUTAL Escape From Scientology: The UNREAL Story of Top Ranking Sea Org Member, Claire Headley Aug 25, 2023

Claire was raised as product of Scientology. Her early childhood years spent in Scientology boarding schools away from her parents. As a teenager, she doubled down and rose up to one of the highest ranks possible where she was working directly for David Miscavige. Witnessing David's abusive ways and after she was forced to do horrific things, she knew she had to escape. Her story will leave you on the edge of your seat as she describes her master plan to escape the headquarters of Scientology... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

Scientology’s Abandoned and Neglected Children (ft. Claire Headley) Aug 22, 2023

Claire Headley, President of The Aftermath Foundation, recounts her difficult childhood in the primary hands of Scientology in the UK. Coerced to sign a billion year contract by 7 years old, her life was dedicated to learning how to be the best Sea Org member she could possibly be. Longing to be a “normal” kid like those in her public school, she had plans to escape. Until, a major life event shook her which cemented her beliefs in Scientology. She had no idea the horrors that awaited her whe... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

Horrific Teachings Mormon Church Doesn't Want You to Know About (ft.@nuancehoe) Aug 20, 2023

Back again for our 1 year channel anniversary is @nuancehoe ! Peek behind the curtain with us to discover the dark and dirty past of Mormon (The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints) history and even what current LDS apologists are up to in the name of fundamentalism. We both believe that true change, does not come from gaslighting or pretending things weren't harmful, but by full acknowledgement, apology and tangible steps to undo the hurt caused by dangerous doctrine and leader... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

Former Missionary Dissects Mormon Manipulation Tactics (ft. Irene's Entropy) Aug 15, 2023

**Content Warning: self harm, brief mention of child SA** From forced Molly Mormon into rockstar, Irene discusses what her life was like being raised in the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints (Mormonism) and the extreme manipulation tactics that were used to keep members active. She attended the Mormon university BYU and served a mission in Honduras, before meeting someone who completely changed her life and helped open her eyes to the cult mentality she was in. Click here to watch o... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

How Being Pentecostal Primed Her for Korean JMS Cult Aug 15, 2023

Liz was brainwashed and sucked into a dangerous Korean cult, groomed to be one of the cult leader's spiritual brides. They preyed on her love for Christianity and longing to belong. This episode explores her upbringing as a Pentecostal Christian which adds layers of context to help us understand how she was primed to fall into the JMS cult.Click here to watch on YouTube Find her previous episode here "How the Korean JMS Cult Brainwashed and Hospitalized Her"Find Liz on Social!TikTok @lizthefo... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

“Sins of the Amish” Doc: Darker Details than They Were Willing to Release on TV Aug 09, 2023

Featured in “The Sins of the Amish”, Meg endured a life of t*rture at the hands of her father and other family members. First in an Old Order Amish settlement, then a black bumper Mennonite Settlement, the ab*se was condoned and accepted by the community. Using books like “To Train Up A Child”, it was normal for fathers to break the will of their children as early as 18 months old. Against her wishes, she was forced into an arranged marriage which had many of the same characteristics of her f... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

HOLDEMAN MENNONITES: Ab*sive Father Joins To Slip Under the Radar Aug 06, 2023

**Content Warning: Child SA, abuse, r*pe, suic*de ideation** We have learned about people who grow up in abusive environments who don’t have a good chance of breaking that cycle while they are still in the cult bubble. But what about the people who understand abuse not only goes unnoticed in these cults, but is even celebrated, and they join for this reason? Hannah’s story illustrates how when the outside world can clearly see a group where abuse thrives, and they don’t want to get caught, th... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

AMISH Woman "Sinned" by Taking Her Brothers to Court for SA Aug 05, 2023

**Content Warning: Frequent mentions of child SA & r*pe among other forms of abuse & suic*de ideation**Mary Byler’s story is horrific and shocking, yet one of the reasons she is being so brave in sharing her story, is because it’s not uncommon. The Amish are often romanticized for their “plain” lifestyle, yet people don’t understand or know about the sheer terror facing the women and children of these communities. Extreme forms of purity culture combined with a no-questions-asked “alw... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

Old Order AMISH: Devastating Effects of ZERO S*x Ed Before Marriage (ft. Eli Yoder) Jul 31, 2023

**Content Warning: Child SA, Incest, Rape** Along with extreme sexual distortions and a severe lack of sexual education, the Old Order Amish are taught that pregnancy means women have “The Sickness”, and that any talk of sex is forbidden until marriage.Having left the Old Order Amish 25 years ago, Eli Yoder, has helped 200+ people flee the Amish community. In today's episode, we discuss the dark corners of the seemingly bright and simple groups that exist today, along with the shocking ... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

When Depression is Considered SIN in the Old Order AMISH (ft. Eli Yoder) Jul 30, 2023

People in the "modern world" tend to romanticize the Amish. They seem to live simple lives and keep to themselves with their big families and old traditional ways of doing things. This may be true AND it's possible that a world of secrets, abuse and lack of care for those suffering mental illness are also extremely common. Joined by ex Old Order Amish, Eli Yoder, we discuss the dark corners of the seemingly bright and groups that exist today.Click here to watch on YouTubeResource for current ... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

Korean JMS Cult Hospitalized and Almost Killed Her Jul 26, 2023

An unsuspecting Aussie girl was intentionally recruited and manipulated to eventually become one of cult leader's Jung Myung Seok thousands of spiritual brides. The the self proclaimed reincarnated Messiah and convicted r*pist was in jail when she met him through the plexi-glass in Korea. Forced to restrict her food intake to please Jung, she lost so much weight her health deteriorated and she was hospitalized. Learn how her near death experience saved her life, by helping her escape the dang... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

The Biggest Takeaways From Ex Cult Members (after 1 Year on YouTube) Jul 25, 2023

After 1 year of horrific cult stories, we thought it would be nice to celebrate these brave souls with all of their best advice and funny statements through their “Linda, listen” moment. An empowering statement, be it sassy, inspirational, funny or all of the above. This video can also serve as a recap of what we have been up to all year and give you a peek into each episode which you may have missed. Watch on YouTubeepisode 02 - Nuancehoe episode 04 - Ashleyepisode 05 - True Mormon Quotes ep... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

Deceptive Swinger's Club Masquerades as Buddhist Temple Jul 22, 2023

Fresh out of the sheltered sexuality of Mormonism, Kirsten had just gotten a divorce and badly needed a job. Convincing herself that she just didn't know what "normal" body positivity and sexuality looked like, she got a job at a nudist, sex club that lured people in by pretending to be a zen, meditative, buddhist retreat. For the first time ever, someone is speaking out against the One Love Temple, otherwise known as the Sea Mountain Resort in Las Vegas, NV.Click here to watch on YouTubeTo w... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

Exposing BYU’s Homophobic Policies & Youth Indoctrination Camps Jul 19, 2023

Brigham Young was the second prophet of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints and who Brigham Young University was named after. Brigham is known for a LOT of heinous actions against the saints, so it shouldn't come as a surprise when learning about the abhorrent policies of the school. Since Kirsten went there, it's only gotten slightly better. Find out what these students have to go through just to get an education. We also go into what EFY/FSY is, and why it was/is problematic for... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

“The Little Mermaid” is Super CULTY Jul 16, 2023

BONUS EPISODE! Disney, don't come after us! In making the new Little Mermaid movie, we get you were tied to the 1989 classic, which was tied to the 1845 fairy tale, but we couldn't help but notice all of the CULTY parallels. From an oppressive polygamist father with an "us vs them" mentality, to a banished sea witch with her own agenda of ownership and rule, literally taking Ariel's voice and leaving her voiceless, we breakdown all the ways the Little Mermaid is super culty.... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

“To Train Up a Child” the Horrific Book that Tormented Her Childhood Jul 10, 2023

**Content Warning: Child Abuse/Suicide Attempt** The book that is linked to 3 deaths of children, completely warped Kendra's life. Her parents took the abusive techniques to "train" their 7 children to the extreme. Fighting for her life everyday, trying to understand what she did to deserve this pain, when she turned 18 she ran. Little did she know, she ran right into the arms of another predator who married her 2 weeks later and got her pregnant 6 months after that. When the abuse continued,... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

“Shiny Happy People” Cult: EXPOSING Forced Child Labor at IBLP Training Centers Jul 09, 2023

Blamed and shamed for sexual sin she never committed, Jess was forced into multiple IBLP training centers for “bad girls” where she was put on a no-speak order for weeks at a time. Punished for asking for basic needs during extreme manual labor in the intense heat, she constantly felt to blame for not measuring up to impossible standards. Her story is one of perseverance and strength as she finally finds her way out of the cult and begins to acclimate to the completely foreign outside world.&... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

Trapped in IBLP Training Center’s Solitary Confinement at 16 Jul 06, 2023

When a young boy's family joins the Institute in Basic Life Principles cult (as seen on the "Shiny Happy People" doc), his life gets a lot more complicated. Shamed for having a girlfriend at 16, his family moves him out of state then sends him away to an IBLP training/rehabilitation center for "bad kids". The goal, to break his mind, body, and soul into submission. After leaving the cult at 18, he found himself unable to connect with society and he turned to extreme drug and alcohol abu... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

My Not So Mormon Wedding (& HUGE channel updates!) Jul 05, 2023

Finally! The details about our extra, over the top, Old Hollywood wedding at the Historic Los Angeles Movie Palace built in 1931! It was incredible and I couldn't have asked for a better experience. We both were able to showcase our talents in unique ways and offer a production and wild experience for our guests! Make sure to keep your eyes on the screen for this one. There are a LOT of photos and videos to share with you. Also, stick around to the end for some MAJOR channel updates! Thank yo... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

Why He Helped Grow, then Destroy the NXIVM Sex Cult (ft. Mark Vicente) Jun 28, 2023

Sentenced to 120 years in prison for racketeering, sex trafficking, and many more nefarious sexual offense counts, Keith Raniere once led the MLM cult, NXIVM, which at its height had 700 active members. Along with Sarah Edmondson, Mark Vicente helped recruit members, and then ultimately helped bring it down. Their departure from the cult is documented in the HBO documentary series, The Vow. In today's episode, Mark dives deeper into the disturbing details of his personal experienc... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

Top 10 MUST SEE Cult Docs ft. Mormon Stories Jun 26, 2023

With the explosion of cult documentaries in the last 10 years, and the subsequent exposure and awareness it's brought, viewers are rushing to watch as many possible. But there may be some shocking ones you may have missed! In this episode, Dr. John Dehlin (Mormon Stories podcast), and I, break down our top 10 must watch cult docs of the past decade. Click here to watch on YouTube(Clickable Chapter Markers available on YouTube)Parallels between John Dehlin's Mormon past and cult do... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

"Shiny Happy People" Doc Guest: Bill Gothard Groomed Me From the Age of 13 Jun 19, 2023

**Content Warning: mentions of child SA** Emily Elizabeth Anderson—a featured survivor on the cult documentary “Shiny Happy People” exposing the IBLP— is an example of how abuse thrives within these extreme fundamentalist Christian teachings. She endured trauma after trauma which caused her body to shut down with Crohn’s disease. Once she recognized the abuse at the hands of her father and Bill Gothard himself, she joined a lawsuit against IBLP and Bill and deconstructed the toxic teachings f... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

“Shiny Happy People” Cult VS the FLDS (STRIKING Similarities) ft. @GrowingUpinPolygamy Jun 15, 2023

**Content Warning: various mentions of CA** Upon watching the Shiny Happy People documentary, I realized they essentially had all the same rules as the Fundamentalist Latter Day Saints group (FLDS) aside from practicing polygamy. Joined by Sam and Melissa from @GrowingUpinPolygamy , we dissect all the ways the IBLP (Institute in Basic Life Principles) mirror the FLDS.Click here to watch on YouTube(clickable chapter markers on YouTube)FLDS, explainedPurity Culture: saving first kiss for ... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

“Shiny Happy People” Cult was WAY WORSE than Doc Shows (Insider speaks out) Jun 13, 2023

**Content Warning: Brief mentions of child ab*se, domestic ab*se, suic*de ideation** The Institute in Basic Life Principles is an extreme Christian fundamentalist set of beliefs that took hold on society when The Duggars (from TLC’s “19 kids and Counting”) made it popular. These beliefs look “Happy and Shiny” from the surface, but deep inside rots the truth about the misogynistic, abusive and oppressive practices that force children and wives to obey at all costs. Jen joins us and tells (for ... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

Why “The Order” INCEST Polygamy Cult Sees Women as Possessions ft. Amanda Rae Jun 10, 2023

The Kingston Clan is known for their incestuous polygamy in an effort to keep their "bloodline" pure. From deformities and infertility, to racism and coercion, take a peek inside "The Order"—an extremist off shoot of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints (aka Mormonism) with Amanda Rae from the TV show "Escaping Polygamy".Click here to watch on YouTube(clickable chapter markers available on YouTube)Her incestuous family bushThe leader, Paul, has 27 wivesThe deformities with inbreedi... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

THE ORDER Polygamy Cult: “My Dad’s 3rd Wife Is His Half Sister” ft. Amanda Rae Jun 08, 2023

"The Order" or the "Kingston Clan" is known for their incestuous practices of polygamy in an effort to keep their "bloodline pure". They are a fundamentalist branch of Mormonism in Salt Lake City where marrying 1st cousins and even half siblings is seen as perfectly fine. Amanda Rae, who was raised in this group, escaped at 17 and was seen on the TV show "Escaping Polygamy" helping others to do the same. Learn the ins and outs of this cult and why she so badly wanted out. Click here to watch ... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

Doomsday Mormonism: 8 Siblings Surviving on $10k a Year Jun 05, 2023

**Content Warning: brief mentions of suicide ideation 1 hr 34 mins in** Within mainstream Mormonism is a fundamentalist group that takes the "Latter Days" incredibly serious. They are loosely known as the Doomsday or Prepper Mormons. Rachel lived in extreme poverty, rarely received any medical attention, had no power or running water and had no idea she was in a cult until years and years later. Not only did she deconstruct end times Mormonism, but found herself deconstructing mainstream Morm... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

Her Childhood in Scientology: Punished For Being Assaulted Jun 02, 2023

**Content Warning: Mentions of SA** Raised in Scientology, at 12 years old, the church accused her of “Instigating” her own S.A., then sent her away to a Scientology boarding school, where the abuse continued. For the first time, Daisy opens up about her horrific childhood growing up in Scientology. Learn why scientologist perpetrators are often unpunished, while the victims suffer in silence. Listen with care. Click here to watch on YouTube(clickable chapter markers available on ... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

The Aftermath of Marrying an Excommunicated Jehovah’s Witness May 30, 2023

Once excommunicated from the Jehovah's Witness faith, Rome's life completely changed. Shunned from his mother and other family members, he meets India, who slowly helps him deconstruct and acclimates him to a world full of Holidays and birthday celebrations. A beautiful love story of patience, understanding and acceptance. Click here to watch the episode on YouTube(clickable chapter markers available on YouTube) Growing up Jehovah's Witness in VirginiaWho are the Jehovah's Witnesses?Not ... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

From the Children of God Sex Cult to the US Military ft. Daniella Mestyanek Young May 25, 2023

**Content Warning: Brief mentions of Suic*de Ideation and R*pe**Daniella Mestyanek Young finally escaped the Children of God sex cult at age 15 desperately trying to acclimate to life in the US and starting school for the first time. Her accolades and honors would land her in the US military which not only compounded upon her growing mound of trauma, but eventually leading her to an impossible breaking point. Click here to watch on YouTubeClick here to watch the previous video with Daniella(c... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

Her Horrific Childhood in the Children of God Sex Cult ft. Daniella Mestyanek Young May 24, 2023

***CONTENT WARNING: Mentions of child sexual assault/physical abuse, child trafficking and sex***Please listen with care. This episode is very heavy and potentially triggering. This is, however, an important story to tell. Daniella Mestyanek Young was born and raised in the Children of God sex cult, who's goal was to raise sexually liberated children with little to no secular education. This is the story of her childhood behind the walls of the compounds all over the world. The next episode, ... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

From Forced ULTRA ORTHODOXY to Non-Binary Secularism May 22, 2023

You met Chavie in a previous episode. A determined mother who took a long hard road out of Hasidic Judaism so her children could have more choices that she did growing up. Now you get to hear from one of her children! Ruby recounts what it was like being forced to live a judge ordered Hasidic lifestyle, until they stood up and said no. From learning what they had been missing in school, to unearthing social media for the first time at 17, they are now living the life THEY chose for themselves... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

Will Danny Masterson Be Found Guilty? COMPLETE TRIAL RECAP ft @growingupinscientology May 19, 2023

Any day, the verdict will be in! Will Danny Masterson be charged for the violent r*pe of 3 different women? Joined by Aaron with @GrowingUpInScientology , we discuss his full live coverage of the May 2023 trial in Los Angeles and all the characters who are playing a role behind the scenes. From scientology lawyers, propaganda bloggers and even a reverend, to Leah Remini in the court room, there is a lot to discuss! Click here to watch on YouTube(clickable chapter markers availabl... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

Why He Left Mormon Polygamy Behind May 17, 2023

For someone who planned to name their children using every letter of the alphabet, everyone was shocked when he left the fundamentalist Mormon church called The Work. He was dedicated, invested, had his first kiss at the alter of his arranged marriage, and ultimately his curiosity and empathy led him out. Calvin Wayman's journey is inspiring! Make sure to check out the first episode we did, explaining more of his childhood and the backstory of the FLDS.Click here to watch the episode on YouTu... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

44 Siblings, 4 Mothers: Deconstructing the FLDS Polygamy Cult May 14, 2023

Calvin and I dissect the world of Mormon Fundamentalism, from mind control, decision coercion, EXTREME racist teachings from the early prophets and the secret sauce to creating the most controlling cults. Learn the good and bad of growing up with 4 mothers and 44 siblings in the same home, and how they redefined the meaning of monogamy in unexpected ways.Click here to watch the episode on YouTube(clickable chapter markers available on YouTube)The run down of FLDS doctrine when they split from... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

Escaping the Warren Jeffs FLDS Polygamy Cult May 11, 2023

At 17 she realized she was in a religious prison. She had just been "arranged" to be married to a stranger and had been plotting her escape for 2 years. Determined not to become a plural wife for the sole purpose of having as many children as possible, she did whatever it took to leave and pursue higher education at a large cost. See how she transformed her life and navigated the hard lessons of the "real world".Click here to watch the episode on YouTube(clickable chapter markers available on... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

Her Childhood as a Prisoner in the FLDS Polygamy Cult May 08, 2023

Isolated from the outside world while imprisoned in the FLDS compound, Judith Bateman breaks down her childhood in the Warren Jeffs polygamy cult. In a reality where “the more wives a husband has the more Righteous he is” Jude talks what it was like growing up with 17 siblings and 2 mothers, “demonstrating readiness" at 12 years old, being turned in to Warren Jeffs himself, how everyone’s pets were sentenced to death, how fear kept the members controlled, and how she ultimately devised ... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

Ex-Hasidic Man Sues Quebec Gov for Failing to Ensure Proper Education May 06, 2023

A father fights the Quebec government after realizing the secular education both he and his children had gotten in their Hasidic Yeshivas, were intentionally not up to the legal state requirements. Struggling with ostracization, dishonor and a battle to keep their own children after leaving the sect, Yohanan Lowen continues to fight for the children who don’t know any better.Click here to watch the episode on YouTube(clickable chapter markers available on YouTube)No functional education for i... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

ULTRA ORTHODOX: Hasidic Jewish Sect Forced Her to Marry & Consummate with a Stranger May 01, 2023

**Content warning: Sexual Abuse/Sexual Discussions** A brave and fierce mother, Chavie Weisberger, divulges the deepest, darkest corners of her life from growing up in a very strict ultra-orthodox sect of Judaism ran by her grandfather. She shares her heart-wrenching custody battle and how the courts forced her to conform to the religion years after she had left it behind. Listen with caution, this episode is as heavy as it is inspirational and incredible. Click here to watch it on YouTu... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

He Went From Speaking in Tongues to Exposing Biblical Mythology ft. Mythvision Podcast Apr 27, 2023

Speaking the language of Angels, literal demons attached to people who were sinning, exorcisms of alcoholics and more. This church shaped Derek's early teen years until he tried many other denominations of Christianity in search of the right one. As a pastor in training, during his intense studies of the Bible, he ended up going an unexpected direction. Derek runs the Mythvision YouTube channel where he discusses mythology, history and more! Check it out!Click here to watch this episode... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

Declared An Enemy of Scientology at 6 Years Old (how she escaped) ft. @KelliCopter Apr 20, 2023

*Content Warning: Child abuse* No child should have to endure what Kelli went through. These abusive, Scientology practices were encouraged by the doctrine and the church throughout her entire childhood. I'm amazed at how she has risen above it all and truly embodies compassion and empathy for others who are or have gone through similar abusive situations. Click here to watch on YouTube(clickable chapter markers available on YouTube)How her parents got involved in ScientologyHer earliest memo... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

Why Scientologists Don’t Believe in “Children” ft. Growing Up In Scientology Apr 10, 2023

Is it ethical to raise children in a high demand group/religion? What if you think it is what is best for them? Aaron and I discuss the unintended consequences of raising your children with steadfast beliefs that could ultimately harm them in the future. As someone who was raised a Scientologist and now has a channel totally dedicated to the topic @GrowingUpInScientology , Aaron shares his thoughts and opinions and personal stories. Click here to watch on YouTubeClick here to watch him interv... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

Are ALL Religions CULTS? ft. Andrew Gold Apr 04, 2023

After over 350 interviews with ex-cult members, psychopaths, experts and more, Andrew Gold has a diversified and educated perspective on Cults. The frequently asked question, "Are all religions cults?" is answered and contemplated in this thought-provoking interview detailing his experiences and opinions. Check out his channel at @AndrewGold1 We will be releasing a second episode on his channel very soon!Click here to watch on YouTube!(clickable chapter markers available on YouTub... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

How Mormonism Harms Its Disabled Members Mar 29, 2023

An often overlooked demographic in the discussion of high-demand groups are people with various disabilities, who are treated differently and even told some outlandish doctrine about their bodies. René comes on to openly discuss what it was like converting to mormonism and then recognizing the harm it was causing her differently abled son & grandchildren. Click here to watch on YouTube(clickable chapter markers on YouTube)René's first introduction to religiosity Her friends' opinions... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

Manipulation Secrets of a UK Scientology Staff Member ft. Apostate Alex Mar 22, 2023

He signed a 1 billion year contract of service to Scientology and then they kicked him out when he expressed that the "tech" wasn't working for him. Stories of manipulation with an honest heart, secrets about the alien god Xenu and more, in this awesome interview with @apostatealex Click here to watch on YouTube How Apostate Alex became Apostate Alex on YouTubeDifferences in Scientology between the US & UKThe documentary that made Alex interested in ScientologyThe story of Xenu... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

Her Childhood in Scientology: The Dark Unspoken Truth Mar 13, 2023

**Trigger Warning: brief mention of SA towards the end of the interview** It's time we talk about the little humans who are raised in cults. Parents do the best they can with the information they have, so the blame is not on them. It is on these high-demand organizations who first con the parents, and then indoctrinate the kids. A vicious cycle until someone is able to break free. Let's take a look into the childhood of Dani, a former Scientologist who was raised in the church, and the reperc... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

Ex-Mormon and Ex-Jehovah's Witness Compare CULTures (ft. Altworldly) Mar 10, 2023

***Content Warning: Brief mention of sexual assault in regards to repentance***Public shaming, excommunication, proselytizing, information control and more are just a few of the similarities between Mormons and Jehovah's Witnesses. Joined again by Altworldly for a sometimes funny, sometimes heartbreaking episode, we unpack what it's like to be in the CULTure of the two religions. Click here to watch the episode on YouTube!(clickable chapter markers available on YT)ProselytizingPurity Culture ... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

Ex-Mormon and Ex-Jehovah's Witness Compare Doctrine (ft. Altworldly) Mar 06, 2023

Secret societies, the second coming, Armageddon and specially translated bibles, Jake and I are back again for a deep dive into the similarities between Mormonism and Jehovah's witnesses! After an hour of only doctrinal and theological comparisons, we realized we needed to record an entirely separate episode on just the cultural similarities! Subscribe and hit the bell so you don't miss it!Click here to watch the episode on YouTube!(clickable chapter markers available on YT)Deconstructing one... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

Raising a Child as a Former Jehovah's Witness Feb 28, 2023

Modern day struggles of a millennial mom who was raised a Jehovah's Witness, but wants a different life for her child. We discuss the moral compass absent of God or punishment, embracing and celebrating self, and letting go of shame that stifles one's voice. Enjoy this vulnerable account of Brooke Chanel's story!Click here to watch on YouTubeAs mentioned: For FREE daily intuitive text messages from Ashley Easter:Text the word Intuition to 917-809-7311 (USA only)Watch Ashley's episode HERE(cli... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

Mormonism On Trial: Ex-Mormon Lawyer Challenges Truth Claims Feb 22, 2023

Can Mormonism stand up to legal criticism when it comes to their truth claims? In this short bonus episode, Kolby—an ex-Mormon lawyer— explains why certain things can't just be explained away by Mormon apologists and how definitions of words are bent when it suits them. Let's see how they might hold up if Mormonism was on trial! Click here to watch on YouTube!Make sure to check out the rest of Kolby's story here(clickable chapter markers available on YouTube)Why Apply Legal Principals to God?... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

How a Mormon Lawyer Lost His Faith Feb 20, 2023

When disturbing events disrupt the comfortable flow of Kolby's life, he starts to see the cracks in his faith and uses his abilities as a lawyer to take a real critical look at its truth claims. After further examination, he recounts how his shelf had been slowly getting heavier and heavier starting from a very young age. Click here to watch on YouTubeMake sure to check out part 2! (clickable chapter markers on YouTube)Mormon Stories Interview Update5-7 years old, testing his faith by walking... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

The Tragic Side of a Mormon Mission Feb 14, 2023

She came home early from her Mormon mission due to medical negligence, all while dealing with the news that her parents no longer believed in the church. Hear from both mom and missionary, Collette and Keylee, in this heartfelt episode of ups downs and lemons on asses. You’ll see. Click here to watch on YouTube(clickable chapter markers available on YouTube)Why Keylee wanted to go on a missionCollette's Mormon background The Argentina training center & language barrierBaptizing ... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

How I Got My Ex-Mormon Mom to Try Psychedelics in Peru (alone) Feb 09, 2023

Experiencing pure love, purging in technicolor, and releasing years of pent up guilt over Shelise’s childhood trauma, Mom takes us on a wild ride through Ayahuasca, Mushrooms, San Pedro, and Sapo (the God Molecule), to reveal exactly what it was like to travel solo to the jungles of Peru, to try all of these medicines for the first time. Click here to watch on YouTube!(clickable chapter markers available on YouTube)Mom's Thoughts on Shelise trying Ayahuasca in Peru Mom finds out sh... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

Should You Try Psychedelic Therapy? Expert Advice from Brittany Bannerman Feb 06, 2023

Can psychedelics really change who you are? Is it possible to release years worth of trauma in only a single session? What are the things people DON'T tell you when it comes to psychedelics? Brittany Bannerman pops the lid off of all of it. If you have ever considered going into the the depths of your consciousness to heal and find peace, this episode is for you! Check out her list of credentials below.Click here to watch on YouTube(Clickable chapter markers on YouTube) Why is Brittany p... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

LDS Faith Crisis & Sexual Awakening While Married to Men Jan 30, 2023

Two, married-with-children Latter Day Saint women experience a faith crisis, then realize they had been repressing their sexuality after being overcome with strong feelings for each other. A 2-in-1 crisis sent Lena and Sal on a journey of divorce, self-discovery and a queer marriage merger. Find out insider details that the Hulu Original "Mormon No More" left out & see how they are doing today! Make sure to check out their podcast "Peace Out" where they help those coming out of the closet... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

NXIVM: Self-Help to Sex Cult ft. Whistleblower Sarah Edmondson Jan 24, 2023

**Content Warning: Child Sex Abuse** Self-help goes dark when a now-convicted and imprisoned sex trafficker and pedophile was at the helm of the ship. Unbeknownst to most of the members of NXIVM, curriculum was created to groom the inner circle to do whatever he wanted in a sex slave/master context. I speak with Sarah Edmondson, a key whistleblower and top recruiter, who went public with her story after being literally branded into a women's secret society within NXIVM. She tells the story of... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

Finding Identity After Mormonism ft Zelph On the Shelf Jan 16, 2023

Born into a box, or molded and shaped into a box? Tanner and Sam had different experiences having to conform to Mormon standards, ways of thinking and outward presentation even when those perspectives were negative towards themselves. Having left the church, they have blossomed into a brighter and more colorful version of themselves that feels authentic to who they really are or were all along. Let's talk about cringy things we did as Mormons, faith crisis spirals and psychedelic awakenings!C... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

Mormon Missionary Vs Convert: Disturbing Confessions ft. Zelph On the Shelf Jan 10, 2023

Joined by the awesome duo from Zelph On the Shelf, we take a peek behind the curtain of an LDS convert and a missionary to compare notes! What was it like converting to Mormonism in England & what was it like being the converter with a quota to reach? Two incredibly interesting perspectives! Click here to watch the episode!Chapter Markers Clickable on YouTubeIntroWhat does Zelph On the Shelf mean?Sam's conversion to MormonismBeing Mormon in England Easier to convert certain groups of... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

Everything I've Always Wanted to Ask John Dehlin, Answered Jan 03, 2023

John Dehlin is usually the one asking the tough questions in his Mormon Stories interviews. This time, I turn the tables and find out some of the most shocking things he's heard in his 25+ years of experience podcasting, how he handles the spotlight, public smearing, how it impacts his family life, his current beliefs and more! Click here to watch the episode on YouTube (Clickable timestamps available on YouTube)The most shocking things you've heard in an Interview?What inspires you to keep g... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

I Asked John Dehlin What HE Would Do as The Mormon Prophet Dec 28, 2022

Every issue with the Mormon church in 90 minutes. John Dehlin has countlessly affected real change in the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints by using his platform to amplify problems and demand accountability. From inspiring the CES letter, getting "The Miracle of Forgiveness" removed from the shelves of Deseret Book and bishop's interviews being modified after his coverage on Sam Young's story (to name a few), some would say John has inspired more "revelations" than the church itsel... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

Mormon Sex Therapist's Reaction to Daily P*rn Use Ft. Natasha Helfer Dec 22, 2022

Sex. If the word makes you uncomfortable, then you'll definitely want to watch this episode. It's time we get comfy talking about a healthy sex life and expose the common misconceptions based on scientific research, around sex media. When did sex media originate? What caused the "p*rn panic"? Can we use sexual media for education and what is normal when it comes to viewing it? Natasha, a Mormon certified sex therapist answers all my (and your) questions in this spicy episode!Click here to wat... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

LDS Sex Therapist Excommunicated for Views on Masturbation ft. Natasha Helfer Dec 19, 2022

Natasha couldn't stay silent. She put ethics and her license above her religion in the name of helping people who were struggling due to clinically incorrect information given by the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints. The church's response was to excommunicate her. From the mythology of masturbation & the details of Natasha's story, to how purity culture is harmful, we ask for change in the religious institutions who are actively hurting their own members.Click here to watch the... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

Thriving in the OneTaste "Orgasm Cult" (Insider Secrets Revealed) Dec 13, 2022

**Content warning- Sexual Assault**From sexual wellness to SEXploitation, this is what happens when cult leader Nicole Daedone convinces people to worship the female orgasm as God. This multi-million dollar cult gained national attention and recognition from celebrities like Gwenyth Paltrow & Tony Robbins with it's Orgasmic Meditation practices, but was hiding a dark side with priest initiations, underpaid and overworked employees, and a breeding ground for blurred sexual boundaries. Ruwa... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

Does My Mom Regret Leaving Mormonism? Dec 05, 2022

I brought Mama back for an un-censored Part 2 where we discuss everything from self worth, boobs, uneasy temple practices and if she has regrets about leaving the church she was born and raised in. I also uncovered my very own Patriarchal blessing in an old memorabilia bin with a letter my religous-at-the-time mom wrote to me. Buckle up! It's a bumpy one!Click here to watch this episode on YouTube! Find Mama on Social Media!Instagram @spiritofottertail Our Merch! Patreon: Patreon.com/cul... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

High Demand Religions Can Cause C-PTSD (the fix) ft. Therapist Logan Cohen Nov 28, 2022

Listen to find out: what constitutes religious abuse, how to spot and heal small t trauma which can be cPTSD, how to break destructive programmed behavior and redefine your trauma responses. This episode is FULL of tips and tricks from licensed therapist Logan Cohen, so make sure to listen to the end and let us know if it was helpful.Click here to watch the episode on YouTube! About Logan:Practicing Marriage & Family Therapist (LMFT), an Approved Supervisor with American Association of Ma... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

Fear of End Times: Ex-Jehovah's Witness Confessions ft. @AltWorldly Nov 21, 2022

How to survive the Armageddon. Jake, @AltWorldly a 4th generation (ex) Jehovah's Witness talks about his childhood, growing up with the fear of annihilation, disfellowship, and what he's doing now to help and advise the community of those who have left the JW church. Click here to watch this episode on YouTube!Make sure to go to his channel to watch another video collaboration we did on How Jehovah's Witnesses are similar to members of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints. Fi... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

How Psychedelics Changed My Life Nov 07, 2022

**Content Warning: Child Sexual Abuse** 0 to 100! Straight-Edge to AYAHUASCA (7 Ceremonies/10 Days). From deep into the Amazon jungle, to high into space for some alien encounters, these are the tales of how I (an ex-Mormon) tried psychedelics for the first time, to heal childhood wounds and reclaim my power. Learn more about my story and why I believe psychedelics are a powerful healing tool just as our ancestors did. Click here to watch this episode on YouTube!Our Merch! Patreon:... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

How Pyramid Schemes Use MIND CONTROL for Profit ft. Erin Bies Oct 31, 2022

Ever considered that MLMs are culty? Duplication, social media love bombing, transactional relationships and loss of individuality and identity... Erin Bies spent 13 years as a top seller in multiple different pyramid schemes and now, to make amends, her goal is to spread awareness about MLMs to help others avoid the culty mind control that is inevitable when joining.She's a wife, a mom a military vet and she brings all the sugar and spice to this interesting topic! Enjoy!To watch the e... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

Ex-Mormon Sex Confessions with @ExmoLex  Oct 24, 2022

NSFW Vulnerable girl talk! Losing my virginity, shame, guilt, reasons for creating ridiculous sexual loopholes, and the harmful distortions that result. Exmo Lex, who is a very popular Ex-Mormon content creator, gets spicy with me to say all the things others may be too shy to say. I might regret my oversharing later, but we both thought it was important to touch on all the ways sexual repression can harm an individual. (TW:sexual assault)To watch the episode, go to Cults to Consciousne... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

My Fiancé's Issues with My Mormon Past Oct 18, 2022

My fiancé tells all! Serious, silly & sexy, we discuss the realities of dating an ex-mormon, perspectives of a never-mo, family drama & with what belief systems we want to raise our own kids. NSFW lol Tell us if you can relate!To watch the episode, go to Cults to Consciousness on YouTube.Find Jonathan on Social Media!YouTube @MethodBoxInstagram @jonathan.rosales_Our Merch! Patreon: Patreon.com/cultstoconsciousnessVenmo @sheliseannAny donations are welcome and appreciated to support th... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

How I Got My Mom to Leave Mormonism Oct 10, 2022

Toxic perfectionism, family vs faith, shocking garment stories, and multigenerational perspectives on being a good Mormon mom. Even I learned some things about my childhood, including secret feelings about the demands of church. I can't wait to share my mom's story with you!To watch the episode, go to Cults to Consciousness on YouTube.Find Lisa on Social Media!Instagram @SpiritofOttertailOur Merch! Patreon: Patreon.com/cultstoconsciousnessVenmo @sheliseannAny donations are welcome and appreci... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

Hillsong Megachurch: Harmful Practices EXPOSED Oct 03, 2022

Noemi is an incredible example of transformation of mind, body and soul after enduring extreme religious practices first in Mexico, then emotional abuse at Hillsong Megachurch. Now she is a powerful voice and advocate in the LGBTQ affirming space. You can watch her on Discovery + docuseries "Hillsong: A Megachurch Exposed" and find her on social media listed below. (TW: Suicidal thoughts) To watch the episode, go to Cults to Consciousness on YouTube.Find Noemi UribeInstagram @noemimi.uLGBTQ A... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

Why Millions Deconstruct Their Faith Every Year ft. Phil Drysdale Sep 19, 2022

Former devout pastor Phil Drysdale, shares his eye opening story of questioning Christians coming to him for support, and how his constant curiosity led him to deconstruct his faith as well. We discuss his research into who leaves their faith and why, as well as the 6 stages of morality which may shock you. Jam packed with information, you are sure to learn a few things from this episode!To watch the episode, go to Cults to Consciousness on YouTube.Find Phil DrysdaleYouTube The Phil Dry... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

John Larsen: What Comes After Atheism? Sep 12, 2022

Mormon Expressions creator John Larsen, joins me to talk about theism, atheism and what comes after. How religions can co-opt social structures, yet force us to create community which is essentially what humans need as evolved animals. Pros and cons with pragmatism and curiosity.To watch the episode, go to Cults to Consciousness on YouTube. Find John LarsenYouTube John Larsen Email: John@johnlarsen.org Website www.johnlarsen.orgOur Merch! Patreon: Patreon.com/cultstoconsciousnessV... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

How to Heal Your Inner Child ft. Kimber Tiernan Sep 06, 2022

Kimber is a master teacher, healer, Akashic reader and just overall magical being! Join us, as we talk about astral projecting, dark nights of the soul, divine feminine hijacking, distorted masculine, how to heal our inner child and how to rewire our brains to manifest our dream reality. To watch the episode, go to Cults to Consciousness on YouTube. Find Kimber!Instagram @KimberTiernanWebsite DivineAlchemyAcademy.coOur Merch! Patreon: Patreon.com/cultstoconsciousnessVenmo @sheliseannAny... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

Almost a Plural Wife... Why She Disavowed LDS Fundamentalism Aug 22, 2022

Angela tells her wild stories about what it was like growing up in a fundamentalist Mormon sect, how it affected her life choices and psychology, and how she was able to deprogram a decade later. (TW: Racism) To watch the episode, go to Cults to Consciousness on YouTubeOur Merch! Patreon: Patreon.com/cultstoconsciousnessVenmo @sheliseannAny donations are welcome and appreciated to support the making of this podcastWebsite CultsToConsciousness.comFind Shelise on Social media!Instagram @cultsto... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

Exposing Traumatic Cult Propaganda ft. "True Mormon Quotes" Aug 15, 2022

When someone claims to speak directly to God and relay God's message to His followers, there needs to be a high level of scrutiny. This is exactly what the creator of Instagram page @True_Mormon_Quotes strives to do. Hold the leaders of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints accountable for their doctrine.We reveal this instagram hero's identity for the first time before diving into his backstory. Next we talk about the cognitive dissonance people face when their beliefs are th... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

Her Unexpected Escape From Quiverfull Cults (ft. Ashley Easter) Aug 08, 2022

Not only was Ashley Easter (Intuitive Master, Coach, Advocate) in a Cult. She was in FIVE! A Russian nesting doll of cults. Find out how she finally listened to her intuition to get out and become a BOSS! To watch the episode, go to Cults to Consciousness on YouTube.As mentioned:Cults Hidden In Plain Sight- FREE EbookButterfly Photoshoot (shown in YT video)Get intuitive texts from Ashley! Text “Intuition” to 917-809-7311 Courage 365: A non-profit for abuse survivorsConnect with Ashl... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

Why I Left "Mormons on Mushrooms" Podcast (the WHOLE story) Aug 02, 2022

This is not a normal episode. For 2 years, I was a co-host of the Mormons on Mushrooms podcast and I loved it. I enjoyed interviewing our guests and the episodes with just Mike, Doug and I. Sadly, this has come to and end and ultimately birthed Cults to Consciousness. While I am hurt by the choices that were made, I'm excited to dive deep into my own podcast! This is the full story of what happened and how we got here; joined by my partner in love, my fiancé, Jonathan. To watch this episode, ... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

From Oppressive Cult to ExMormon Powerhouse ft. NuanceHoe Jul 25, 2022

Episode 2: The fabulous and funny Carah, @nuancehoe , joins us and walks us through her Mormon story. From a chaotic home life, to classic patriarchy, she realized the traumas that some people were facing due to the Mormon church. Listen to her recount never-before-told-stories of reclaiming her power spiritually, emotionally, physically and mentally!To watch the episode, go to Cults to Consciousness on YouTube.Find Carah on social media!Youtube: @nuancehoe Instagram @NuanceHoeTik... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

Why I Left Mormonism (Mind Control Tactics) Jul 16, 2022

Here's my Mormon story! From pioneer stock, to spiritualist, I talk about what it was like growing up Mormon, why I left and what I aim to do with this new channel. I give an explanation of the BITE model which describes attributes of a Cult, so you can clearly discern if you too might be unknowingly be in one. Find your independence, find your peace, find your sovereignty and come into true awareness which is what I define as consciousness.To watch the episode, go to Cults to Consciousness o... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cults-to-consciousness/support

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