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interlude: never alone Sep 21, 2025

In this "interlude" between Seasons 2 and 3 of the podcast, Natasha pops in to share her heart about how God's Word helped her dismantle the enemy's lie that she was in fact not alone at a time that felt extremely lonely.

Scriptures Referenced:

Deuteronomy 31:8

“It is the Lord who goes before you. He will be with you; he will not leave or forsake you. Do not fear or be dismayed.”- ESV

Do not be afraid or discouraged, for the Lord will personally go ahead of you. He will be with you; he will neither fail you nor abandon you.”- NLT

Psalm 139:7-12

“Where shall I go from your Spirit?

Or where shall I flee from your presence?

If I ascend to heaven, you are there!

If I make my bed in Sheol, you are there!

If I take my wings in the morning and dwell in the uttermost parts of the sea, even there your hand shall lead me, and your right hand shall hold me.

If I say, “Surely the darkness shall cover me, and the light about me be night, even the darkness is not dark to you; the night is bright as the day, for darkness is as light with you.”- ESV

“I can never escape from your Spirit!

I can never get away from your presence!

If I go up to heaven, you are there;

If I go down to the grave, you are there.

If I ride the wings of the morning, if I dwell by the farthest oceans, even there your hand will guide me, and your strength will support me.

I could ask the darkness to hide me and the light around me to become night- but even in darkness I cannot hide from you. To you the night shines as bright as day. Darkness and light are the same to you.”- NLT

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remain. Apr 13, 2025

In the Season Two finale, Natasha shares a timely reminder for anyone feeling stretched thin between purpose and performance: the fruit God desires in your life doesn’t come from hustle...it comes from abiding.

Through scripture, personal conviction, and honest reflection, she unpacks how easy it is to drift from the Vine while doing things for God, and how critical it is to return to simply being with Him.

Rooted in John 15 and 1 Corinthians 10:31 & 33, this episode is an invitation to check your posture, reassess your platform, and make sure the main "thing" Jesus is still the main thing.

Whether you’re in ministry, media, or just trying to live this walk out faithfully, this one’s for you.

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the right pour. Mar 30, 2025

What you pour in is what will eventually overflow. In this episode, Natasha shares a personal moment that sparked reflection on how the things we consume...spiritually, mentally, and emotionally, shape the way we live, respond, and grow.

Using a powerful cup analogy, she breaks down how our daily inputs (whether it’s scripture, music, podcasts, or even TikToks) affect our peace, clarity, and obedience to God. From caffeine to culture, she explores how we often mix things that were never meant to be blended...and how even a “little bit” of the wrong influence can contaminate our spiritual walk.

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you remind me. Mar 16, 2025

In this episode, I reflect on a conversation with a friend that made me question if I focus too much on the “big” sins from my past—like drinking and sex before marriage—while overlooking the more subtle struggles I still wrestle with daily.

Drawing from James 4:7-8, we’ll talk about why remembering what God saved us from is essential to staying free, why no sin is small in God’s eyes, and how true spiritual growth comes from daily submission, resistance, and drawing near to Him.

If you’ve ever struggled with guilt, spiritual complacency, or the tension between your past and present walk with Christ, this episode is for you. Let’s talk about the power of remembrance and the daily fight to stay dependent on God.

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under the influence. Mar 02, 2025

Influence—it’s a word we hear all the time, but what does it really mean? Many think it’s about having a big platform or a massive following, but true influence isn’t measured by numbers—it’s measured by impact. Whether we realize it or not, we’re all under the influence of something, and at the same time, we’re influencing others in ways both big and small.

In this episode, we’re diving into the weight of influence—how it shapes us, how we use it, and why it matters as followers of Christ. From the voices we listen to, to the content we consume, to the way we lead in our own homes, every decision holds power. We'll also explore how influence plays out in parenting, friendships, and everyday life, and what it means to steward it well.

So, whose influence are you under? And how are you influencing those around you? Let’s talk about it.

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coming soon: who's leading who? Mar 01, 2025

In this teaser, get a sneak peek into the upcoming episode 9, "under the influence," where we unpack the true meaning of influence. It’s more than a big platform or a following—it’s about the impact we have on those around us, whether we realize it or not. Every day, we’re shaped by what we consume—social media, music, conversations, even the people we admire. But the real question is: Whose influence are we under? And in turn, how are we influencing others?

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on purpose. Feb 16, 2025

After a long break, I’m back with a lesson that changed everything. In this episode, I share how I struggled with second-guessing, overthinking, and trying to control my purpose—only to realize that purpose isn’t something we pick. God assigns it.

I break down the difference between purpose and assignments, what Matthew 28:19 and Haggai 2:19 taught me, and why it’s time to step out in obedience. If you’ve been stuck in doubt or fear, this one’s for you!

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ready or not. Jul 31, 2024

Welcome to Season 2 of the Closed for Maintenance podcast! In today's episode, Natasha shares an eye-opening dream she had recently. As a result of this dream, she unpacks what it means to be prepared for Jesus' return, the distractions that can keep us from being ready, and the eternal consequences of our choices. We talk out how we can accept his gift of salvation and eternal life, prioritize our faith and make sure we're ready when the time comes because “Ready or not, here He comes." This was a tough, but necessary conversation for this generation!

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coming soon: the dream. Jul 29, 2024

In this teaser, get a sneak peek into the upcoming episode 7, "ready or not," where Natasha shares a recent dream she had and what God revealed to her that emphasizes the importance of staying focused on our spiritual priorities.

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truth of the matter. Jun 12, 2024

In Episode 6, Natasha shares what she believes about the state of this generation. She also opens up about some of the struggles she's experiencing in her journey with Christ, how community and newfound friendships have been her lifeline and more.

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lost and found. May 21, 2024

In today's episode, Natasha lays it all out about her personal struggle of balancing commitment to spirituality, how she's dealt with feeling "lost" and what's next for the Closed for Maintenance podcast.

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mmm tape #2: out of place. Apr 17, 2024

In this week's "mindful maintenance moment," Natasha fills you in on where she's been, how she's felt "out of place" in life and what she decided to do about being in limbo.

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beyond the couch: AunJanai Query-Smalls Mar 06, 2024

In the first ever "in between" episodes segment, Beyond the Couch...Natasha sits down with cherished & loyal CFM listener, AunJanai Query-Smalls. They unpack and explore her insight, revelations and personal takeaways from her favorite episodes.

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enough is enough. Feb 28, 2024

In Episode 4, Natasha talks about the importance of defining what is enough for oneself beyond societal expectations and external influences. She shares her own experiences of feeling uncomfortable as a result of taking on the burdens and desires of others.

Natasha also discusses the freedom and empowerment that comes from being clear on one's own wants and needs and she encourages listeners to have hard conversations and advocate for themselves in order to live a more fulfilled and authentic life.

Additionally, she emphasizes the importance of mental health and eliminating unnecessary stress. Overall, this episode serves as a reminder to prioritize self-awareness, set personal boundaries, and pursue what truly brings happiness and fulfillment.

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love at first sip (ft. Ebony K. English) Feb 07, 2024

In today's candid discussion Natasha sits down with sobriety influencer, 2x author, baseball mom and licensed massage therapist, Ebony K. English as they talk about their journeys to sobriety.

They talk about the difficulties they experienced, the changes they've had to make in their lives, and the support they received throughout their path to sobriety.

Ebony shared the life changing wake-up call that started her sobriety journey. They share their vulnerabilities, including the fear of accountability, the transition of friendships, their discovery of self without alcohol, and how they had to relearn to respond to life’s challenges without turning to alcohol.

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mmm tape #1: breaking balance. Jan 31, 2024

In the new & in-between audio-only episodes, "mindful maintenance moments," Natasha shares a conversation about finding your own rhythm when it comes to balance in work and life. This conversation was inspired by a co-worker who struggles to navigate her weekends, be productive and show up as a mom.

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who do you think you are? (ft. Kristen Feaster) Jan 24, 2024

In this episode, Natasha sits down with Lifestyle Influencer, self-love advocate and mom of two, Kristen Feaster for a conversation about the power of really knowing who you are.

During their chat, Kristen & Natasha both reveal how two once-in-a-lifetime run ins with billionaires came at a time in their lives that was least expected.

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private parts. Jan 10, 2024

In the first ever episode of the Closed for Maintenance podcast, Natasha reveals the "private parts" of her most transformative year ever. She opens up about how God stripped her of everything she knew, the challenges of being almost homeless again, and how she has embraced a new identity after over 10 years of making business her one and only.

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Welcome to the Closed for Maintenance Podcast Jan 07, 2024

Step into a world where the daily grind takes a backseat, and your well-being becomes the main attraction. In the Closed for Maintenance podcast, Lifestyle Entrepreneur & bestselling author, Natasha Weston invites you to explore life beyond business.

In a fast-paced world that too often prioritizes productivity and hustle, CFM provides a tranquil pause, a moment of self-reflection. Join Natasha as she engages in heartfelt conversations with experts, thought leaders, and individuals who've experienced the transformative journey of prioritizing their mental health and well-being.

Closed for Maintenance is your haven for discussions on mindfulness, self-care, emotional resilience, and the pursuit of a life that truly nourishes your soul. From practical tips to profound insight, each episode offers a blueprint for living a balanced, purpose-driven life.

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